The rebirth of the idol boy group takes the harem

I stood in the middle of the so-called mourning hall, looking at the people who came to express their condolences with a blank face.

In a daze, I felt that this scene was ridiculous, why should I mourn, he is still alive? !

Turning around, I saw the person in the black-and-white photo smiling at me, and I realized that the ridiculous person was me!

As the mourner, the five of us presided over his condolence ceremony, but I didn't have the consciousness to greet and send him off. I just sat quietly in front of the altar, staring at him in the photo in a daze.The reporters were kept out of the door, and the members performed their duties. Some comforted Jin Ruoyan's parents and sisters, and some shared their condolences with the visitors.

The guests also came and went, those who had a deep relationship were weeping sadly, and those who had a shallow relationship bowed and saluted.As for me, I seemed to be separated from the dynamic images full of black and white tones, and watched this grand fleeting death with the people who took the photos.

I felt that he was still beside me, and I couldn't help complaining in my heart: Look, how much trouble have you caused?Even if you hide from me, you don't need to hide so far away, right? !

Subconsciously moved her fingers: I haven't touched your face yet!

There was no reply from the side, but I thought he must have given me a big white eye in return.

I shook my head and walked to the bathroom, secretly laughing at this absurd imagination, but in the mirror, I saw that neither human nor ghost self, raised my hand and touched my face, it was wet.

In the past few days since he was covered with a white cloth, I have recalled the past countless times. The heartbeat when I first met, the inability to get along with each other, and the self-abandonment after the Cold War seemed to turn into cold typefaces. The time has been blended into a complete chapter, which is about to be bound and put into the memory cabinet, and I can no longer add a new story to it.

Painful experience, I once thought, if I am not so self-righteous, if I tell him everything, even if he will despise me and hate me, at least, he knows that there is someone who loved him so deeply in this life, but now, I have no chance.

In just a few days, I seemed to have shed all the tears of my life——

Forgive me, forgive me for not being able to save you!

Forgive me for finding out too late, forgive me for running too slowly!

If love has an afterlife, I am willing to take your life with one blow! !

Forgive me, forgive me! !

The emptiness in my heart is like an abyss that is getting bigger and bigger, and there is no way to fill it.I turned down all the work and lingered in the feasting and feasting scene, but after the curtain of the carnival was drawn, I was forced to a corner by the loneliness in my heart, like a ghost wandering in the world witnessing one after another absurd drama that condenses the glitz of the world.

I've tried to get him out of my head, and I've had bedmates come and go, never to be anything like him.But it was useless, when he got close, his face was all there.

In the KTVs of the major bars in City B, the reporters squatting around took pictures of me proficiently, and then posted on Weibo to write a draft.In less than a minute, messages flooded in, but I didn’t want to ignore them, so I simply threw the phone into the wine glass and watched with a smirk as the criss-cross color bars appeared on the phone wallpaper related to him, and finally it was completely swallowed by black.

I ordered the song "Mylove", and after I finished singing, I returned to my seat and buried my head in my hands, feeling the sadness in my heart like a huge tsunami.

You are different from the rumors!

The woman next to me came over, and her voice passed by my ears like a breeze.

Different?

Does such an evaluation sound familiar?

I didn't have any interest in talking, and continued to lie on my knees, just trying to keep my body from shaking.

Are you sad for your teammates?Your relationship is so good?

Good Relationship?

I laughed wildly in my heart, how should I answer?It is obviously the most distant relationship, but I am so sad that I can't help it. This is probably the biggest mockery of reality.

I wiped off the tears on my face and twitched the corners of my mouth: You think too much!His life and death have nothing to do with me!

The woman blinked her eyes: But, I feel that when you sang that song just now, it seemed that you were paying homage to the past, and it seemed that you were missing someone!

My heart moved slightly, but my face pretended to be nonchalant: Do you think you are telling a fairy tale?People like me, still need to miss others?

Then I moved closer to her and whispered in her ear: stay with me tonight!I can give you everything you want!

Unexpectedly, the woman dodged cleverly and let out a soft laugh: If my understanding of you is still the same as before, I might have a fling with you.But, now, sorry, I don't want to be your tool for escaping reality.

I don't know how ugly the smile on her face is, I just watched her get up coldly, and watched her move her lips with pity in her eyes: what you have to do now is not to find a substitute, but to let yourself try to forget .

forget?

forget! ?

The wild laughter from the bottom of my heart rushed straight to my eardrums, the pain caused me to distort my facial features, and let out a painful whine that only I could hear: Do you think I don't want to forget? !But, who can teach me?Who can teach me! !

I couldn't stay any longer, and rushed out of the private room like a deserter.

Driving the car, my head was dizzy, and I began to look back at the past four years like a horse on a horse, and the memory seemed to be the only thing he left me, and the best thing will always stay when I step into the door of the practice room that moment--

Sitting on the floor of the practice room, he raised his head to see those bright black eyes that were glowing with water. He blinked curiously, then tilted his head slightly, whispering to the people around him, and his triangular sideburns were close to his cheeks. The smooth jaw line stretches naturally, and the delicate collarbone is looming on the collar. The wind blowing when he opened the door blows his white T-shirt, fluttering, ups and downs...

After experiencing the long prelude of joys and sorrows, the main drama has no chance to be staged.He has never changed, and he is still the one I am most excited about. The more I recall, the more blurred the picture in front of my eyes. The white light that flashed at the end is so dazzling...

When I opened my eyes again, I felt sore all over my body. When I looked to the side, it was a face that seemed familiar, but after thinking about it hard, I had no clue.

When I was wondering, there was a noise at the door.

Yue Mingxin, thanks to the fact that I treat you as a buddy, you actually gave me a cuckold? !

Uh, it turned out to be Ling Ke?

You...you, why are you here?

why am i here

Ling Ke raised her eyebrows and waited for me angrily: Why do you think I am here!What good thing did you do last night, don't you forget? !

I was a little confused, ignored his yelling, and looked at the interior furnishings. How does this look like my bedroom in the United States?When did I come back to the US?

I tossed my hair up, trying to figure out what happened: What the hell is going on?Why am I coming back?You, haven't you returned home?

When will I return home?

Ling Ke sneered, with contempt on his face: Yue Mingxin, don't tell me that you have lost your memory and can't remember what happened last night? !

I……

I wanted to say something else, but the woman next to me covered her chest with a quilt, sat up slowly, and pressed her body softly against me.

I tilted my eyes and caught a glimpse of the tear mole in the corner of her eye—

That was the woman Ling Ke and I met in a bar in the days of luxury in the United States. At that time, we both became interested in her and agreed that whoever could sleep with her first would lose a sports car to me.But, this was clearly four years ago, why...

Just as I was thinking, I was suddenly hit with a heavy punch on the face, and the world was spinning like a thunderbolt, completely waking me up.

Thanks to me treating you like a brother, you actually cuckolded me!Isn't it just losing a sports car? !Isn't this kind of revenge method too despicable...

Ling Ke! !

I ignored his thoughts, called his name, and jumped up from the bed. He immediately put his fists on his chest and became defensive: What are you doing? !

Realizing the value of all this, I was wrapped in great ecstasy, shook his shoulder vigorously, and shouted like catharsis: I still have a chance!I still have a chance! !

These two sentences exhausted all my energy, like at the end of a gamble, pushing out my net worth, this time, I declare war on the heavens!

Ling Ke was puzzled by me: what chance? !

I laughed, grinning exaggeratedly, like an idiot: I want to go back!Go back and find him!

There seemed to be a trace of warmth on my cheek, it was the past burning in the flames, and it rescued me from the frozen cage.

Stepping into that practice room again, I swear, I've never laughed so silly.

He sat on the floor as he remembered, like a newborn animal staring at me with big, ignorant eyes. During this period, he turned his head to look at me, his eyes were clear, with a bit of inquiry, and his four eyes met. Finally, I have a real experience——

he is alive!Everything back to the original point! !

I have enough time to make him fall in love with me!However, this time, even the god of death can't be my obstacle!

During the rest time, I walked over calmly: Senior, you heard that you are No.1 in this weekly exam, the teacher asked me to ask you more.

Sure enough, he was still vigilant: Sorry, I have something to do tonight, I will teach you later when I have time.

I laughed--

Don't worry, I have time this time!