What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

After the veterinarian finished speaking, he left silently and took away the pork belly.I knew he was giving me space to think about it alone.At this moment, the night is deep, and the bright moon is gradually descending from the west building.I thought I would follow the advice of the veterinarian and go and see if Molly had fallen asleep.

I came to the small courtyard of her house and found that the lights were still on in the house.It's so late, has she not slept yet?When I came to the window, I saw that the lights in the room were on, and Jasmine had fallen asleep in front of the sewing machine, with a newly installed small bed behind her.Bao'er was sleeping peacefully on the small bed, surrounded by fences.

When I came to Jasmine, I was still hesitating whether to call her. Seeing her so tired, I really couldn't bear it.However, maybe because of lovesickness, she has already sensed me, so she won't let me leave again.

We came to the back room, the furniture in the room is very simple.There was only one bed, a wardrobe against the wall, a desk and a chair by the window.The quiet moonlight came in from the window, although it was hazy, the general outline of the room could already be seen clearly.When I saw that there was only one chair in the room, I sat on the edge of the bed with Molly.Facing the moonlight, holding hands and looking at teary eyes, he was speechless and choked.

"Why haven't you come to see me for so long?" Jasmine leaned on me and asked resentfully.Seeing that I didn't make a sound, she went on to say: "I often see you come to tease Bao'er during the day, and sometimes Bao'er laughs for no reason, and I know you are here. But why don't you come to see me once at night? Me? Could it be that Bao'er is the only thing in your heart, but not me? "

Seeing her aggrieved expression, I quickly said: "It's not that I don't want to see you, but you are so busy and tired every day, and you can't sleep much every night. I don't want to disturb your dreams anymore." Excuse, I can only use this excuse to prevaricate for a while.Fortunately, Jasmine is not a fussy woman, after hearing my explanation, her bit of resentment towards me immediately dissipated.

She raised her head and looked at me tenderly.Her face is so charming and vivid under the moonlight.She didn't speak any more, just moved closer to me and kissed me tenderly.I feel her lips, soft and fragrant. I can no longer restrain the longing and longing in my heart. I just want to love her, make up for her, feel sorry for her, and make up for the guilt and heartache for her.

I returned her kiss, caressing her as carefully and gently as possible, like holding a fragile jewel.I don't want to hide anymore, I don't want to restrain my feelings for her anymore, I hope she can feel that I have not failed her affection.My love is like a tide, turbulent and surging, drowning all once rational thinking, drowning all contradictions and struggles.I just want to be intoxicated in the sea of ​​jasmine, between the ups and downs, send me to the peak of glory...

(two)

Such a happy moment, I really don't want to wake up.Molly lay next to me, snuggled up to me, her head resting on one of my arms.I just noticed a big teardrop falling from the corner of her eye.I was startled, so I hugged her tightly, kissed her eyes softly, and asked carefully: "Why are you crying? Did I hurt you?"

She didn't answer, just shook her head slightly, but the tears fell even more fiercely.I became worried, did the strength that has been killing people without calculation before hurt her no matter how serious it was?I helped her sit up, looked at her carefully, and asked, "Jasmine, why are you so sad? Tell me, please?"

She lowered her head, sobbed for a while, and then said: "It's not sad, it's happy, and I cry when I'm so happy."

"Silly Jasmine, you are so happy to cry like this. You scared me to death." I whispered in her ear.

"I miss you so much, I've waited for you for too long, so now I'm so happy that I want to cry." She said coquettishly.

"Will being with me really make you feel happy?" Now that reason has returned to my mind, I asked quietly.

"Of course, why do you ask that?" She gave me an unquestionable smile.

"Are you willing to live a life with only a ghost husband in the future? At most, I can only accompany you in your dreams, but I can't help you solve any real problems. I can't even stand in front of you alive, protect you, and support your family." Responsibility." Speaking of this, my heart began to ache again.

Jasmine began to look at me seriously, and suddenly asked: "You are not avoiding me on purpose, are you? You have never come to see me. Is there anything you want to say to me today?"

Seeing how smart and sensitive she is, I was thinking about how to phrase it: "Jasmine, have you ever thought about finding someone to help you in the future? Two people raise a family together, so you don't have to work so hard. I will disturb you as little as possible , I just don’t want to affect the opportunities you might have.” I paused, paying attention to her expression.But her expression has already made me regret saying these words.She is angry.

"Either I have a ghost husband, or I don't have a husband. If you don't have me in your heart and don't come to see me from now on, I can live alone with Bao'er. Even if I can't be with the person I love , I can't be with someone I don't love." After she finished speaking, she turned around and stopped looking at me.She is really angry.

(three)

I didn't expect her to be so persistent, so stupidly persistent.All my wit and tricks are useless in front of her.What she gave was sincerity, and all she needed was sincerity, but I broke her heart at the most inopportune time.

I thought of my mother, who also raised me from a young age by herself. It seems that my views on women are really too narrow.

"Jasmine," I pulled her around and admitted my mistake with a playful smile: "I'm sorry, I made you angry again. You want a ghost husband, don't you have one in front of you now? As long as you are not afraid that I might If I make you angry again, I may not be able to accompany you all the time. As long as you can smile again, you can punish me however you want." I coaxed her carefully, smiling meanly.

"You said it yourself, you want to be my husband. Then don't bully me like this again, and say such unfeeling words." She pouted, and finally gradually revealed a smile.

"Yes, to be your husband, you must be within one foot. One foot is three meters. It seems that I will be within three meters of you from now on. I will be your messenger, okay? "I smirked at her, made faces, and made her happy.

Jasmine looked at me seriously, and said to me seriously: "As long as I can see you, as long as I can feel you by my side, I don't want or want anything else. When you come to me When I was there, I was the happiest woman in the world."

Seeing her dignified expression, I think it's better to let nature take its course as the veterinarian said.No ordinary man can take away his ambition, and Jasmine is no ordinary man, but her stamina is no less than that of ordinary men.Or let time decide everything, and let time prove everything.

I want to know each other with you, so that my life will never decline.The mountain has no edges, and the heaven and the earth are united, so I dare to break with the king.