[Gintama] Craftsman's Word

"You want to stay?" Shenwei showed a surprised expression, "What can you do if you stay in this kind of place? It will not help you at all, it will only hinder you from becoming stronger!"

It took him a while to recover from the shock, and Shenwei began to exude a rainy and unhappy breath from his hair to his feet.He twitched the corner of his mouth and didn't add anything, the previous words have fully explained his attitude.

"I thought you'd at least ask why before you got angry."

I looked at Shenwei coldly.When I decided to stay on the mother planet and part with him, I had already envisioned two possible reactions he might have. Unfortunately, he chose the one that neither of us liked.

Kamui frowned, his blue eyes were also full of coldness.

"You will say that, don't you think that I will be angry after hearing your reasons? Since I will be angry, what difference does it make if I don't ask about the reason?"

"There is a difference."

I greeted him resolutely, which made Kamui narrow his eyes in displeasure.He waited for me to speak, ready to turn his face at any time looked very dangerous, but my mind became more and more calm.I clearly know that the following words are the trigger (==), but I still have to say it.

"The difference lies in whether you intend to respect me, Kamui."

Before I finished speaking, Kamui punched the cabinet next to me.The iron shelf against the wall slammed, and several tools and a clay pot slid out.

The oppressive air is stretched to the tightest, and at this moment, even a slight inaudible breath can blow it off.I held my breath and focused, my ears were pounding with a deep and powerful heartbeat, and my eyes were fixed on Shenwei, not daring to miss his movement.

The clay pot fell to the ground and shattered, spilling a piece of dried and powdered rouge soil.The falling blood drops rolled over the pale pink dust, dissolving into a bright and beautiful rose red.

The fight was over the moment the sound broke.Kamui's hand knife cut my left cheek, and the wind pressure went all the way across my ear, cutting off a lock of my hair.When his fingertips pointed directly at his eyes, I turned my head to avoid it, and the four fingers of my right hand cut off his wrist, sinking into the flesh and blood.

The blood continued to flow down my cheeks and Kamui's wrist, and a brilliant color was smudged on the rouge soil.With his head down, Kamui couldn't see his face clearly, he pulled away his wrist and slowly backed away.

The dangerous air receded slightly, replaced by a sense of dizzying distortion, so that when Kamui suddenly grabbed my neck, I had no time to react.

Kamui is half a head shorter than me, but that doesn't stop him from lifting me off the ground by grabbing my neck.My breathing was blocked, and my chest gradually became anxious, but perhaps seeing Kamui's angry expression, I didn't have the slightest thought of fighting or struggling.If he showed excitement and fanaticism, then it would not be too late for me to worry.

I won this game.

This sentence popped up in my head at an inopportune time, and I happily accepted it on a second thought.I raised the corners of my mouth, and my dizziness got worse.

As expected, Shenwei let go of me. He gave me a dull look while being angry, then shook his hands and slammed the door and left.

The cloudy air gradually dissipated, and my heart finally found time to beat faster as if to make up for the previous omission.The wound on my cheek was just slightly painful. I was considering whether to clean up the rouge soil on the ground or deal with the wound first, but my fingers suddenly tingled.

I let go of my teeth and looked at the bitten finger. I shook my head amusedly, and I felt very calm. In fact, I was so nervous that I didn’t know the severity of my mouth...

……Um?

The heart that was beating fast suddenly tightened, the smooth flow of blood was hindered, and stagnant sleepiness instantly enveloped every corner of the body.

When did I... start biting my fingers?Kamui... Before he let me go, did he see it?

There was a sticky dark red on the fingertips, and when I cast my gaze on it, it seemed like it was about to be sucked in, and I couldn't move it away, as if there was a sweet smell diffused out.Bewitched, I suck on my fingers.

The bitter taste is difficult to swallow.

Wasn't it me who won this game?

My heart throbbed, and I curled up and fell to the ground.

And again...there was power, flow.

I had a lucid dream again.

In the dream, I was running on a mountain path full of thorns, and I couldn't stop even if my feet were dripping with blood.

The visible road gradually becomes an invisible road. The only thing visible in the dark is the light path paved by thorns under your feet. The only thing you can do is to believe in it and move on.

I was running in the dark, and I didn't know when another weight was on my body. That similar weight might be myself, but no matter what, I couldn't stop.Even if you shoulder another self, you must continue to move forward.

The road under our feet has no end in sight, and it seems that we can understand that it has no end.In the cycle of repeating the same until I almost suspected it was still, I finally woke up from the dream.

The flow of power in the body several times in the past five years was always accompanied by specious dreams.The cliffs that can’t be climbed to the top, the rivers that can’t be crossed, and the endless thorny road this time, all kinds of similar dreams seem to reflect that I choose to pursue the strongest road, but vaguely, it seems There is also hidden information that cannot be grasped.

If there is any difference in the dream this time, it is the weight that weighed on me halfway.I, who had a lucid dream and knew in the dream that I was only dreaming, had always been alone.Even if it is spiritual sustenance and comfort, there is an existence similar to "another me" with me. It is very warm and pleasant to think of it-until I see the wrinkled quilt and bed sheets, which belong to Shenwei unique imprint.

Shenwei came to me in the middle of the night and sneaked into my arms to sleep not once or twice, so many times that my vigilance function selectively ignored him and let him come and go.

When he was a child, Shenwei slept until dawn, and would ask his master for breakfast; later, his master gradually disliked his behavior, so he got up early and left before his master woke up; these two years, as he grew older and often went out, he I don't come here very often to warm up, but I feel a long-lost strangeness when I first meet.

However, what is the meaning of Shenwei's outburst of such unhappiness yesterday?

I thought about all kinds of possibilities, and in the end there were only two.One is that he figured it out but he was embarrassed to admit his mistake to me directly, and the other is that he wanted to show me that he could knock me unconscious and take me away without making any noise. He already respected me by not doing so.

With Kamui's character, if he figured it out, he would be more likely to admit his mistake. As for the latter possibility, I think he should understand that if he does that, I will not forgive him.

Maybe Kamui is continuing to declare war on me?After leaving traces by my side and disappearing for several days, I seriously considered the possibility of Shenwei playing hide-and-seek with me and waiting for me to find him out.

Fortunately, he is not so naive, this time there is no way I will give in.

It was evening when Kamui came, a delicate time when dinner was about to be served.There was light rain in the sky, he stood at the door, folded his arms and turned his head away, snorted coldly and refused to give me a look.

"I'm leaving, treat me to dinner."

Ahh, this action, this look, this tone, are really awkward.

I put away the mold I made for firing the white porcelain umbrella handle, lest there should be a big fight if there is another disagreement. I spent two days making it, and I didn't want it to be affected by the pond fish.

When I put the things away, I turned around and met Kamui's gaze and sneaked a glance over.Being caught straight, Shenwei's eyes jumped, and he immediately pretended that nothing happened, and continued to look aside dismissively.

I poured a glass of water to moisten my throat, and continued to let Kamui dry.When he finally couldn't help looking over again, I smiled sweetly at him and said, "Since you are leaving, of course you should invite me."

This sentence was in line with Shenwei's intentions, he raised the corner of his mouth halfway, then quickly suppressed it, and said with a cold snort again: "Since you have asked so sincerely, I will reluctantly agree."

Are you reluctance to be a ghost?It's hard for me to match your nondescript acting skills.

I strangled Kamui's neck with my upper hand, pinched his chin and turned his head, smiling kindly at him.

"Ah, I must count on you."

As far as the situation of waiting for the showdown is concerned, there is no meaningful difference between me and Shenwei who is taking the other's meal, but Shenwei's treat has a very real benefit, his master has money, and he doesn't care if he spends it casually.

I ran all the way to the site of the Seventh Division to have a big meal. I was happily biting the cheese lobster. Shenwei held his cheek with one hand and sullenly.

"Don't waste it if you don't eat it, give it to me."

I moved the plate away from Shenwei, and saw him showing a more sullen expression, biting the tender and sweet lobster more happily.

Shenwei sighed silently, sighed again, sighed and tilted down, the arm supporting his cheek fell limply, he put his head on the pillow sideways, and stared straight at me.

I forked a piece of snow-white lobster meat, wrapped it in thick cheese, and brought it to his mouth.

"I knew I would not be reconciled to eating you."

With a bitter face, Kamui slowly opened his mouth with an expression of "you know it's not like this".

Before Shenwei could bite into the shrimp ball, I quickly removed the fork and stuffed it into my mouth.Of course I know that his bitter face has nothing to do with food, I just want to see him secretly depressed.Don't embarrass him and talk about serious things, how can I be so easy to bully.

Pushing the pile of plates away from me, I rubbed my stomach and drank the last pinch of milk with satisfaction.

Shenwei still leaned on the table, puffed up his cheeks and asked in a low voice, "Are you happy now?"

"Well, I'm happy." I also imitated Shenwei's way and put one arm flat, put my head on it to face Shenwei, and poked Shenwei's round face with the other hand, "If you want to apologize, hurry up now, I will forgive you .”

"Apologies and forgiveness are not so serious at all, are they? When you get really angry, you don't listen to explanations or let people talk. Besides, I haven't done anything wrong that needs to beg for mercy. Sucai should be fine. The introspective one."

"Really?" Shenwei's weakness made the rebuttal lose most of its strength. I squeezed his limp face and couldn't help squinting my eyes, "I need to reflect on myself, let me tell you."

"Really listen to me?"

"Don't do it."

Shenwei's eyes lit up, he straightened up suddenly, and the listless and soft appearance was swept away.He grabbed my hand and walked away.

"follow me."

"Hey, you eat the overlord's meal!"

I was lying on the table to relax my whole body, and I was staggered by Shenwei's hand.Kamui circled casually and hugged me firmly. His smooth and coherent movements seemed to be a habit formed from proficiency, which drew several cheers from the adjacent seats.

"I showed them all the good shows, and you dare to ask me for money?" Shenwei showed a habitual smile, "Ask, when did Boss Fengxian bring money when he went out?"

"... bandit logic."

"Of course, Chunyu's Seventh Division is naturally true robber logic." Shenwei readily admitted, completely disappearing the traces of dullness just now. He tightened his arms and extended an invitation to me: " Want me to carry you away?"

The crowd in the restaurant started booing. It turned out that this was not only the sphere of influence, but also the territory of the Seventh Division.

I glanced coldly over this group of idle uncles, and wrapped one hand around Shenwei's waist and carried him onto my shoulders.

Shenwei "hahahaha" laughed crisply, shaking his calf dishonestly, I pinched his waist, and he shook even harder.

"Don't bother me, I'll kill whoever follows me."

After throwing out this warning, Kamui patted me on the back and urged me to leave quickly.I kicked open the door, trying to dispel the strange feeling in my heart, and jumped up to the nearby roof with Kamui hanging on my shoulder.

When he let go of his power, he seemed reluctant to part with me. I gave him a blank look, and he scratched his head with a smile.

The sky was still lightly raining, and the buildings of different heights formed an intricate maze. I was not familiar with this area, and I was led by Shenwei all the way, and I reached the roof of the tallest building in a daze.

Standing on the edge of the roof without a fence and looking down, under the rain and fog, the cold and damp building complex looks like a dead city that is about to sink, depressing, lonely and desolate.The chill of the rain climbed up from the soles of my feet and spread to my whole body. I folded my arms to keep warm, and Kamui took out an umbrella and a long scarf premeditatedly.The scarf tightly wrapped around my neck was still more than enough, and Kamui wrapped it around himself.

"There are dilapidated houses everywhere, and every corner is corroded and decayed. Do you like this view?"

"do not like."

"I've been looking for your master in the past few days, and I've filled in the missing materials for you other than Yinyuesha. I'll wait for a month, is that enough?"

Kamui held up an umbrella and looked indifferently at the decaying land beneath his feet.I pull the scarf up to my cheeks, and the bright red color and soft texture are so warm, so precious in the cold air.

"Having seen Master's aging state, don't you understand why I stayed? One month is not enough, Shenwei."

"...Do you really want to stop for this kind of thing?"

"It may be 'this kind of thing' for you, but it's not to the extent that I can smile and expose it."

"I didn't abandon my mother easily... Forget it, it's boring to talk about."

Kamui turned the handle of the umbrella annoyed, shaking off the water droplets falling on the end of the umbrella bone.

"Look, don't you have a deep understanding of it? After a difficult choice, you can put the final weight on both ends of the balance. The weak overwhelming of one side may only be caused by a moment of weakness. Our The only difference is that the weakness falls in different directions, but you also know that no matter how embarrassing that little weakness is, the result it brings is solid and unshakable. It is impossible to take it down and re-divide the balance.”

"So we can only accept differences, right? Can such a simple meaning be spoken in human terms?"

Kamui rolled his eyes in disbelief, and I yanked the scarf and strangled his neck.

"Don't always look at things with hostile and defensive eyes, Kamui, you can easily accept the status quo from another angle, and you can also find the positive side. You have been too dependent on me since you were a child, take this opportunity to become a more independent man!"

"I don't know who is the guy chasing me to become stronger? It doesn't matter to me, you must not be wanted. I warned you a long time ago, we are bound together."

"You also know that you are notorious now, right? Of course you don't care, just pat your ass and leave. I have been implicated by you."

"Then come with me. Can't you be less stubborn?"

"It's not just because of stubbornness. I don't talk about the matter of the master. I personally think it's better for us to separate for a while. You and I have never been on the same level. If you continue to be tied to me, you really won't be dragged down by me. ?"

"No! This is absolutely impossible?"

Shenwei eagerly steals it, I squinted my eyes and smiled and asked him "how can I see it", his eyes turned and he began to talk about him.

"Because of the power hidden in my body?"

Shenwei was taken aback, "You know?"

"You sure know."

I smiled and blinked, triumphantly succeeding in deceiving Kamui.

"I won't ask you why you hid it from me. We used to treat it as a secret from each other, and we will continue to bury it in our hearts in the future. It is a very powerful force. I want it to be used by me. I need to put in a lot of effort. Can do. Cannibalizing a giant is a difficult process, I need a period of time, do not rely on your training, only grow on my own. In the end, just like you decide to kill your relatives without hesitation, we all have some things that we must rely on ourselves To practice growth, so it’s okay to separate temporarily? Kamui, we’ve been bound together, and we won’t see each other again easily. Or, don’t you have the confidence to overcome everything and live to the end?”

"I will definitely catch up with you. I'm worried about you. Where I can't see... What if I'm lazy?"

"Who are you talking about being lazy!" I tapped on Shenwei's dull hair with my fingers, "My head is full of messy thoughts, and it's so far-fetched to find an excuse. Don't chase me, I'm so anxious that I can't wait to drive a spaceship to chase you okay?"

"Well……"

Kamui covered the top of his head, stared blankly at me for a while, then slowly leaned over and hugged me, pressing his head against my chest.

"We're really the two most similar people in the universe."

"That's two people too. Similar is always similar and we are different."

Kamui looked up at me, his blue eyes were so clear that there was nothing.He groped for my heartbeat with his fingers, put his ear on it, and listened to it vigorously at the place closest to my heart.

"Su, is your heart cold?"

As I have been used to for five years, I stroked Kamui's hair and smiled at him.

"My heart is the same as yours."

Shenwei sighed in disappointment, lowered his voice and said in a muffled voice, "You're really stupid, Su."

"Huh? Say I'm stupid? At that time, you wanted to kill me, right? You didn't understand what I said, and you suddenly got angry and killed me. If I wasn't smart enough, I would have given this eye to you."

"You're smart, you're pretending to be smart, you have to reflect on yourself." Shenwei puffed up his cheeks again tonight, he poked my stomach, and said dissatisfiedly: "I've never seen such a serious face like yours. As if I am dead, can I not be nervous? You immediately said that you want to stay, can I not misunderstand? Instead of letting you give up on yourself, of course you should let me kill you. Even if you want to give up the way of the night rabbit, Give up on me, and I won't give up on you either."

"Well, the brain hole is not small."

"It's not delusional."

Kamui gritted his teeth and glared over.

"Yes, yes, there are quite a few Yetu women who are wasted because of their gender. I don't have that kind of plan, but then again, do you think of me as a girl?"

I stared at him curiously as if I was new to Kamui.Shenwei narrowed his eyes and frowned, pulled his arm from my waist and hooked my neck, brought his head close to my chest to my eyes, and then continued to approach slowly.

I dodged backward reflexively, but was blocked by Shenwei's back hand. He pressed my occipital bone and pressed down slightly, so that our foreheads and the tip of our noses touched little by little.

This feeling of deja vu is so familiar...

As I thought about it, I was about to start searching for memories, but my lips hurt first.

I stared wide-eyed at the blurry blue that was close at hand.

"Bite it?"

"Yes."

"Sick again?"

"do not move."

Kamui blocked the arm I wanted to raise, clasped my jaw, and shortened the distance from which I could already feel the heat of my breath to a point that couldn't be any closer.

"Are you blushing?"

I feel the normal temperature of my cheeks and shake my head.

"Is your heart beating faster?"

I catch the normal heart rate and shake my head.

"That's it."

Shenwei let go of me abruptly, and the momentary distance made me lose my support, and I took a step towards him.

"I remember you are a woman, should there be any difference?"

"Well……"

Although it felt weird, but Kamui's argument seemed to be fine, I hugged Kamui back and rubbed his forehead affectionately.

"It feels like 'very cute—', I'm taught."

"Go away and don't treat me like a pet."

"Don't mind it, if you don't hurry up to get close, you will have to miss it after a while. I like Kamui's face the most. It's okay, it's okay, you can come and recharge your batteries as much as you want, I'm very sorry for causing you to misunderstand and make such a big fuss explain."

I deliberately raised the sweet ending sound for emphasis, and Kamui squinted his eyes and sneered mockingly.

Disgusted, bent forward in frustration...

"Okay, okay." Shenwei raised his hand and touched my head, stretched out his little finger, and said word by word: "When the time is right, I will come to pick you up. Your shelter is only by my side. Time, you come with me, don't refuse."

"Okay." I lowered my head obediently and was caught by Shunmao, stretched out my little finger and hooked Shenwei, "When you come to pick me up, I will go with you, and I will not refuse."

Pressing their thumbs together, Kamui finally showed a nice smile.

In the dark rain, the blue eyes are clear and clear, as peaceful and refreshing as wandering in the sea.The bright pupils shone brightly, and Shenwei pursed his lips and drew a curved line.He cupped my face in his hands and kissed my lips.

"This is my farewell gift. I don't need to send it on the day I leave."

Kamui couldn't help but put the umbrella into my hand, waved his hand and took a step back and fell down on his head.

I covered my mouth and didn't have time to sort it out, a figure flashed in front of my eyes, and I was muttering why don't I have to go to my house to get a spare umbrella before I leave. There are many chances to meet each other before I leave, and the huge force strangling my neck followed, pulling Drag me off the roof together.

"Weiji (towel), cough—"

"Hahahahahaha——

I hurriedly untied the scarf, and Kamui laughed cheerfully.He jerked the scarf and pulled me into his arms, and fell down with me.

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