What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

After watching Jasmine walk down the Qiqi Slope safely, I just want to find a quiet place and think about what she just said.The veterinarian and Krupp, within three meters of each other, probably have heard most of the content. Knowing that at this time, it is best not to provoke me, so they stayed away from me and did not follow.

My heart is really messed up right now!I walked wildly on the slope of sacrificial flags, kicked stones randomly, and scratched my scalp randomly, but I still couldn't come up with an idea.A woman, now with a child, never seemed to have occurred to me.I need some advice from the vet, the only ex-father in our group so far.

I went to the veterinarian, and saw that he was sitting alone in a shady place in the woods at the foot of the slope, with a sad expression on his face, did he still miss his Fuwa?

"Veterinarian, did you hear what Jasmine said just now?" I asked directly.

"Ah, it's a group seat." The veterinarian woke up from his thoughts, looked at me in a daze for two seconds, and then turned his head.

"You mean Jasmine, what did she say?"

"Oh, that's right, she said that her child is yours, that is, she is pregnant with your child, and she hopes that your spirit in heaven can know about it."

"This is a good thing, the group has a queen! This is a great thing. Some time ago, I was thinking that Jasmine has you in her heart, but I don't know whose baby is now? If it is not your baby , for a woman, it is really not a good thing! Now it is clear, this is the best! It is the greatest happiness for a woman to have a child with the person she loves most!" The old man began to babble opened.

"Happy for your size! This is called a posthumous child! Do you know how difficult her life will be in the future? Do you know how much bullying and stares that child has received since childhood?" I finally couldn't help it, and yelled at Old Man Hao. up.I suddenly thought of my mother, my childhood, those bitter past events.

(two)

"Tuan Zuo, it's useless for you to yell at me! This matter is already like this. As the saying goes, there are three ways to be unfilial, and the greatest thing is to have no offspring. Now that you have an offspring, this is a great joy. You stare I, I want to say the same thing. I know, you love Jasmine and worry that it will be difficult for her to bring a baby by herself, but now you start to feel sorry for her. What did you do before? You can’t do anything when you come down from the Nantian Gate. Aren't you going to see people?" The veterinarian continued his blunt words.

I now understand why Fanla always bickered with the veterinarian; or in other words, why the veterinarian always bickered with Fanla.The mouth of the veterinarian is really not ordinary!

"Let's not talk about these crap things now, crap things. You tell me what I should do!" Speaking of this, I am really anxious and heartbroken!

"Tuan Zuo, don't worry. First of all, this is a good thing, a happy event, but you can't accept it for a while. Or follow my original advice, you go to see her tonight and give her Have a dream. Tell her to pay attention to her body and give birth to the baby safely first. After that, I have to take a step and look at it. It’s hard to talk about it now.” The veterinarian said.

After hearing these words, my heart gradually calmed down.As the saying goes, "Caring makes chaos", so I am so chaotic now, is it because I care about her?Have I ever cared about her?Compared with everything she has done for me, how much have I really paid for her? ? ?

(three)

Night finally fell and I decided to do what the vet said.The veterinarian said that the longing of the living person for the dead can lead the dead person into her dream, and can communicate with her in the dream, which is the so-called "dream".In the past, in my previous life, I never believed in these false things, but now, how much I want to be able to smoothly walk into Jasmine's dream.

I came to the familiar courtyard again.Stars twinkled in Zenda's dark blue sky, and the night was alluring.I stood in the middle of the small courtyard, looking at this familiar scene.The light in her house was still on, and I went to the window and looked at her through the open window.

She is still home alone.I know that the battle on the west bank is in full swing at this time, and the chief of supplies of the Yu division is busy with the counterattack on the west front.

It's late at night, why hasn't she fallen asleep?I saw her sewing under the lamp. She was sewing a baby dress.In the sewing basket next to it, there are still small shoes and small hats hooked with wool.Jasmine's deft hands were busy arranging everything the child would wear in the future.

When she finished the last stitch on the dress, she stopped.Pushing the odds and ends on the table aside, she turned around and went to the closet to take out a delicate mahogany box, which was inlaid with mother-of-pearl, probably an old thing brought from her hometown.She put the box on the table, took out the small copper key she carried with her, and opened the lock on the box.

I looked at her and slowly took out the items in the box one by one.There are stockings and soap, most of which are jasmine-scented. It seems that all the gifts I have given her have been carefully collected by her.

When the stockings and soaps were all taken out, at the bottom of the box was a photo wrapped in an embroidered handkerchief.It was the masterpiece of Old Mai, and it was once filled with American pins.I saw her looking at the photo carefully, stroking the needle holes with her fingers from time to time, and fell into deep thought.

In the photo, I am full of vigor, with a confident and unassuming smile.

Finally, she finally put down the photo and took something into the box.I couldn't help being surprised, what else could there be?I didn't give her much.It seems that all the gifts I gave her are already on the table, including the photo that I didn't send. What else can she have related to me?

What I saw her take out from the bottom of the box was a folded piece of paper.When she opened it, I moved a little closer. It was a note I had written to her, which said "I need a PAK37 anti-aircraft gun, don't forget to attach the type of shell." She looked at the note, her face A cute smile appeared on the face again...

I stared blankly at her, looking at her, recalling her tortuous thoughts, I couldn't help but be infatuated.

It seems that the stars are not from last night, for whom the wind and dew stand in the sky.

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