A Thousand Mountains and Twilight Snow Continues A Thousand Paper Cranes One Thousand and 95 Days Fa

Looking at her mocking face, I feel that everything I do is like a fool's behavior, which is really worthless.A moment ago, I endured Mu Yongfei's cynicism for her, I would not hesitate to argue with Mu Yongfei and even get slapped in the face by her, but looking back, when everything I said went to Tong Xue, she completely regarded it as something wrong. The premeditated farce suffered from her rolling eyes and at the same time she was persecuted aggressively by her angry eyes. Enough, really enough, these are the words of a college student with a higher education, it seems that it is nothing more than that, why bother with this kind of person I care about it, but they are all the same. As the saying goes, like a father, like a son, like a mother, like a daughter, what can be expected of a daughter born of a despicable person who pays and accepts bribes? Thanks to Mu Yongfei, I finally saw Tong Xue's true face clearly. I can imagine that if her biological father is still alive, don't expect him to do anything, and there will be some act of repentance, apology, atonement and compensation. To get spiritual forgiveness and redemption, it seems that I still misunderstood the person. Maybe it's time to say goodbye. There is no point in pestering her anymore. She has been too deeply influenced by Mu Yongfei, and everything I say is pure. It’s a waste of effort to take off your pants and fart, forget it, three years, 95 days, day and night, for a 50 grievance, the entanglement became tighter and tighter, and finally the entanglement When I was almost trapped to death, I also tortured her so much that my life was worse than death. Now when I want to untie it, I realize that she is connected to my heart and even my bones. If I want to untie her, I have to exhaust my whole body. Only with the strength, energy and physical strength, can I barely support myself to proudly say the unfeeling words that go against my will without losing my masculine dignity: "Let's go, congratulations, I finally succeeded in making me lose my appetite for you! "

After speaking, I wanted to go straight to the bathroom to vomit and vomit. It was really disgusting. If this was the end of being self-confident, the moment she knew Tong Wenbin was her father, she should have turned her head back and found out, not I have been obsessed all the way, and I can't extricate myself in the end, but now that I have opened it, the window on this floor has finally been pierced. It turns out that it is not as difficult as I imagined. It is just some caring people who seized the gap between me and her. This kind of seemingly clear two worlds do not bother each other, but they are contradictory and embarrassing like walking a tightrope. It is difficult to win in difficult dangers like walking on thin ice, maintaining a balanced relationship between water and oil to make a big fuss, a few words of wine casually The instigation of discord after uttering the truth has muddied the seemingly peaceful but vulnerable harmonious relationship, and completely changed the taste, and my bottle of olive oil mixed in it to protect the water, but I became a sandwich biscuit that was not human inside and out overnight, and I didn’t wake up until now, sighing helplessly, the same sentence, whoever has milk is a mother, whoever can help her escape from me, she will recognize whoever is My mother, how could my mother's words be false? So far, nothing has changed.Immediately became Mu Yongfei's revenge tool, and was used by Mu Yongfei to break with me, no, no, to be precise, it was a farewell, and today's farewell will truly be the past that will be forgotten in the rivers and lakes.

When I was leaving, I really wanted to ask Tong Xue, what am I in your heart, but the words were choked in my throat, and I couldn’t make a sound anyway. What else to ask, everything is too obvious, her Attitude already says it all, so far, I have not heard even a word of caring from the heart from her, not even the most basic sentence of sorry, the attitude of apologizing to resolve everything, on the contrary I was still arguing with me about Mu Yongfei's provocations with ulterior motives. Looking at her resentful and hurt eyes, a trace of intolerance flashed in my heart. Yes, I couldn't bear it. At this time, I still couldn't bear to tell her that ugly The truth, I feel that the truth comes out of my own mouth, it is so unreal, it seems that I am not talking about my own affairs, I feel that it has nothing to do with myself, what I talk about is other people's affairs, but in fact it is my own, it is my previous life. , but I still don't understand that my own experience is related to her father. How strange is such a relationship.

And at this moment, I need to clearly uncover my scars and tell her, the daughter of my enemy, what a despicable villain her father is, I don't think there is any time when the suffering I am suffering at this time can be compared It hurts me so much, how good it is, as long as it hurts a little more, it would be so good that it hurts to numb until I don't feel any feeling at all, so that I won't have the so-called trouble of not knowing how to choose between love and hate, It's ironic when I think about it, she and I have come to this point, it's really a narrow road for enemies, and the enemies are extremely jealous when they meet, but in fact, I also understand her pain and grievances at this time, in her heart her father has always been very upright and upright , a great image of a good father, this is the conclusion I have drawn from my tentative insinuation and derogation every year on the anniversary of her parents' death in the past three years. From her excited and angry emotions, it can be seen that she loves her parents very much and cannot accept others. The slightest bit of slander would demean and dishonor her parents' reputation.Whenever I was cornered, I would punch and kick me unbearably and at the same time yelled out my name with gnashing of teeth. Every time I saw her like this, I felt sorry for her and felt sorry for her. I also think she is quite hateful, I hate her indifference to me, she has never cared about me, she feels that everything related to me has nothing to do with her, she doesn't want to know, and she doesn't want to understand, now the truth When it was uncovered, she also knew my grievances and grievances, and when she knew that everything I had today was actually all thanks to her father, what would she do, except endless ridicule, sarcasm, justification, and argument , Complaining, venting, the rest is just hate, it's ridiculous to think about it, could it be that the relationship between me and her because of 50 is all regarded as paying tuition fees, let's learn how to love life Hate, really cruel to hate a person?How many calories, energy, and physical strength does it take to hate someone?I don't know, I only know that at this moment, being pressed by her so relentlessly, in fact, I can hardly bear the pain of two people, one times two, and it feels like a flood of beasts attacking me violently, making me I'm also on the verge of a saturation explosion, please spare me, can you?

God, let her shut up quickly, stop talking, stop mentioning the grievances between my father and his father, only in this way can I forget that she is the daughter of my father-killing enemy, only in this way can I Only then can I feel that I have not betrayed my father and at the same time I can love her. In fact, I just want to live with her like this. For three years, I have always tried my best to cover up the deep-rooted hatred with the initial heartbeat. , but facing her now, it is really like what she said, I am really guilty, and I am really sorry for her, because my motives for setting up a trap against her and using despicable means to get her were not pure, not because of hatred, nor because of love , but because of her refusal, I lost control of my jealousy, and when I saw her with Xiao Shan, all the new and old hatred broke out at that moment, because I couldn’t love the person I wanted to love, She couldn't love as freely as she and Xiao Shan did, so she became jealous, and finally caused irreparable harm to her because of jealousy.

This is the real reason why I feel guilty and dare not face it to this day.In fact, I also regret it. I have always wanted to make up for her, and I tried my best to make up for it, but what can I change? A mistake is a mistake. No matter how much you say anything, and pretend to be duplicity, you can’t hide the guilt I feel for her. , now it's time to say goodbye and let go, I can't love or hate anymore, so the only thing I can do is to let her go, and return her to the original clear, quiet and free space, that one who can cry when she wants to cry like a fairy tale, The world where you can laugh when you want to laugh makes the two intricate parallel lines that have no intersection but are inexplicably at the mercy of fate separate and return to their original trajectories. After all, there are no fairy tales in this world, so there will be no miracles. It's just why we have to let each other think of today's events at the moment of death. They are all hatred for each other. It seems that apart from hatred, I can't think of anything else to leave for each other. Souvenirs that can make each other remember themselves Actually, now that I think about it, I feel that there is really nothing between me and her. Why can't I explain to her calmly that day? The previous generation is the previous generation, and it has passed, and her father has already been punished. Besides, her father is her father, she is her, two people, why must I insist on imposing the things of the previous generation on her, let her pay off the debt, and at the same time, I am struggling to suppress My heart that is fascinated by her always warns me not to be soft-hearted, not to fall in love with her, for falling in love with her is to betray my father.

Now that I think about it, I really feel that my thoughts are ridiculous. In fact, my father never said that he wanted me to take revenge. He only wanted me to be happy. It was too late, I lost my mind like crazy that night, there is no way, this woman just has this ability to drive me crazy, at that time, I was defeated by her step by step and finally lost control, Yes, I lost control, because I was all angry and excited, and I didn’t want to admit that I was wrong, and I wanted to fight for this breath, and I wanted to fight with the other party. I had a long fight to convince the other party to bow their heads and admit their mistakes. They were all pulling each other , biting each other's weaknesses and wounds, to see who can't hold back first, but the price of taking a gamble in the end is to lose control to the point of madness, step forward and choke her neck fiercely, It caused her to almost die. Now when I think back to that scene, I still have some lingering fears. At that time, I saw her astonished eyes filled with disbelief. There was only one thought in my mind that I wanted to take revenge on her, and I wanted to kill her. I want to make her life worse than death, I want her to repay the debt owed by her father, I want her to use her life to pay for my father's life, one life for one life, we owe nothing to anyone.