Inquisitor's Melancholy

"The technique of separating yin and yang."

Qingming never expected that the last thing Lixian said was the technique of separating yin and yang, that forbidden technique!

"Impossible, only that is impossible to teach you." Without any delay, Seimei decisively rejected Li Xian.

Qingming felt a little fortunate that Lixian didn't continue to pester him after being rejected, otherwise he really didn't know how to refuse.

It was just that Qingming felt uncomfortable seeing Lixian walking aside without saying a word and continuing to practice the Yin-Yang technique he had taught him before.

Where did Li Xian hear about the art of separating yin and yang?What is he going to use the technique of separating yin and yang for?

These questions lingered in Qingming's mind, so that he didn't sleep well all night. When he got up from the bed in the morning, he opened a pair of thickly colored panda eyes.

Qingming thought that Lixian hadn't learned the technique of separating yin and yang as he wished, and maybe he should go back today. He knew his temper, and once he made a decision, he wouldn't change it easily.

Even if Li Xian begged him, he wouldn't teach him, not to mention that Li Xian didn't seem to be too demanding, could it be that he was just asking for fun?

Hmm... I can't guess what Li Xian is thinking.

"Good morning, Seimei, Yamata no Orochi's miasma is attacking the barrier with all its strength, it's lucky that you can still sleep."

The wooden door was pushed open suddenly, and before Qingming could react, a clear voice of Lixian came from above his head, making Qingming stunned.Lixian?Did he not leave?And what does it mean that the miasma of Yamata no Orochi is hitting the barrier?

"Well, it's really a beautiful scenery, but if you really want to show yourself, Seimei, please wait until after the Yamata no Orochi is dealt with, then I may have time to enjoy it."

Qingming was very confused by Lixian's meaningful smile, so following his gaze, Qingming's gaze fell on herself.

Probably because he couldn't sleep and tossed and turned on the bed last night, so the bathrobe he was wearing was also loosened, and except for a belt around his waist, he almost opened his whole body in front of Lixian.

Qingming tidied up his bathrobe with a blushing face, and after making sure that he had nothing left to show, he glared at Li Xian, "Are you still watching?"

"Of course, didn't you watch me when I changed my clothes last time? This is called...reciprocity."

Li Xian found a small low table and sat on the soft cushion indifferently. In fact, he usually kneels here, right?It's just that Lixian doesn't have the habit of kneeling, so his current posture can't be called elegant, with his legs half-bent, and one hand resting on the low table to support his head.

"Qingming, I originally planned to go back today, but it seems that the big snake broke through your seal. If you continue, both your garden and the capital you want to protect will be in danger. I will lend you my strength. You teach me How about the technique of separating yin and yang?"

"So you haven't given up yet."

Qingming also sat on the other side of the low table, a little helpless.

For monsters, good is good and evil is evil. Their hearts are much purer, but human beings are different. Humans always contain both good and evil. One thought is good and the other is evil. , will destroy the whole of a person.

Therefore, human beings must suppress their own malice, and when they can no longer suppress it, they need to expel the darkness hidden in human hearts. Only in this way, will they no longer have malicious intentions, and their hearts will be as pure and clear as a god. .

However, the technique of separating yin and yang is itself a great evil.

Just as day and night are opposite, human good and evil are also one and inseparable, and the balance of yin and yang is the right way in the world.Light and darkness are inseparable.

He was once bewitched and abandoned another part of himself in order to protect the capital, so he committed crimes and almost destroyed the capital for a time.

He must not let Li Xian make the same mistake.

"Of course Seimei, look at me."

Lixian approached Qingming, he first covered his face, then the hands on his face gradually slid down, revealing a pair of eyes as black as thick ink, like an abyss, as if a person's soul was sucked into it with just one glance, sinking Into the eternal darkness.

"Do you understand now? There is no time. I have to do this while I still have the consciousness to control this body!"

"You..." Qingming snorted lightly, took out the folding fan from nowhere and shook it at herself, then calmed down and looked at Lixian intently, "Although I have noticed that you came here earlier than last time, it seems What has changed...but I thought it was because of Yamata no Orochi's miasma. Why? The scar on your back? Or something else? Reishen, tell me, what planted the darkness in your heart?"

Seimei clenched his hands tightly. His current spiritual power was far inferior to before, that's why Yamata no Orochi hit the seal again and again. With the help of Reizumi's spiritual power, he would definitely be able to calm that guy down for a while.

It's a very tempting condition, but Seimei wants to know where Retsu's darkness comes from more than these.

"Qingming, unlike you, although you are the son of a white fox, you grew up in the family of onmyojis, so you must have been well protected, right? Your spiritual power is an honor, and it will not become your shackles, your shame."

"But for ordinary people, what does having powerful spiritual power bring? It's terror. Terror kills everything. I'm called a monster. My parents who gave birth to me abandoned me. It's their child, unwilling to admit that he gave birth to a monster."

Speaking of this, Lixian stood up, walked to the door and turned his back to Qingming, "Afterwards, in order to survive, I stole, threatened, fought for... everything, these are Qingming's extremely shameless things, right? But Qingming, you need to know that in this world, there are many people who need to do their best just to survive."

"Heh...hehehe... But, this is not the end. Some people have taken a fancy to me as a monster. I don't know what their goals are. Maybe they want to cultivate it as a living weapon, or maybe they just want to torture me.

I was imprisoned in dungeons, water dungeons, wormholes, and beast dens, and occasionally drifted on the sea. For many years, many years, I was beaten, abused and humiliated, including... sinking into the bottom of the sea, everything you can imagine, unimaginable, I will experienced……"

Li Xian looked back at Qingming who was already astonished, and smiled bitterly.

"Qingming, do you know? These memories keep rolling in my mind, it's shouting at me, kill, kill, kill! But I don't want to do that, I've been in the dark for a long time, the sun's The light is too strong, and the moonlight is just right, the person who taught me to be gentle and kind came to my side with the moonlight."

"So Qingming, it's not who planted darkness in my heart, it should be that person planted light in my heart, so I can maintain it until now."

Unable to speak to others about the past, Li Xian chose to tell this onmyoji who lived thousands of years away from him. If the duty of an onmyoji is to maintain the balance of yin and yang and save all living beings, can he also be saved?

"Did that person...betray you in the end too?" Seimei thought of the injury on Li Xian's back, if so, then he couldn't believe why Li Xian was still able to smile like this?Should I resent that person?But according to Li Xian's description, without him, Li Xian probably wouldn't be where he is now.

Want to resent, but force yourself not to resent, what kind of emotion is that?

"Well, I've worked very hard, Seimei, I've really worked hard.

In my world, there is a symptom called split personality, everyone has several personalities, optimistic, pessimistic, gentle, irritable...

Under normal circumstances, they control the thoughts of this body as a whole, but when they are separated, they will have their own thoughts, just like you and Hei Qingming, Hei Qingming took away your dark part, so Only then can you guard the capital as selflessly as you are now, instead of hating humans like Kuro Seimei and trying to make monsters dominate the world.

Seimei... I also have something I want to protect, so I can no longer turn myself into a monster. If the hatred of being deceived and betrayed surges up, it will definitely destroy all my cherished things. "

"Is there no other way?" Is it necessary to go this far?

"No."

Lixian sighed, "I'm very scared, I'm afraid that my hands will ruin them. If that's the case, I will never forgive myself."

"But you should know the consequences of the technique of separating yin and yang. Your darkness has only been separated, it has not disappeared, and it may cause even greater trouble."

"Don't worry about this, I will personally... kill my darkness."

"Your spiritual power will also weaken."

"Even if all my spiritual power disappears, it doesn't mean I'm weak."

"Is it okay that you'll lose some of your memory?"

"...Memory? There is no way, even if I lose my memory, I don't care if I lose my life. The most important thing to me is them."

Seeing Lixian's firm attitude, Seimei no longer dissuades him. But if possible, he would not use the technique of separating yin and yang at the beginning, so Seimei knows better than anyone that no matter how serious the consequences of the technique of yin and yang separation are, he will not use it. It would be worse than letting it go.

"I promise you."

After Qingming finished saying this, Akashi Kuniyuki, who was hiding in the flowers and plants outside the window, frowned. Originally, he just slept a lot in the room, so he wanted to come out for a stroll, but he didn't expect to hear such a shocking news.

What is going on?

Is what the Lord said true?Did he really experience those things?

This is the first time that Akashi National Bank has felt angry. That's why the lord didn't like to go into the water when he went to the beach last time. Is that why the lord is afraid of the cold?

But the lord did not say anything to them.

Until now, the lord thinks that he is responsible for everything alone.

The author has something to say:

If I could see Li Xian when I was a child, I would definitely give him a big hug.

Ah, here is just a brief explanation, about the boy Lixian, I will write a volume in detail later.