[Gintama] Craftsman's Word

"When am I going to wait, if it's you, fight hard and die, I have no regrets."

Kamui clasped my shoulder blades, trying to crush them with force, and the hair hanging on my chest swayed slightly with my breathing.The air became heavy, and the dark color like thick ink diffused from Kamui's empty eyes, as if turning into hands, strangling my throat.

I stared blankly at Kamui, unable to react.

I've always hated Kamui's uncolored look.He always put his emotions on his face, allowing me to understand his emotions without guessing. I was spoiled out of inertia, and I was no longer used to judging his mood from other clues.If I thought about it more on weekdays, I could have gained something, but I often just thought of it, and I was immediately infected by his straightforward emotions, and I couldn't get up the effort.I hate being so weak and incompetent who only enjoys his simplicity but avoids hard work.

I raised my hand to caress Kamui's cheek, and tried to touch the dark blue eyes, but nothing came of it.

The Youlan eyes seem to shed tears in the next moment, but they also seem to have no grievances, just like when I lost my memory, I will smile like a flower in a blink of an eye.

"god……"

My throat moved, and before I could utter the full name, Kamui stopped it first. He stretched out his index finger to press my lips, and blinked his eyes.Judging from past experience, I thought he would show a little smile, but he didn't do what I wanted. He slid his fingers to the corners of my lips and rubbed them, keeping a white paper-like look and leaning over to press down.

Wait, wait a minute?

The soft long hair fell to my ears obediently, the tip of the nose and the forehead were pressed together, the too close distance blurred my vision, and there was only a faint blue vortex that could suck me in.

Hey, this situation seems... not so good?

In the dark silence, the weak breathing gradually deepened, and Shenwei suddenly released the strength of the arm support, my shoulders loosened, and at the same time, I was hit by his whole weight.

The moment it landed, Kamui turned his head, hugged my neck and buried his head into the hollow of my shoulder.

"Su, get stronger."

Even the voice of Kamui is colorless, and the too plain narration seems to be a sigh without any expectations, and it is crushed into dust alone.

"Su, get stronger."

Probably because the previous sentence dissipated too quickly, even he himself had no time to catch it. Shenwei raised the volume and repeated it, and the clear voice was much more solid.Recovering a little sobriety amidst the loud firmness, Shenwei moved his furry head and rubbed it against my neck.

"Su, let's become stronger." Fang Qing's voice became warmer, biting the sweet ending, Shenwei hugged me and rubbed hard, and coquettishly said, "Please."

My hands were itchy, and I gritted my teeth to resist the thought of beating Shenwei while he was seriously injured. I gently stroked Shenwei's long hair.

"Please again!"

"Please! Please, please, please!" Shenwei laughed lightly, hugged me and swayed from side to side, but never rolled over or raised his head, his head resting on my shoulder. Yes, I will say it as many times as you want."

Vague uneasiness and depression came to my mind again, I was about to speak, but was interrupted by the sudden push of the paper sliding door.Boss Fengxian appeared at the door, wearing casual clothes different from Yetu's style, holding a small folding fan in his hand, looking down at Kamui and me who were lying on the floor as if he was watching a show.

Kamui supported the ground with one hand and propped up his body slightly, while the other hand held my head and pressed it against his chest, completely blocking my sight.

"Is something wrong?"

Shenwei's voice had completely returned to its usual tone, casually questioning Boss Fengxian.

"Let's see if you are awake. It seems that you are recovering well and are very energetic."

Boss Fengxian slowed down and added emphasis on "very energetic", and nodded in agreement as if she didn't realize the power.

"Because Su Zai. I'm already awake, you can leave after reading."

"Hmph, do you think my old man is in the way?"

"Close the door."

Listening to Shenwei and Boss Fengxian teasing each other back and forth, I seem to understand the reason why he chose Fengxian Boss as his master, hehe.

After Boss Fengxian walked away, Shenwei hugged me again and pressed on my shoulder.

"You are almost the same. I have forgotten what I wanted to say before being distracted by you."

"Then stop talking."

Kamui held my right hand and raised it above my head. With a shake of my head buried between my shoulder and neck, a sudden attack came.I am no stranger to the slightly cool and wet feeling. Kamui's soft tongue slid across my mandible and landed on the soft flesh of the earlobe.

"Okay, okay, lick your own wounds."

I pushed Kamui's shoulder to get him up, I had given up correcting this sticky star's licking habit long ago.Kamui snorted dissatisfiedly, and withdrew his tongue.

"Vegetarian is sweeter, and you will be addicted to licking it. By the way, I have wanted to taste it for a long time..."

Kamui let out a happy "ahhhhh" and bit my neck.Shenwei's mouth was not heavy, he just took a small bite, but he bit a piece of my flesh and rubbed it between his lips and teeth, as if he really wanted to bite and swallow.

Playing tricks on me to relieve stress has to be done to a certain extent, I am a little angry.

"Have you played enough?"

"I'm not playing, Su."

Kamui's voice is full of smiles, I can't imagine that he is laughing and joking, but his face is as excited and serious as he is facing the battle.His words are not convincing.

"You look up, look at me and say."

"I do not want."

Shenwei hugged me even more tightly, obviously just woke up after being seriously injured, but the strength of the restraint made me unable to break free.

"I don't want you to see me now. Haha, Su understands at all, right? But you must listen to what I say, so I have to say it obediently. Don't you want to reward me?"

Kamui once again "ahhhhhhhhhhhhh" bit my neck.The little hesitation I had because of the dullness behind his laughter was swallowed by him.

I gritted my teeth: "Kill you, Kamui."

"Okay, okay." Shenwei smiled sweetly, "I'm looking forward to it."

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In the end, I still indulged Kamui, and comforted myself that he almost died, and I didn't have the same knowledge as him.I only gave Kamui the middle finger when he adjusted the smile on his face and let me go, then left him and went home.

To my surprise, Master didn't get angry, he didn't even ask how much I knew about Shenwei's killing of relatives, and he also told me that it was good to be alive when he sent Shenwei to the Seventh Division.Only then did I learn from my master that Shenwei had removed an arm of Mr. Xinghai Fangzhu.

Master often talked about the self-control of the killing instinct and didn't want me to indulge in fighting.Although I don't intend to change it, it is good to listen to the chat to comfort Master.Seeing that I didn't mean to be impatient or arguing, the master didn't talk too much, just said a few words, and the topic turned to the firing of Yinyuesha.

Silver moon sand is derived from the scales of white flood dragons, and it is extremely hard. I have used up several sets of tools in the past few years, and finally ground it into a fine powder, which can be used for molding and firing white porcelain.Although "porcelain" is included in the name, white porcelain is not a fragile item, its hardness is not weaker than that of tungsten steel, but its quality is lighter than umbrella ribs made from most monster bones.

High-quality materials require harsh production methods. The temperature of firing white porcelain, stable high temperature, and timing of adding materials are temporarily beyond my ability.Master had been putting off firing white porcelain to make an umbrella for me before, but now he offered to offer it, and I was always a little uneasy even though I was happy.In the past two years, Master has become more and more old.

I have no impression of my parents. There are only two vague shadows in my memory, standing together far away.It was Master who raised me. To me, Master is like my father.Adopting a child whose parents died as an apprentice to raise them is common in Yetu, but a master who has lost both legs and a weak female apprentice is not a good combination no matter how you look at it.Before getting to know Shenwei, I heard many times from Master's customers that he was dragged down by me. It was Master's stubbornness that prevented me from living on the streets.

Perhaps without Master, I might not necessarily die, but what Master gave me was not just protection.Even though I am dissatisfied with Master's stubborn restraint, Master treats me in every possible way, no less than Mr. Xinghai Fangzhu as my father.

Master was originally older than Mr. Xinghai Fangzhu and Mr. Fengxian, because he suffered a serious injury when he was young, not only lost his legs, but also suffered from illnesses in his body.As a night rabbit, not dying in a life-threatening battle, but losing to old age and decay, it's just... sad.

Loss and exhaustion trap the body, the eyes are involuntarily pantothenic and blurred, sadness.

I've already lost a parent without knowing it, and I don't want to lose a father without knowing it again.

I hate the possibility of leaving my home star to go to a far corner of the universe, where even the electromagnetic waves that transmit information cannot reach.

I don't want to deceive myself with luck, and comfort myself that Master will survive for a few more years, and he will definitely wait for me to return.Yetu is used to seeing life and death, so he should treat life and death rationally, but my choice is to face up to this sadness.

Shenwei is about to join Boss Fengxian's Seventh Division and leave his home planet. This matter is a certainty.I thought about going with him, but the current situation is such that I have to say goodbye to him.

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Watched the promotional PV of the second season of K, and all kinds of brain fills the silver giant night rabbit terrier (///▽///)