Inquisitor's Melancholy

From what Qingming said, the separation of yin and yang... seems very dangerous. Should he stop the lord?

Just when Akashi Kuniyuki was thinking this way, he suddenly felt someone staring at him, and looked around only to find that it was in the half-open window, and Lixian was holding a teacup in one hand, and his eyes were facing him Looking over, when their eyes met, Lixian looked away again, continuing to talk to Qingming as if he hadn't seen him.

My lord, did you find him just now?

But why did the lord pretend not to see it?

Akashi Guoxing was a little puzzled, but because of Li Xian's look, it was hard for him to go in and stop him.

Forget it, anyway, what the lord wants to decide is never something that men with swords can interfere with, they just need to obey the lord's orders.So why should he ask for trouble... Ah, I'm so sleepy, I'd better go back to sleep and get a good night's sleep.

I don't know when the lord will finish the matter here and go back to Honmaru?He misses Hotaru and Aizen a little.Why choose him?Wouldn't it be better if it was Yaki Hasebe who is the most loyal to the lord's orders? ...I really don't understand the main character's thoughts, he always makes unexpected decisions.

When Akashi Guoxing returned to his room and planned to catch up on sleep, he realized that he seemed to have really slept too much these two days, unexpectedly!Miraculously could not sleep!

The words Li Xian just said kept echoing in his mind, Akashi Kuniyuki scratched his hair irritably, he really knew something amazing...

No matter how calm he appeared on the surface, Akashi Guoxing felt a little uncomfortable in his heart. He lay on the floor and tossed and turned.

Just at this moment, Akashi Kuniyu felt someone lying beside him, he turned over and looked over, it turned out to be Reisen.

Li Xian propped his hands on his head, his eyes were slightly closed. Unlike Akashi Guoxing's full of energy, he obviously didn't have enough rest due to non-stop practice of yin and yang in the past few days, and his handsome face was a little tired.As soon as he lay down, his breathing was very steady, so Akashi Kokichi couldn't tell whether Lixian had fallen asleep or not.

Therefore, Akashi Kuniko did not speak, he was looking at Li Xian seriously.

This was the first time he had looked so seriously at the man who had summoned him to this world, his lord.

His face, which is more beautiful than anyone else's, is still young, and his eyebrows are also black, but they don't look too thick, with a light stroke, there is still some youthful delicacy that has not faded.Because his eyes were closed now, he couldn't see his pupils, but the long eyelashes with some curvature added a touch of softness to his whole face.

Under the tall nose bridge is light-colored lips, which are exactly the color of cherry blossoms. When the protagonist is in a happy mood, the corners of his lips will always rise a little, and when he is angry, they will be pursed into a straight line.He hasn't said any harsh words yet, but he can't help but make people worry.

It was this human being who became their master.

Just looking at his unaffected face, Akashi Kuniyu couldn't imagine that the lord had encountered things that ordinary people could not bear when he was a teenager.In his opinion, the lord's behavior is very elegant, like a well-educated nobleman, but compared with those noble sons who grew up in the greenhouse, the lord is a little more tenacious.

Sometimes they are smart, sometimes they are confused, sometimes they work hard, sometimes they are lazy, sometimes they are serious, and sometimes they joke with them.

Before they knew it, they also had so many memories of getting along with the lord.

Will all this be forgotten by the lord?

What happens if the protagonist loses his memory of them?What will happen to Honmaru?

"Are you worried? National Bank."

Akashi Kuniko thought that Lixian was asleep, that's why he was able to observe him so unscrupulously. Unexpectedly, when Lixian made a sound suddenly, Akashi Guoxing was shocked, turned around quickly, took a few deep breaths before calming down, and asked Said: "My lord, what is the darkness you are talking about? I don't understand, can't it just go on like this? Will something bad happen?"

"National Bank, human beings... are weak creatures. In order to protect themselves, they can do anything."

Li Xian opened his eyes and replied softly.

So if he doesn't abandon his darkness and weakness as a human being, in order to protect himself, he will definitely hurt those men with swords.

"The person I've been talking about is the sword man. I don't know which Honmaru sword man he is, or who his master is, and I don't know why he appeared in front of me. I really appreciate him , He rescued me from the darkness, before him, no one in this world cared about me, no one held my hand, and no one hugged me."

Recalling that time, Li Xian still feels very beautiful. Before he appeared, Li Xian never felt that the world was so warm, so warm that he felt that being able to meet that person made all the pain he had suffered before was worth it.

Li Xian couldn't remember who had told him that a monster like him didn't deserve warmth, that everything that was too beautiful was a lie, and it was all a self-deceiving lie after all.

So when his blade slashed on Li Xian's back, Li Xian didn't even look back, it must not be him, it must be someone else...

Yes, I can't see... If I can't see him, Li Xian can deceive himself.

……

The wound on his back was deep, almost costing Li Xian his life, but if he died like that, he would never see the sword man again.

Why do you have to see him?Is it for revenge or for that ridiculous agreement?

Maybe it was his wrong timing to be a God interrogator in the first place, that's why he was punished like this. If it was before, he would definitely be able to deal with them mercilessly...

Li Xian has said many times that he is not the kind of good person with a sense of justice.It should be said that he was able to survive until now under such circumstances. What do you think is the reason?The most important thing for him is himself, everything that hinders him, hurts him, or even threatens him must be killed.

The real him is just like this... A person who has rotted to the bone.

Gentleness is just an illusion, Li Xian never thought that the gentleness he pretended would actually make him fall into it, almost...he thought that he was really such a gentle person, clean and spotless.

How stupid.

Li Xian thought about just getting along with the men with swords and swords in this way. If possible, the warmth this time was within his reach, and it was so truly presented in front of him. Why couldn't he believe it?Just looking at their smiling faces, Lixian felt as if he was alive alone.

A normal person, a person with flesh and blood, emotions, and the courage to love and be loved.

But Lixian couldn't stop the monsters in his body from raging. The memory disorder made him recall the past again and again, arousing the cruelty and coldness in his heart again and again. If this continues, he can't protect anything.

The monster will not allow himself any weakness, and now that group of sword men is his greatest weakness, so when Reisen's darkness is awakened, he will kill the group of sword men in order to protect himself.

This cannot be allowed to happen.

Sometimes Lixian would question himself, is it the right decision for him to serve as the judge of the gods?Was it right to meet those men with swords?

Maybe he should have died under the sword of the sword man back then, and it was meaningless to follow a promise that would never be fulfilled.

Is that why the silver-haired young man called him "the undead who survived to keep a promise"?

Whether it's an undead or a monster, since he got the warmth this time, he will guard the warmth until the last moment of his life, and he can do whatever he is asked to do.

Akashi Kuniyuki had been quietly listening to Li Xian's words, he didn't ask about the part that Li Xian didn't want to tell him, and he didn't try to persuade Li Xian.

This made Li Xian very satisfied, and this was why Li Xian chose him.Akashi Kuniko's laziness is because he doesn't care about most things, maybe he once cared, but his life as a sword is too long, and he has experienced too many times of losing and gaining, so he will think very openly, That's why Li Xian made Akashi National Bank the final key.

The key to the future.

"Have you heard all the conversation between me and Qingming? The Yin-Yang Separation Technique will expel the dark me who tried to hurt you from my body. Correspondingly, he will also take away part of my memory.

I don't know how much I will forget, even if I will forget all of the contract with you, so Akashi Kunikun, I want you to protect Honmaru well, if I really lose my memory with you, then you will assist me Re-sign the contract and become an excellent judge. "

Li Xian sat up, looked at Akashi Kuniyuki who was lying on his side on the floor, and said solemnly.

He can't let the other swordsmen know that it will cause chaos, so he can only rely on Akashi National Bank.

After listening to Li Xian's words, Akashi Kuniyuki was silent for a long time, and he slowly closed his eyes, as if he had no intention of answering Li Xian.

Can't accept it for a while?

Even Akashi National Bank, knowing so many things suddenly, probably couldn't bear it.

Lixian got up and walked out the door. If Akashi Guoxing wants to rest, he can take a good rest. He has said everything he wanted to say. What to do next is Akashi Guoxing's decision, and he will still follow Follow the path you choose.

Whether it is right or wrong, you will not know until you have done it.

"Obey the Lord."

When Li Xian was about to close the door, he suddenly heard Akashi Kokiko's words, and he looked towards Akashi Kokko in surprise, only to see that he seemed to have fallen asleep, and was still snoring slightly, as if the four words just said This word is just Li Xian's hallucination.

Li Xian bent his lips, chuckled and closed the wooden door completely.

Akashi Kunikun, thank you...and, sorry.

The author has something to say:

Seimei left Xiaobai behind before he lost his memory, so...according to the most scientific calculation, you should choose Foxunosuke instead of Akashi Kunikun for Retsu!Oh...Xiaobai next door can transform into a human form, but Fox Nosuke can't.

Fox help you to be more energetic!When will I become a boy with fox ears!