Smoke like Ting ABO

Lu Yanting waited in the reception room for nearly two hours. During this period, he watched others go in and come out. Everyone stayed in there for varying periods of time.He tried to get information from their expressions, but these people were all calm without exception, as if they had just sat in for a while, their expressions and manners were quite comfortable-they were all experienced actors, and they had long been used to this model, but Lu Yanting knew very well that he could not do this yet.

All the roles he played before were finalized from the very beginning, and the company came forward to negotiate with him, and sometimes he even had already settled on the roles before he got the script.The definition of his initial debut was not an actor. Lu Yanting still lacked the necessary psychological quality. He had a pessimistic premonition that if the role was not his in the end, he would be very disappointed. Although he has been in the entertainment industry for several years, He has long been accustomed to loss, but even if it is accompanied by exhaustion, it will still hit again weakly and out of control. This is the most helpless thing in the world.

It's just that while Lu Yanting was sitting in the reception room waiting, she suddenly felt relieved.

He knew that those who were sitting, standing, those who went in, and those who hadn't gone in all experienced the same emotions as him. Road, may have suffered more: being changed roles, failed auditions, no plays to act in, etc., these are all things that may happen.Lu Yanting can find this from their expressions of thinking from time to time, everyone's eyes have flickering lights, reflecting colors that can resonate with Lu Yanting.

It is good for any of us who get this role.

Lu Yanting leaned her head against the wall, thinking quietly.

"Is Mr. Lu Yanting here?"

Wang Pangpang reacted quickly, patted him, and raised his hand to signal: "Here."

Lu Yanting stood up, everyone in the reception room looked at him, he nodded: "I am."

The staff politely said to him: "Please come in."

Lu Yanting walked into the house, and the staff closed the door behind him.The furnishings in the room are very simple, and most of them are empty. There are five men sitting at a table near the wall, and the one in the middle is Guo Kai.He is the same as in the picture, looks older, a little unkempt, with messy hair, a pen stuck behind his ear, and his eyebrows are tightly knit, as if they haven't been relaxed all year round.Compared with the well-dressed man in suits and leather shoes next to him, he was too different. He was wearing several layers of clothes of different colors, and he looked very chaotic, which immediately attracted Lu Yanting's attention.He was also observing Lu Yanting. After Lu Yanting stood in front of them and introduced himself, he looked up and down Lu Yanting several times before giving a deep "hmm".

Lu Yanting wanted to laugh a little, but he held back, and it was only at this moment that he really realized that Qu Ruping's performance was really penetrating.

From the corner of Lu Yanting's eyes, he caught a glimpse of a man sitting in a corner not far away.This man is very faceless, but he looks very handsome. He should also be an actor, but he looks too young to be the one who judges Lu Yanting.

Could it be that this is another actor who has been cast for the role?

Before Lu Yanting had time to think about it, Guo Kai said concisely: "Come on, the first paragraph."

Guo Kai has a smoky voice, hoarse, deep, and stuffy.

——"Now, I am Guo Kai."

Qu Ruping messed up his hair and sat lazily on the sofa in fat and sloppy clothes. His tone even changed, making it sound like a dream to Lu Yanting.

Having only seen Guo Kai in photos and videos, Lu Yanting smiled and said, "It's kind of like that."

Qu Ruping was unsmiling, her eyebrows were huddled together, and she said with care like gold: "Come on, this paragraph."

He's a little on the script.

At that time, Lu Yanting didn't know how lifelike his acting was, and he still complained a little in his heart: Qu Ruping made him very nervous, and the person in front of him was familiar yet unfamiliar, which made him very uncomfortable. comfortable.

He became stiff, coughed, and adjusted his state.

—— “

The first time I saw him, I hoped that he could save me. "

This is a line that is not in the original book. It is a monologue written by Guo Kai for the role of Song Qingrao. It appears on the first page of the audition script until the sixth page. It has a lot of content.When Qu Ruping told Lu Yanting about the play, he asked him to slow down his speech. At the same time, emotions should be reflected in the control of tone and micro-expression, and don't show too much emotion, because Guo Kai used to I have made some practice short videos, and Qu Ruping has seen them.

He told Lu Yanting: "Guo Kai likes a more restrained way of expression. It is difficult for us to make great progress in a few days. At this time, it is better to match what we like, and first reach the pass line in the other party's heart."

So Lu Yanting's first line was extremely plain, he was a little empty, standing in the middle with his hands down, his expression was even a little indifferent.

"I was still in elementary school at that time. I saw him on the back seat of my mother's car on the way home." Lu Yanting slowly raised her eyes, speaking in a flat and indifferent tone, but her eyes were slightly blank, "Mother called Stopped him and asked me to call him brother, I was very shy and couldn't make a sound, so he smiled at me and touched my head."

Embarrassed, Lu Yanting showed a small smile.

It's just that the smile was fleeting, and he regained his composure, and narrated it in a serious manner, as if it was someone else's life: "I was so young, I didn't know anything, but I often begged my mother to let me play with him. Later, Because the two families are friendly, he is older than me and takes good care of me. He picks me up from school, buys me snacks, does homework with me, and takes me to play in the yard..."

This was obviously a pleasant memory, but he didn't look so happy, his brows and eyes were full of lingering gloom.

Lu Yanting's voice weakened, and when the dust settled at the end, it became heavier:

"He's such a wonderful guy, I get it."

He cast his gaze into Guo Kai's calm eyes.Qu Ruping told him that he must not reduce this performance to a form of speech. He is here to act. The ability to speak lines is important, but the control of micro-expressions, changes in demeanor and body movements are the most important, and they must be clearly distinguished. primary and secondary.

Lu Yanting's Adam's apple rolled up and down, and the end of his eyes gradually opened.

"I'm very clingy to him, and I've never been stingy about expressing my love for him. At an age when we didn't understand anything, we often kissed and hugged each other, I think..." At this point, he intentionally paused and licked his lower lip , and smiled for a moment, "I think he likes me too."

— Don't be afraid of him interrupting you.

There are two scenes to try in total, not everyone will get the same time, and some people will not have the opportunity for the second scene at all, and the first inner monologue scene, the lines are too long, the director will not let you finish the performance Yes, it may interrupt you halfway to make you dance, or it may suddenly cut off a piece of content.This is all normal, but the result is not necessarily pessimistic.All you need to do is to obey the arrangement and quickly find the entry point of emotions.

Lu Yanting remembered that he asked Qu Ruping, if he was interrupted, wouldn't it be that he was dissatisfied with me?

Qu Ruping gave him an example. He used to have a role, and he was interrupted three times by the director during the audition process. The whole scene ended up being messed up, and the director's face was always stinky.He thought he was done, but the role was finally given to him.

Anything is possible, the director is just a spectator in the process, and he doesn't have to be affected by the spectators.

"It's just that my mother doesn't like me to play around. She always wants me to study hard, but I am not a smart student. I can feel that I am not her pride, but she is still looking forward to a miracle."

Lu Yanting's back was tense, cold sweat was pouring out, his face was pale, and his voice was weak, as if a criminal was confessing his crimes in the dock: "I can no longer make her happy, because I, like my father—"

Suddenly, his pupils dilated, nervously staring at nothingness in the sky.

"—in love with a man."

——You may not be able to understand this kind of emotion. If you have a little sense of substitution, you can think of it this way: an omeg

a, falling in love with another omega, the discrimination in today's society is basically equivalent to the love between men and men in the second gender in the past.

In order to make it easier for him to imagine, Qu Ruping showed him a lot of videos. They were short videos of a couple of OO couples. In the videos, they described in detail the troubles their relationship caused them: the incomprehension of relatives and friends, the discrimination of strangers, and the social stigma. malicious.When one of the omega said that he found out that he liked omega, his eyes widened, showing a repentant and terrified expression, Lu Yanting was very impressed.

"At the age when I needed love the most, he was the only one who was willing to love me. At the age of primary school, I was lively and dependent on him the most. Later in middle school, I gradually became introverted, and my peers thought I was too I've been indifferent and withdrawn, and don't like to associate with me."

Lu Yanting's expression returned to indifference again, as if he was talking about something unimportant.

In his understanding, Song Qingrao essentially has a dispensable attitude towards everyone except Shi Nan. The biggest defect of his character is indifference. In order to protect himself, he chooses to love only one person.

"Actually, it's nothing. I only like him, and I only treat him well. I know my mother's bottom line, and I have always been careful to avoid her minefields. I also understand her pain, even though she is not a good mother. The mood swings made me respect and fear her at the same time."

Lu Yanting has already memorized these lines, he restrained his speech speed, at this moment he is Song Qingrao, when talking about his mother, he was afraid, apprehensive, awed, but tolerant, he frowned slightly, fisted Clenched tightly, as if suppressing the pain caused by my mother.

"But I was still lucky and couldn't help getting in touch with him. He still tolerated me and pampered me like he did when I was a child, but I finally dragged him into trouble." Lu Yanting looked slightly in a trance. In the past, he would always show a little dazed chuckle, "The first time I kissed him, I took the initiative. We made an appointment to go on a trip together after he passed the high school entrance examination, and he told me that he had something to say to me. So I I’ve been looking forward to that day.”

His eyes darkened.

"It's just that I didn't wait for that day, because my mother discovered my secret."

——When acting in a scene with more intense emotions, you can actually be calmer.

Take some time off, get away from yourself.

Lu Yanting asked Qu Ruping: You mean that when people are extremely sad and sad, they don't actually become hysterical, and they are dying or living, right?

There is no sound in the great sorrow, and Qu Ruping answered him, you can act out the feeling of losing your voice.

For this reason, Qu Ruping showed him several times.

At this time, Lu Yanting opened his mouth, he opened and closed his lips repeatedly as if retching, stretched his neck, but he didn't make a sound, half a minute passed, his head was sweating in pain, and his veins burst out , and finally slowly, slowly, and dullly made a dry voice:

"When she pinned me against the wall and beat me, I was crying and screaming, and she seemed to be completely insane, slapped me in the face, and asked me, why, why did she. What she might want to ask is, is she Why would there be such a husband and such a son."

Lu Yanting lowered his voice a little weakly, lowered his eyes and said:

"My elder brother is much better than me, but he just stayed with my father in the United States. I know that she has never wanted me. If possible, I also hope that my elder brother can follow her. She is really a very poor woman. I can't stand her."

Guo Kai kept staring at him without saying a word, Lu Yanting couldn't be distracted to guess what he meant, he looked at Guo Kai again, feeling a little apprehensive in his heart.He tried his best to maintain a certain rhythm, the end of his speech did not tremble, and he did not always think about the possibility of being interrupted:

"By college, I was smooth, not as inept as I used to be, and I had a lot of friends. I thought I'd given up on him, but I chose his school, even his major: it wasn't a good fit at all. My major." Lu Yanting immerses himself in the emotions of the character again, whenever he mentions the change of "his" personality, he always shows a sense of indifference from himself. In fact, he thinks that Song Qing Rao is indifferent to himself.He doesn't care about his own sorrows and joys, temperament, and encounters, he regards himself as a body completely.

——But when it comes to Sinan, he is finished.

Qu Ruping and Lu Yanting emphasized that Sinan is Song Qingrao's Achilles' heel, his fatal weakness, and his inseparable fetters. You can be calm at any time, but as long as you talk about this person, you have to give up. reaction.

As a result, Lu Yanting's breathing became short, and he made a slight choking sound as if he was out of breath:

"After he knew I was coming, he took the initiative to find me and contact me frequently. I was always indifferent to him, and chose to avoid him most of the time. I have asked God for forgiveness and I no longer like men. But I I hope he can save me. In the end, I fell into it..."

Lu Yanting stood up straight again, bit by bit, straightened her back, but her shoulders slumped.He said:

"My life is over."

Then came the highlight, Lu Yanting started:

"We've been together for five years. I..."

——"Okay, let's go here."

Guo Kai lowered his head and took a pen to record something in the notebook.Several people beside him were whispering to each other, their voices were so low that Lu Yanting didn't hear them.

The strings all over his body broke in an instant, and the lines that were almost blurted out were floating in Lu Yanting's mind:

I was not nice to him and I knew it.I'm stressed out and miserable and I don't know who else to take it out on but him.I remember he said a word to me, saying that he is my lover, friend, relative, and all the roles in my life, and he is too tired.But I'm afraid to communicate with him, or even to admit that I love him.I always hide myself, not being honest enough, the way to decompress every time is to yell at him, be gentle, considerate and kind in front of others, and leave all the dark side to him... I understand that things will always get out of control, But I depend on him too much in my heart, worship him, and I am waiting for him to save me.

What I didn't expect was that this time he didn't intend to ask me anymore.

The day he left, I didn't react.He still treats me the same as before.He dragged his luggage and got into the car. I often dream about the scene that day, and I know he will never come back.After recovering, I went crazy, I went to him, begged him, begged him not to want me, I only have him.My life is hopeless.He rejected me, he...

Gone.

All these contents are gone.

Lu Yanting adjusted her breathing, her eyes were extremely sour, and the emotions that had been brewing could not be pulled away.He pursed his lips, waiting for Guo Kai's next instruction: whether to let him leave, or to play the second part.

The result was not that disappointing. Guo Kai flicked his pen and said to him, "Prepare the second paragraph in five minutes."

As soon as he finished speaking, the man in the corner stood up and walked towards Lu Yanting.

He stretched out his hand, smiled and said to Lu Yanting:

"Hi, I'm You Jingyang, the actor who plays Sinan."