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Lu Qi had a bad feeling when he saw the expression of Shen Chenan walking towards him after sending Shen Mao away. He tried to find a topic several times along the way, but he didn't get a reply from Shen Chenan. He rarely felt this kind of completely derailed feeling.If it was someone else and something else, he might take coercive means or simply let it go, but this person is Shen Chen'an, so he can only accompany him quietly until he is willing to speak.

The two of them returned to their warm home from the cold night in N City. The huge temperature difference inside and outside made Shen Chenan wrinkle his nose and couldn't help sneezing.

Shen Chenan usually doesn't get sick, but every time he gets sick, he has to be sick for a while. When Lu Qi saw him sneeze, he asked worriedly: "Did you catch a cold because of wearing too little clothes? Or is the temperature setting at home too high?" uncomfortable?"

This incident was like a switch that completely destroyed Shen Chenan's unstable psychological defense line. He rushed into Lu Qi's arms, buried his face on his shoulder, and grabbed his clothes tightly. The leader cried out.

Lu Qi was hit by him and almost lost his footing. Only after he stabilized his body did he realize what happened.He sighed from the bottom of his heart, patted Shen Chen'an's back lightly, completely in the attitude of a protector, coaxed him softly and said: "Hey, it's okay if you cry, I'm here with you, don't be afraid .”

The more Lu Qi coaxed him, the more uncomfortable Shen Chen'an felt. In the end, he almost lost his strength and fell to the ground, but his hands still held on to Lu Qi.

Too many things happened in this day, from Shen Yuanhang came to him in the morning and told him that their mother committed suicide due to postpartum depression, to the meeting with Shen Mao in the evening, what happened one after another constantly impacted Shen Chenan's bottom line.If he didn't have Lu Qi by his side, he might not have shown it if he was alone. Now that he has the person he trusts the most comforting him, he will show his true emotions without any scruples.

Lu Qi followed his strength and sat on the ground with him. The two of them were close together in a distorted but intimate posture like conjoined twins. Only Shen Chen'an's suppressed crying could be heard in the room.

Family affection has always been a point that Shen Chenan is unwilling to touch, it can be called his lifeblood.He is still too young now. Although he was a little lacking in love since he was a child, he has not suffered much. He has been in love with Lu Qi in the past few years. passed.

He is like a delicate doll that grew up in a glass room, fragile and fragile. After so many years of smooth sailing, a sudden storm that hit the deathbed was enough to make him collapse.The sudden storm successfully destroyed his mature disguise, turning him back into a child drifting in the wind and rain, who could only vent his complicated emotions by crying.

Lu Qi thought, maybe when he is older and has experienced more things, he will have a different reaction when facing this matter, and he will accept it better.

But he would rather that he will always be that child who can't grow up, grow up wantonly under the protection of himself and his family, do whatever he wants, and never get hurt.

For him now, Lu Qi's heart ached too much.

-

Maybe it was because she slept too much the day before, it was rare for Shen Chenan to wake up earlier than Lu Qi the next day.

Shen Chenan felt his eyes were swollen and uncomfortable when he was not very conscious. Following this line, he successfully recalled everything that happened after returning home yesterday.He cried in the living room for an unknown amount of time, and when he was tired from crying, Lu Qi carried him back to the room, then coaxed him to change into his pajamas, drank a cup of hot milk, and fell asleep not long after.

He remembered that he was hugged by Lu Qi as a protector all night, and when he raised his head slightly, he could see Lu Qi who was not sleeping soundly next to him, as if he would wake up whenever he moved.

When he didn't remember anything, he was watched by the nanny. When he was a little older, he had his own room. He has been sleeping alone all these years. It can be said that before he was with Lu Qi, he had never slept peacefully in his arms like this. experience.He has a sense of shame of being coaxed by his boyfriend as a child, but more is the warmth that fills his chest.

Shen Chen looked at Lu Qi quietly for a long time, then cautiously stretched out a hand, vaguely sketching Lu Qi's sleeping face in mid-air, and his empty heart was filled with love again.

-

After this day, Shen Chenan basically never brought up family matters in front of Lu Qi. The two of them tacitly skipped all the things that happened on the seventh day of the seventh day, even the fact that Shen Chenan did not go home during the Lantern Festival. Qi didn't ask much, and naturally ignored the existence of the Shen family, and spent a Lantern Festival with him at home with only two of them.

After the end of the Spring Festival, the last organization on vacation—the school, has also been put into operation again.In the second half of the semester, Shen Chen'an basically didn't have a few classes to record attendance. He took a long-term internship certificate to avoid the final practical class, and devoted all his time to "Escape" and his graduation homework.

Chen Ying and the others also knew that Shen Chen'an's trouble at school was not a small one, so they decided in a tacit understanding to find a place outside the school for the production of subsequent graduation works, so as not to be disturbed when everyone went to the library to catch up with homework.

After Lu Qi found out about this, considering that Chen Ying and Song Tianyou in his group had been interns in Changkong, he made an exception and approved staff dormitories for the two interns. Although it was not as good as Tong Hui's single-person apartment, it was a small The double dormitory is enough for them to live and do their homework.

Shen Chen'an felt that this was not good at first, but was stopped by Lu Qi who said that he was preparing to recruit outstanding employees in advance.

Although most of the reasons for this incident were Shen Chen'an, but Lu Qi was not all running the train.He had seen the internship results of Chen Ying and Song Tianyou, and if they were willing after graduation, they would have absolutely no problem entering the sky.

Lu Qi sometimes really admires Shen Chen'an's luck in making friends. Although he also met such inexplicable people as Wu Hao, most of the people he met were capable and good people, Xia Bai, Han Su, Tong Hui, Chen Ying... the quality of making friends really made him a little envious.

Thinking of this, Lu Qi couldn't help showing a rather sweet smile. He still remembered that when he mentioned this topic to Shen Chen'an, he answered very calmly, "I think I have better luck in making a boyfriend."

His boyfriend will always surprise him.

-

Among all the things that went well, the only thing that didn't go well was Zha Jiran.Not to mention his file and resume, which can be found out by just looking for some connections, but something deeper, Lu Qi really has no clue about his connection with Shen Chen'an.

Ji Ran's profile is very simple. He is a child of a single-parent family and has lived with his mother since he was a child.After his mother passed away in May last year, he has no other relatives in this world. The kinship relationship cannot be simpler.

His growth experience from childhood to adulthood has been mediocre. He is not considered an outstanding genius, nor is he a student with particularly poor grades. A big mistake, this kind of students can be caught in a large number in N City, and they can't be found among the crowd.

As for the intersection between him and Shen Chen'an, Xing Jia, who was entrusted by Lu Qi to check the information, also focused on it.The schools, extra-curricular classes, and living areas of the two of them did not overlap at all. If it wasn't for Xue Junhao and the gang that Ji Ran met in N University, Shen Chen'an would never have had any interaction with him in this life.

Lu Qi flipped through this simple file, and frowned. If Ji Ran and Shen Chen'an really had no intersection at all, how stupid would he be to provoke Shen Chen'an?

Can a brain-damaged person do things so cleanly?Lu Qi really couldn't figure it out.

Xing Jia is a retired soldier. After retiring a few years ago, his life was not very good, and he made money by helping people check things. By chance, he got to know Lu Qi, a big benefactor, and helped him check it out privately. many things.

After he handed over the information to Lu Qi, he hesitated and said, "Boss Lu, I think Ji Ran is a bit strange."

"You said."

"His mother was never married, and I haven't been able to find any information about his father. It stands to reason that children from such single-parent families, especially children from poor families, are likely to grow up..." He thought for a while Said: "Not so smooth."

"I can understand the reason that the other kind of people of the same age will be bullied." Children are always naive and cruel. A child like Ji Ran who looks thin and has no family protection is almost directly hit by me and is easy to bully This label is gone.

"More than that", Xing Jia explained to Lu Qi who grew up in the imperial capital: "At first, their family lived in the old city in the north of City N, where there were mixed people of all kinds, including those who lacked parents and mothers, domestic violence and alcoholics. , all kinds of strange family patterns are not uncommon. Although you can't kill everyone with a stick, the children there are much more bullying than those in other places."

"I don't quite understand what you mean, you mean someone is covering them from behind?"

"You don't need any powerful people. A child's world is not so complicated at all. As long as a powerful person stands up to protect him, others will stop pinching this soft persimmon."

"What did you find, just tell me."

"I took some people to inquire about it. They said that there was a child a few years older than him who had been protecting him at that time. It's been too long and no one can remember who it is. But there is one thing, Ji Ran moved. The year of the year is not much different from the time when the child left."

There are all sorts of people coming and going in the old town. If there are many people and few people, no one will pay attention. If it weren’t for the name Ji Ran, which is easier to remember, and the white and clean children are more impressive, Xing Jia can’t even ask about these things. arrive.

Lu Qi took a quick look at the year they moved - 2004, that is, 16 years ago.

If he remembers correctly, Sun Sigui seems to have been in contact with the Sun family since that year?