The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

Every step was cautious, Ruo Jinghong stood in front of the dormitory door, hesitating whether to go in, and finally mustered up the courage to push the door in, the cold doorknob pierced all the chills into the young man's heart, connecting him His back stiffened at the same time, and he was so sore that he was about to fall to the ground, beyond redemption.

The room was pitch black, and even the moonlight was unwilling to show mercy.

"Light boat?"

Ruo Jinghong's eyes slightly adjusted to the pitch-black room, he didn't intend to turn on the light, but just called out to the young man sitting by the bed.

"Ah."

Xu Qingzhou leaned against the head of the bed, as if he had been in a daze, and only then slowly came back to his senses when he heard the movement.

Ruo Jinghong closes the door, walks to him, pulls a chair and sits in front of him in the dark.

In the darkness, the two of them don't have to pretend to express their expressions, they can only lower their heads and act like themselves, since no one can see the other anyway.

"I'm sorry." Xu Qingzhou said, "I didn't get the first place this time."

Ruo Jinghong couldn't see his expression clearly, but could clearly feel that person's confusion and sourness, Ruo Jinghong shook his head when no one noticed.I have a lot to say, but don't know how to express it.

"In fact, the second is not bad." Xu Qingzhou felt that the atmosphere was not right, and explained a little at a loss: "It's the first time for me to take the second. I..."

Ruo Jinghong's fingertips touched his arm tremblingly, and the young man's voice was gentle and warm. He chose not to say anything, but asked, and wanted to hear Xu Qingzhou tell him what was going on: " Why did he win?"

When Ruo Jinghong came back, Xu Qingzhou thought of countless ways to deal with it. No matter what he said, he had the ability to change the subject, but he didn't expect this silly boy to ask such a smart question.

He stood helpless for a moment, his arms stiffened.The next moment, Xu Qingzhou inexplicably felt that the young man in front of him was pouring the only warmth left in his body into his own body, allowing Xu Qingzhou's stiff body and heart to have a short rest and relief.

"He's the nephew of the sponsor's sponsor."

"Oh……"

"The strength is not bad, and the song is not bad." Xu Qingzhou clenched his fists in the chaos. The warmth on his elbows and the coldness in his heart were constantly intertwined and collided. He was so painful that he was about to cry out. The boy laughed sarcastically, not knowing whether he was laughing at himself or the second time this time.

His arrogance was thwarted in half, and when he won the second, he felt that the applause from all over the world was ironic. Everyone stared wide-eyed to witness his fall from the altar, and everyone watched him fall into the mortal world ironically, with a teasing tone of voice. , laughing is mocking.

Into the cold pool, unable to save themselves.

He stretched out his hand and held the shoulder of the young man in front of him. He growled, and his voice was hoarse: "Mine is better. Obviously I should be number one."

Others would not understand, a fearless person like Xu Shanmu would not understand this kind of humiliation, let alone him alone in the world of Wanliyou.In this school, only Ruo Jinghong, Jinghong must understand his unwillingness and anger at the moment, he tightened his grip on the only boy in front of him who noticed something was wrong with him, and showed his uneasiness and sorrow to the fullest.

He fell into the darkness, only this person found out, approached, and stayed by his side without hesitation.

So, he held on to this last piece of driftwood.

"Jinghong!"

He stretched out his hands to clamp Ruo Jinghong's shoulders, how much loathing and anger intertwined in his heart, the terrifying darkness turned into a black hole, devouring his rationality like a monster, the young man finally stopped holding back his unwillingness and abandoned the pride he was proud of Being rational, he lowered his head and roared angrily: "It's me, I'm number one. The trophy should be mine!"

"I can not be reconciled!!"

"How can you lose to that kind of person?!"

"Jinghong!"

"Jinghong."

"You didn't lose." Ruo Jinghong's shoulders hurt from being pinched by him, and it took him a long time to recover. He was eager when he spoke, but he froze when he uttered a word, choking and shivering with pain permeated the quiet room. It turned out that there were more grievances for no reason.

A tear fell between the two without warning because of excitement and pain.

In a trance, as if glowing from ashes, a number of snow-blue petals fluttered into red formations, like ripples in the lake, and the sun reappeared. Xu Qingzhou came back to his senses from his own world in a daze. He stiffened his neck and raised his eyes angrily. Facing Ruo Jinghong in front of him in astonishment: "I didn't lose?"

"You said it yourself, yours is better. He lost."

When these words fell to the ground, Ruo Jinghong could feel the strength on his shoulders gradually dissipating, like an avalanche returning to zero, and his mood slowed down. .

"Qingzhou, he lost." Ruo Jinghong was afraid that he wouldn't listen, so he knelt down and lay on his knees, raised his eyes, and then the slanted light met his eyes, with sincerity and clarity written in his eyes , he said: "He lost. He didn't win."

"Then did I win?" Xu Qingzhou stretched out his hand to wipe away a tear on Ruo Jing's face, without the young man as bright as a begonia answering, he said with a wry smile to himself: "I don't seem to have won either."

He said in frustration: "I thought I didn't care much about the number one position, but today I found out that I actually do."

"I don't want to fall into the cliché, but I still hope that others can look up to me." Xu Qingzhou smiled wryly and said, "Jinghong, what should I do? The more I don't want to care, the more I care."

He is still trapped in his shackles: "Obviously my song is the best."

"I know." Ruo Jinghong sat down beside him, and he didn't care that Xu Qingzhou didn't like others sitting on his bed, so he just nodded blindly, trying to comfort him, but he could only repeat three words: " I know."

Yes, I know, I know that you are the one who should win this conference, and I also know that the song is something you have spent so many nights writing, it is something you have spent so much effort to build, and it is also the result of your feet. The journey you have passed is the capital of your pride. Although you are unwilling, you still blame yourself for your kindness. I know, I know, I know.

Even though you didn't win, you didn't lose either.

How could Ruo Jinghong not understand him?

When he saw the word "Second", the boy immediately ran out and came to his side.

I was afraid that he would be sad, and that my concern would be taken as pity, which would hurt his self-esteem.

In the face of self-esteem, mercy is more punishing than betrayal.

The moonlight gradually reveals, the pain on Ruo Jinghong's back is loud and loud, and the pale cold sweat on his face keeps breaking out, as if he is sensing the unwillingness and sadness in Xu Qingzhou's heart at this moment, they are so similar but different people .

"Let me comfort you." Ruo Jinghong remembered the method Xu Shanmu taught him a long time ago, because he was not a very smart child, and he was not very good at speaking, and often caused others to misunderstand him because of his stupid mouth and temperament.So, if you can't speak, it's a good thing to express it with actions.

"You comfort me? How do you comfort me?" He was laughing...

Ruo Jinghong opened his hand, like a child begging to be embraced, hugged him lightly, and patted his back lightly with his palm in an unskilled manner, as if smoothing the fur of a cat, seeing Xu Qingzhou didn’t feel disgusted, Ruo Jinghong leaned forward and hugged her a little tighter, looked up to see the moonlight outside the window, today is the full moon, the moonlight is full and yellowish, it is Chang’e’s dancing dress, like the frosted cloth under Zhinu’s hand , In the small dormitory, suddenly the moonlight is full of water, and the condensed light is full of a sense of tranquility.

"It's okay." Ruo Jinghong patted his head, his fingertips slowly stroking his hair, and his voice was as soft as the morning light: "Next time we will be upright and win back cleanly."

"Okay." The unwilling sense of astonishment gradually spread in the bottom of my heart and turned into a stream that slowly flowed away.

"I promise you. Next time, be upright and win back cleanly."

There is sorrow in the world that cannot shed tears.This kind of sorrow cannot be explained to anyone, and even if it is explained, others will not understand it.It will never change, like snowflakes on a windless night deposited quietly in the bottom of my heart. 】—— "The End of the World and Grim Wonderland"

But the snow in Xu Qingzhou's heart was melted by the warmth, and countless bright begonia petals fell.

"Jinghong."

"Ok?"

"I seem to understand a little bit why I was assigned to the branch school."

"Why?" Ruo Jinghong asked.

"When the moon is full, you lose money."

If Jinghong didn't understand, he didn't have the strength to understand.The pain in his back was about to overwhelm his sanity.

Haitang has withered very little, he is just a wisp of ashes that is crumbling and dying.

There was a burst of noise from downstairs in the dormitory, and everyone walked happily into the tall building.

"Xishu fell asleep, washes and fell asleep." Someone yelled, and someone made a fuss.They all took advantage of their good time and squandered their youth one after another.

"Come on, forget the words, fly your dreams with me..."

"You run slowly. Hey? You wait for me!!"

The two led by Xue Fanyuan and Tao Wangyan arrived downstairs in the dormitory. The one who caught the eye was Li Yuanzhi, who was standing under the light with a stern face. The two felt that something was wrong. Unhappy Huang Chuanhui.

Huang Chuanhui put his index finger on his lips in a gesture of silence, and shook his head at the two of them.

"The wind is a bit noisy tonight." Xue Fanyuan swallowed: "Forget the words, should we watch from a distance? Or run away?"

"The window on the second floor can also be viewed from a distance." The two discussed in low voices, turned around, smiled awkwardly and walked upstairs for two steps. The rest of the people also felt the strangeness of the atmosphere, but Zheng Nanguan and Yue Chengen did not. Running after those two boys, He Zhi was pulled back into the corridor by the two of them. Chu Yunyun was chatting with Wan Liyou about walking in the back. Mountain evening.Wanliyou is like a parent looking after a child. He has to look back at the person behind him from time to time, fearing that if he pays attention, Xu Shanmu will be attracted by something curious and drift away freely.

He Zhi looked puzzled when he was pulled: "What are you pulling me for?"

Xue Fanyuan pulled him to stand inside the corridor, pointing to the calm and terrifying atmosphere outside the building before the storm: "You are stupid, this is obviously an atmosphere of fighting, it's better not to get mixed up with your small body. "

He Zhi stared at the expressions of the two people around him watching the excitement, and couldn't help stretching out his hand to smack their arms: "You two bastards, don't you stop fighting? Watching the excitement is a lot of fun."

"Calm down." The two children clamped his two arms: "Calm down, it hasn't been hit yet. If it really hits, it won't be our turn, they are tall and big over there."

"You two are 1.8 meters tall, why are you here?"

The two brats couldn't be straight but confident: "We're still young."

"..."

Outside the dormitory, the teenagers all stopped and took their own corners. Li Yuanzhi stared at the idle-looking people in the distance, like a cheetah staring at its prey, his eyes were about to burst, he held his breath and clenched his fists, his whole body was abnormal trembling.

As Xu Shanmu approached, everyone discovered Li Yuanzhi's real purpose.

They are not fools, some things are unfolding in front of their eyes, how can they be hidden from everyone's eyes by accumulating every day?

Xu Shanmu stopped in his tracks, and the strange scene in front of him unfolded like a scroll, with chains all over the place, leaving him nowhere to go.

Seeing Li Yuanzhi's strange expression, Wan Liyou subconsciously stood in front of Xu Shanmu, and said jokingly with a stiff expression, "Yuanzhi, you don't sleep at night, why are you standing here with such a scary expression?"

The person being ridiculed didn't mean to be joking at all, but just smiled coldly: "What am I going to do? Don't you know? If you don't know, why are you standing in front of him?"

It's the wind, it's the heart, no one dares to move, everyone is standing in their own field, only the eyes pass back and forth, Li Yuanzhi has always been smooth and friendly with anyone, but now he suddenly has such an expression and tone, anyone can understand The situation at the moment.

Xu Shanmu stood there, there was a weird sound coming from the earphones, he unplugged the earphones in disgust.

Looking up at Li Yuanzhi over there, he didn't mean to delay: "So you are here after me?"

Li Yuanzhi smiled: "There's no need to say it so harshly. I just want to compete seriously with you." He looked at each other coldly: "Let's compete, Shan Mu. Dance, piano, or..."

"I reject."

Li Yuanzhi's words were interrupted, the flames were broken in the wind, and the initial scene was strangled.

Everyone thought they heard it wrong, but when they turned their eyes, they found that Xu Shanmu in front of them was indeed as usual, and the three words that were as cold as a needle in the snow just now were indeed what he said.

"I..." Li Yuan knew what else to say.

I saw Xu Shanmu calmly walking forward and standing in front of the dormitory. His brows and eyes were still full of mystery and profundity that others could not understand, like a dark and terrifying abyss, a towering and solemn uninhabited snow mountain, lifeless , The pear blossoms were gone: "Yuanzhi, I don't have to live under your expectations."

The young man was elegant and unparalleled, waved his hand, turned around and wanted to go upstairs.

Huang Chuanhui blocked his way: "Shan Mu, you..."

"Chuan Hui." No one could see his expression clearly because of the backlight, and the young man's voice was very soft, like a burst of breath slowly escaping: "Are you going to be stupid with him too?"

Li Yuanzhi hurried forward, ignoring the piercing wind in his ears, he gritted his teeth: "Just once, let's compete once, as long as you..."

"Li Yuanzhi." Xu Shanmu looked at each other coldly, and when his eyes met, Genius coughed twice, frowning with a sense of helplessness and regret: "Did you stand on the stage just to win me?"

Everyone was stunned.