[The Big Bang Theory] Cohabitation strategy

I don't know what expression to look at him with.Should I have glared at him immediately?No, I don't want to.

That means I haven't gotten over the shock and shock he brought me.In fact, I was more annoyed and regretful that I didn't recognize his "true face", but now I looked at him directly, and I found that the fascination and gratitude to him before had disappeared.

Blake raised his bushy eyebrows and moved his lips as if he wanted to say something to me.There are obvious black and blue eyes under his eye sockets, and it looks like the eyes of a panda who hasn't slept well.I don't think it's because of me—probably his ex-girlfriend.

I start to smile.This is subconscious, and perhaps I also want to alleviate the embarrassment of this relative silence.

The bag in his hand should have been bought when he took me to the mall that day.I snuck into my wallet and god bless him for giving it all to his girlfriend.

If you give it to me, how many months' salary will I have to pay...

Blake glanced in Sheldon's direction, and then he broke the awkward silence first, "...I'm here to apologize to you, I went too far that night."

I am still very kind, Jade Emperor testified, I have won the title of civilized student many times.I said quickly, "I forgive you, sir."

His eyes widened slightly, and he seemed a little surprised, "You called me..." He stopped talking, but I knew what he was going to say.He has such a high EQ, of course he doesn't know why I call him "Mr."

We are not good friends anymore.

Blake smiled reluctantly, his eyes narrowed, and he took a few steps closer to me and said, "I understand that you are angry, and I don't want to lose a friend because of it. I..."

"On the contrary!!" I interrupted him suddenly, "I have forgiven you, sir!" I bite the word sir clearly just to say it to him.Did he think I was lying to him?Am I throwing a tantrum with him on purpose because I'm angry?

Blake's smile couldn't be maintained anymore, he pursed his lips again, stretched his hand forward and then lowered it, as if he wanted to grab something.He took two steps forward and Blake was so tall!Sheldon may be taller than him, but I'm not afraid of him.Seriously, I'm kind of scared of Blake.

I barely reached his shoulders, and he was more than 20 centimeters taller than me.

I took a step back, unable to keep my eyes off guard.

He frowned, opened his mouth slightly, but closed it again as if thinking of something, and squeezed it tightly.I couldn't help but think of that kiss - that was a bite! !

I suddenly felt a little nauseous - that was such a dark history, I don't want to recall it, but it did hurt me.

Blake sighed deeply and said to me very sincerely, "Please forgive me, just like—like it never happened, okay? I'm so guilty—I, I always I can't restrain my temper... I always..." He was a little incoherent, "I have been introspecting for the past few days... I don't know what you think of me-yes, I am afraid. I dare not Come to you, and to tell you the truth, Orientals are reserved—I've always thought so—and I'm afraid you won't forgive me."

Blake, is he seriously dissecting himself?

I started listening to him carefully.I can't always restrain my temper. It should be said that reason will always leave me at critical moments.

How is Blake's behavior different from what I did to Sheldon that day?He forgave me, why couldn't I?

I really forgave him - but I don't want to be friends with him anymore either.But Sheldon may not think so! ——No, probably he never thought of me as a friend...

But I can understand Blake, I can understand his mood, just like I did that day.

I did wrong, he did wrong, we all want to correct it, if I don't accept him generously, can I ask Sheldon to accept me generously?

Sheldon's cleanliness is [-] times higher than mine!

Not because I'm dirty, but because of Blake's frivolity and bad language.

I was very upset, but I refrained from crying or sniffling.

A biting cold wind blew, and it hurt my cheeks, I nodded, "I really have forgiven you, Mr. Blake."

He smiled slightly, not knowing whether it was disbelief or what.

"These things," Blake said hesitantly, "I still want to give you, even if it's a present..."

Of course I can't take it.I resolutely refused: "I don't want it, you can give it to someone else."

"No," he said, "I'm asking you to take it."

"I will never accept it." What do I accept them for?Do you remember that day when you saw it?He might as well give it to anyone, "Mr. Blake, why are you giving it to me? I don't want them, so you take them back, okay?"

"Hmm... It's really a conversation between mortals." Sheldon's voice suddenly sounded from behind, and I was startled and let out a "hiss".

"Hey, what's wrong with you? Is something burning you?" Sheldon's words are interesting, "burning"...but it doesn't make me feel any better. "Aren't you hiding behind the pillar, why did you come over suddenly?" I stared at him.

An inscrutable expression appeared on Sheldon's face, and he looked at me with the eyes of a child who could not see anything, "Oh, Kado, Kado, Kado, since I have appeared behind you, ask me again 'Why', do you feel happy? Or is your language center controlling you to say it involuntarily?"

"Yes, I'm happy," I retorted, "Sheldon, Sheldon, Sheldon, that's what I'm going to say to you, too!"

Hmph, let's see how you answer!

He was very sure, "No, of course it's impossible, you will never say the same thing as me." Sheldon shook his head "helplessly", "Listen to what you all said...the first part is still a bit Reason - After all, apology and forgiveness are indispensable in the communication between people. However, I was quite puzzled by the question of whether you gave or refused some items later, as if a stone age appeared before my eyes. The scene where two aliens are bribing each other with prey..." While talking, he stretched out his hand and waved it in front of his eyes, as if he really saw such a scene...

Phew, it's getting more and more outrageous! !Embarrassed at the thought of Blake watching, I glanced at him.

He is looking at me seriously.

"...Go to the comic shop first, Sheldon." I was defeated first, and now is not the time to bicker, "I will find you in a while."

Sheldon seemed excited, and he said happily: "It seems that I don't have to join your discussion? I can even read comics?"

"Go away, please!!" I said to him threateningly.What a guy! !

"God, it's so unkind of you to say that... oh!! You actually pinched my arm!! You..." He ran away while talking.

"..." He finally got out ==

I looked at my watch, it was past three o'clock.The morning class was amazing, it almost turned into a pinch match between me and Sheldon... After lunch, it was better for a while, and we ended up pinching again...

The sky was red, like a hazy powder in a gray fog.I want to end this conversation with Blake as soon as possible.

Blake's eyes were a little straight, as if he was distracted, and I said to him: "If there is nothing else, I will leave first."

"What? No..." he said, startled, "Miss Xu, who was that person just now?"

"My neighbor." I really wanted to end this conversation.Really, I don't want to argue with him anymore or have a deep relationship with him. The way he showed that day made me... a little scared, it's completely different from him before! !So, so scary!

He stared at me with amber eyes, exhaled lightly, and the white mist appeared and dissipated.

"Actually, I'm here to look for you, Miss Xu." Blake said, "I don't know what to say now, there is a gully separating us." He drew a line between me and him, "But , I'll come to you again! Why shouldn't I? Am I going to lose...lose a friend because of something stupid?"

He said these words with some excitement, his lips trembling slightly, "Goodbye."

Evelyn Blake turned and left, his tall figure was almost hidden in the gray light.My heart was touched, it had nothing to do with "love", but realized something that I hadn't noticed...

I watched his back for a long time, until he did turn a far corner.

He was the first American who sincerely accepted me as his friend. At other times, I couldn't integrate into the circle of old Americans, and I didn't want to participate.

——Because I have never treated them with sincerity and sincerity, cultural differences and personalities made me unable to let go, and I also felt very weird——When I greeted the United States, they smiled very big, but when I looked at their faces sideways, I noticed that the corners of their mouths had collapsed.

But this is indeed because I can't accept it myself. I think that there is not much difference between here and China, but I feel more and more that I can't integrate into it.

Blake made me feel something I hadn't found in this country.

I stood there staring into the distance for too long, maybe I seemed a bit out of place on this street, a middle-aged woman with a shopping bag looked at me confusedly, and asked hesitantly: "Do you need help?"

Turning my face away, tears welled up in my eyes.

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I stood outside the window of the comic shop for a while, making sure that my eyes were not red and there were no strange marks on my face before I dared to open the door of the comic shop.I've been hiding behind a big box next to the comic shop wiping my tears, and while it's frustrating doing so, there's nothing I can do to hold back my tears.

Stuart stood behind the counter and drew with his head down. I said hello to him: "Good afternoon, Stuart."

Stuart, who is also a cartoonist, raised his head "whoosh" when he heard the voice, and looked at me in shock, "Oh, you are here again, hello, hello...you are the first person in this comic shop to walk three times. The girl who got into it. Um...you..." He stared at me with big, double eyes.

"Uh...I'm honored." I said, when I looked up, the nerds standing in every corner and in front of the bookshelves stared at me blankly.

The picture is very weird, but I can already walk in and out of it as if no one is in the land.

How could I not be a regular at the comic shop?

Although if I didn't know, I thought they were trying to assassinate me.

Sheldon held the comic book in both hands and carefully read it. Of course, his mouth turned aside to show his disdain for this group of mortals.I walked over and found him watching Spider-Man: The Legend of Spider-Man.

"Huh?" I saw that the jelly I gave him was placed on a comic book, "Aren't you going to eat it?"

Shelton didn't even look at me, he read the manga intently, "Actually, I'm considering whether to accept it or not. If I accept it, then it's a sign of reconciliation, and I'm not sure whether to accept it or not." reconciliation."

"... Sheldon, you decided to accept it just now, okay?" What a changeable species this is, I was simply "convinced" by him.

"No, No, No, that was the wrong decision I made when my adrenaline was pumping, and when I returned to the warm and bright room, my reason and brain dominated my behavior again..." he babbled , but the focus is still on the comics.I really can't do two things at once.

"Do you want to accept it, or not?" My tone began to develop in an unfriendly direction...

Sheldon raised his head alertly, "...do I have any other options?"

"What do you say?"

"Then I prefer to state this sentence with 'receive' rather than 'accept'..."

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"I'm sorry, socially, people prefer to hear the latter," I said, "I'm going to be home by five, Dr. Cooper, and if you'd like to come back with me, be sure to finish it soon. .”

"If you don't engage in these meaningless pleasantries with me, I'll finish it soon," Dr. Cooper said in a low voice.

"I didn't hear clearly, Sheldon, what did you just say?" My hand, which was about to pull out the manga, stopped and slowly clenched into a fist...

Sheldon covered the parts below the eyes with a book, "With all due respect, using violence is a degenerate behavior."

"……My pleasure!!!"

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When I left the comic shop, it was 59:[-], so Dr. Cooper had pinched the watch himself for such an accurate time.I was holding two comic books, and Sheldon followed me out of the comic shop, and there were five or six phone numbers that the nerds gave me ==

The cold wind howled, and the cold was a little abnormal.I felt something pierce my cheek, and raised my head, the snowflakes drifted down from the dark blue sky against the dim yellow light, gradually being illuminated.

"Huh, it's really snowing, Sheldon," I said, raising my hand to catch a flake as it slowly melted.

The first snow before Christmas and I'm going to spend another winter in the country.

The author has something to say: Receive accepts objectively accept accepts subjectively

I want to throw off my shoulders and write more! ! !But studies are really not allowed, cry dizzy! ! !

Asking for favorites, asking for comments, oh, oh, oh... I feel like the loneliness of a hard drive party~

Thank you to the girls who are still waiting for me, and the new ones!

PS. The next chapter will be updated on weekends, and two chapters will be updated on weekends.

Hello everyone, I am a sleepy dog ​​named Mouyan. I modified a few wrong sentences and added a few sentences to make the context more coherent. Now I am going to be sleepy ZZZZZ...

See you on the weekend, okay~zzzzzz...

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