After the years have passed

between the two sides

is a huge gap

But most people choose to be in it.

In fact, from the moment he came back, he was still awake.

The reason for hiding is that it is becoming more and more impossible to face, like a criminal who obtained love by improper means.

So what's the difference with the twin sister?It's all about robbing what doesn't belong to you, but you still have to torture another person and involve more innocent people.

But what can I do now?

Buried in the quilt for a long time, I vaguely heard the movement outside the room, finally propped myself up with a splitting headache, casually put on a coat and went out.

"Taehyung"

Only when I opened my mouth did I realize that I could no longer make any sound, my throat was extremely dry, like burning, hoarse and unpleasant.

"Anger?"

Kim Taehyung immediately came over to help me, his eyes were full of distress, he stretched out his hand to test my forehead, "Why is it so hot? Is it a cold?" He hugged me very carefully, "Let's go to the hospital"

Leaning on his shoulder and rubbing it, expressing his refusal, he was really speechless, his mouth was too uncomfortable.

"Don't act like a baby, let's go to the hospital"

After a brief wash and shower, I wrapped myself in a thick coat, hat, and mask. Kim Taehyung put his arms around me and went to the hospital.

Xiang Lala didn't follow, but just prepared lunch in the apartment and delivered it later.

……

White roof, white bed, white walls, and a smell of disinfectant.

It used to be a very repulsive place, but now it smells morbidly comfortable.

The doctor said that there was inflammation in the lungs and he was afraid of infection, so he had to stay in the hospital.

Putting on the hospital gown, her face became even paler, and her already thin body became more and more delicate.

It seems that the weak willow branches will flutter when the wind blows.

Kim Taehyung was sitting on the edge of the bed, peeling the oranges for me, stealing a few pieces for himself from time to time, and what was brought to my mouth was the half-bitten flesh.

Unable to make a sound, I could only pouted Lao Gao's mouth and protested.

"Taehenge"

Tian Zhengguo pushed open the door, pulled off the mask, patted the water droplets stuck to his clothes, and carried a bag of snacks, "Why did Xiao Sinu lie on the hospital bed in just one night?"

"Why did you run here?"

"Lala sent me a message saying that Nuna was hospitalized, so I came here"

Tian Jungkook sat on the sofa with his legs crossed, and tore open a bag of potato chips.

"Oh, yes!"

"Brother Namjoon said...the day after tomorrow..."

……

Listening to them chatting one after another, taking medicine and dripping on the back of their hands, they were a little groggy and sleepy, so they tilted their heads and fell asleep like this.

When I woke up again, the sun was setting and it was almost dusk.

Feeling that my fever has subsided and my mind is not so confused, I made a soft sound, and I can speak.

Looking around, there was no one, and Kim Taehyung disappeared, got up and got out of bed, and when he came out of the bathroom, he bumped into Xiang Lala head-on.

"Ouch! Ernie, are you here?"

"Why are you alone?" There was still a slight burning sensation in his throat, and his voice was hoarse.

"Taeheng Oppa and Guozi went to the company, and they are practicing for the filming of the day after tomorrow."

Xiang Lala helped me to sit back on the hospital bed, "I will come later, don't worry."

"Yeah, got it, Lara"

Maybe it was because his expression was a little too serious, so Xiang Lala also got serious.

"Ok?"

"Have you ever taken off the necklace around your neck?"

"No, what's wrong?"

"Don't take it down in the future, no matter what happens, don't take it down"

Xiang Lala nodded in a daze, but didn't ask any more questions, just looked at me with some worry.

"Unnie, I think you've changed, not like when we first met in Seoul"

I don't know how to respond to Lala's words, I have too many hidden things in my heart, but I can only keep my mouth shut.

"If one day I do something bad, will you blame me?"

Such words came out of nowhere, and Xiang Lala was even more puzzled, and she was a little nervous when holding my hand.

"O'Neil, I know that this incident has hit you hard, but don't let yourself get overwhelmed!"

Does this little girl think I'm going to do something stupid?How is it possible, I still want to cling to him for a while longer with my limited lifespan.

Although already afraid of the consequences of this greed.

But still bewitched.

He gave Xiang Lala a reassuring smile, and patted her head.

"Where are you thinking, you, Ernie, I've only been with Kim Taehyung not long ago, I want to sleep with him a few more times"

"Aha~ This is just like the Ernie I know."

Xiang Lala laughed out loud, her expression instantly relaxed a lot.

I hadn’t eaten for almost a day, and I was really hungry. I swept up all the food I brought to Lala, clutched my full stomach and hooked her shoulders, and walked leisurely in the small garden behind the hospital. set foot.

BigHit Company Dance Studio

Lying on the floor were seven big men who were obviously exhausted. They were shivering from the cold winter, but all of them were covered with bean-sized beads of sweat.

The T-shirt was sticking to the back, and the uncomfortable sticky feeling made Jin Taehyung forcefully lift up the corner of the shirt, temporarily detaching it from the skin, and then slowly heaved a sigh of relief.

"Let's go eat first, recover some strength, we have to continue in the evening"

Kim Namjoon stood up, patted each of them, and walked out of the dance studio.

After dinner, there was no gap in the rehearsal until after one o'clock in the morning.

Kim Taehyung returned to the dormitory and quickly took a hot shower, without even blowing his hair until it was completely dry, he went out and rushed towards the hospital.

Because he was afraid of disturbing me, his footsteps were almost silent, but when his lips touched my cheek, he still woke up.

"Sorry to bother you"

I rubbed my eyes, dragged his arm like a fool, slipped into my arms, rested my head on his lap, and continued to fall asleep.

Hearing his doting low smile, his fingers brushed gently along my long hair.

"It's so warm, it's always cold in bed alone, I don't want to stay here, I want to go home"

"We'll go back when the sun rises"

"Inside~"

I became more and more greedy for his kindness to me, and I became more and more used to having him by my side.

But the guilt is getting deeper and deeper.

I don't know how long this torment can last.

Such warmth, I am not blessed to endure it, will I be punished more severely?

Either way.

That's shameless once.

All when I was still an ignorant child.

……

Both he and I were awakened by the blinding white light.

Tian Zhengguo and Xiang Lala didn't know when they came, and they didn't say hello when they entered the door, and opened the curtains independently, as if deliberately making trouble for us.

Tian Jungkook saw Kim Taehyung leaning against the head of the bed and slept like this all night, he must have a stiff neck, and motioned him to turn around so that he could press his cervical spine.

After having breakfast in the ward, we went through the discharge procedures.

On the way back, everyone was surprisingly silent, and Xiang Lala, who was always lively, was also very ladylike.

Sure enough, girls always have dignified moments in front of the person they like.

After arriving at the apartment, I was impatiently looking at the unsightly kitchen, put my hands on my waist, and said angrily, "Lala, if this house burns down for you one day, I won't be surprised."

"Uh... O'Neil, I was just in a hurry at the time, so I couldn't help it"

"For the sake of the delicious food, I will reward you and Guozi for cleaning this place, otherwise you can go to sleep in your own room tonight."

"Okay, I'll give Ernie a shiny kitchen right away"

Xiang Lala looked at me with gratitude in her eyes, what's going on?

But when I saw her shyly dragging Tian Zhengguo to flirt in front of the stage, I realized that I had given this little girl an assist.

Kim Taehyung may have really had a stiff neck, and he couldn't turn his neck to the right from the very beginning, so I sat behind him and rubbed it for him.

"Tomorrow is your birthday, shall we go to the amusement park?"

"Okay, it's just that Nuna's cold is just a little bit better, so is it okay?"

"It's because I'm not happy that I'm sick"

I hugged his shoulders from behind, smelling his good smell, so I couldn't help but rub my chin on the top of his head.

"Oni, and me and Guozi are going too, I made an agreement with Taehyung Oppa yesterday, let's have a foursome date"

Xiang Lala stomped the foam in front of us with a mischievous face.

"Four people on a date? Are you sure Guozi agrees to this?"

I deliberately raised my voice, shouting at the people who were still hard at work in the kitchen.

"Yeah! Ernie!"

"Okay, okay, I got it, let's go to the playground with the four of us. I only went to the playground when I was a child. I never had a chance when I grew up. I just took this opportunity to regain the childlike innocence that was about to be lost. "

"Then it's settled!"

Xiang Lala happily went back to continue her unfinished work.

I hugged Kim Taehyung and refused to let go, so he simply put my back on his back and circled the room.

Lie on his shoulders, recalling that his father used to like to carry himself like this when he was a child.

Broad arms, big strong hands, and that loving smile.

Just like now.

That was my happy childhood.

After a long time, I don't know if I was really dizzy, or I was afraid that I would sink even more, so I wanted to break free.

"Taehyung, let me down"

He just smiled, and didn't mean to let me go, but he stopped turning around, and stood behind Tian Zhengguo and the others with his back on his back.

"Jungkook, come over with me after recording tomorrow, we will go to Lotte World tonight"

"Inside"

After tidying up, the four of them fought and quarreled for a while, and the takeaway they ordered earlier also arrived.

After eating and cleaning up, Kim Taehyung and Jungkook went back to the dance studio to continue practicing.

Xiang Lala and I were sitting in front of the sofa with a cup of hot cocoa watching Korean dramas, chatting nonsense.

Until very late.

Xiang Lala slept very soundly, but she didn't sleep until early morning.

Nowadays, as long as there is no night with Kim Taehyung beside him, he will always feel anxious, not to mention Xiang Lala who is sleeping next to him is also a dream woman.

Sitting on the ground with his knees folded, his head raised and his eyes closed, he couldn't refuse and fell into deep thought.

Was the 30-year life span sold to the dream woman used by her?Just like that sister's appearance.

Then why does she still want to board with humans?Still use a still life as a vessel.

Why not leave?Not independent?

As long as Xiang Lala is gone, she will be annihilated in ashes, does it mean that she will die?

What happened between them?

He glanced at the person on the bed with a distressed expression, doubts, worries, and anxieties intertwined in his heart.

The frown became more and more obvious, and he raised his hand to pinch the center of his brows, feeling very upset.

He lowered his head and smiled self-deprecatingly, what the hell did he get into?

It can't be destroyed, and it can't be driven away. Although the manager accidentally got what he wanted from her, what he can give is no longer as simple as his own lifespan.

He walked into the bathroom, washed his face with ice-cold water, looked at the bloodshot pupils in the mirror, and laughed involuntarily.

No matter how embarrassing the voice was.

Dragging his tired body to bed, covered the quilt, and forced himself to fall asleep.