[Comprehensive] Daily life of the retired savior

Since the report given by the intelligence officer indicates that the nearest singularity will appear in Yokohama, I simply stay here with peace of mind and wait for the singularity to appear.Especially since it was a fake, it was a trap we deliberately set up to pit the clock tower and the Atlas courtyard, so the natural mood was different from when we entered the frame for teleportation in the past.

I don't know what kind of deal Dazai and the intelligence officer made, and since then, the mobile phone has never received any strange messages for no reason.On the contrary, Matthew heard that I would see the formation of the singularity with my own eyes and was very worried and wanted to come to Yokohama. In the end, he had to stay because of the shortage of personnel in the rebuilt Chaldea.

【If you continue to send Heroic Spirits, your body will not be able to hold on, right?In this case, we can only rely on Ms. Okita, do I need to send Fufu?Youfufu can still act as a deterrent at critical moments, so I dare to release beast if anyone dares to hurt senior! 】

The pink-haired girl in the light screen has a firm gaze, which makes my heart soften: [I'll be fine, this can't even be considered a real singularity, everything hasn't started yet, don't be too nervous, Mash. 】

She blushed immediately: [Is that so, senior?I'll try and try to relax! 】

[It's okay, being too nervous can lead to errors, so you should take a good rest when it's time to rest. ] I grinned at Matthew, and soon the light screen was switched to Da Vinci's interface: [There is only one thing, aster, please pay more attention to the signs of recovery of body functions. Can't see it. 】

...? ? ?

【clear. 】

Turn off the light screen and turn on my little blackberry, the updated singularity monitoring data reappeared, I swiped twice and suddenly noticed the blind spot that I had been ignoring - the singularity found by Chaldea in the past all happened in the past history However, the so-called "singularity" should be the "future" that has not yet happened to me now. How can the intelligence officer be sure and affirm that this "it" will definitely appear?

……alright, I got it.Even if there is no singularity, Mr. Holmes will probably think of a way to "create" one, and the other accomplice can be imagined without saying who it is - detective is really a bug-like profession...

Are you two going to join forces to grab the professor's job? ? ?

"Huh? Adon?"

During lunch, I found a rare creature in the soft seat of the tea restaurant. A-Dun stared blankly at the hot cocoa in front of him without saying a word. Miss Xiang..."

"What's wrong?" I put away the little blackberry and sat opposite him, looking directly at him.

Dazai said he was going to visit an injured friend. I didn't want to go to the hospital so I didn't agree to his invitation. Only one Command Spell was restored. Naturally, it's not easy to summon Ms. Okita, so I can only hang out in the tea restaurant by myself shake.

A-Dun was a little cautious, and from the fact that he had almost no place to rest his constantly moving hands and feet, it could be seen that the boy seemed to be troubled:

"Ah...a little...Miss Lixiang, Kyoka..."

"Well, I know, 35 people beheaded girls, what else?"

"She was controlled and coerced!" The teenager explained hastily with wide-eyed eyes. I stretched out my hand and pressed down to signal him to calm down: "Calm down, A-Dun. I also know about this. Jinghuajiang is only 14 years old, naturally Someone encouraged or even ordered her to do it. And then, what exactly are you trying to convey?"

"Because some people say, some people say that ordering her to kill is what gives her the meaning of life. I...I can't agree with this. But, I don't know, it is 35 lives after all...Jinghua, she can be forgiven and Do you forgive..."

The white-haired boy's eyes were full of panic, as flustered and confused as a puppy that had been slapped on the head.I pushed the hot cocoa in front of him forward again: "Drink some? Mr. Aida is a master of coffee, there is no hot drink that he can't make well."

A-Dun ordered and moved obediently, picked up the cup and took a sip, anxiously looking timid and weak.

I put my hand on the table

Knock knock, looked at him in front of him and said with a smile: "What angle do you want me to stand in to give you the answer? Is it an ordinary person like Fujimaru Tachika, or a staff member of Chaldea? If you are an ordinary person, then sorry, I am not qualified Talking about whether to forgive or forgive, because that is the power of the deceased. No matter what role she played in this matter, it is a person's basic bottom line to be responsible for what is wrong. No matter who, even Dazai, or Oda-san, This is my opinion. Of course, they have been taking actions to try to make up for the past. The judgment of crimes and the implementation of punishments do not necessarily come from judges and prisons. Only the introspection from the heart is the real introspection. I think this is the To put it bluntly, Jinghuajiang has already suffered a lot, right?"

Atsushi Nakajima nodded vigorously: "Kyoka-chan doesn't like to kill people, she even wants to jump off the train with a cockroach to kill herself to end everything... She, she already understands that the past was wrong!"

"Well, that's my second point. Do you know how I got into Chaldea?"

I smiled and pointed to the cup to urge A-Dun to finish his hot cocoa early: "I'm just a makeshift. I don't have any magic talent, I'm not an elite child of a magic family, and I don't even have a magic seal. Can't hear that Understand? It doesn't matter, you just need to understand that I'm just a supercharger."

"I, the first time I was riding a train at a station in Tokyo, I heard that I could go to work in a certain research institution, so I signed the agreement in a daze. Who knew that the number of prospective masters was not enough, and the staff lied to me in order to defraud me of the bonus? I regret it after leaving Chaldea. Really, only I am an ordinary person, and I don’t understand any of the nouns spoken by my peers.”

Hearing this, Nakajima Atsushi opened his mouth wide: "This, what can I do, such a thing will not work at all!"

"Yeah! How could it work? Dozens of people imitate the transfer of spiritual particles, only I have symptoms of discomfort, and I can fall asleep during important meetings. Oh, but the president was so angry that he asked me to pack my things at that time." Get out of Chaldea..."

A Dun's expression was extremely worried: "Then what should I do, I was targeted at the beginning, but what happened later?"

I moved my eyes from the cocoa in front of me, which was no longer steaming, to the plants not far away as a barrier:

"Later? Before I had time to leave, things were completely out of control. Even if I didn't have the slightest magic talent, I had to bite the bullet and enter the frame."

"Because I am the only quasi-master of Chaldea who can still act independently."

Yeah, Rafe's explosion and Matthew's near-death forced me to crawl all the way.In fact, every time I teleported, I was ready to die in the line of duty. I didn't expect to stick to it until now...

"I said so much, but I actually wanted to tell you, and of course I told Jinghua through your mouth. Our talents are not important, what matters is the direction we choose. Ability is always neutral, just like a A knife, you use it for cooking is a purpose, and you use it to kill people is also a purpose, how to use it is completely up to the knife holder to judge. As for the nonsense of "do something good so that you don't waste it", Ah, we are human, don’t compare yourself with tools. Moreover, everyone has the meaning of existence, why should we easily give up exploring the meaning of our own existence and instead blindly pursue the affirmation of others? In this world, after all, no one can understand everything In the human heart, there are always answers that cannot be answered by you, and you need to find them yourself."

A Dun swallowed down the cocoa that had been unknowingly cooled completely like chewing wax, and seemed to be fooled by my too maverick remarks.

I know that most people rely on the affirmation of others to obtain the meaning of life, but I am the only one who cannot.I can't give up because of the negation of a certain god or great man, I must affirm myself, I must learn to move forward bravely alone.

This belief in so many singularities along the way has become an inseparable part of me.

But... I'm not stingy with those who don't want to affirm those who come to ask for help: "Ah Dun, you have been growing, but you haven't noticed it yet. You can do it, and your existence has an extremely important meaning. Of course the mirror The same goes for Hua Jiang, please pass a message to her for me-'It's great to have you in this world!'”

young man grabs the cup

I stretched out my hand and gently smoothed his beautiful white hair: "It's great to have you in this world, A-Dun. I must work hard to live. "

"Um……!"

There was a bit of weeping in his voice, and he just shrank for a while and wiped his face with his arms: "Thank you, Miss Lixiang. I know what to do, so I will go to Mr. Dazai and the president to discuss it..." He blushed a bit and stuck out his tongue: "I'm not that smart, but... some things can be felt intuitively, that is, the brain can go wrong but the blood can't go wrong... Uh, that's..."

A-Dun almost panicked, and I was amused by him: "Okay, okay, I understand. Trusting your companions and relying on them is a commendable good behavior. Go ahead."

As if he had been pardoned, the young man stood up and bowed to me, blushing and mustered up the courage to maintain this ninety-degree posture: "One more thing, Miss Lixiang, I, I... I sincerely represent Mr. Dazai I apologize to you, no matter what he did to you before, please give him another chance and forgive him this time! I beg you!"

I:"……"

I can't figure out what direction this is heading at all, fall!Boy, didn't you come here to find chicken soup for the soul? How did you get into such a nonsensical topic?

What did Dazai do?What Dazai?what happened?When did someone do something sorry to me, please tell me clearly!

Maybe it's because I have too much resentment, or maybe it's because my eyes are too cruel, A-Dun shrank and shrunk, and finally couldn't help whimpering, turned around and ran away, dragging his tail-like belt...

Turned around and ran away...

ran away……

Up...

……

"Osamu Dazai!"

Just when I was sharpening my knife and was about to go up and drag someone out to chop up the pieces, the door of the tea restaurant was pushed open.It was already past lunch time at this point, and there was no one in the store, so Mr. and Mrs. Aida were in the back kitchen.I withdrew my slightly ferocious expression and walked into the bar with a smile and asked the passers-by: "What do you need?"