What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

The day was set for our raid on Nantianmen when weather intelligence from our American allies told us there would be heavy fog in two days.The more than 200 people in the commando team and the first echelon had already been tempered by gasoline barrels for a period of time, and they were able to take charge of the gasoline barrels. Therefore, the foggy day two days later was the time for the general attack given by God.

I am going to give everyone a holiday today, to relax for the last time, or to say something about my last wish.The elite and cannon fodder were waiting outside for the truck to take them to Zenda, and I came to the kitchen, looking for something useful for Fanla to honor his parents.

The materials in this kitchen are very abundant now. Lao Yu has accumulated two years of inventory, and he still provides very generously to us monkeys who want to be pioneers.I found a postal cloth bag used by the U.S. military, and stuffed all kinds of food in it randomly, while thinking a little bit blankly in my heart, where should I go today.

I have already made arrangements for the defense of Jiqipo and the old, weak and wounded soldiers who were not selected in the second echelon.And outside the military camp, in Zenda City, are there any friends who need to say goodbye?

All I have are brothers, and all my brothers don't need me to say goodbye, most of them will go to battle with me.Maybe, I should find a quiet place to spend this rare free day quietly with the dog meat?

As I thought about it, I put a can of coffee into the bag.This kind of American stuff is bitter and astringent, and I really can't get used to it.However, Fanla's father has stayed abroad, maybe he will like it.Just thinking about this coffee, I suddenly thought of the lightness and aroma of Biluochun. I remembered that I hadn't drunk this kind of tea for a long time.I thought of Jasmine, and thought of a woman in Zenda City who was concerned about my safety, my life and death.

Should I go see her and say goodbye to her?How about bringing her something she needs to live with and showing my thanks at the same time? ?I hesitated in my heart, but my hands were not idle. I had already started to pack another bag.

(two)

After teaching me the lesson, that bastard who wants to save face, I drove my jeep to Zenda with food for Jasmine and dog meat.

I parked the car at the alley of Jasmine’s house, then patted the dog meat and said: “Good dog meat, you know this place, it’s not suitable for you to go, you wait outside, I’ll come back when I go, today I have a day time to accompany you."

After comforting the dog meat, I was about to get out of the car, but I saw from a distance that the gate of her house was tightly closed.Could it be that she is not at home today?I sat down again, lit a cigarette, and waited patiently.Don't worry, I have one day today, I thought in my heart.

Just after I finished smoking a cigarette, I saw Jasmine, who was coming from another alley, with a vegetable basket in her hand.

"Jasmine, hello!" I greeted her loudly.

She looked up and saw me, her eyes widened in surprise, and then a knowing smile appeared on her face.

I picked up the heavy bag and went to his door.Seeing her frantically taking out the key to open the door, he hurriedly took the basket from her.

Stepping into the courtyard door, Jasmine said while covering the door casually, "Why are you free today? You are so happy to see me."

I noticed that she didn't call me Dragon Tuanza anymore.

After entering the door, she took the vegetable basket and went to the kitchen. After a while, she made tea for me.

I put the bag of food on the table and started offering Baolai to her.I took out the contents of the bag. There was a small bag of white flour, biscuits, American canned food, bacon, and a bottle of wine.Finally, I took out a bag of chocolates and handed them to her: "This is that Yankee's chocolate. It's a bit bitter and sweet. It feels like life. You have a taste." I don't know why, and I don't want to talk about those things today. Insincere polite words.

Jasmine just smiled groaningly as she looked at the pile of rich food.Suddenly, as if remembering something, he said: "Are you free today? Eat at my place later, it happens to be the vegetables I just bought." Then he looked at me expectantly.

I agreed casually: "Okay, I'm free today. I don't have anything special, I just came to see you and give you something." Hearing my answer, she seemed to have received the biggest reward.She got up quickly and went to the kitchen to get busy, with an excited and happy smile on her face.

I was finally in the mood to look at her room with peace of mind.The furniture is very ordinary, but it has been wiped clean, spotless and shining.All the odds and ends on the table and on the table are neatly arranged.In the sewing basket was the handiwork she was doing. There was a pair of finished shoe soles and unfinished uppers. I noticed that the uppers were embroidered with delicate patterns.

I looked around the room and heard her busy in the kitchen.I just feel a long-lost comfort and warmth, as if I have returned to the time when my mother was still there more than ten years ago, and I had a home at that time.

I suddenly thought in my heart, just like this day, month, year, year after year, the days have been going on like this, peaceful and comfortable.Thinking of An Yi, I was startled, wishing I could slap myself in the face.Usually, I hate the ease of the Chinese people the most, but now, on the eve of the upcoming raid on Nantianmen, there is a desire for ease in my heart.

I remembered what Master Mai asked me: Do you want you and your brothers to be bargaining chips on the negotiating table?My answer at the time was: No, no one wants to be a bargaining chip on someone else's table.But I understand in my heart that the fate of our soldiers has always been the bargaining chip of politicians, and there is no fairness at all, especially in the real China.Even if I am the head of the cannon fodder regiment, I am still just a cannon fodder.We are all chips, and we cannot escape this fate.

Thinking of this, I made up my mind.I picked up the teacup and smelled the rich tea fragrance carefully, the long-lost fragrance, I want to treasure it in my memory.Then I drank the cup of tea slowly and stood up.

(three)

"I'm sorry, Molly." I meditated in my heart. "I already understand what's on your mind. But I'm about to take my brothers to fight life and death. I can't bear your affection, and I can't give you any return or future." I silently said in my heart, hardened my heart , came to the kitchen door.

Looking at her busy figure, I shamelessly put on a bright smile and said to her, "Jasmine, I just remembered, there is still an urgent military matter to attend to, and I don't have time to have dinner with you. I'm going first."

She turned around and looked at me, all the joy and excitement on her face disappeared, replaced by puzzlement, doubt and great loss.But soon, she controlled her disappointment and came to me: "Are you going to fight soon? You are going to fight Nantianmen, and you will be the first to charge up with the Sichuan Army, yes No? Today you came to say goodbye, but why did you leave so soon?!"

When these few words were finished, her expression was heartbroken.

I could only smile awkwardly, and changed the topic irrelevantly: "I've been too busy these two days, I forgot to prepare jasmine soap for you. I will come again next time, and I will definitely not forget to bring something you like." As he said that, he made a letter of farewell and fled outside.I couldn't even look her in the eye.

She froze for a moment, but didn't chase after him immediately.

I have come to the yard, and my heart is slightly relieved.At the same time, I secretly promised in my heart that after this battle is over, if I can return to Zenda alive, I must come to fulfill my promise to her.Thinking of this, I felt a little better in my heart, and came to the gate of the courtyard.

(four)

I was about to push open the courtyard door, but when I turned my head back, she had already followed out in a daze, with a dazed look on her face.

I smiled at her, and suddenly said, "Jasmine, that Biluochun tea has another name, what is it called?" This trace of regret goes to the battlefield.

Hearing my words, she suddenly laughed.The smile rippled across her face.At this moment, her face looked so charming and charming.

She came to me with that wicked smile.Suddenly, taking advantage of my unpreparedness, she threw herself into my arms, hugged me tightly, and with a hint of hesitation and complacency, she leaned on my ear and said softly: "There is no other name, that's what I did on purpose. A question left in your heart. Unexpectedly, this question really helped me stay in your heart." After she finished speaking, she playfully blew into my ear, and then gently kissed my earlobe .

I was numb all over by her, and my mind was stunned.Suddenly I realized that I had fallen into a gentle trap since a long time ago; but at this moment, should I continue to resist her gentle invasion? ? ?

I just feel that, deep in my heart, there is a warm flame rising, burning, and filling my chest.

I stroked her hair and smelled a faint fragrance, which was jasmine.Then gently cupped her face and looked into her eyes.I saw sweetness and sadness, as well as helplessness and sadness.She looked at me and responded to my gaze. I think she has already read my heart.In the end, there was no complexity and hesitation in her eyes, only infinite tenderness and incomparable infatuation remained.

I decided not to run away any more, and listen to my heart, even if it means eternal restlessness.I lowered my head and kissed her tenderly, the flame in my heart was burning hotter and hotter, as if it was about to burst out, and I would rather be in this flame and be wiped out.

When I left, I walked lightly and happily.I finally understood how much happiness and peace a woman who truly understands me and loves me deeply can bring me.And beside her, I can let go of all the masks, all the pretense, don't have to think about the next scene to be performed, the battle to be fought, and restore the most pure self, as if returning to the arms of my childhood mother. safety, relaxation and joy.

I walked away without regrets, the happiest moment of my life I have experienced.

The knot is a husband and wife, and there is no doubt about love.

Rejoice in the present, sweet and good time.

Serving on the battlefield, there is no time to meet.

Life should come back, and death should be Sauvignon Blanc.

It is my promise to her to return from life.It's just that when I made this promise, I didn't expect to walk down the South Heaven Gate alive.But in the end, I walked down the Nantian Gate alive, but I never came to Jasmine alive again.