What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

In the past, I had persuaded Shangguan time and time again to let her leave Zenda, hoping that her life would have a new start after leaving the traces of Milong.I have always thought that I did the right thing, even if it is to take medicine again and again for this, it is worth it.Now hearing her experience after going to Shanghai, and the destination she found for herself, this result is exactly what I wanted at the beginning.But I don't know why, but I can't be happy in my heart.I don't want to speculate on Milong's feelings, I just thought of Jasmine.

If I were to watch her fall into another man's arms, I'm afraid I'd be the first ghost to die of grief in this world.Thinking of this, my heart started to ache.I found that as soon as the lost dragon came back, my thoughts seemed to be even more confused.

If anyone could heal a heartbroken death, it would be a veterinarian.Fortunately, the veterinarian is not far from me, just within reach of me with a slap.But the veterinarian's attention is still focused on Milong's gossip at the moment.

"Milong, you used to go back to your wife Tuo Mengdi every night, what are you doing?" the veterinarian asked.

"What? What else can I do? Of course I have to do something. That, that, and that." Mi Long replied vaguely proudly.

"Brother Milong, what are you doing?" Douban asked ignorantly, but he was immediately knocked on the forehead by the snake's butt, and his head was pushed down at the same time.

"Milong, then when you were with your wife, you also dreamed every night?" It was a non-spicy voice.

"Of course, why should I follow her? Of course I have to go there every night." Milong said proudly.

"Then after your wife got acquainted with that Jewish old man, you went to her to have a dream, would she still work with you?" This is a wicked guy like a veterinarian. I don't understand why the veterinarian's mouth is so owed today.

"As long as she doesn't remarry for a day, she will be my wife for a day. Of course I will go to her." Mi Long replied confidently.

"Milong, then after your wife married that old man, did you still beat the beat when they were doing business at night?" Jumped up on the stone.So a cat and a cat bit a dog, and the good show of Milong chasing Bula began.

(two)

The brothers dispersed at once, and they all rushed to watch the good show of Milong and Bula.I didn't move, I didn't even talk much tonight, I was just thinking about Molly.Until now, I still haven't figured out what I should do to truly treat her well.

No matter you are originally a thousand kinds of wisdom, a thousand kinds of monsters, but as long as it involves emotions, you will be worried about gain and loss, and the authorities will be confused.And now I just keep cutting, and the reasoning is still messy.Fortunately, I still have a vet.

The veterinarian was sitting next to me, and he was looking at me intently.

"Tuan Zuo, why did I ask Milong what he did when he gave his wife a dream just now? That's for purpose." The veterinarian looked at me and said.

"Oh, yeah!" I pretended to be confused.

"Tuan Zuo, you haven't visited Jasmine at night for a long time recently, what are you thinking about?!" The veterinarian continued to ask persistently.

"Didn't you say Milong? Why did you get involved with Jasmine again?" I continued to evade the question.Since I talked with Master Mai last time, I still agree with them Americans' respect for human rights and individual life.Therefore, I have been deliberately restraining myself, not going to see Jasmine at night, and even going to see Bao'er during the day, and try not to stop as much as possible.Counting it, I haven't communicated with Jasmine for more than a month.

"Tuan Zuo, look at you, it's clearly a question I've been thinking about in my heart, and I'll talk to you right now. It just so happens that Milong is back this time, and the situation of him and his wife is now clear to everyone. This question is We can talk about it." The veterinarian won't stop easily after starting.I'll just listen to what he has to say.

(three)

"Look, Milong loves life so much, loves his wife so much, he goes to her every night to have dreams and sing songs every night; but in a year or so, his wife should marry or not. Milong can't keep it His wife, this is a very normal phenomenon. Your situation is different from his. You have been restraining yourself from going to Jasmine, but she still supports a family by herself, and nothing has happened in her life. Other men. And why is this? Tuanzai, I think you are thinking too much, but you can’t understand very simple problems. That is, people are different from each other; feelings and emotions are also different. It’s the same. Don’t stare at me, you still don’t understand?! Then I’ll explain it more clearly. Jasmine and Shangguan are different people, and Jasmine’s feelings for you are also different from Shangguan’s feelings for Milong. You can’t just make an analogy between the two.”

"Why is it different? Didn't Shangguan love Milong very much? After Milong died, didn't Shangguan also feel distraught? Aren't all these women the same?" I was confused by the veterinarian.

"Tuan Zuo, how can all women be the same?" The veterinarian was anxious, with a silly expression on his face.

"In this world, some women are very practical and take a very practical path. For example, Shangguan, Milong died. Although she was sad for a while, she knew that if there was a better chance to remarry, she could Bringing a better life, she will never be a widow for Milong. Just like she would not be a widow for Lei Baoer's father back then! Because she wants to pursue a better life for their mother and child, she has always been like this people.

However, Jasmine was different from her.Jasmine, she pays more attention to spiritual feelings.First of all, she is unwilling to wrong herself spiritually, and material poverty is secondary to her.You are the first man she loves deeply, and maybe you will be the man she loves deeply all her life.Your place is irreplaceable in her heart.So, now that you deliberately don't go to see her, you can only hurt yourself and Jasmine even more.It is wrong for you to do this! "The veterinarian said earnestly.

"But, veterinarian, even if what you said is right, do I have the heart to watch her be my widow for the rest of my life? Watching her raise the child by herself has failed her great youth. If that's the case, I'm still a human being." right?" I said sadly.

"Tuan Zuo, there have been steadfast women in Chinese history since ancient times. Although there are very few in this world, it doesn't mean that there are no such people! Now you clearly know that Jasmine's heart is always there. In you, you always avoid her. Don’t you think you are too cruel and ruthless? As for whether she will be a widow for the rest of her life, this should not be your consideration now. Let it be. , let time decide everything, and let time prove everything! But now, you must not be mean to yourself and Jasmine at the same time!"

"Tuanza, if you still don't believe me, you can ask Jasmine yourself. You need to communicate with her more, and don't always be alone. Why are you acting like you're annoyed by this little doll? , I always don’t believe it.” The veterinarian said excitedly.

"Veterinarian, it's not that I don't believe in Jasmine's love for me, I just don't believe that I can give her happiness." I said sadly.The veterinarian is really my psychiatrist. After talking to him about the tangled problems in my heart, I can finally vent some of the pain.

"Whether you can give her happiness, you have to try it. You have to talk to her and ask her how she feels. Don't make any decisions for her. That's not really respecting her, nor is it true Be good to her." The veterinarian looked at me like a father and said softly.