A Thousand Mountains and Twilight Snow Continues A Thousand Paper Cranes One Thousand and 95 Days Fa

Now when I think of my mother, I can’t help crying, I can’t help it, I hug the cute girl in my arms tightly, thinking of my mother’s good intentions, you can love or hate, but you can’t, mom, if you are here, my son really wants to Ask the last question, if there is no love, how can I leave a trace in the heart of the other party, so that the other party will remember me for the rest of my life, just like the reason why Monkey King left traces of his visit here on the Wuzhi Mountain of Tathagata Buddha, in fact For Tathagata, Sun Wukong is just playing tricks, because he knows that in terms of strength, Sun Wukong cannot escape from his palm, or at the moment when Sun Wukong was born, he already knew the secret of heaven, and knew the relationship between himself and Sun Wukong. It was an indissoluble bond, but he just figured out how to deal with it, so this also explains why he came to clean up when Monkey King made a big fuss in the sky. Maybe what he has been waiting for is that Monkey King made a mistake, so he pretended to be a good person to plan a strategy. He played hide-and-seek with Monkey King, and when Monkey King got tired, he took advantage of his unpreparedness and pressed him under Wuzhi Mountain. This pressure is like a slap for 500 years. Anyone who walks will leave traces. For Monkey King, maybe From the beginning to the end, he didn't understand why he was in such a catastrophe. He had the ability of 72 transformations, and an omnipotent golden hoop and iron rod that could poke a hole in the sky. Respect, let the world remember Sun Wukong, the great sage of the Monkey King in the Water Curtain Cave of Huaguo Mountain. Unexpectedly, he could not escape the 500-year catastrophe of Wuzhi Mountain, the shackles of the magic spell, and the experience of ninety-nine and eighty-one hardships. Monkey King's fame and reputation has truly proved that he has also found and harvested a sincere relationship. Among them, the classic line has been passed down to this day as a good story: "I once had a sincere relationship in front of me. I don’t cherish it, I regret it when I lose it, the most painful thing in the world is this, stab your sword in my throat, don’t hesitate anymore! If God can give me another chance, I would say three words to any girl: I love you, if I have to add a time limit to this love, I hope it will be 81 years!"

As the saying goes, once the sea was too difficult for water, the relationship entanglement between Buddha and Monkey King in Journey to the West is a good interpretation of the subtle emotions between me and Tong Xue. If I have never had it, why is it now when things are about to be lost? , but suddenly realized that I was afraid, afraid that I would regret it, and afraid that I would lose it. After all, what I thought in my heart was not as chic as what I said. Regardless, what’s left is just the truest emotion in my heart. It’s hard for me to fool myself and pretend not to care. The furthest distance in the world is not knowing that you don’t love me, but I have to force it Rushing into your life, but knowing that it is impossible to be together, but still unable to resist that kind of longing and pretending not to care, the furthest distance in the world is not knowing that it is impossible to be together but still being unable to resist I still pretended not to care about that kind of longing, but used my indifferent heart to dig an insurmountable ditch between me and the one I love.

And this ditch has a difference of 12 years. For a whole round, I am 33 and she is only 21. To me, she is really small, and she is even precocious than me. In comparison, I am luckier than her Some, and she is 17 years old, just at the age of enjoying the good youth, flowering season, rainy season, and dreaming, but she suffered a sudden accident, her parents died in a car accident, and the family has undergone such great changes. It should be a sympathy for each other. I understand her feelings, and she understands my pain. As a pair of people who are both fallen in the end of the world, why should the heartbroken people who have known each other meet in this vast sea of ​​people, they should cuddle up to each other to keep warm, but because of this hatred, because of my one-thought attachment, it caused me to be close to her We are close to each other, but we are strangers, and we have become the two most familiar strangers. At the beginning, because of my persecution, the relationship between me and her was almost in vain. Seeing each other is like seeing an enemy. She She refused to understand everything about me, and I pretended not to care about her thoughts. At that time, she felt like she was cute. When she first came, she was unfamiliar with everything and at the same time repelled and resisted. Whenever she saw me, she would Trembling, respectful, cautious in words and deeds, but the more careful she is in dealing with the perfunctory, the more I want to find fault and play derogatory, and often the result is to force her to make mistakes, angrily shouting "Mo Shaoqian", such a name and surname The earth-shattering cry of ghosts and gods was actually a signal to push her to the limit, and at the same time, it also brought my mood to the verge of unstoppable collapse. And when she shouted like this, it was undoubtedly like a bomb exploded and detonated me. All the emotions accumulated in my heart were completely vented in the form of hatred, which gave me a good reason to vent my anger on her.

It's also because of this, at the beginning of getting along, she always hides whenever she can, basically thinking of an inconspicuous corner where I can't see her, when I saw her like this, I wanted to avoid it when I saw her Too bad, I never felt at ease in my arms for a moment. Most of the time, my body was stiff and trembling like a frightened rabbit. Silent physical resistance, I pretended to be a walking dead who didn't care about her feelings at all, but in fact the softest part of my heart was still throbbing for her, and I also wanted to get along with her well, in order to slow down The hatred in her heart, and in order for her to adapt to the life with me, I try to give her some private and broad space, let her have her own world, and heal her wounds in her own world, in fact, I also understand the pain in her heart , as a person who has experienced it, I feel the same as her, but when I think of what her father has done, I still have no way to forgive, so naturally, when I face her, I don’t have a good impression, just treat her as a bird The pet dog I keep in captivity is equivalent to cute in my heart, but she really can't come, she has no eyesight, she is not as cute as cute, cute knows that when the owner comes back, she will wag her tail and beg for mercy, but she Well, as far as I know, every time I know that I'm coming back, it's only when the housekeeper or my phone informs me that I'm urging and asking four times. Every now and then, she would see that she breathed a sigh of relief, replaced by a sense of relief.

Whenever I see her expression like this, it reminds me of the cuteness, the teddy dog ​​in my arms was so careful when it first arrived, but once it was disobedient and messed around in the living room I ran away and ended up breaking an antique desk lamp. I wanted to give it away angrily at the time, but when I saw it squatting in the corner, trembling with fear, my heart softened, and I quickly hugged its trembling body Protect it from all harm, but now the same situation happened to the cute one, it will be in my arms obediently, and it will make a small whining sound, as if reminding me that there is danger and let me be careful. But instead of this second girl, I was hurt because of her, but she can't even say a word of greeting to someone who is grateful. Sometimes I really want to take a knife to dig out her heart to see how it grows. Animals are like this , but she is a flesh and blood person who is not as good as a dog. Thinking about it, I feel really angry and helpless. What is angry is that she has expressed her affection for her repeatedly, but she is so heartless that she doesn't understand the emotions and desires of romance. The six roots are completely quiet, pure-hearted and ascetic, without desires and desires, but helplessly, I find that I can no longer control my heart that throbs for her and longs for her comfort. In fact, I also know what I want, and I have nothing It’s just that I hope she can nestle in my arms quietly like a cute one and wipe away the tears on my face and the vicissitudes of my heart. Isn’t there a saying that when a woman really falls in love with a man? Then when kissing, she will touch the man's cheek with both hands like a mother, and use her hands to wipe away his vicissitudes, so that he can feel her care and love, and when a man really falls in love with a woman When kissing, he would also touch the woman's cheek with his hands, and what he touched would be the woman's tears of happiness, tears of happiness, which would never exist on her face, and I felt like this when I was with me Do you feel wronged?

Faced with a woman who doesn't love me every day, such pain and suffering, has she ever thought about how much pain and suffering I endure in my heart, after all, I will become what I am today, all thanks to her parents So, it's not an exaggeration to ask her for the reward I deserve, but she doesn't know the etiquette of taking the initiative to care for and condolences. Facing her like this, sometimes I often think that if my father I knew her when she passed away, and I don’t know what she can do for me, maybe I’ll just cry like I’m doing now, and let other people do all the work behind her to clean up for her, I really don’t know such a How could the second girl who can only cry but not come to trouble win the attention of the second young master of the Mu family? I thought that the scandal of a third-rate star would make Mu Yongfei stop, but I didn't expect that she was still looking for someone to check me. It seems She also arranged a lot of eyeliner by my side, okay, she is addicted to playing, right? Then for the sake of her hard work and good intentions for me, I decided to accompany her to the end to repay her a little, and She played a game of cat and mouse, catching those brats she was hiding behind me, hey, I didn't expect him to be the person behind this scene, Mu Zhenfei, my brother-in-law, when did this kid have the habit of peeping here? For the sake of his taking care of me, I decided to show my face, and I planned to meet him as soon as I found out his new house, but when he saw me, he pretended to be stupid and asked me how I knew the address of his new house , Hey, pretend to be stupid, okay, okay, kid, dare to play this game for me, okay, I have yours, but I am not a vegetarian, who knows how to play, I will also come to the secret place of accusing and scolding Huai, and deliberately take it The words choked him, and the strange yin and yang counterattacked sharply: "Find someone to check you!"