The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

Huang Chuanhui felt that something was wrong with Li Yuanzhi, he was a straight-hearted person, and he wouldn't take anything to heart.The team they went back was getting more and more scattered. Huang Chuanhui followed Li Yuanzhi and asked directly, "You seem to be quite different recently."

"Me? What's different about me?" He kicked the rocks under his feet, pretending to be a professional football player: "I just want to let myself fly recently."

"Are you okay." Huang Chuanhui saw that there was no sorrow or gloom between his eyebrows and eyes, and then he felt relieved: "The matter of Shan Mu...you...are you okay." Huang Chuanhui pinched the corner of his clothes nervously: "you……"

"Oh." He showed a faint smile in relief: "That matter, I have let go of that matter."

Is it true that you can let go of the things that have been held in your heart for more than a year?Huang Chuanhui didn't believe it, but he didn't ask any more questions. He just squeezed Li Yuanzhi's shoulder, like some kind of support.

"Really." Li Yuanzhi sensed the thoughtfulness in the boy's actions, and he said with a smile: "Really, I didn't lie to you, nor was I trying to comfort you. I really decided to let go."

"Why? What happened to make you so sure?" Huang Chuanhui discovered that most of the people in the branch school had changed, from the beginning to the end, as if they had been baptized by the spring breeze and fireflies. Soul, thought, vision, everything Everything in his life has evolved inexplicably, and this evolution took shape in an instant... In the blink of an eye, the teenagers in front of him already looked different, and the children who were playing together in front of them all raised their hands and made a lot of noise. abnormal.Amid such noise, Huang Chuanhui felt that he was left behind, completely left behind. Seeing them running farther and farther, leaving him alone in circles, he was quite disturbed: "Many of you have become gone."

The autumn wind is very cold, like a piercing ice pick that can easily be pushed into the depths of people's hearts. Li Yuanzhi stretched out his hand to touch the wind passing through his fingers, but the smile on his face was as warm as a spring day: "This is not very good." Is it? People have to move forward, they can’t always stay where they are.”

"You still haven't answered my question."

"Which question?"

"Why are you so sure?"

"Why are you so sure?" Li Yuanzhi rubbed his stomach, he was still a little hungry, and smiled silly: "I just decided to let myself go." The boy said, "I don't intend to embarrass myself anymore."

He looked at Xue Fanyuan and Tao Wangyan who were playing vault in front of him. Their shadows were stretched very long under the streetlights. Everyone was very happy, very happy, the orange light and the black shadow intertwined. It should be a lonely tone, because those children were extremely happy, and Li Yuanzhi smiled when he saw them: "I want to try to live like them for a while."

Huang Chuanhui was stunned to see the leisurely An Ran on Li Yuanzhi's face. Li Yuanzhi said: "I thought I would be very uneasy living like this. I would worry about my grades and my performance in class. Because I am not a smart child, so , I must spend more time than them. Unintentionally, I set a cage for myself."

The young man looked down at his own shadow, and sighed gently: "It's me who refuses to let me go."

"I decided to live like this once, play when I want to play, make appointments when I want to play basketball, go online when I want to play games, go online when new movies are released, don't regret it after it is released, go to something I like Buy it, don’t wait for the money to be spent inexplicably, don’t worry about it, don’t force yourself to stay in the practice room all day, and live comfortably like a normal person.” After speaking, he laughed to himself: “I thought it would be very difficult. Difficult, very presumptuous. But ah..." The boy said: "It's not like this." His eyes were inexplicably more determined and suddenly enlightened: "After I went to play to my heart's content, the whole person opened up. You know Well, Chuan Hui, I practice dancing for an hour these days, which is more effective than the whole day in the practice room before."

"Oh..." He sighed with emotion, and said with red eyes: "It turns out that playing seriously when playing, and studying seriously when studying can make people so comfortable."

"Do you know? There is not only one practice room in the world." Li Yuanzhi licked his lips and said, "I was wrong before, I shut myself up every day, thinking about nothing, not facing anything, just looking in the mirror My own self, so every day I stay in the same place. I paint myself as a prison, but I still have to blame others for being too good and hurting me."

Huang Chuanhui said, "But he did hurt you."

Recalling the scene when Xu Shanmu said that he was an orphan that day, Li Yuanzhi lowered his head and thought of his parents: "But...that was unintentional." The boy said, "I have hurt him before without knowing it." He was happy He said: "Tit for tat, neither he nor I owe anyone."

"Tit for tat?" Huang Chuanhui didn't understand this sentence, and became even more confused: "What do you mean?"

"That is to say... There are things in us that he admires, and there are things that he can't get after hard work."

"For example?" Huang Chuanhui felt that he couldn't think of anything that Xu Shanmu would envy him. He only thought that Li Yuanzhi was reassuring himself, and he didn't take it seriously.

"For example?" Li Yuanzhi thought about it sincerely, and finally said: "He has never been regarded as a human being, as if he is not worthy of emotions, and has always been regarded as a dependent, and everyone will have inexplicable expectations of him. "

Huang Chuanhui froze, he never thought that the young man in front of him would really sort out these words.

They all know it, but no one wants to admit it.

I can't admit it, how can I admit that geniuses work hard, and geniuses are also pitiful?

Once they admit it, they lose their enemies, people they can compare with, and people they can complain to heartily.

Li Yuanzhi turned his head and could see the person at the end of the team idling around with earphones on. That person was always idling and indifferent to world affairs, like a crane that fell from the sky.Wan Liyou was right next to him, the big star was always fully armed, and he didn't dare to show his face under such a night.

"We may not be able to bear the suffering of others."

Li Yuanzhi tonight was different from usual, and Huang Chuanhui couldn't understand what he said.

He was about to ask when he heard Li Yuanzhi say, "I've always taken it for granted that I lost to him."

The boy said: "But now I feel... maybe I should win myself first. I always feel that I am mediocre, but I want to be extraordinary, so... I still have to fight for it, what I want I'll definitely get it."

This is my most extraordinary point.

He laughed heartily and said, "Music is free, so I am also free."

Huang Chuanhui was stunned, and repeated two words in astonishment: "Freedom?" Then he asked in confusion: "Myself?"

No one knew what he was confused about, and he couldn't figure it out by himself.

He was still in a daze when he turned around and heard Li Yuanzhi's call.

The handsome young man waved his hands and said with a smile: "Don't have expectations for others, and don't live under others' expectations." He turned around and walked ahead, taking a step ahead in the journey of the years in his heart, he had already let go.

I don't know how many difficulties and obstacles there are in the road ahead, but he still decides to embark on a journey, his own journey.

Take a bold step.

There are thousands of styles in front of you, and it is the season of falling flowers, so you can solve your worries with a smile.

He no longer insists on consummation, and he learns to admit that there is no such thing as consummation in the world.

Let the past pass away, make a clean break with the old world, never want to hear anything about it, any news about it, go to a new world, a new place, and never look back] - "The Brothers Karamazov"

That day it was Tao Wangyan's turn to go out to buy breakfast. He dragged Xue Fanyuan, who was still struggling, to get up. The two of them fought and went out of the dormitory building. A nanny's car was parked outside the school gate.

"Oh? Liyou is going to go for a run today?" Xue Fanyuan hadn't opened his eyes yet. When he saw this kind of car, he only thought of Wanliyou, and he didn't pay attention to Tao Wangyan's expression beside him.

"That's my dad." He said.

With a shock, Xue Fanyuan woke up completely, and subconsciously stood in front of Tao Wangyan. Tao Wangyan, who was still walking forward, was caught by him, and was almost fell by Pan. He staggered and swayed to the side , Speechlessly looking at Xue Fanyuan who was also knocked out by him two steps over there, he immediately said angrily: "What are you doing!"

"I'll protect you!" Xue Fanyuan pulled his elbow: "Let's go, let's go back, we won't go. If your father takes you away by force, I, a weak child, can't handle him. Let's go back first." Send rescuers. At least call Liyou here." Xue Fanyuan said with a straight face, "I heard from Shan Mu that Liyou can fight."

"Then I'm dad." Tao Wangyan flicked his head: "If Liyou and my dad fight, we'll all be in the headlines tomorrow."

The two were still tangled, and someone in the car had already appeared.Tao Mo walked towards them.

"Is your father good at fighting? How likely are the two of us to win?"

"Calm down." Tao Wangyan patted the boy on the shoulder: "Stay behind me and don't run around or bite people."

"..." He rolled his eyes at the young man: "Am I a dog?"

Tao Mo is still a handsome actor, walking from afar looks like a pictorial.He stood next to Tao Wangyan with a loving smile: "Why don't you see Dad not coming?"

"Oh..." Tao Wangyan said coldly, "We thought it was a classmate's nanny car, but we didn't expect it to be you."

"Let's go," Tao Mo said, "Today there is a press conference. You go there with me. When you go, someone will teach you how to speak. It's the same as before. Let's go."

The man's hand was about to hook the boy's back as he said, Tao Wangyan turned sideways eagerly as if avoiding the teeth of a snake, and made Tao Mo catch a hole.

The smile on Tao Mo's face froze a little, and slowly lowered his hand hanging in the air, he frowned and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I don't want to go." Tao Wangyan smiled at him: "I still have a lot of things to do today."

"What can you do at the branch school?"

Tao Wangyan said: "I got the notice to go back to the main school, and I can go back if I want to." He smiled very brightly, but his tone was extremely sarcastic: "It's just that I don't want to go back."

He licked his lips and crossed his arms and looked up and down at his father. It was not difficult to find that the man in suit and leather shoes in front of him was already old, and he was very tired. It was all the price of fame and retribution: "Go back too, I don't want to go."

"Forget the words!" He couldn't help but reprimanded his stubborn son in front of him: "Why are you talking to Dad?"

Xue Fanyuan felt that something was wrong, and immediately stepped forward and pulled Tao Wangyan behind him to protect him. The two of them took two steps back. Tao Wangyan was stepped on and shouted: "Ah! My aj."

Xue Fanyuan turned his head and whispered: "I'm sorry! I sincerely apologize! But you can't step on my aj."

"Uncle, calm down." Xue Fanyuan put some distance between the two father and son, guarded Tao Wangyan and said: "You are a public figure, so it is not a good thing to expose your nature like this."

Tao Mo could hear the sarcasm in the young man's words, but he didn't take the two children to heart, he just thought that Tao Wangyan was throwing a temper tantrum, and said, "Did your mother tell you something? You Don't listen to your mother's nonsense, you children don't understand what we adults do."

"I didn't even intend to understand." Tao Wangyan felt that he was in a good state of mind: "That's your business, I don't have that leisure time. I am busy with school every day. You can make as much noise as you like, anyway, Dad, I will give you a lot of time in advance." Let me tell you, no matter right or wrong, I will stand by my mother, please go back."

"Your mother really told you what..." When Tao Mo wanted to be aggressive, Tao Wangyan looked at him quietly, and countless confusions flew through his heart, but he chose the simplest question: "Dad, can you Answer me, why should I love you?" He looked over seriously: "Why should I love you? Can you give me a reason?"

"What's the problem?" Tao Mo said angrily, "I'm your father, so you naturally want to love me..."

"Then there is no reason? You can't come up with a reason, so why should I love you? Why should I obey your orders, people can't be so humble." He smiled: "I learned a word when I was young , Responsibility for others, self-responsibility, forgiveness for others. I really forgave you, but in the end I found that I couldn’t do it.” Tao Wangyan had no expectations for the person in front of him, he was already disappointed : "Don't come to me again in the future. I'm tired of acting in the play of father's kindness and son's filial piety. The acting is disgusting, and I don't want to act again."

Tao Wangyan pulled Xue Fanyuan who had been stunned in front of him, and was about to bypass Tao Mo and leave.

"You don't understand!" Tao Mo did not expect his son to say such words, and the anger that had been bombarded by the media for many days erupted like a chasm: "You are a child, what do you know?" Tao Mo looked at His son: "Tell me, which one of the things you wear is not earned by me? Who do you think gave you these things?"

"You gave it to me." Tao Wangyan said calmly: "If you want to go back, you can go to an accountant to calculate the money spent on me over the years. In the future, if I make money, I will return it to you. "

"What the hell did your mother tell you?!" The meticulous and perfect actor finally showed his embarrassed side, everything in his hands was passing away, like quicksand, like clear water.

"Dad, can you stop blaming others for things you encounter? Don't tell me you're not wrong at all?" Tao Wangyan frowned: "Dad, it's my own decision. I decided not to cooperate after serious consideration. You are acting. I don’t want fake things.”

He will not look forward to the existence of his father, and he does not want to experience the sadness after a disappointment again: "Dad, I don't want to be like you. Father is a role model for my son, but I don't want to be like you when I die." People." He said: "Mom is disappointed in you, and I don't intend to lie to myself, I am also disappointed in you. But..."

"You are right. Everything you have come by is hard-won. I pity you."

"You are an unfortunate person." Tao Wangyan said with cold eyes, "That's why I pity you."

Tao Wangyan's hand was gradually clenched. He was like a decisive adult, a bird that had shed its childishness. He said to his previous beliefs: "It was you who first abandoned mom and used us first. You have no right to blame mom. I Pity you, pity mother, but I pity myself even more. Someone told me that people can only be their own hope."

He didn't want to experience disappointment and despair again, so after a few struggles, he chose to give up and give up things that shouldn't be expected.Let go of yourself and stop living in expectation.

So he bid farewell to his father, he is going to his own world, where the light and shadow are colorful, the green sea is full of shade, how many laughter and impulses are waiting for him, he found his own rain, learned to be his own hope, tried become a grownup.

He will not look back.

Xue Fanyuan followed Tao Wangyan out of the school without looking back.

He couldn't help turning his head to look at Tao Mo behind him, as if he saw some pitiful atmosphere in this person.He bows his head...

The road is chosen by oneself, and the suffering must be endured by oneself.

Already... there is no way to be like before