The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

Standing in front of the stairs, under the autumn leaves, Xu Shanmu, who was carrying the camera on his back and was about to run away before he woke up, his hands and feet froze.

He never thought that Tao Wangyan would undergo such a change unconsciously.

The young man walked up to the silent adult, looked at his decrepit expression, smiled and introduced himself, "Hi uncle, I'm Xu Shanmu."

Tao Mo knew that this child was a regrettable genius. There were so many paths to choose from, but he chose the most unworthy path.

"Hello." The strong professionalism made him smile habitually: "Forgot to say that the child troubled you."

"No." Xu Shanmu lifted the stone under his feet: "He is not troublesome at all, he is very sensible, and he can live well by himself."

Tao Mo is a smart man, he asked the genius in front of him, "Why does he hate me?"

Genius pointed to the actor's heart and asked, "Uncle, do you feel bad now? Are you sad? Do you understand what it feels like to be left behind?"

The actor was confused for a while, and then suddenly raised his head. He saw the sarcasm and ridicule in the genius's eyes that day, but those emotions were only for a moment. After they disappeared, the genius still had a lazy expression, as if nothing had happened: " Wangyan has been living with this feeling for more than ten years." He said, "Do you know what it's called?"

Tao Mo's eyes turned cold...

"what?"

"The reincarnation of heaven and retribution is not good." He engraved each word into the opponent's heart like a knife.

"It all has to be paid back." The young man clenched the camera in his hand, met Tao Mo's flustered expression, the young man's eyes were still flat but inexplicably demented, his voice was sinister and mocking, and he laughed like A mischievous child, innocent, pure and clear: "There will be retribution."

Tao Mo trembled slightly, he didn't care about etiquette and face any more, he turned around and walked to his nanny's car parked by the side of the road, or it would be more appropriate to say that he fled in despair.

Xu Shanmu also turned around and stepped into the autumn wind. He also had some retribution to seek.

Our whole life is to get rid of the expectations of others and find our true self.Don't live for others, you are you, you rule yourself, not a robot for others to manipulate. 】——"Silent Confession"

Forget the words, congratulations, you finally became yourself.

Ruo Jinghong fell down on the stage, and under the spotlight, the boy's sweat was like a stream of water slowly. It was cold sweat from pain, but he kept standing up and falling down. For the last time, he fell to the ground completely. He lost his strength, let the young man roar and hammer the floor angrily, he could no longer stand up.

The pain in his back pierced into his soul, and he was completely torn in two. The boy's body was trembling continuously, and he was convulsing slightly.Finally couldn't help crying out loud.

Desperation and pain came together with tears and darkness, and a thorny whip was slashed down on the young man's powerless back. In an instant, his flesh and blood were bloody, with bones visible deep and blood flowing shallowly.

Xu Qingzhou followed the big team to play basketball outside, and waited until the sun set, and then went into the small auditorium with a lazy waist...

"Jinghong? Jinghong?" The young man looked at Ruo Jinghong, who was lying motionless under the stage lights, and was inexplicably astonished. He felt the roar in his head, making him confused, and ran over eagerly to check. After seeing Jinghong's state clearly, he trembled uncontrollably, and ran with his back behind his back.

Ruo Jinghong woke up again in the white hospital.

The person guarding him was Xu Shanmu, who was staring into the distance in a daze, and felt that he woke up Xu Shanmu immediately returned to his senses: "Are you awake?"

"Ah."

"Scared me."

Ruo Jinghong didn't speak, just looked at him, as if waiting for Xu Shanmu to speak first... Xu Shanmu reached out and touched his forehead: "It's nothing, but the bone on your back is injured, you should cultivate well. "

"how long?"

Xu Shanmu knew what he was worried about, and didn't shy away from it: "At least two months, you can't go to dances, and you can't go to competitions. I told you at the school. Take a good rest and wait until you rest dance again. You know?"

"You didn't lie to me?" Ruo Jinghong frowned like a child, gritted his teeth and asked, "Really... can I dance again?"

Xu Shanmu nodded, and reached out to wipe away the tears on the pale face: "I'm not lying to you, really, you should take a good rest, take a good rest for four months, you will get better, and you will be exactly the same as before."

"Shan Mu..." Ruo Jinghong called his name: "I can't stop dancing for four months, and my body won't be soft after four months, what should I do?"

"No." Xu Shanmu didn't want to lie to him, but he couldn't find any words of comfort. Even though he was eloquent, he didn't know what to comfort the child at this time, so he could only say over and over again: "No Yes, no. We, Jinghong, will definitely be the same as before."

Xu Shanmu rubbed the young man's forehead and said, "If you feel uncomfortable in the future, how many times have I told you? You didn't treat the wound on your waist this time, so it became inflamed. Do you know that you have a fever?"

He didn't give the child a chance to speak, but told him to sleep quickly: "Be obedient and sleep well, four months will pass soon."

"Really." For the first time Xu Shanmu looked at a person so clearly, he seemed to be talking to himself: "Really, Jinghong, believe me, time will pass. Soon, soon. Just Like... the alpaca that took the sun away."

Ruo Jinghong had his eyes covered by him, and Xu Shanmu held in Xu Shanmu's hand the tears that overflowed from the eye sockets of the child when he closed his eyes. The tears were as hot as iron, burning all the calm pretense on Xu Shanmu's surface.

Xu Shanmu's voice sounded like the spring breeze: "In the [-]-acre deep forest, everyone likes the sun very much. Every day, the animals in the deep forest line up to pick up the sun from work. One day, the alpaca suddenly rushed out of the herd. , ran down the mountain with the sun in its mouth, it ran very fast, very fast, very fast. It took the sun into its home and gave all the things it liked to the sun. He asked if the sun could stay in its At home, because the alpaca likes the temperature of the sun very much, he wants to be warm..."

The story stopped here, and Xu Shanmu couldn't help but stare at the boy who was being lulled to sleep by the medicine.

This story was told to him by Ruo Jinghong in the past.

They got acquainted in times of crisis, Ruo Jinghong was discovered by Ruo Jinghong hiding in the quilt and crying secretly, he was regarded as a scourge by everyone at school, and Ruo Jinghong extended his hand to him.

Xu Shanmu remembered that Wanliyou was very busy at that time, and he didn't see him twice or three times a month. He was very boring in Nanjun, and everyone regarded him as a genius and a scourge.Although he didn't care about it, he still felt bored. It was too cold to catch a cold in the winter, and there was no one to take care of him. It was Ruo Jinghong, who was not familiar with him in the dormitory at that time, who brought him food and medicine.

The boy who laughed like a begonia monster often hid under the quilt and cried secretly.

Xu Shanmu found him, pulled away his quilt, and wiped away the tears on his face: "Why is Jinghong crying?"

"They all... don't want to talk to me, they all want me to go." The young man he found was covered with a quilt, sobbing like a child: "I haven't done anything, Xu Shanmu, I Nothing has been done."

Xu Shanmu didn't understand at the time that his upbringing taught him to be vengeful and condescending to the world. He didn't understand why this child was so wronged and would secretly hide and cry his eyes into walnuts.

"Then you go back to take revenge." He said it as a matter of course, but saw the sobbing person shaking his head with his head down: "I... hurt them too."

"How did it hurt?"

"I won the first place in this national competition."

Xu Shanmu stared at him in astonishment.

What does this have to do with you?Can this be a reason for their cold violence against you?

What does this have to do with you?Can this be a reason for their cold violence against you?

What does this have to do with you?Can this be a reason for their cold violence against you?

What does this have to do with you?Can this be a reason for their cold violence against you?

These two sentences fluctuated back and forth in Xu Shanmu's mind like data, even if what happened?How could this child take such a thing as a sin?Why do you think so?

Before Xu Shanmu could ask, he heard the boy's voice.

"I don't want to hurt them. I don't want to hurt anyone at all."

Oh……

He got it.

It's not cowardice, it's not weakness, it's kindness.

It is the kindness that I have never had, nor have I ever seen.

But why is this child's kindness being abused so much?

"Xu Shanmu." Ruo Jinghong raised his crying walnut-like eyes, and said flatteringly, "Can you hug me? My mother would hug me when I cried before."

It's a coincidence.

Xu Shanmu, who had always disliked being in contact with people, took the initiative to stretch out his hands to Ruo Jinghong, who had a face full of snot and tears.He has never been so intimate with Wanliyou.

Ruo Jinghong is all the love he lost in this world.

Little God is a clingy child who knows how to measure. At night, he would hug his doll and walk to his bedside, squatting there with a flattering smile. Xu Shanmu would not refuse him, so he patted the place next to him and told him to come and sleep. .

"Shan Mu, I'll give you a hug. This is my favorite bear."

"Shan Mu wears this for you. It's a new style I bought. It looks good."

"Shan Mu is here for you to eat. The canteen in our school is made of pig food. You can't eat it. Let's go eat something good. I'll treat you."

"Shan Mu, can't you sleep? Let me tell you a story. In the [-]-acre deep forest, everyone likes the sun very much. Every day, the animals in the deep forest line up to pick up the sun from get off work. One day..."

"Shan Mu, don't get sick, your health is really bad."

"Mountain Twilight."

"Mountain Twilight."

Xu Shanmu sat by the side, quietly watching his pity in this world.

"Jinghong..."

He calls him.

Wan Liyou came back after taking the things from the payment office, and after pushing open the door, he was stunned.That was the first time he saw the emotion of anger on Xu Shanmu's face. The young man was trying his best to suppress the anger in his body. To completely erupt, start a prairie fire and destroy the world.

"Shan Mu." He stepped forward worriedly and squeezed the boy's shoulder: "What are you thinking?"

"I'm wondering who is the person who wants Jinghong to become like this?"

Wan Liyou knew him well, and was afraid that he would do something irreversible, so he hurriedly said: "This is because of Jinghong's own health, and others..."

"Liyou, do you know about 'emotional self-abuse'?"

"what?"

"This kind of person will develop self-abuse tendencies unconsciously. Jinghong is such a child." Xu Shanmu trembled with anger, and there seemed to be signs of madness in his eyes: "Huangci, Lin Xuan, Song Yang. If it wasn't for these people!" The boy's voice became hoarse and cold: "If it wasn't for these people!!"

Wan Liyou squatted down, only to see Xu Shanmu's eyes were red, and he was about to cry blood, his life was full of anger.

With a hoarse voice, he was so angry that his eyes burst: "My Jinghong will not be like this now. Jinghong will definitely not be like this now."

Wan Liyou looked at the bulging veins on the young man's neck and the throbbing anger on his temples, he grabbed Xu Shanmu in astonishment: "Calm down."

"I'm calm." The boy's eyes were out of focus, and his consciousness was chaotic.

"Shan Mu, what happened to Jinghong will definitely pass!" Wan Liyou had never seen him like this before. The person in front of him was very strange. people.

Xu Shanmu, who was frozen there, remained unmoved. He closed his eyes in pain, and when he opened them again, his eyes were already blood-red. He was as quiet as a Shura, poisonous as a ghost, and said faintly: "Things can be done." In the past, but wish I could."

"Liyou." Xu Shanmu held Wan Liyou's hand aside, as if grasping a life-saving straw, the boy said, "I can't wait."

He smiled coldly: "At first... I didn't want to do it so soon."

Xu Qingzhou went back to school to get a change of clothes for Ruo Jinghong and prepare her luggage for hospitalization.After taking things from the closet, the boy's eyes fell on the closet that had been covered with dust all along. That closet... Ruo Jinghong had never opened it in front of others.

It's not curiosity, Xu Qingzhou knows.He wasn't curious about the things in the closet, he just wanted to know what a child like Ruo Jinghong would regard as a cancerous tumor, dust his heart, bury it and block it.

He just wanted to know.

There are too many things he is curious about in the world, but nothing has ever made him so eager and uneasy.

Just once.

Only this time, let him break the rules, spoil his own life, and get what he desires. As long as he opens the lock, he can see the things in the cabinet. What he wants to hide the most in his heart will be displayed in front of him.

That person, what the hell is that person going to lock up?

what exactly is it?

Xu Qingzhou reached out to get the treasure box that the young man hid under the bed as if he was insane. There was a key in the box, which caught Jinghong's eyes when he brought him jewelry last time.Never forget...

I always remember