A Thousand Mountains and Twilight Snow Continues A Thousand Paper Cranes One Thousand and 95 Days Fa

It seems that she really thinks I'm too easy to fool, and I really want to show off today, otherwise she really can't figure out who is the master, and everything is about to happen, and she is still trying to cover it up, there is nothing to cover up, I just said that I heard her stuttering and couldn't say a whole sentence before, even if I didn't look at her expression, I knew it was not easy to be fooled, so I responded to the saying that explaining is covering up, and covering up is the truth. It's already done, and there's nothing to cover up. If this is according to the script of the TV series or the novel, now it should be entering the showdown with that man hand in hand, or it's crying and begging me to give it to her again. One chance, or it will completely break the plot of not returning home at night. No matter which of these three happens, it feels much better than the current situation, but she just goes sideways and doesn't play cards according to the rules. Or it's really nothing, so I can face it so calmly and bravely, but when I was really angry with her and had a showdown with her, she had a guilty expression, which made people think about it, thinking that there was something between them, and I did something cheap and careless, although I know she has a sense of proportion and will not be messed with by me, and she has always kept her duty in the past three years, so I did not restrict her freedom too much or interfere with her privacy , but the recent incidents one after another are really unprecedented, and I have to pay attention to them. The existence of Xiao Shan has already brought me a great threat. If there is another one, I am afraid that she and I will really be close to each other. , parted ways, and thinking of this possibility made my already depressed mood even worse. In addition, I didn't rest well or eat well before catching the plane, so I finally went home. I wanted to eat something and sleep well. I feel, but I didn't expect this second girl to come to me like this. Since I met her, I have been frightened all the time. This is the rhythm that will make me angry. The exhausted one has only half life left. She was uncomfortable at first and didn’t want to hear about it anymore, but she insisted on sticking up the pole, so don’t blame me for getting mad. Let’s see, let’s just say her second, and then I’ll force you to ask Under the circumstances, if you are asked by me, you will be speechless, you will die, you will faint, you will die of anger, you will play this game, once you are asked a key question by me, you will be speechless Oh, I really can't kick a fart with three legs, I get angry when I look at it, it's really lazy, because this kind of situation makes me feel more pitiful, every day I write to someone who doesn't love me and clearly writes the word reluctance The woman on the face really makes people want to just forget it, it's really meaningless, even the feeling of appreciating her panic is gone now, unlike at that time, when they found out that she was in love with Xiao Shan, they immediately set up It was like a fool who found out that his woman was cheating and tried to be kept in the dark. It was really hot at that time. He only wanted to get her first, but thinking was the same thing. When it happened, it really happened. In front of me, weeping and compromising, I felt that it was nothing, so I said coldly and dismissively with a hint of contempt: "So you are nothing more than that!"

He lifted his ass and left without looking back. At that time, he felt that he had finally let go of this tone, and gave her a humiliation that she would never forget in her life. She undressed in front of a man and showed her figure, and then uttered wild words and slandered each other. , the implication is obvious, I just want to tell her clearly that in my eyes, she is nothing more than a □□□□. It’s hard for her to remember me or not. She probably cursed my ancestors for eighteen generations even in her dreams, and she really did that. She scolded and accused me even in her dreams, all in panic and fear. It is longing, urgent, anticipating, hey, I still don’t love, I shouldn’t force it, it’s been three years now, I always think that time can change everything, but everything is still the same, what I hate is still hating, what I don’t love is not Love, love is love, there is no second best, and there is no make do, what is there is endless loathing and hatred, this is what I should have recognized three years ago, but what can I do, I just don’t believe in evil, originally there were two parallel lines that did not intersect, but because of my persistence, I insisted on intersecting with her, dragged her into my world, and tried to let her live at my pace. It’s because you want revenge, secondly, it’s jealousy, and thirdly, the most important thing is love. It’s just that people are not grass, but they are not sages. When you face a woman who is unwilling to be so awkward and against you every day, no matter what you have done to her. No matter how many fantasies and expectations you have, you can't stand such a long-term tug-of-war. Once all your passion and patience are exhausted by the long-term war of attrition and you can't get supplies and reach a certain saturation point, you will have to The outburst of things that turn against each other is just like now. In fact, I just want to drive her away with words to calm myself down, but she hugged her repeatedly to please and appease me, so I pushed her away vigorously unbearably, causing her Inertia knocked down the antique vase lamp by my bedside.

I heard the sound of the vase shattering, I was shocked to see the broken porcelain pieces all over the floor and her slightly panicked expression, which made my mind go blank for a while. At the moment when I realized the danger, I wanted to pull her into my arms to comfort her, but because of my approaching, she eagerly broke free and fled, causing the tragedy to be staged in front of my eyes. I still have lingering fears about the scene where she was lying among the broken porcelain pieces, and I broke out in a cold sweat and shuddered. At that moment, the only thought in my mind was to save her quickly and tell her not to worry about everything. I am by her side all the time. I'm really sorry for the bruises all over her body, and I was really afraid of losing her, so I picked her up in panic and rushed to the hospital. On the way, you felt mixed feelings in her painful heart, and you just wanted to hurry up and fight with death, but she just I can't understand the intersection in my heart, and at this time I still have to make a second request to let me drive slowly, just because she hurts, I am really speechless, although I feel distressed, but I am also angry that she takes her own life as a negligence, and what is even more annoyed is that she understands I was so anxious that I didn't want to talk to her at first and concentrated on driving, but I still couldn't control my mouth. At this time, I didn't forget to gloat about hurting her, and coldly sent her two words "deserved", yes, it is deserving , What time is it, and I'm still negotiating with the bargaining price, I'm convinced, what is more important than living life, why don't you carry forward her ninja spirit at this time, don't you just bear it and pass it?

Why can't I bear it now, look, don't talk anymore, be honest, forget it, seeing her aggrieved and sad expression, I became more irritable, and unconsciously slowly slowed down the speed of the car to relieve her The physical pain also relieved the guilt in my heart. After running all the way to the hospital, facing the questioning eyes of my father’s best friend, Doctor Gu, I subconsciously escaped with a guilty conscience. The situation is completely personal injury. If legal procedures are followed, Tong Xue has every reason to sue me for intentionally hurting her body, but she also understands that she would rather bear it herself than complain to other family members, let alone report. , kind like her, always maintain a kind heart for the sake of others, and never put herself in the shoes of herself, such a she is really so stupid that people feel distressed, so stupid that people can't let go, so stupid that people don't know what to do manage.

At this time, I was wandering at the door of the operating room, watching the light flashing at the door during the operation, and I had no time to care about the other hearts entering the operating room along with worrying about her injury. I couldn't help feeling a sharp pain like a knife in my heart. It was only a few hours from the incident to the present, but I felt like I had a nightmare, and the image of her falling on the broken porcelain kept appearing in my mind. The painful and tragic scene in the film, I can’t express my feelings at that time, I am very worried, I am afraid like never before, I don’t know how it happened, and I can’t tell what happened to me at the time, why the two of us became like this , even watching her cry out in pain, I can pretend to be indifferent without a trace of remorse, what's more, I'm stingy and unwilling to give her warmth. The cold and ruthless intentional ridicule and belittling of her is to make her feel that I am a heinous villain and completely make her hate me. In this way, when she leaves, I may not be so sad, and because of her hatred, she will spend her whole life. Remember me, hate, after this incident between us, it must be even more difficult to restore my bad position in her heart, and the relationship between me and her will be difficult to repair, and it is estimated that from now on, she will also The president remembered to hide from me and completely cut off all contact with me. As for me, I was lucky that she didn't plan to sue me, so I should stay away from her and ran to a corner where there was no one and laughed. I directly call Amitabha to thank the Bodhisattva for allowing me to escape this catastrophe. In the days to come, I should find a place where no one knows me, change my appearance, start again, and start from the center of gravity. If life can really start from the center of gravity, I think I will still I will choose to go this way, meet her, get acquainted with her, torture and entangle with her, this idea, when I see her out of the operating room and pick her up to be discharged from the hospital, her unexpected anger and disobedience to me even more firm.

This is the first time in three years that she has lost her temper with me in front of outsiders in public. Although I know she is blaming me, and I have scolded myself thousands of times in my heart, I still want to hear her say forgiveness I just want my conscience to be better, but there is nothing, no forgiveness, no care, not even a chance for me to apologize, explain and redeem my sins. Her indifference and stubbornness have made me suffer countless times. , and I don't have a long memory, I want to challenge again and again, and now I finally pissed her off, and what is the end for me, I just dragged an injured foot and focused all my heart on her injury , and because of the momentary worry, I said heavy words, and now I finally relax and want to talk to her, but because of my previous bad words and derogatory words, all my efforts are zero. I also gave her the opportunity to send words into her mouth to hurt me to lose my temper. Look, let’s say that good and evil will be rewarded in the end. I don't understand myself. Since I met her, I feel that my IQ is about to catch up with her, and it is almost on par with her. I can't help but have a second time. Maybe it hurt her. Now I see that she is fine. , I really want her to vent her anger, forget it, let it be like this, there is nothing more worthy of attention than her being okay, now I can ignore everything, quietly dragging a dog, she will never know that I am for her And the injured foot walked out of her world slowly, I walked away gently, waved my sleeves, without taking a trace of cloud, walked into my world silently, felt the pain on the sole of the foot, and felt the pain of conscience in my heart. The double condemnation of morality and emotion, looking at the cute teddy dog ​​that my mother gave me in my arms, recalling the earnest words in my mother's email: "Shaoqian, you can love but not hate, mom, I hope you are happy, I hope you are happy, I believe this is also true. What your father hoped, you and him have lived together for five years, don’t you understand his temperament? If he knows, he definitely doesn’t want you to sacrifice your own happiness for his career. Shaoqian, listen My mother advises that nothing is more important than happiness. Mom wants you to be happy, she wants you to be happy. Mom doesn’t want to see you go down such a dead end. Mom is afraid that one day you will find that you have lost more than you gained. One day in the future, you will regret it, son, it’s still the same saying that the prodigal son will not pay for money when he turns back, and he will be right when he turns back, don’t hesitate!"