What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

"Silong, Silong." I called his name softly, keeping my voice at the lowest and softest, I didn't want to scare my Bao'er.

He was still kneeling in front of my tombstone, stroking the name on the tombstone with his fingers, and he still had the same habit as his mother?

I was standing in front of that tombstone, gradually taking shape.

"Silong, don't be afraid." After saying this, I paused, my heart beating, and I looked at his expression nervously.

He looked at me, staring at me so earnestly, staring at me for such a long time, without speaking.

"Silong, in fact, I have been watching you in the sky. Since you were young, I have been watching you many times.

When you were young, I went to accompany you in your dreams, taught you to read, recite Tang poems, played games with you, and talked about your ideals.I don't know if you still remember. "

He nodded at me, but still didn't speak, his expression was both joyful and sad, as well as longing and yearning.He just nodded cautiously, and tightly pursed his lips, as if he was afraid that something important would fly away and disappear if he opened his mouth.

"Later, you went to middle school, and I never came into your dream again. I did it intentionally, but it was also for your own good. I'm afraid you will ask me what I do. I will tell you at that time, I am afraid it will affect your whole life. Don't blame your teacher Meng and your mother, in fact, I took care of them to hide your family background.

What you said just now is very correct. Your father and I didn't understand politics before.However, when I see that I have you, it will be different when I have you. For you, I must also understand politics, plan ahead and be careful.Therefore, I am the one who takes care of your mother and does not tell you my name and identity, all in order to minimize the negative impact or so-called harm that may be brought to you.

Don't blame your mother for this.You and your mother are the people I am most ashamed of in my life, especially your mother.Now you are growing up little by little, mature, and your ability is getting stronger and stronger; however, your mother is getting old day by day, I only hope that you can help me take good care of your mother in the future, and give her a happy old age .And what I owe her and what I owe you may really have to wait until the next life to pay it back, maybe the next life will not pay it back......

Bao'er, I can't talk to you anymore, the sky is about to dawn.Go back quickly, remember my words, and help me take good care of your mother. "Speaking of which, I see that he still hasn't spoken, so he is going to go back invisibly.

"Father, don't go. I still have a lot of things I want to tell you, and I want to ask you a lot of questions. Please stay and stay with me, okay?" The silly child finally cried again.

"Bao'er, don't cry. I will come to see you in your dream in the future, and we will meet again. Hurry back and be with your mother. Don't worry, you will never lose my love for you... ..." I said as I walked away quickly, the sky was already bright.

(two)

It seems to have opened a long-standing heart knot, which has given birth to more desires.From that day on, Boa and I both got busier and busier.During the day, he would shuttle between Dongdao’s house in Wangqi Village and Fanla’s house in Chanda Town, and of course he would also take time to check the situation of conscription at the town’s Armed Forces Department. Traveling through the dreams of Jasmine and Baoer, I want to accompany them, my wife and children, and make up for all the lovesickness and fatherly love I owe as much as possible.

It can be said that good things are about to come in pairs for the mourning star's family.Dong Chuanchuan and Zhang Chenxi, an educated youth who jumped into the queue to Wangqi Village, are in a stable relationship, and good things are coming; and his youngest son, Dong Tuantuan, has passed the medical examination for enlisting in the army this time, and he can follow Brother Silong to the army after passing the political examination. Workout workout.

Dong Dao and He Hua were happy from ear to ear these days, especially when they saw his good apprentice come back for vacation, they wondered whether they could arrange Chuan Chuan's marriage while Si Long was here. It's even more lively.Hehua also came to Jasmine to discuss this matter several times, and Dong Dao of course asked the young master for help.

Sangmen Xing learned at Fanla's house that his apprentice had finally found out about his life experience, and the two brothers faced each other, sighing for a long time.But now Silong makes them very relieved and satisfied, feeling that all the sacrifices for this child have not been in vain.

Fanla's son, Meng Yi, was the same age as Dong Tuantuan. These two children went to school together and grew up together. Now they signed up for the army together and passed the medical examination.However, at the level of the political trial, because of his father's status as an old soldier, he was dismissed. This half-grown boy cried at home until one Buddha ascended to heaven and two Buddhas reincarnated. How much he wanted to go to the army with Dong Tuantuan to exercise ah!

Silong looked at the results of the political trial, Dong Tuantuan passed and Meng Yi was eliminated, so he went to the Armed Forces Department calmly.Not long after returning, Xiao Fanla of Lao Meng's family received a notice to enlist in the army.The kid who cried so hard two days ago finally came back to life.

I am also very busy these days. As soon as the brothers came back to Jiqi Slope, they wanted to get together with Fanla and Sangmenxing, so last night I wandered with my brothers in the dreams of Fanla and Sangmenxing. Here, by the way, tell them about Lao Zhang's recent situation.When Zangmenxing knew that he was married to Lao Zhang, he was very happy on the one hand, but on the other hand, he was also very worried about Zhang Lixian, who was sent to work on the farm.

In the second half of the night, I finally had time to visit my son again and walk into his dreamland.

I like to take him to Jiqi Slope, where I can look at the Nantian Gate. I like to see the dense forest and starry sky on the outskirts of Zenda.

"Bao'er, you went to the Armed Forces Department two days ago, and then Meng Yi joined the army. Is this the way you came up with?" I pulled him to sit in my favorite seat while asked him with a smile.

"Well, yes, Dad. I just used my brain a little bit. I think his political review is a bit unfair. I just want to be fair." He looked at me with a little embarrassment.

I stroked his hair, ran my fingers through the short black hair, it felt a bit rusty, thinking about how to tell him that he is already an adult, I can no longer treat him as a child.

"Bao'er, this world is actually not a fair world. Are you using power for personal gain?" I asked.

"This is indeed not a fair world. It is precisely because of this that you want to protect me so much, even at the expense of wronging yourself. But now I have the ability, within the scope of my control, I hope to be fair. Dad, It’s not actually a case of using power for personal gain, it’s just a little bit of abuse of power.” He looked at me and smiled, then continued:

"I know what you are worried about. Actually, what you are worried about is not about this matter, you are worried that I will...Dad, I know what I am doing, I will control it, I will not Let you down." He looked at me, dark and bright eyes full of eager desire.It was a son's longing for affirmation from his father.

It seems that he has really matured, and he doesn’t need a heavy hammer to beat the drum. I quickly changed the subject: “Don’t you want to hear about the war, so let’s talk about the war. Although the Yankees are gradually withdrawing from Vietnam, that place is not Peaceful. I always feel that in the future, there may be a war in that piece of land. You are a soldier, so you must not relax your mind. Let me tell you about my bad moves at the beginning. Jungle guerrilla warfare is my favorite. good at......"

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(three)

In happy days, time always passes quickly, and it is almost the end of Silong's vacation in a blink of an eye.Silong has been a little worried these few days. He had already opened up a knot in his heart, and finally found his father, so he should be full of joy.However, when he took out the photo in his pocket and saw Kangmei's lovely smiling face, he felt inexplicably worried for some reason.

These days Jasmine was busy helping He Hua and Dong Dao prepare for Chuan Chuan's wedding, and she had to rush to make some wedding dresses for Chuan Chuan herself, so she didn't pay attention to Bao'er's concern.And Silong and Chuanchuan's friend Zhang Chenxi have met several times, he knows that he is the son of the teacher's head, and the elder brother of Kangmei.When Silong saw him, he was always a little dazed, for some reason he always looked for the anti-American shadow on Chenxi's face.The two brothers and sisters don't look much alike, but there are always some similarities between brothers and sisters, and that's what attracts Silong's attention.Am I fucking sick?Silong thought in his heart, my brain seems to have really gone wrong.

Marriage is such a major life event, Xiao Zhang must ask his parents for instructions, he wrote a letter to Lao Zhang, carefully reporting what he thought and the final date.Xiao Zhang very much hopes that his parents and sister can come to his wedding, but due to the limited situation, some things cannot be forced.

On the eve of his wedding, he received a letter from Lao Zhang, in which he told him in detail about his recent situation, also tactfully expressed the reason why he was inconvenient to come, and finally expressed his best wishes and hopes to him.At the same time, Kangmei also sent him a letter saying that he is asking for leave, if he can take the leave, he will definitely try to come to his brother's wedding.

The boys Dong Tuantuan and Meng Yi are very happy recently. Their wish to enroll in the army has finally come true. Moreover, they are two good friends who joined the army together, and they can also join the army with Brother Silong, who has a family background with them. so gorgeous.

After many people's efforts and preparations, the busy and unhurried wedding finally started.Although it was just a rural wedding, even though it was still a turbulent age, it was still a grand and lively wedding.But during the whole wedding, Silong was a little uneasy.He was looking for that cute face, he wanted to see that cute face, Kang Mei, yes, he was anxiously looking forward to seeing Kang Mei appear.But until the end, she still didn't show up.

Didn't she ask for leave?How is she now?Is there anyone else making things difficult for her and bullying her?Silong's mind was full of questions.Fortunately, the vacation is coming to an end, and I will return to the army soon.Those questions will soon have answers.

On the night before leaving home, before going to bed, he took out the photo and looked at it again and again, and finally put it back in his pocket and went to sleep.

"Hey! Kangmei, what should I do with you??" He thought vaguely in his heart, and finally fell asleep.

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(four)

Returning to the army with this batch of recruits, Silong found that there were a lot of things waiting for him to deal with.The training of recruits, the affairs of my own battalion, I was so busy for a while, I didn't have time to think about anything on my mind.It wasn't until the preliminary work was over and it was the rest day that he remembered that he had returned to the army to help Zhang Chenxi bring a bag of things back, and it was time to visit the teacher.

So, contact me for a ride, take this package, and go to the farm under the army to have a look.

When I arrived at the farm, I asked a few people and turned a few corners, and finally found a row of low huts, one of which lived with Mrs. Zhang and his wife.

Seeing the environment, Silong felt sore, but he still suppressed it in his heart and didn't want to put it on the face.Fortunately, today is a rest day, Lao Zhang and Xiao Zui are both here, so he didn't miss out.

He put the package he had brought on the table, and dragged the teacher into the yard to talk.He had too many things he wanted to talk to Lao Zhang, the most important thing was to tell him that he had finally found his father, finally knew his name and the deeds he had done.But before he could open his mouth, he suddenly saw a figure slowly walking out of a simple kitchen built next to the hut. Isn't that anti-American?

"Kangmei, how are you? You are here today." Silong smiled awkwardly and greeted her.

"Thank you for going to my brother's wedding and bringing things for us. I wanted to ask for leave, but it was not approved. I..." Kang Mei looked at him, wanting to say something, but her face Yihong swallowed the words again.

After a while, Kangmei moved out a small table and put it in the yard, took out two small chairs and put it aside, and made tea.

"Our family is too small, you can drink tea with my dad in the yard!" When she put down the teacup, she whispered to Silong.

Meeting Kangmei unexpectedly, seeing that lovely face and eyes full of sadness again unexpectedly, Silong's heart seemed to be stuffed with a ball of cotton, and suddenly he forgot what he wanted to talk to the teacher.

well!Regarding my father's matter, let's find an opportunity to talk to the teacher alone in the future.This is a matter between men, so it's inconvenient to say it in front of two women.Silong made up his mind.

So, chat, talk about Chenxi's wedding, talk about the weather in Zenda and the old acquaintances who stayed in Zenda.Lao Zhang was still very interested in the young master as always.When he learned that Meng Fanla was Silong's mentor, he also asked a lot about Fanla's current situation.

When it was time for dinner, Silong was left to eat.Kangmei took out two more small stools, and began to put vegetables on the table one by one.Lao Zhang's family is all from Sichuan, and the dishes on the table are all Sichuan dishes.Silong has been in the army for ten years, and he is very used to Sichuan cuisine. He can eat spicy food very well, but when he tasted the pot of braised fish, he was obviously taken aback.

The fish in the pot was not spicy, not only not spicy, but also had a familiar taste.Fresh, salty and slightly sweet, it is the familiar Jiangnan flavor, the taste of Niangyao, the favorite flavor since childhood.

Silong couldn't help but look up at Kangmei, only to see Kangmei's eyes were flustered, he was blushing and lowered his head to eat, without saying anything.

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(Fives)

After dinner, Si Long went to the farm to see if there was a free ride back to the garrison. The farm was still a little far from the army garrison. If he walked back, it would be late at night.His popularity and luck are good, and there is a truck pulling half a load of grain and vegetables to be delivered to the army canteen.

There were already people in the cab. Originally, Silong wanted Kangmei to squeeze in the cab, but after thinking about it, he still took Kangmei's hand, dragged her to the truck, and stood with him.

The truck was moving, bumping endlessly on the dirt road in the countryside. The truck was full of grain and several baskets of vegetables, and there was almost no place to stay. Kangmei held the fence beside the truck with one hand and was shaken endlessly.But soon, there was a hand gently and steadily supporting her waist, Kangmei turned her head slightly, and her eyes met those eyes full of smiles and concerns.Kangmei opened her mouth, but did not make a sound, she slowly lowered her head again.

Silong was thinking, Kangmei's blushing and shy look is so cute now.I was planning to find her sometime after watching the teacher, but today I still ran into her, God really treated me kindly.If only this road never ended, if only this car kept going...

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(six)

The truck was bumping and the evening wind was blowing. The two young men just held on to the car and thought about their own thoughts, but neither spoke.It's just that no matter how beautiful the journey is, there will be an end, and no matter how long the road is, there will be an end.When getting out of the car, Si Long thought almost annoyed, why did he go to find a car just now?I didn't expect to come back so soon, so I took Kang Mei's hand and walked back step by step with her, how beautiful would that be?

After getting out of the car, Kangmei silently walked towards the dormitory, Silong hesitated for a second, then immediately followed.

"Kangmei, don't go so fast, I have something to tell you." Almost to the downstairs of the dormitory, Silong gently held Kangmei and found a suitable place for conversation.

Kangmei raised her head, looked at him quietly, and did not speak.Si Long took out a photo from his pocket, waved it in front of her, and said, "I have something I want to return to you, what do you think it is?"

When Kangmei saw that it was the photo with Aunt Jasmine that he had lost at some point, he let out a sigh, and his face turned red.She stretched out her hand to pick up the photo, but Si Long handed the photo to her left hand, and held her hand instead.

"I suddenly discovered that it's better to keep this photo with me." He smiled mischievously, and put away the photo lightly, and took Kang Mei a step closer to him.

"You, you rascal!" Kangmei was ashamed and angry, stomping her feet while pulling back her hand.

However, this time the hand was tightly clasped, which is the usual way of grabbing scouts, and she couldn't pull it out at all.Silong took another half step forward, and was very close to her. He looked at her with an angry and funny look, then lowered his head and said to her: "I found that there are two opposites in this photo. For me, the most important woman is better kept by my side. Thank you for using your vacation time to visit my mother."

When he said the first sentence, his eyes were still teasing, but when he said the last sentence, his expression was extremely sincere.

Looking at him, Kangmei felt fluctuating mood swings and agitated emotions. He could only desperately remind himself to calm down and restrain his emotions, but don't let this monster get around him. It seems that he doesn't intend to let himself go today.

"Yuan Silong, what exactly do you want? What do you want me to do?" Kang Mei's voice carried a trace of repressed anger.

(Seven)

"Kangmei, I don't want to do anything. I just hope that you will stop rejecting people thousands of miles away, and don't ignore me. Give me a chance to take care of you and protect you." He looked at her, and these few words were very sincere.

She lowered her head and thought for a while, then raised her head and said calmly, "What if I don't accept it?"

"Why? Don't you like me?" There was no smile in his eyes, but there was a kind of nervousness and panic that he had never had before.

"No reason, I just don't want to see you again." Kangmei tried her best to turn around, not wanting him to see the teardrops falling from the corners of her eyes.

"Kangmei, are you afraid of affecting my official career, or my future? Because of your father's problem, you are afraid of implicating me, right? I don't accept such a ridiculous reason!" Silong turned her body around, Look into her crying eyes.

"But, that's your ideal? It's the hard work you've put in since you were a child, and you can't be harmed just because you're with me. I can't be an obstacle to realizing your ideal. I'd rather not have you... ..." Kangmei couldn't stop crying while talking.Once the tears started, she couldn't control them anymore, and she would withdraw them.

"Ah!" He sighed softly, took out a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped her tears lightly. "Why do you all do this? They say it's for my own good, for my future, my father hides from me, and you are doing the same now. But I don't want to lose the one I love because of the so-called future.

Anti-US, my ideal is to be the best soldier, able to defend the country, not to get promoted and get rich, nor to be a general.Even if I am still asked to go back to be a scout, I believe that as long as I can do my best and the best, that is the realization of my ideal.You don't need to give up your relationship and our happiness for such an absurd reason..." His tone was extremely pitiful and tender.

"But," Kangmei's heart was on fire, and a great sense of happiness came over her. Everything was like a dream, and the good things were not real anymore. "However, there are still many things I'm not very good at. I still can't be as perfect as you asked for? I know... Aunt Jasmine and I can't compare..."

"Kangmei, what a silly girl! In fact, I am not perfect, although I have always pursued perfection before. Now I know that compared with my father, I am far inferior to him. No one can stand being picky, no People can be perfect, as long as you work hard and pursue a good life, that's enough.

By the way, you cooked the fish tonight, right?That taste is perfect enough for me, I like it very much.Now, let me kiss that silly girl who has been waiting for me and crying all the time! "

The evening breeze was gentle, and the evening breeze couldn't bear to disturb that couple of young people who were crying, laughing and reconciled, right? !

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