What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

Late at night, I came to Fanla's room, sat down at his desk, and looked at him with a smile.He was leaning on the bed reading a book, not asleep yet.I was thinking, should I talk to him now, or wait for him to fall asleep and meet him in his dream?

"You're here again!" He glanced at me, and suddenly said to me.

Now that he has seen me, there is no more waiting.I gave him a big smile and said jokingly, "I'm bored, I'm home! It feels so good to be home! Now I can live in peace!"

He put down the book in his hand, looked at me very seriously, and suddenly asked carefully in a low voice: "Are you okay over there? Are the brothers still together? Are they all okay? I went to see you a few days ago. Passing the mourning star, the two of us went to the graves of you, the veterinarian, and the dead fat man together, I wonder if your spirits in the sky have seen it?"

Seeing his cautious and nervous expression, I couldn't help laughing: "Don't be nervous, we are all fine, and everyone is still together! Last time you and Sangmen Xing went to Jiqipo, we I have seen it all, and the brothers are still grabbing wine.

Annoying, in fact, everyone is very concerned about you.At the beginning of last year, we went to the liberation battlefield in the North China Plain to look for you.We saw how you met Niu Tengyun, and how you became the People's Liberation Army.It's just that, later on, you really shouldn't always be thinking about suicide!Fortunately, with our group of old buddies here, every time you attempted to seek death, we notified that boy who was flying through the clouds, so you didn't die.Otherwise, how can you come back now! "I said proudly.

Fanla looked at me suspiciously, then his expression suddenly changed, and he said urgently: "Later, I met Ayi in a blockhouse, did you see it? Ayi, he..." He said painfully I can't go down.

"Don't worry, we've all seen it. Ah Yi, he is with us now, and his soul returns to Jiqipo. He is fine now, so you don't have to worry about him." I comforted him softly.

"I took care of Ah Yi's death. I brought his ashes back. I thought about going to Shanghai to see if I could find his relatives?" Fanla continued.

After hearing his words, I couldn't help thinking of Ah Yi's sad life experience, and said to Fanla quickly: "He doesn't have any relatives in Shanghai, so you can bury the ashes with your brothers when you find a suitable opportunity." Or, in two days, I will let him come to see you by himself. Anyway, you don’t need to make a special trip to Shanghai.”

"By the way, this afternoon, I saw the police come to register. Later, did you go to the town government? Do you have a job as a demobilized soldier?" I changed the subject, not wanting to make him feel sad any longer.

Fanla thought about it, smiled a little awkwardly, and said, "Well, I went to the Veterans Rehabilitation Office in the afternoon, and they saw that I graduated from Beiping High School, and they praised me as a great intellectual! It is said that there is a new elementary school on the street in front of my house, and now there is a shortage of teachers. Basically, I will be placed in that elementary school to be a teacher. It seems to be called Hongqi Primary School. It will start in September this year. .I may be going to work early next month, and I need to do some preparatory work before school starts.”

"Hello, teacher! Being a teacher teaches and educates people. He is respected by others. It is not a physical job. It is very good and suitable for you. It is annoying. I have always felt that if I can catch up with a good world, I can Putting your knowledge to use instead of trying to be a soldier, that's how things should be! Now in this new society, everything is slowly getting right, and now you have a job You don’t have to fight anymore, it’s still a job that suits you, that’s great!” I gave him a thumbs up, sincerely happy for him.

(two)

I looked at Fanla, thinking that he had finally lived a stable life in Chanda, accompanied by his parents, a family of three, happy and harmonious.And the future of Jasmine and Silong really worries me!Thinking about it, I fell into deep thought.

"You don't just come to talk to me about these things, do you?! You are watching from the sidelines. You can see my affairs quite clearly. You are not here today just to talk about my affairs, sure. Is there anything else you want to tell me, right?" The thief with small eyes began to question and guess.

I recalled it from my thoughts, gave him a mean smile, and said slowly: "Annoying, do you still remember the 'anti-aircraft gun in stockings'?"

I saw him widen his small eyes in surprise, "What? Is she still in Zenda? Why did you mention her suddenly? No, no. Ever since the anti-war artillery was pulled to the sacrificial flag slope, You never mentioned her again, and you never asked Milong for jasmine soap. Isn’t this a matter of money and goods? Could it be that she has also come to the underworld, and is still pestering you to ask you for soap? You Need me to help you find a mage to cast out ghosts??"

"Hurry up! Chase you big-headed ghost!" I laughed back angrily, really wanting to find something to throw at that imaginative head, but since there was nothing around me, I had no choice but to give up.

I stood up and walked back and forth in front of him irritably, thinking that I should not go around in circles with him, so I just said: "She is living in Zenda now, and she is alive and well, don't curse her! Her surname is Yuan, her name is Yuan Moli, and now she has a son named Yuan Silong, they are," I hesitated, "they are my wife and children, to be exact, she is taking Silong to be my widow .” I finally finished speaking, and finally said these few simple sentences.

(three)

Now his annoying little eyes have turned into leopard eyes. After he looked at me for a few seconds, he started to ask questions like a cannonball: "Didn't you tell me before that you like Shangguan? Why did this pop up again?" Wife and son, your housework is really messy? You should tell me from the beginning to the end, I can't turn my head!"

Hearing him mention Shangguan reminded me of the unbearable experience of taking medicine, which I have almost forgotten. It seems that the original joke was really big!

"It's annoying. At that time, I was going to Shangguan's house to drink medicine. I told you that I liked her because I was afraid that you would stop me from going. That was a lie to you. Do you really believe it?? Actually, when we came from Myanmar When I came back, when I saw her strengths and weaknesses for the first time on the Nantian Gate, when she said I was a ghost baby, an overlord tree, and a poisonous spider, I already respected her in my heart. You are not always very good at distinguishing where I am Which sentence is true, which sentence is false?" I looked at him jokingly.

"Who knows when you, a monster, are deceiving people again? Ever since we were on the Nantianmen, and we carried it together for 38 days, I thought you would never lie to me again!" Fanla looked at him indignantly. Me, after a while, he finally couldn't hold back anymore, and started to laugh: "Forget it, let's not mention that vicious woman. Tell me, what's the matter with your Yuan Moli? And Yuan Silong?" He asked suspiciously.

"Jasmine," I said eagerly, but I didn't know where to start.When I think of her, I always feel guilty, especially when I was alive, I was so sorry to her.

"Okay, don't talk about it, let me guess." Fanla looked at me with interest, and then said: "You have been to her house several times to make anti-aircraft guns. Once, It was the first time that Ayi and I met her at the gate the day the Japanese crossed the river. I remembered that a few days ago when we went to the grave on Jiqipo, we saw a woman walking up the slope , I still feel familiar, is she?" Seeing me nodding with a wry smile, he continued to analyze: "You have been there a few times later, when I asked you 'How many wives of quartermasters have you slept with', You laughed meanly there, that’s when it was easy to get on, right? Later, after you got the cannon, it seemed that you hadn’t seen her looking for her? Later, you went to Nantianmen for the second time, and then went down to Nantianmen. Tianmen, I've been following you all this time, and I haven't seen you go to her again? What happened to your son? Are you sure it's your son?" He just babbled all the way there.

Following his words, my mind went back to that time, the past was unbearable, but Fanla seemed to have misunderstood Jasmine a bit, so I had to explain to him clearly what kind of person Jasmine was.

(four)

"It's annoying, Jasmine is not the kind of person you think. At the beginning, she promised to help me get cannons and maps, not for the soap and silk stockings I sent. She is a woman who understands the general situation, distinguishes right from wrong, and values ​​friendship. She did everything she could to help me get those two things just to help me, to help our Sichuan army. In fact, at that time, all I was thinking about was how to fight across the river. How could I have so many unreasonable thoughts? , The things I said to you were just to tease you.

Later, the day before we came to Nantianmen, I gave you a day off, do you remember?I also prepared a bag of food for you to take home to honor your parents.On that day, I had nowhere to go, so I prepared another bag of food and wanted to thank Jasmine.On that day, I finally understood her thoughts, and finally felt her affection for me. That was the happiest day in my life, and it should be on that day that Silong was born.Later, I was overwhelmed by what happened on the Nantian Gate and what happened after I got off the Nantian Gate. I actually forgot about her and never looked for her again. Where I regret it.

Now, she lives in the original place, and she wants to raise the child alone. I looked annoyed, I looked into his eyes, and then said, "It's not that I haven't tried to persuade her, I can entrust her with dreams, and I can communicate with her in dreams."I tried to persuade her to consider remarrying, but she refused. She said that she wanted me as a ghost husband.Well, I should have made it clear to you now, I came today just to tell you that there is such a person and a child named Yuan Silong.If you have the opportunity in the future, you can get to know them and help them as much as possible. "After speaking, I am ready to leave.

"Don't leave in a hurry, you have to tell me, where does she live?" Fanla asked behind me.

"Every afternoon, Gourou will go out for a walk. If you follow Gourou, you will find them." I turned around, smiled at him, and then said, "It's annoying, Molly is a very strong woman. You don't have to go too hard. Take care of her. You arrange your own life first, and when you have spare time, when possible, just take care of their mother and child. Take care of yourself and your parents first. Goodbye, Annoyed!"

I drifted away, still thinking about Jasmine, who made me feel both sweet and sad!Molly!

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There is no place for arrangement in the world.