[The Big Bang Theory] Cohabitation strategy

I got up early the next day, and it was still dark.Maybe I fell asleep before ten o'clock yesterday, or maybe I was thinking about moving today, so when I got up in a daze to get dressed and comb my hair, I looked at my phone and saw that it was only [-]:[-] ==

I turned on the light, took a shower, and then sat on the sofa blankly thinking about whether the bakery downstairs was open at this point.

Today's weather looks very cloudy, like the sky at [-] o'clock at night, without any bright meaning.It's December.I'm even a little skeptical that it will snow today, because even the sky seems to be turning red, and the haze is very oppressive.

Finally, I still have to move out today.

I moved a chair and sat by the floor-to-ceiling windows. Pasadena is still a city that never sleeps. Even at this time, even though it is still very dark outside, countless high-rise buildings or apartment villas are already brightly lit.I found that I would be very confused when I woke up every morning, because I felt that there was no place to stand in this huge city.

But today I am full of hope, and my whole body clamors to work hard and strive for my own life.I wrapped up the coat I had put on early because it was a bit chilly, and I felt a kind of motivation from the bottom of my heart.

I prefer this kind of myself, rather than drowsy and chaotic days.

"Come on!! Xu Kaduo!!!" I clenched my fists and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, facing this bustling city, cheering for myself.

In the future, I will definitely do better! !

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After sitting by the window for a while, I pulled out my notebook and digital tablet and started to draw the next episode.In fact, I still have a lot of manuscripts to save, so I don’t need to be particularly panicked to catch up on manuscripts every day, but I suddenly feel that everything is so loving, and I feel that if I don’t do something, I will be sorry for my good time.When I turned on SAI, I felt like I was drawing with ease. Everything I drew was so smooth, and there was no lag in the storyboard. I finished the 4P line draft in one go, and the strokes of the draft were completed in one go. It took less than two hours.

Today is a great start! !I'm absolutely sure.As long as there is motivation in my heart, I will be so motivated in everything, even if Ji Xi is standing in front of me now, I can still look at him calmly, and then leave proudly.

It turns out I'm a crow mouth.

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Because everything was packed, I could only buy bacon omelette and chocolate milk from downstairs. It cost five yuan, which was really painful.When I went out, a gust of cold wind made me shiver. I have to say, it’s going to be winter.

…Actually, I hate winter very much, especially after coming to the United States. The cold and loneliness can easily grab the weakest part of my heart.

I stood under the dim street lights, waiting for the continuous stream of vehicles to pass by.

Think about it! !I tell myself, I'm going out to dinner with Mr. Blake this afternoon!When I think of this, my heart is soft, and I feel trapped in honey, which is too sweet to melt.He is indeed tall, handsome, and well-mannered. I must have taken advantage of him for liking him.

ha!ha!ha!I smiled at the sky, how can I know the result if I don't try to chase it?

Yves Blake, I really like it more and more now.

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Moving is the most tiring thing. When the movers arrived at nine o’clock, I didn’t expect my house to be so dirty and dusty. I’m embarrassed to see the workers who moved me were coughing and choking. , ran downstairs to the convenience store and bought a bottle of Coke for each of them.

But I never expected that I would meet him.

Ji Xi.

He was wearing a black leather jacket and came in through the door while I was checking out with a bunch of Cokes in my arms.

My brain froze instantly!

I'm really afraid of something! !Why is he here?Isn't it far from his apartment? !

...probably to see the house.I think.

Extremely embarrassing.There were only these four characters left in my mind, and I quickly turned my head away, pretending to watch the cashier checkout, not daring to look back at all.

...It seems that when they actually meet, they are still not as indifferent as imagined.

The embarrassment and pain he brought to me are still vivid in my mind, my heart was beating wildly, and the movements of my hands seemed to be out of my control, but I took the money stiffly.

Within a ten-thousandth of a second, I decided to say hello to him anyway.

As soon as we turned our heads, our eyes met.He seemed to have seen me a long time ago, standing by the refrigerator without saying anything.

I took a bag of Coke and nodded at him.This is the limit of my calmness. I am afraid that if I speak, the trembling voice will betray my heart.

I collected the money, desperately clenched my fists to keep my legs from trembling, and passed him by.

Sudden!Ji Xi grabbed my shoulder violently, my mind went blank for a moment, all thoughts disappeared, I staggered, and the Coke in my hand spilled all over the floor.I was shocked, looking at the shocked faces of Coke and Ji Xi, I was speechless.

what does he mean?what does he mean? !My heart is no longer calm, and I want to slap him directly in hatred. What does he mean by doing this now?

"I'm sorry..." Ji Xi leaned down to help me pick up the Coke, and I immediately knelt down and quickly collected all the Cokes together. There was a bottle in Ji Xi's hand, and he reached out to hand it over. I hesitated and reached out, accidentally touching it. When I got to his, I slowly took it back, stood up and nodded to him: "Thank you."

Hold back, Xu Kaduo, you must hold back.I said it over and over again in my heart, and stood up straight to keep myself from trembling.

Ji Xi looked down at me: "Xiaoka..."

I turned and left: "Goodbye."

When I got out of the convenience store, I just felt a cold wave hit me, from my fingers to the bottom of my heart.

Finally, we're done.

The landlord lived on the first floor. I knocked on his door and gave him the key and the spare key. I knew I should say something like thank you very much at this time, but I just couldn't bring myself to put on my smiling face.

Probably the landlord also saw that something was wrong with me, he asked me if I was not feeling well, and gave me some chocolates.I had no choice but to pull out a faint smile and accept it.Close the door and put one in your mouth, the sweet taste is reassuring.

I closed the door, tears fell down my face unstoppably as if I didn't want money, there was no hysteria or suffocation, just flowed down uncontrollably, as if I wanted to bring all the memories along with the sourness.

The movers took over an hour to put everything together, and I asked them to drive to the new apartment first, and then I took a taxi.

Then I sat down on a park bench in frustration, curled up my legs, and buried my head in my knees.

I didn't expect that I would still be so sad.It seems that I moved right when I moved. If I go upstairs and downstairs in the future, I will definitely not have a good life.

I really can't figure out why he would do this again, is it because he thinks it's new and wants to provoke me?Still feel sorry for me and want to apologize to me?

My mood calmed down, and I was left with doubts, what's the use of him being like this now?What on earth is he thinking?

I can't ruin the good mood I got up early in the morning. I would rather believe that he just feels sorry for me and wants to apologize to me, rather than thinking about how he wants to get back together with me.

Even if he had that idea, I wouldn't bother with him anymore.

I have dignity anyway.I stared at the laces of my leather shoes while weeping. Finally, I had enough crying and my mood improved. I picked up my bag and wiped my tears, and left the park.

I hope he just wants to apologize to me, because I know I will never like him again.

The liking for him has long since disappeared, leaving only unwillingness and embarrassment.

I'm about to start a new life! !

The author has something to say: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa finally finished! !Then pull out Ji Xi to show his face, and he will be on camera in the future.

By the way... the picture I asked for a few days ago is gorgeous! ! !Thank you Xiaobai for the beautiful picture! !

So handsome, so handsome, so handsome, there is no such thing as Jiutou body! !It just looks too small, but in fact, Blake's real age is more than 30 birds