The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

As the autumn frost gradually thickened, Li Yuanzhi led his parents to visit the school first, and finally was taken away by his parents, saying that it was a long-lost family meal together.

The whole family gathered happily together, and laughter could be heard from far away.

Although Chu Yun had always pretended to turn a blind eye, he was still envious in the end, standing in the center of the court, not even noticing the basketball coming, Zheng Nanguan reached out to catch the basketball that was about to touch Chu Yun's face, and threw the basketball back with his backhand.

"Watching the ball."

"Ah."

Chu Yun nodded first, then shook his head in annoyance, waved his hands and sat aside.

He stopped, and the rest of the people also looked not very interested. They simply threw the basketball, and everyone sat on the ground.

"What are you looking at?" Zheng Nanguan noticed that Chu Yun's eyes had been stopping at the direction Li Yuanzhi left just now.

"Nothing." Chu Yun secretly shook his head: "It's just..."

"only?"

Everyone lowered their eyes but pricked up their ears, waiting for Chu Yun's answer.

He said: "The children of happy families and the children of unhappy families..." He emphasized: "It's just different."

It's just different. Others can't make up for the warmth given by their parents.

"We're just different." Chu Yun raised his head and sighed, "We're just different."

When Xu Qingzhou woke up, Ruo Jinghong was already dressed and ready to leave, so he also sat up and wanted to go with him.

Ruo Jinghong laughed out loud: "Aren't you going to compete today? Why don't you get ready?"

"We just went to the scene to hear the results. It's all a formality." He yawned and reached for the clothes hanging aside: "Lend me your clothes."

"Are you dressed so casually to receive the award?" Ruo Jinghong saw that he was only dressed in casual clothes, so he couldn't help feeling disgusted: "Even if you don't wear a suit, you have to wear a shirt anyway. If you don't have one, I can borrow it from you." Look at him Stopping, Ruo Jinghong took out a shirt from the closet: "If you don't have one, just wear mine, we are about the same height, thank you for dressing up a bit. Isn't it a big prize?"

Xu Qingzhou took the clothes he handed over and noticed the wardrobe that had never been opened: "What do you put in there? Why have I never seen you open it?"

If Jinghong doesn't know how to lie, when people ask these hard-to-answer questions, he will only change the subject with one trick. The young man pretends to be cheerful, waved his hand and smiled: "By the way, I still have beautiful jewelry, do you want to wear it?" One? I bought it at a discount for the anniversary of the mall last time." He knelt down and pulled an iron box from under the bed.

Xu Qingzhou laughed immediately when he saw the iron box: "You kitty, did you drag it down?"

Ruo Jinghong lifted the quilt and said with a smile: "Here is a magnet. Shan Mu taught me to put all the important things together, so that I can run with the box when danger occurs."

It was a box containing cookies. Xu Qingzhou squatted in front of him and watched him open the box ramblingly. There was a mess of everything in the box. There were many valuable things and certificates, as well as various sundries and souvenirs. What caught his attention the most was a group photo inside the box.

The photo shows Ruo Jinghong, Xu Shanmu and Wan Liyou. The scene looks like someone’s birthday party. There are some white creams on the faces of the three of them. The dim light is candlelight. The three of them are crowded together, smiling brightly , The atmosphere of joy spread like this.

He reached out and took out the photo: "When was this photo taken?"

"We took pictures with a camera on Liyou's birthday that year, but unfortunately there was only one piece of photo paper, so they gave it to me, and I have kept it until now."

He nodded, and saw the thousand paper cranes protruding from the box: "What is this? You really have everything in your treasure box."

"I never saw a paper crane when I was a child, Shan Mu made one for me, and I'll keep it."

"What about this?" The little bear pendant was also stuffed inside, Xu Qingzhou looked at the pendant and asked with a smile, "Who gave this to you?"

"It was given by Liyou." The young man tilted his head and smiled: "I won the first place in the country that day, and he took us out to have a barbecue, and then went to the night market to play games. This is the prize from playing games at that time." Ruo Jinghong seemed to be thinking of something good, the smile on his face warmed up, his eyebrows were curved, and his eyebrows were beaming with joy: "Liyou said at the beginning that he would bring me a big bear back, but in the end there was only one pendant."

Xu Qingzhou also smiled: "When I come back, let's go again, and I'll beat you back."

"Okay!" The boy readily agreed, and the young man dug out the most delicate things from the box, and gave them all to him: "I wish you a successful start."

Xu Qingzhou took those things, and pointed to the closet over there: "If I take the first place this time, can you show me what's in there?"

Ruo Jinghong was startled, and finally nodded seriously.

Xu Qingzhou and Ruo Jinghong parted in front of the small auditorium, and Xu Qingzhou embarked on the journey he was supposed to go. He wanted to see the desolate full moon that fate had written for him.

Ruo Jinghong waited for him to leave, turned around and entered the small auditorium this time, touched the switch, the flatness on his face finally collapsed, the pain on his back cut his strength like a bayonet, and he hadn't even walked on the stage yet Already pale and crumbling.

Gritting her teeth, shaking her body, she walked step by step towards the place where the light was on, but in the end she was still defeated by the pain and fell to the ground.

The fairy lost her fairy spirit.Lost his dancing colorful plumage.

It took half an hour for the young man to recover, stood up again, and walked to the round platform where he should stand, weeping blood step by step.

Looking at the empty seats under the stage, the ridicule in the endless darkness was in his mind.

There is also the desolate landscape of the brilliant sun withered.

Now the summer has passed, and the spring is no longer... even the lotus has fallen, let alone the crabapple.

Memory hits like a flood, bits and pieces of the past.

"Jinghong, I want everyone to hear my song." Xu Qingzhou sat beside him and pressed his waist. They sat under the light. If Jinghong recognized his dream, he understood his perseverance and perseverance. talent.

But now Ruo Jinghong didn't see Xu Qingzhou in front of him, he replied to the empty auditorium: "Yes, you can."

Even if this is an extremely greedy dream, you will definitely realize it. After all, you are a time traveler, and you are always a person who wants to move forward. I know what kind of pride you are, and what kind of light you will step into in the end .

But, Qingzhou, I'm not as greedy as you, I just want to dance.

Everyone doesn't want to watch me dance, and I don't care. I don't care about those stares, after all, it's my retribution.

I just want to dance.

Even if you die on the stage,

I want to dance too.

Li Yuanzhi sent his parents away and returned to school. The sky was already dark, and the basketball court was surprisingly empty. Except for the occasional music playing in the small auditorium, there were only a few dimly lit lights in the campus. In autumn, the hazy light on the withered and yellow leaves makes it even more broken and bitter. Standing alone between the heaven and the earth, I always feel a little desolate.

Occasionally, cats meowed lazily, and when he saw a group of meows snoring by the grass, he couldn't help laughing.

Huang Chuanhui on the other side thought that the cat hadn't been fed yet, so he hurriedly left the group of people at the food stall and rushed to school. Is dancing with confusion.

"Didn't accompany your parents?" The boy in front of Huang Chuanhui was sitting cross-legged in front of the old teaching building, stroking the cat's belly with downcast eyes, stroking left and right with his slender fingers.

"They're exhausted, I told them to go back to bed early." Li Yuanzhi replied calmly, holding the cat in his arms, "What about you? Why are you alone?"

"I don't think I fed them." Huang Chuanhui reached out and hugged the rhubarb that was grabbing food: "I rushed back, everyone was at the food stall. I'll be back in a while."

Li Yuanzhi nodded: "I know. You can only be there at this point in time."

Huang Chuanhui understood the sadness and unwillingness in the young man's eyes, and sat on the ground with him. Li Yuanzhi lowered his head and lowered his eyes, while Huang Chuanhui looked up at the few stars in the sky, as if looking for something to say: " The news of Xu Qingzhou's winning this time was posted on the official website, and the official account is full of news about his winning, and everyone said to help him celebrate."

"I saw it." Li Yuanzhi nodded: "The way back was too boring to swipe my phone."

"Hmm..." Huang Chuanhui, who was always jubilant, had a lot of worry on his face: "Actually, few people really want to help him celebrate."

"I'm one." Li Yuanzhi wasn't joking, but said in a joking tone: "I really can't really celebrate for him." He said, "You don't need to make excuses for me. Not big."

"That's not what I mean." Huang Chuanhui lowered his head and smiled: "I can't really wish him well, can I, who is so gentlemanly at a competitive age?"

"Jinghong, Liyou, Shanmu, Nanguan, Chengen." Li Yuanzhi counted them carefully: "I don't know about others, but these few people will definitely congratulate him sincerely. After all, they all live in a safe range among the people."

Listening to the lazy meowing of the cat, Huang Chuanhui didn't turn his head to look at Li Yuanzhi, but asked the cat softly. In fact, he was also confused about Li Yuanzhi: "Why? Why don't you live within the safe range? people?"

Li Yuanzhi paused, then suddenly smiled: "Chuan Hui." It was such a bitter smile: "Do you know that mediocrity is a great crime?"

"Why did you say that suddenly?" Huang Chuanhui knew the things that were suppressed in his heart, but he still couldn't hide them.Some hesitated to ask: "Why is mediocrity a great crime?"

"Maybe, I don't know much about other majors, but... our major is the talent for fighting."

"Are you denying those who work hard?" Huang Chuanhui also clenched his fists, as if restraining the fear and grief in his heart.

Li Yuanzhi hugged the cat to keep warm, curled up, wrinkled his face in one place, pursed his lips and said, "That's not what I meant. Hard work is indeed useful."

It's dark fragrance and full sleeves, and falling flowers are red and cold. This kind of weather just doesn't have any warmth at all.

"But... it's still not as good as it is." He said it so calmly, like the last helpless sigh of a person struggling to die in the water. The young man watched the green leaves in front of him turn into dust on the soil, and his eyes were out of focus and confused: "That's right. Can't compare."

"Effort is the condition for entering the gate." Li Yuanzhi said: "But talent is the strength to walk after entering the gate. Didn't adults often say that life is a race when I was young? I watched those who came with me, slowly Being left behind, being surpassed in a hurry. The realm that everyone can reach is different. I have always had a sense of expectation and admiration for a person like Xu Shanmu. I really want to know what a person like him can create Such a stage. As long as I work hard, can I be as dazzling as him on the stage?"

"I really tried my best!" Gritting his teeth every word, Li Yuanzhi smiled compromisingly: "Really. Before the midterm exam, I didn't even sleep much. All I thought about was how to present the stage well, how to become Xu Shan Mu's opponent...but..." He couldn't even hold back his smirk bitterly: "When he took the first move, I knew I couldn't catch up."

Huang Chuanhui can only say: "Shan Mu is different from us after all. He is a genius, we should not compare ourselves with him."

Li Yuanzhi nodded: "I know, but I'm really not reconciled, so I want to catch up. You see, Xu Qingzhou is also a guy with extraordinary talent. He is the same kind of person as Jinghong. Although he is not an absolute talent, he is willing Work hard, and be able to maximize all the advantages in the field you are good at. People who are talented and willing to work hard. People like them are more terrifying than Xu Shanmu." In the small auditorium, there was a constant sound of silk and bamboo music, The strings vibrated the air, and every tremor stimulated the sadness in his mind.

He looked like a mournful ghost. Li Yuanzhi stared at the light in the auditorium sadly and said, "Jinghong is the national champion. What kind of concept is that? It is a height that I have never reached in my life. He is so young. It has been awarded for several consecutive times. There is also Xu Qingzhou, who wrote "Time Traveler" music charts, and he also won the second place in this professional competition, a silver award."

It seemed as if he was about to cry and laugh in the next second, but Li Yuanzhi stopped abruptly, stopped there, and restrained his emotions: "Chuan Hui, that is something I dare not think about in my life."

The dust in front of him hurried towards the world of mortals. Li Yuanzhi felt that he was fascinated by the wind and sand, so he could only close his eyes and frown unbearably: "Chuanhui..." It was a deep sigh: "Mediocrity is a sin. It is a great crime." .”

Huang Chuanhui understood what he meant, but still didn't like his current state, so he asked the young man, "So? Are you going to give up?"

"Giving up is impossible." Li Yuanzhi said, "I just have to admit the reality first. Although I don't know what other people will think, but I still want to fight again." Potential.

"I want to fight once. Even if I lose, I have to lose clearly."

He knew that Li Yuanzhi had a heart knot with Xu Shanmu, but Huang Chuanhui never thought that Li Yuanzhi would be affected to this extent.Once this desperate drive is hit, I don't know what the consequences will be...

"What are you going to do?"

"I want to compete with him once. I am ready to lose. I don't care what others think of me. I want to compete with him." The boy's eyes were bloodshot abnormally, and the rhythm of his heart beat It's also messy, like a weird ability born after being forced to the extreme.

If you don't bump into the south wall, you don't look back, but in your whole life, you have to see what the south wall looks like, right?

One cannot live up to oneself.

Regardless of the outcome, he decided to fight it out.

To lose is to lose.

At least you have to lose openly and aboveboard.

Ruo Jinghong came out of the auditorium with an anxious expression on his face, only to see what Li Yuanzhi and Huang Chuanhui were talking among the fallen leaves in the courtyard, and the expressions on their faces were not good.

"Jinghong." Huang Chuanhui noticed the boy approaching when he was stunned, and called his name a little bit at a loss.

Seeing that something was wrong with these two people, he asked, "What's the matter with you two? Where's Qingzhou?"

"Xu Qingzhou said he was not feeling well and already went back to the dormitory, and he didn't even go to the food stall." Huang Chuanhui looked up at the dark window: "I guess he's already asleep."

Ruo Jinghong didn't care about other things, just glanced at the two of them suspiciously, turned around and ran upstairs.

"Why is he in such a hurry?" Li Yuanzhi didn't understand.

"Maybe to congratulate Xu Qingzhou."

Li Yuanzhi shook his head absurdly: "Congratulations shouldn't be like this expression."