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Qu Ruping sighed.

He put it in a gentle way: "What do you think of this character?"

Lu Yanting took a deep breath to let himself relax a bit. He organized his words and went through the already memorized plot in his mind again:

The background of the story takes place before the third sex has evolved.

The character's name is Song Qingrao. He is a male who grew up in a single-parent family.When he was young, he fell in love with a boy who was older than him in the same courtyard, that is, another character Sinan, and called him brother.Only his mother was a gay wife—that is, a gay wife.After his parents divorced, his father and brother lived with another man in the United States, while he lived with his mother in China.

The reason why this character is so tragic is mainly because of his mother: Song Qingrao's mother is a little sick, because she was cheated by a homosexual to marry her, which led to an unfortunate marriage, and she lived in chains for the rest of her life, which gradually distorted her psychology. Homosexuality is deeply hated, and it left a strong psychological shadow on Song Qingrao when he was young: he often treated him emotionally, tore up his homework, scolded him and beat him.Later, it was revealed that he liked boys, and he was slapped on the wall by his mother. This incident almost reversed his three views... So Song Qingrao's love for Shi Nan has always been contradictory and repressed. He was influenced by his mother. , always think that liking boys is a disease: homosexuality is the most unforgivable sin in this world.This directly led to him not responding to, ignoring, or even avoiding Sinan's love.

In "Dreams of Four Seasons", "Old Dreams of Nanxiang" mainly filmed the plot after Song Qingrao and Shi Nan entered the workplace: During the five-year cohabitation life, Song Qingrao and Shi Nan slept in separate beds. She hides the fact that she is gay and intentionally flirts with her female colleagues, and always leaves the worst and worst emotions to Sinan. At the same time, she feels more and more conflicted about her feelings, and refuses to communicate with Sinan several times.Finally, their relationship gradually twisted, and Sinan proposed to break up after five years of torture.

"He is a very sensitive and repressed person. As you said, he has many layers. At first, I couldn't understand why he could flirt with other people in order to deceive others when he likes one person, but these days Tian suddenly figured it out." Lu Yanting said every word, his ending sound was always a little unsteady, "It's just..."

"It's just that this tragedy has a continuation. His mother's pain is actually postponed to him."

"I've read the whole article several times. I know it's a stupid way... But as a child, I thought Song Qingrao was a very cute and innocent child. If he grows up according to the normal trajectory Big, it won’t become what it is now. When he was young, he was also very active towards Sinan, all their intimate contact was initiated by him, he is really brave..."

Lu Yanting's voice weakened, and it was not until Qu Ruping nodded to him that he continued:

"It's just that his bravery was wiped out in the end. When faced with the pursuit of his sweetheart, he was very tormented inside, but he still couldn't refuse. This is already a good example of the problem."

"I still have a lot to say, a lot of feelings, I can't express it, I can try to act it out for you later." Lu Yanting slowly turned her gaze to Qu Ruping, "I admit it, because I like director Ruan Junhui, Aiwu and Wu , I also have a strong obsession with Director Guo. But after I read the script these days, I really like this character, I feel sorry for him, I... I can play well."

His words got stuck in his throat and he squeezed out little by little, which made him very uncomfortable.His face was all wrinkled together: "I can really act well, I can try."

Qu Ruping's face suddenly changed, and he couldn't help but say, "Come on."

Lu Yanting sat in his arms blankly under his guidance, and Qu Ruping surrounded him from behind, holding the script and whispering to him softly: "If anyone else doubts you like this, do the same." Reply to them. Of course, you have to be more confident and believe in your own efforts."

"This role is very suitable for you, and your mind is also very delicate. This is where you and him are in common, so acting may not be as difficult as you imagined. You can give yourself more confidence." Qu Ruping held Lu Yan Ting's hand, exerting a little force, "This is really a must.

There are so many good characters, don’t define yourself by any established development model, when you meet a character you like, you have to fight for it, it doesn’t matter if you are wrong, you are still young, you can start all over again.And even if the market demand laughs, the development of real actors will not be restricted by age. "

Qu Ruping kissed Lu Yanting's ear, and continued: "If you successfully get the role, then you will have a very hard life in the next few days. As far as the current state is concerned, you are likely to You get so caught up in the role, you feel like you can’t get rid of him, you doubt yourself, you deny yourself, you even feel like you’ve lost yourself. These negative emotions stay with you—”

"But you have to know that you will still come out. Entering and exiting the play is a process that actors must go through, so don't be afraid." Qu Ruping smiled softly at him, "This process is difficult and will cost you For a lot of time, I will always be with you, when the time comes, let's walk out together again, okay?"

Lu Yanting was still in a daze, Qu Ruping scratched his nose and asked him, "Are you confident?"

"No," Lu Yanting held Qu Ruping's hand instead, "Why did you change your face so quickly? Were you just acting?"

He said incredulously: "Then what if I just listened to your opinion and stopped acting?"

"That's nothing bad," Qu Ruping leaned back on the sofa, casually playing with Lu Yanting's limp hair, "I'm also happy to see you don't have to suffer, after all, acting is a very difficult process , It’s best not to experience it.”

"But if you insist, I'd be happy to go with you. No matter what kind of results this movie can give in the end, you are the best with me."

Qu Ruping took the script from Lu Yanting's hand, folded one arm behind his head, looked up, and laughed a few times: "Just like his master, Guo Kai has never had a bad eye."

Lu Yanting was puzzled and said, "Didn't you say that this is a literary film and there is no market for it?"

"A lot of low-budget second-gender movies have been released during this period, and the response is not bad, but the income is not very high, and the waves are not too big." Qu Ruping shook the script, laughed, and put it on the screen. Aside, "This retro aesthetic has just become popular, and there are not many directors who can smell it. It's his first time making a movie, and his debut is not a risky one, but he still chooses a literary romance film instead of a commercial film. It's not that he is already confident. He won't do that, after all, he holds not only himself, but also the reputation of his master."

"Obviously, he wasn't the only one who discovered this, that's why there are so many people vying for this role."

Lu Yanting suddenly realized: "I thought..."

"I thought it was all for his name." Lu Yanting leaned on Qu Ruping's body, "So you thought so much?"

"Why would you recommend a movie that you didn't expect?" Qu Ruping touched his head, "Let's not talk about that, first, we have to take this role down."

Lu Yanting heard his tone like a child snatching a balloon, and the original nervousness and uncertainty disappeared, and he couldn't help laughing: "How do you get it?"

Qu Ruping pulled him to the closet, and said casually, "Pick out some clothes first, um... let me see."

Holding the script in one hand, he stared at Lu Yanting up and down, then found some clothes from the closet and stuffed them into his arms.

Lu Yanting asked suspiciously, "When did you buy this?"

"The second day after you moved in." Qu Ruping dug out some of her own clothes, hugged her in her arms and said, "When I was on the set, I would also do styling for other actors."

"So this is a hobby, right?" Lu Yanting looked through the clothes amusedly, put the tie around her neck and gestured in front of the mirror, "The taste is not bad, old artist... Will we change the clothes to increase the feeling of acting?" ?”

"Yes." Qu Ruping stood on the handle of the closet, categorically.

Lu Yanting smiled contentedly: "I'm so honored to have an audition with the actor."

Qu Ruping pulled his tie, and kissed him sideways:

"It's me who can play with my baby

an honor. "