What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

It's late at night, and Bao'er has fallen asleep.Jasmine looked at Bao'er's coat carefully under the lamp, and couldn't help laughing.She carefully removed the place that Bao'er had mended with a thick needle and heavy thread, put another piece of cloth on the torn place, and then carefully sewed it up with fine needle and thread.After doing all this, she rubbed her crying and swollen eyes, and finally went to sleep.

I wandered alone in the small courtyard for a long time.Jasmine and I can only communicate in dreams, and I haven’t even tried to dream with Bao’er. Bao’er is now four and a half years old, and I’ve never talked to him face to face.Thinking of this, I seem to be too dereliction of duty as a father.The responsibility of Bao'er's upbringing was undertaken by Jasmine alone, which had taken up all her time and energy.Now, I should pay more attention to Bao'er's education, and think about the long-term for the two of them.

I silently thought about these things in my heart, while calling Jasmine softly.Looking at her tear-stained face, I just feel extremely guilty, and I just want to comfort her well, and make her smile.

"Jasmine, I'm back, wake up!" I called out to her, showing her my signature smile.

She stood up, looked at me, froze for two seconds, then turned her back and decided to ignore me.

I know she is angry, the time out this time is too long, which greatly exceeded her expectations.As much love as there is, there is as much resentment, intertwined in her heart.

I hugged her from behind, leaned my head on her shoulder, and whispered into her ear softly: "Good Jasmine, don't be angry. I know this time has worried you. I won't be here right away. Did you come to see you? Tell me quickly, how is everything at home? Is your business still busy? Is the family’s expenses still enough? How many words has Baoer learned? Has he asked about it? His dad?" I asked her a long list of questions, coaxing her softly while blowing playfully in her ear.

Jasmine turned around, hugged me tightly, and responded to me with her gentle lips. There were no words, only a kiss that made my heart fascinated.

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The mountains and rivers are full of empty thoughts, and the falling flowers and wind and rain hurt the spring even more.It's better to take pity on the person in front of you.

(two)

Jasmine was lying beside me, snuggling up to me like a well-behaved kitten. She was finally at ease and at ease now.

"Good Jasmine, tell me, how is Bao'er reading now? How much have you taught him?" I asked.

"Well, half of the "San Zi Jing" has been studied, and all the stories in "24 Filial Piety" have been told, and I also taught him a few simple Tang poems." She replied.

"You haven't come back all this time. I have a lot of things I want to discuss with you but I can't find anyone to ask. Now that Bao'er has started to read, I want you to name Bao'er when you come back." She said again.

"Yeah, it's time to have a big name. Jasmine, what's your maiden name? I'm so careless, I should have asked you a long time ago." I said while thinking.

"Me, my natal family's surname is Yuan, and my name is Yuan Moli, but you never asked about her married life, so I didn't say anything." She said shyly.

"Jasmine, the surname is Yuan. Let Bao'er take your surname and inherit the incense for your family, okay?"

"But, why?" Jasmine asked puzzled.

"You are the mother who gave birth to him and raised him. Bao'er's name is yours, or your surname. It's up to you to decide. You can listen to me on this matter!" I emphasized to her .

She hesitated, thought for a while, and nodded.Then he looked at me and said, "I want to call him Silong, do you think it's okay? Yuan Silong, is this a good name?"

"Silly Jasmine," I smiled, but my heart was sour, "you decide, as I have already said, Bao'er's name is up to you, as long as you like it."

"I'm going to teach Bao'er how to write these words tomorrow." She said happily.Just for a moment, her eyes darkened again. "Bao'er is sensible now, and he has already asked where his father has gone. I have always said that he is on a long journey, and he will ask again when he can. How should I answer him?"

Hearing her question, I immediately thought of my childhood.I have asked my mother the same question many times, but so far I have no answer.The question about my father that has plagued me all my life, I don't want it to also affect Bao'er's life.

I was silent for a while, then slowly said to Jasmine: "Just tell him the truth. Tell him that his father passed away before he was born. But Dad’s love for him will never change. You tell him, Dad will always watch him in the sky, watch him grow up, grow into a real man, and become a person who is useful to the country and the people .”

(three)

After hearing what I said, she kept silent. I knew the sadness in her heart, so I continued to explain to her: "Jasmine, Bao'er has already started to understand, so don't hide it from him. Let him know the truth of the matter. Although it was sad for a while, after he accepted this incident, he would grow up healthily on this basis. This is better than giving him a false hope, and it is better than never giving him an answer.

However, there is one thing that must be kept from him.Don't let him know my identity and what I have done.You also know that the current war will end soon, and it is self-evident who will win the war.Therefore, I am afraid that in the future, my status as an officer of the national army will affect Bao'er's future.As for my occupation and identity, you not only have to keep it a secret from Bao'er, but also from other people, don't mention it.Be careful and cautious to avoid unexpected troubles in the future.This is also one of the reasons why I let Baoer follow your surname.can you see what i mean "I asked worriedly.

She thought for a while and said seriously: "You ask me to tell him that his father has passed away. But don't tell me what his father does. As for your identity and experience, it is kept secret from anyone, right? "

"Yes, you should do this first, and let's talk about the development of the current situation later! It is necessary to plan ahead. After all, the world is very complicated and unpredictable. By the way, you still have that photo of mine. Do you?" Seeing her nodding and smiling, I went on to say, "You can show Bao'er my photo and let him remember my appearance. You tell him that if he thinks about his father before going to bed at night, Daddy would visit him in his dreams and talk to him."

"After you saw him at night, you still want to come over to accompany me! Are you busy?" Jasmine asked coquettishly.

"That's right! That's right! It's hard to run around all day long, and I can't be idle for a moment. Who told me to be the one who worries about hard work! Jasmine, I will never go out for such a long time in the future. When I go out this time, the brothers who should watch I see, seeing that they all have a way out, I am relieved. From now on, I will always be with you and do your best within three meters, don't you think I am annoying?" I pointed at her She smiled meanly, but she was seriously thinking about her and Bao'er's future in her heart.