lark

Winter is getting farther and farther, and spring is cold.

This is Lin Nan's third week in the group, and also the 25th day after he and Qi Yubai separated.

Instead of moving back to the small house he rented, he joined the group a few days earlier, using work to relieve his heart.It's good to be busy, and when you are busy, you don't have time to think about things that have no results and relationships that end without a disease, and then you will slowly reach the stage of forgetting.

The production crew is extremely busy every day, and as the lead actor, he has a heavy role to play, and it is common for him to be overtime for three or four hours.Even Lin Nan, the manager who wanted to argue with the actor as a coordinator, stopped him, saying that it's okay for young people to suffer a little bit, but he thought in his heart that it was not enough.

It wasn't enough work for him to throw that name on cloud nine.It's better to add a little more, like silver needles or slender hairs, to fill every gap in his time, so that it's good if the wind doesn't blow in and the water doesn't splash in.

At one o'clock in the morning, He Shan followed Lin Nan, who was wrapped in a coat, in small steps, carrying a few large and small bags.Even though the temperature was less than ten degrees Celsius, she hastily put on the floral fine twill woven skirt. She wanted to add a bit of liveliness to this boring and dull crew with jumping colors, but what was waiting was serious. Time out day.

The reason for saying it is boring and dull is because the crew "has no meaning at all", these are He Shan's original words.

Indeed, the people in this crew seem to be born workaholics, there is no day or night when filming.A grand scene equals a tight budget, and a large budget is spent just to set up a fantasy reality scene. The lead actor's asking price is higher than Qi Jiawen's, which is naturally a big part of the budget.Lin Nan could only suffer a bit, and gritted his teeth to keep up with the progress of the crew.

The door of the nanny's car was pulled shut with a bang, He Shan threw the bag in her hand to the back row, picked up a cloud-shaped pillow in her hand and pouted, "Driving! It's so annoying. I'm so tired every day. It's so late, rushing to the show like a life, is there a ghost chasing after it?"

Lin Nan got into the car one step ahead of her, sat in the corner as usual, took a small blanket to cover his knees, closed his eyes and leaned his head against the car window.

Recently, he has been filming scenes of thatched huts in the mountains and the scene of falling into the water. His joints are a little uncomfortable from the cold.Seeing this, He Shan skillfully took out two self-heating babies from her bag, reached under the blanket and placed one on his knees.

Lin Nan didn't move his body, opened his eyes and smiled at her.

"Brother Nan—" Seeing that he opened his eyes, He Shan seized the opportunity to ask him a few words.

"How are you, are you sure you don't need me to let Sister Jing communicate with the crew?"

Just like an apple always rots from the inside, outsiders may think that there is nothing wrong with Lin Nan's state recently. Only He Shan knows how bad he is.

That day three weeks ago was the first time she entered the interior of Bai Hai's apartment.When she picked up Lin Nan before, she only waited downstairs. When she stepped into the door that day, she was first surprised by the luxurious and deserted decoration style in the apartment, and then she was startled by Lin Nan who was lying on the bed.

Lin Nan, whose eyes were swollen to the size of a walnut, was sweating all over, as if he had been fished out of the water.When the fever reached 39 degrees, my hands and feet were numb, and my whole body was weak. I always stopped and coughed in the middle of a few sentences with He Shan. Even changing clothes was difficult. It took three full days of recuperation to get better.

He Shan didn't know how Lin Nan was left alone at home in such a state. She had already scolded Qi Yubai bloody in her heart, but she didn't say a word in front of Lin Nan, lest he would make more troubles. sad.

"It's okay." Lin Nan closed his eyes and shook his head, "There's no need to tell the crew."

Looking at Lin Nan's tired appearance, He Shan sighed silently.

The journey back to the hotel from the set was not long, and there were no other partners on the small road in the early morning except wild cats and dogs, only the crew's car was left.There was an uncomfortable silence in the air, and it wasn't like it was the first day.To be precise, Lin Nan's condition has been very bad during the shooting of Yanlai Pavilion this time, which is almost the difference between heaven and earth compared with the last time.

Lin Nan was nothing when he was filming last time, but he was full of energy every day, and his eyes were as dazzling as jewels. In his spare time, he studied the script and discussed the details of the shooting. The crew even found out that he and Qi Yu Bai's affairs were also taken lightly, as if the storm outside had nothing to do with him, and it was enough for him to live his life wonderfully.

The days at that time were obviously full of hope, and every day I was getting closer to my goal, and I was walking steadily step by step.

Now Lin Nan is no longer like this.It is clear that everything is getting better, there are more roles, his fame is increasing, and everyone treats him politely, but he has become less interested in everything.He didn't talk much before, but when he was chatting with Wei Jing, he always listened with a smile on his face. He would silently turn his head to get closer when he heard something particularly exciting. Occasionally, when he talked about people or things he knew well, he could get in a bit or two. words.

Now he has no desire to talk out his words, and he seems unwilling to tell the people around him what is in his heart, and he probably feels that they will not understand.In addition to work, eating and sleeping are left, not living, just living.

Because of why, those close to him naturally know it well.

It's like a rain that didn't have time to interrupt the weather forecast. It fell vigorously when it fell, but it ended silently. Even the water on the ground evaporated in less than 24 hours.Qi Yubai completely disappeared from Lin Nan's life.

When we got along, I didn't feel it, but when the person was not around, Lin Nan realized that the person had already occupied his life from all directions, when he was unconscious.

The salary of the assistant He Shan is borne by Ben Yun, and the nanny car, the three-pointed star badge that belongs to him, and the high-end suits for important occasions are all purchased by Qi Yubai, and now even the Bohai apartment is in his under the name.In order to find a chance to return it to Qi Yubai, Lin Nan once asked someone to estimate the price, and the total amount was nearly 5000 million.

Lin Nan was taken aback when he heard this number. He always thought that he didn't take any money from Qi Yubai.

Probably this is the legendary false high.Obviously doing all the shady things, but on the surface, she talks about love at every turn.It's no wonder that even Qi Yubai, the person concerned, thinks that he is just an object that comes and goes when he is called.

Lin Nan suddenly had a feeling that it was so.

I can't let others despise myself, it's because he thinks himself too cheap.He loves so humblely, his posture is too low, and he doesn't even care about the other party's money for sex. Does he still expect the other party to give him enough respect?

It may not be too late to wake up now, not to mention that he has no choice but to forget slowly.

Fortunately, he still has this job, which is enough to support himself and his mother, and he no longer needs to accept any purposeful kindness from others, and of course he will not allow his sincerity to be trampled on at will.

The brakes are smooth and the interior lights are on.He Shan patted Lin Nan's shoulder lightly: "Brother Nan, we're here."

At night, the strong wind brought a slight cold, and the banner at the entrance of the hotel, welcoming the crew, was blowing loudly, and there were a few withered and yellow fallen leaves floating in the air, presumably abandoned by tree trunks at the end of winter.

Lin Nan felt cold, and stretched out his hand to wrap his sweater coat around his body, suppressing the wind to prevent it from getting in, but as soon as he let go of his arms, the flying pages in his arms were blown away with the wind, and a few thin pages of paper Buzzing in the air.

"Ah!" Seeing this, He Shan rushed forward from behind to help Lin Nan find it together, and the two rushed to pick it up on the left and right.

Lin Nan pressed the clothes with his left hand, and the slanting light of the waning moon reflected on his face made him look thinner and thinner. He bent down and reached out to pick it up, and finally retrieved the paper before it floated into the grass.

At this moment, out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of an unfamiliar car in pitch black in the open-air parking lot on the west side of the hotel on the other side of the grass, not far away, quietly parked in a corner.

This car is unremarkable, its style is not new and its shape is ordinary, anyone with a famous name and surname can afford to drive it.There were no lights on in the car, and a cartoon bear that children like hung on the front, and it looked like it had been there for a long time.But the glass of the driver's seat was not closed tightly, and it fell halfway, as if there was some unspeakable secret hidden in it, which tempted Lin Nan not to look away.

He couldn't see the backlight very clearly, but there was a bright spark in the car above the steering wheel, and there seemed to be a pair of eyes looking at him from the inside of the glass, silent, restrained, forbearing, somewhat familiar.

If the cigarette butt moved up, Lin Nan might be able to see it more clearly.

His heartbeat quickened, and there was a strange guess in his mind. He stood there holding the paper and didn't move, but he didn't take his eyes off the car for a moment.

This conjecture is very unrealistic, and it is just a sudden idea.

"What's the matter?" He Shan ran towards him from behind, put his arm around his shoulder and asked, "What are you looking at?"

Lin Nan glanced back at her, and when he turned his head again, the glass of the car had been tightly closed, isolating all conjectures and refusing the prying eyes of others, almost making him think it was just his own illusion.

Following his gaze, He Shan could see nothing, except for cars in the parking lot, not even a living person.

The night wind blew her ponytail flying towards her face chaotically, whizzing past her ears arrogantly.He Shan tugged at the corner of Lin Nan's clothes, shivered with desire to perform, and then begged: "Let's go upstairs, hurry up, it's so cold here..."

Lin Nan clamped the paper under his arm, and looked there for the last time, but there was still nothing, not even the Mars that should have been visible at a glance. If it took a few more minutes, he might not even know which car it was. Can't recognize it either.

Looking back, the street lights are dim, and the surroundings are empty and quiet, as if nothing happened, just the most ordinary and tasteless moment of the day.

So he could only admit that it was indeed his own illusion just now.