Rising like the sun

That night, Li Yu woke up every half an hour, feeling like he wanted to go to the bathroom, but when he sat on the toilet, he realized it was just an illusion.The embarrassing part felt hot and painful, as if he had applied chili essence, so he had to take some anti-inflammatory drugs casually, and then applied aloe vera gel.

After repeated tossing and tossing, the optimistic Li Yu adjusted his mentality. Although he couldn't pretend to be forced, he was still... so... willing.

The last time I woke up was at 6:10 in the morning. Li Yu couldn't sleep anymore, so he lay on the bed and watched "John Christophe" that Li Xin borrowed from him.After watching it for [-] minutes, I still feel that the mobile phone is more fun, so I watched Li Xin's sleeping face while playing the game.

I saw him breathing steadily and frowning slightly, as if he was being haunted by a nightmare.Li Yu couldn't help stretching out a finger and pressing it on the furrow between his eyebrows.

Li Xin shivered, opened his eyes, and gradually focused on Li Yu's face.

"You're awake!" Li Yu smiled shyly and looked away.

Li Xin hugged her head, sat up stiffly like a corpse, glanced at the lubricant lying on the bedside table and the half-dismantled Okamoto, and then stared at Li Yu, as if she had an unshakable hatred .

Li Yu felt empty in his heart, "What's wrong with you?"

Li Xin got off the bed without saying a word, picked up her clothes and quickly put them on, opened the door and walked downstairs.

"Where are you going!" Li Yu walked downstairs with difficulty in small steps. Li Xin staggered to open the door with her head in her hands, and rushed out as if fleeing from a haunted house, and then there was the sound of a motorcycle engine.

Li Yu stood at the door, looking aggrievedly at Haojue Suzuki who fled in the night that was about to dissipate, and shouted with all his strength: "Li Xin! I'm sorry for your uncle!"

Many years ago, when Meng Sheng was still called Mengmeng by his family, he liked reading "Grimm's Fairy Tales" and the story of the Sleeping Beauty very much.Now, Lin Zhiye, who was sleeping peacefully beside him, made it hard for him not to think of that story.

Opening the curtains a little, and with the weak skylight, Meng Xing greedily looked at every detail of Lin Zhiye's face, thinking: If there is a Creator, Lin Zhiye must be his most proud work.

Looking down, his hands dishonestly stretched into the quilt, and lightly fell on Lin Zhiye's little brother, hoping that he would have an eruption in the morning.Lin Zhiye snorted uncomfortably, and turned sideways to face him.

Meng Sheng's eyes moved to the right wristband that he didn't even want to take off while sleeping, stared at it for a while, and carefully pulled it off with his fingertips.Lin Zhiye woke up instantly, held his wrist with his left hand, and stared at Meng Sheng in surprise.

"what are you doing!"

But Meng Sheng could still see that poisonous insect-like scar, savagely attached to his fair skin, and also bit into his heart.

"Why?" Meng Sheng tried his best to sound gentle, even though he really wanted to grab Lin Zhiye's collar and growl like Ma Jingtao.

"I don't want to live anymore." Lin Zhiye said softly.

Meng Sheng was furious, "Why don't you want to live? How nice it is to live!"

"Yes, it's great to be alive." Lin Zhiye repeated Meng Sheng's words, changed his posture, and calmly looked up at the ceiling.

"Do you still have this idea?" Meng Xing asked anxiously.

"Before I met you, I would occasionally fantasize about it. After I met you, there will be no more."

This really made Meng Sheng heave a sigh of relief, and felt a little bit of relief in his heart.

"That's okay... After my mother passed away, I also had a hard time, but fortunately I made it through."

"Do you remember what I said, it was you who woke me up?"

Meng Xing thought of that dark alley and that violent night.

Lin Zhiye raised his hand, took off his wristband, and stared at his scar, "I thought about what it would be like if I was robbed and killed while walking at night? It seems quite interesting. But , When you pounced on me from behind, I realized that death is really a very terrible thing."

Meng Sheng hugged Lin Zhiye's waist, "Of course it's scary."

"I can no longer touch the basketball, see the sun, or eat..."

"Besides, you're still a virgin, and you haven't experienced many fun things yet."

"……yes."

Meng Sheng's hand slipped down again, "Did you not respond this morning?"

"No." Lin Zhiye said calmly.

"Is it really not suffocating?"

"Sometimes when I wake up in the morning, I will find that the underwear is wet, so it probably won't be choked." Lin Zhiye analyzed, and felt Meng Sheng's little brother poking the side of his leg in a daze.

Lin Zhiye turned her head to look at him, and saw some kind of undisguised desire in his eyes, "You are really full of energy."

"Who is like you, ascetic? I'm an ordinary person. I always do this in the morning. It will be fine after a while." Meng Sheng gave an exaggerated example, "One time in winter, I woke up from the cold in the morning. It flew off."

Lin Zhiye was a little speechless, but still held the heavy little brother curiously, "Do you want me to help you..."

"Look at what you asked, how could I be polite to you."

"Your phone seems to be flashing."

"Even if it's the end of the world, I don't care."

So, Lin Zhiye got up, and gently helped Meng Sheng with the duster like he was doing pottery... The hard touch and exaggerated size made him think of the gear lever of a car inappropriately.

"After graduation, let's take the driver's license test together." Lin Zhiye played with Meng Sheng's little brother, and simulated shifting and shifting gears, "I heard that subject two is very difficult."

"...Can we talk about something else?"

"say what?"

Meng Sheng panted slightly, "Don't just take the driver's license test."

Lin Zhiye moved silently for a while, "Your one looks like a king oyster mushroom."

"Brother, let's not talk about vegetables." Meng Xing covered his face with one hand, "Well...you can speed up your hands and imagine that you are dribbling close to the ground."

Lin Zhiye speeded up his hands according to his words, "Before you met me, what did you think when you were playing handjob?"

"I'm telling the truth, don't laugh at me."

"Ah."

"Actually, I will think of some movie plots."

"Isn't this normal?"

"Maybe a little different from others, how should I put it..." Meng Xing stared at Lin Zhiye's slender fingers intoxicated, "Most people will recall explicit plots, but I will think about those scenes that touched me."

Lin Zhiye looked into his eyes curiously, "For example?"

"In "Titanic", Jack slowly sank to the bottom of the sea, in "The Bridge of Madison County", the hero stared at the heroine in the heavy rain, in "This Killer Is Not So Cold"——"

"I see, your masturbation point seems a little strange."

"Don't you think every cell in your brain is exploding when you see touching scenes? I can't stand touching scenes, I can cry easily, it feels like a thunderbolt...Damn, your hands are so comfortable , stop, stop—”

"What's wrong?" In the next second, Lin Zhiye felt something splash on his face...

"I'm sorry Ye Zi, I was wrong, I was wrong." Meng Xing got out of bed in a hurry and found toilet paper.

Lin Zhiye was a little annoyed, washed his face several times, and beat Meng Sheng again before calming down.

The two chatted for a while, and began to sleep back into the cage.After an unknown amount of time, the doorbell of the building rang urgently.

"I'll go, who is this early in the morning!" Meng Sheng reluctantly left the bed and pressed the answer button.

A fierce voice sounded with hissing electric current: "I."

"How did you come?"

"Go up and talk."

Meng Sheng opened the anti-theft door casually, and said to Lin Zhiye who was stretching on the bed, "Get up, get dressed, it's Li Yu."

In the end, both of them had finished washing, and Li Yu hadn't seen him yet.Meng Sheng poked his head out of the anti-theft door and shouted, "Brother Yu, are you going up the stairs with your hands upside down?"

Li Yu's voice came from half distance and half near, "Don't fucking rush me, we're on the fourth floor."

Lin Zhiye also came over and joked, "You must have drunk too much last night."

Finally, Li Yu climbed up to the sixth floor, only to see that half of his body was hanging on the handrail, and every time he went up a step, he would yank on the handrail to prevent his lower body from exerting force.

Watching this inspirational scene, Meng Sheng and Lin Zhiye felt an inexplicable respect.

"Brother Yu, are you... a cerebral thrombosis?" Meng Sheng was stunned, and forgot to help him. It was Lin Zhiye who took a few steps downstairs and helped him in.

"Tie your head!"

After Li Yu entered the door, he staggered and lay down on the sofa, then bounced up like a frog thrown into boiling water, "Wow——"

"What's wrong?" Meng Xing looked at his sofa, there was nothing unusual.

Li Yu immediately changed his posture, lay down on the sofa, and let out a long sigh of relief, "Why don't you reply to my WeChat, and don't answer the phone."

Only now did Meng Sheng see that Li Yu had sent more than a dozen wechat messages in the "mutual aid study group", all of which were asking where Li Xin had gone.

"Sorry, Brother Yu, the volume is muted."

Li Yu looked at the curious Lin Zhiye, "Do you know where Li Xin died?"

"How do I know? He didn't go to your house to drink last night. "

Li Yu's expression was gloomy, "He ran away in the morning...Wechat didn't answer the phone or answer, and my sister-in-law didn't know where he was."

Meng Sheng raised his eyebrows in surprise, "Did you quarrel?"

"It can be said that it is a hand-to-hand fight..."

Lin Zhiye smiled, "I see."

"He dares to hit you?" Meng Xing jumped up, "Why!"

"What are you shouting for?" Li Yu tilted his head on the sofa weakly, "I'm hungry, get me something to eat."

Meng Sheng went downstairs to buy breakfast and came back. As soon as he opened the door, he heard Lin Zhiye categorically and loudly said: "I can tell you clearly, Li Xin is definitely not such a person!"

"How do you know? You never slept with him!"

Lin Zhiye gave Li Yu a white look, "He is very responsible for everyone and everything, and he can't just treat you like this."

"He's just a scumbag who doesn't recognize anyone with his pants up! He's afraid to face him!" Although Li Yu was lying on his stomach, his voice was still full of anger, but a little hoarse.

Meng Xing put the breakfast on the table, and Monk Zhang Er couldn't figure it out, "What's the matter?"

"I was raped by Li Xin!" Li Yu yelled to Meng Sheng angrily, and then buried his face in the sofa and burst into tears, "Fuck his uncle's three-good student outstanding cadre, I want to tell the dean, he pulled Hang ruthlessly!"

Meng Sheng opened his mouth wide, and it took him a while to make a sound, "This..."

"He said that after Li Xin woke up, he ran away without looking back." Lin Zhiye added.