What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

In August 1949, we had already arrived in Yunnan Province, which is still an area controlled by the Kuomintang, but it was in a state of precarity and the end of the world.The common people are well aware of the situation, but no one dares to discuss it openly. Everyone believes in "don't talk about state affairs".

Along the way, Milong and the veterinarian, the two guys who love to gossip, gave Ayi a detailed introduction to our previous days in Zenda, focusing on Jasmine and Baoer.Hearing this, Ah Yi was taken aback and glanced at me enviously from time to time.I really don't understand, Milong, a dead Northeast guy, and now Ah Yi, a dead Shanghai guy, have become irresistible.It seems that as long as we can get rid of regional concepts and give up a little bit of prejudice, the calf from all over the world can also become a family!

I was so anxious that I didn't have time to chat with them, so I finally returned to Zenda territory.I wanted the brothers to go back to Jiqipo first, but I wanted to go home and have a look.But the brothers have not seen Bao'er for a long time, and they are very worried.Bu La insisted: "Leader, let's just take a look and see that the little guy is very cute, so we will turn around and leave, so as not to delay your business with Sister Jasmine." I was so angry that I kicked him. There's no way to take these guys.

"Leader, I haven't seen nephew Bao'er yet, let's take a look first?!" Ah Yi also came over and said solemnly.

"Okay! Let's go together. But, you have to leave after just one look!" I could only yell at them, we were almost at Molly's house.

(two)

From a distance, I saw Bao'er standing at the gate of the courtyard playing with a ball.He has grown taller than when I left home, and his delicate little face is so cute, I watched his every move, and slowly stopped.The ball was sent flying and rolled along the alley. Bao'er ran to chase after him, but when he was about to catch up, two boys rushed towards him and took the ball away first.

"Give it back to me, this is my ball." Bao'er said to the two boys who were a head taller than him.

"I'll give it to you when we've had enough fun." The leading boy took the ball, turned around and wanted to leave.

"No, my mother just bought it for me, so I can't let you play with it." Bao'er was in a hurry, and rushed to him to grab it.

"Don't be ashamed, throw someone to death, the child without a father still wants to fight with us, I'll hit you, a son of a bitch." The child without a tutor handed the ball to the accomplice on the side, and punched him Wave to Bao'er.

"Don't you scold my mother!" Bao'er fought back, the three children twisted into a ball, and the ball rolled to the side, only to see the youngest Bao'er struggling at the bottom.

"There is no way to be king, no one has taught these two brats to be human?!" Milong and Bula couldn't bear it anymore, and they were already gearing up to move forward.

"Don't move! No one cares!" I hurriedly stopped them.

"How can you be a father like you? I'll help you teach those two brats a lesson!" Milong didn't listen, and continued to walk forward with all his heart, and then I kicked his ass hard.

"Milong, you bastard, can you help him? Don't say you can't help him at all, even if you can, you can't help him. This is Bao'er's own business, and he needs to learn to handle it by himself!" I hate Cursing, while helplessly watching the progress of the battle.

Bao'er played one against two, not to mention that the two boys were taller than him, he obviously suffered a disadvantage, so he was pressed to the ground and beat hard.But he neither begged for mercy nor cried, but continued to resist silently.Suddenly, I saw a black shadow rushing over, scratching and scratching at the two older children. It was the black tiger, and this mighty black cat showed its power.

Although the two boys had the upper hand, seeing Bao'er was so tenacious and resisting with all his strength, now that Heihu came to help again, they were discouraged for a while and ran away.

I watched Bao'er get up from the ground and slap the dust off his body vigorously.There was an obvious bruise in the corner of his eye, blood from his nose, abrasions on his hands, and a torn jacket pocket.I turned around and shouted at the gang: "Don't even look at it, go back! Go back to Jiqi Slope first!"

The veterinarian pushed everyone, and the brothers looked at each other and sighed silently. They all knew that I was suffering in my heart at the moment, so they didn't dare to bother me, so they turned around and left obediently.

I looked at Bao'er again, he had already picked up the ball, wiped the nosebleed off his face with a handkerchief, and walked to the gate of the courtyard with Heihu.

(three)

I followed Bao'er lightly, and when I entered the courtyard gate, I heard Jasmine's voice. She was receiving a mother and daughter who came to make clothes in the room.

I saw Bao'er quietly hid in the room, greeted his mother and slipped into the back room.I worriedly followed in.Jasmine was busy with her business outside, so she didn't notice anything unusual about Bao'er.Bao'er came to the back room, hurriedly took off the coat on her body, and then went to find a needle and thread in a certain drawer of the desk.I saw him skillfully threading a needle, and then began to carefully sew the torn pocket.I know that after Bao'er is three years old, he will help his mother thread needles. I haven't seen him for more than half a year, but he has learned to mend clothes by himself?

After a while, I watched him put on his patched coat, and went to the mirror to see his face again.Then, I sat down at the desk, began to grind ink, found out the red book, and began to write calligraphy.

After seeing off her customers, Jasmine went to the back room and saw that Bao'er was obediently writing, so she didn't say anything, and went back to her work.

At the dinner table, Jasmine saw the bruises in the corners of Bao'er's eyes, and she guessed something, but she refrained from asking.After finishing the meal, she put away the bowl and called Bao'er to her side.

"Bao'er, what's going on with your face? Did you fight with the kid again?" Jasmine put her arms around her, carefully looked at his face, and asked softly.

Bo'er nodded, but didn't make a sound.

"Didn't I tell you not to fight with them? If they scold you, just hold back a little and don't strike lightly! Do you know how worried Mother will be when you fight?" Jasmine gently blamed him.

"Mom, I don't want to fight. They are unreasonable. They snatched my ball and called me a child without a father. They scolded my parents. How can I bear it? I didn't suffer. I threw the ball I snatched it back and taught those two bad boys a lesson, but the pocket on the clothes was torn. However, I have already repaired it myself, you see, don’t worry about it.” Bao’er replied very sensiblely.

"Mother, why hasn't my dad come back? You said he went away, but why hasn't he come back to see me? I'm almost five years old, and I haven't seen him yet! If my dad comes back, I will definitely Listen to him, I will write, read, and do what he wants me to do. But, why do other children have fathers, who protect and play with them, but my father doesn't come back to see me? Does he not like me? Is it because I'm not good enough?" Bao'er said, looking up at Jasmine, with infinite grievance and confusion in her eyes.

"Hey baby, it's not your fault, it's because..." Jasmine hugged him, her tears streaming down uncontrollably.Maybe it was because the longing had been suppressed for too long, and after the tears welled up in her eyes, she could no longer control her sad emotions, and finally burst into tears.

Bao'er had never seen his mother so sad, and she froze there with an expression of doing something wrong.But Jasmine just hugged him tightly, hugged him tightly, and let the tears take away the endless sorrow.

I seem to see the past 30 years ago repeating itself.There was never a lack of childhood bullying, doubts about losing my father, helplessness and helplessness towards a sad mother, scenes and scenes emerged in my mind.Now, all this will be reincarnated in Bao'er's life again.