The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

On the day Xu Shanmu came back from the hospital, two notices came from the school, one was from Xue Fanyuan and the other was from Yue Chengen.

In the cafeteria, the two protagonists sat on both sides of the dining table. Tao Wangyan carefully read the admission notice in his hand, and then looked down at the two in front of him: "Yue Chengen, our school wants to accept you, what do you think?"

When Yue Chengen raised his head slightly, he could see many pairs of eyes full of expectation, so he chose to remain silent.

He Zhineng could see some unnatural restraint in his eyes, remembering what Xu Shanmu once said to him, haste makes waste, so he simply lowered his head and stopped talking.

Yue Chengen stared at the admission notice in front of him and fell into deep thought. Seeing this scene, everyone had to turn to look at Xue Fanyuan on the other side.It turned out that the child was also in the same state, and the heart of watching the excitement and the doubts in his mind immediately changed...

In the dormitory, Huang Chuanhui looked at the temperature displayed on the air conditioner, and confirmed that the temperature was 26 degrees, but the air in the room was inexplicably frozen and chilly.

After hesitating for a while, he stood up and picked up the hot water bottle beside him: "Do you two want some hot water?"

The two guys who actively exuded the cold air sat there fixedly, shaking their heads one after another.

"Then I'll fetch hot water." After saying that, he left immediately.

Closing the door and coming out, they were about to meet Ruo Jinghong and Xu Qingzhou who were about to go out, the two of them felt strange seeing Huang Chuanhui's guilty look, Xu Qingzhou couldn't help but joked: "Are you coming back from robbing a bank? "

"I..." Huang Chuanhui sighed and wrote countless sorrows: "I was forced out by the cold air. My dormitory is cooling down, and I come out to get warm? You two go out? Did you see Yuanzhi? Is he in the dormitory?" ?” He rubbed his arms: “I’m going to take refuge in their dormitory.”

"It's so lively." Xu Qingzhou pointed to the opposite dormitory: "Just now Yunyun also came to us, saying that the temperature in their room has also cooled down."

Ruo Jinghong leaned against the wall, bent slightly, restraining the stabbing pain on his back.

Xu Qingzhou turned around and patted him, motioning him to leave. The young man immediately straightened his back and followed him to leave.

Li Yuanzhi was not in the dormitory, and the patient who was reading in the dormitory pointed to the downstairs and said, "He went to play basketball with Li You."

"Oh, then I'll go find them."

The patient smiled and said nothing, and turned his gaze back to the book.

The door was about to be closed, but Huang Chuanhui couldn't help but stop what he was doing. He stood at the half-closed door for a long time before pushing it open again. He stood there not knowing what to say.

Finding that the door was not closed, Xu Shanmu looked up, met Huang Chuanhui's unfriendly defensive gaze, and smiled wearily: "What's wrong?"

After a long silence...

"Shan Mu, don't hurt Yuan Zhi." He said.

"I never thought of hurting others, including Yuan Zhi."

Leaving half of what he said, Huang Chuanhui knew what Xu Shanmu meant. Sometimes his obsession was his own and had nothing to do with other people's business, but under the severe gap, he always had to blame the injustice and the cruelty of the genius.

The door was closed.

It's like an isolated world.

In another isolated world, Tao Wangyan took the initiative to approach another person with low temperature.

"Are you planning to go?" He calmly sat down beside Xue Fanyuan: "That place?"

"I don't plan to go." The usually noisy boy actually had such a peaceful moment: "This is the second letter I have received. If I really planned to go, I would have gone already."

"When did you pass the exam?" Tao Wangyan sat down cross-legged: "Don't your family force you?"

"Forcing me?" He has always been a teenager living in music, free and unfettered: "My parents never force me to do things I don't like, and... I am fine now."

"Then why are you silent?" Tao Wangyan said with a smile: "You want to go, don't you, otherwise you wouldn't take this exam."

"I want to go, you're right, otherwise I wouldn't take this exam..." The young man hugged his knees in confusion: "I'm still very interested in astronomy, you see... I passed the exam, As long as I put my heart into it, I’m sure it will pay off.”

Tao Wangyan could hear the boredom and confusion in his words: "Then go."

"But I also want to stay. I also like music." He said: "I thought I could do both at first, but later I found out that I can't. The two cannot be side by side, and it takes a lot of effort to do it. Things, if I do one thing, I'm going to die, and two... I'm not a genius."

Tao Wangyan couldn't help laughing when he heard these words: "Then what do you want?"

"I didn't think about it." He leaned on the railing: "I don't know what I want. This is the first time I have faced an important decision in my life. How likely do you think I will become an astronomer in the future? Become everyone How likely is it that you have a strong singer in your eyes?"

"Half and half." Tao Wangyan said honestly: "Both are not easy paths."

"I thought... you'd say it would be easier to be a singer."

Tao Wangyan frowned with a smile: "I have been with my dad for a long time, and I have seen ups and downs. How many beautiful and talented children appear in the entertainment industry every year, and how many are in their early years? After they are in their early years, they pass away. After a while, it is forgotten. Everything is noisy. How many people cry, how many people laugh." He said with a smile: "It is extremely rare for Liyou to maintain his popularity for so many years. You know that he is so Yes, it's just an exception in the entertainment circle."

"Case?"

"Well, how many people envy the example of not coming. So...singer, actor, star, entertainer, it's not easy to be a singer, once you are rejected, you will never turn around. Practitioners are gambling, a lifetime of youth I'm gambling with my reputation for the rest of my life." He frowned in disgust and said, "If you take one wrong step, your life will be over." Tao Wangyan fell down on his side and leaned on the soft pillow: "My father, I've tried my best to play tricks. He has tried his best, but he is just like this, in fact, he is also very pitiful, every day he is afraid of being rejected by others."

"But astronomy is also very difficult. I haven't heard much research in this area in our country."

"There are many, but they are not open to the public." Xue Fanyuan also relaxed and fell down: "Astronomy is really interesting. The stars are really beautiful."

"You know the stars we see actually age," he said.

"Do stars age too?"

"Well. Yes. They also have life and death."

Tao Wangyan looked at the ceiling and smiled: "Sure enough, nothing in this world will last forever."

Both of them laughed, the temperature of the air conditioner dropped to [-] degrees again, the quilt was opened, and the two of them were wrapped into two cocoons.

"But... why are you interested in astronomy? Aren't your parents in business? Is there still time to teach you this?"

Xue Fanyuan gently shook his head and said: "When I was a child, my parents often had to leave home for business, and I stayed at home alone. They felt that they owed me, so I wanted everything other children had. My neighbor My elder sister likes stargazing, so my family bought her an astronomical telescope and information books, and I asked my parents for them, and the next day I had a full set of equipment at home." He said: "I am the only one in the family. When I was young, I used the Tianlun telescope to look at the stars. The human eye can only see a few thousand stars, but with a telescope, you can see hundreds of thousands of them, which is amazing."

Xue Fanyuan bent his eyes and smiled: "My sister next door told me that people used to travel by the stars to know their way. There are 88 constellations that can be seen on the earth. In this season, both Lyra and Cygnus can be seen. .”

"How should I put it? It's easy for people to be in awe of beautiful things, and they also hope to be shown the way forward. I..." He said hesitantly: "I can easily get whatever I want since I was a child. Immediately there will be...but...in fact, I will get tired of those things after two days of playing. To be honest, I don't know what I really want. I just want to see others have it. I get it and soon don't have it interest."

He lay there depressed and said, "I'm different from you. You at least know what you want, but I don't know what I want at all."

Tao Wangyan also shook his head: "This is your business, you can only figure it out for yourself, I can't help you."

"I've been thinking about it for a long time, but I still haven't figured it out... Originally, I planned to... just pretend that I didn't see this notice, that nothing happened, that I escaped this catastrophe, and I don't have to face anything. I got the second letter." Xue Fanyuan lowered his eyes: "No one knows about it, and those who do know will not say anything about it."

"Anyone who knows? Who else knows?"

"Mountain Twilight."

"he?"

"Yeah." Xue Fanyuan sat up and moved his neck: "He knew about it a long time ago, but he didn't say anything."

"That's it." Tao Wangyan squeezed the quilt tightly, turned over and looked at the temperature displayed on the air conditioner: "It's better not to talk to Shanmu about this."

"He's still sick, am I so anxious?"

"No..." Tao Wangyan recalled how he felt when his thoughts were completely seen through, and he still has a slight sense of fear until now. The feeling of being completely seen through is not very good, the most important thing The most important thing is that the person who sees through you will act as if nothing happened, and stay out of it again, that kind of profound feeling that people can't see through, can't understand... Tao Wangyan shook his head slightly.

Xue Fanyuan saw that something was wrong with him, before he could ask, Tao Wangyan said by himself: "Let's think about it first, if you really can't figure it out, then go to him."

After a little hesitation, the boy nodded blankly.

Knowing that he didn't understand the meaning of his words, Tao Wangyan smiled and rolled his eyes and said, "Because Shanmu feels too profound. To be honest, after you finish chatting with him, you may not be able to relax for a long time. .And...he won't take it seriously after helping you, and he won't get too close to people...so...if you can, it's better not to step into his territory. "

"Your advice after being persuaded by him last time?"

Tao Wangyan nodded: "Well, I always thought there was something wrong with him, but I couldn't tell what was wrong. I thought that after what happened last time, he and I could be considered friends. Even if not, at least the relationship should be It's just a step closer, but...he doesn't seem to think so, he just pretends nothing happened, and greets me normally when he sees me. I don't know whether I should admire his calmness, or he is really cold-blooded and ruthless."

"He can go to persuade you, how can he be cold-blooded and ruthless." Xue Fanyuan stepped on his shoes: "He is very good to Jinghong and Liyou, maybe... you and he are not from the same world, right? , we should go together if we can’t talk about it.”

"Isn't the king of the game a good brother after eating a game of chicken? Why are you so fine?" Tao Wangyan shook his head: "I think he is quite unpredictable. For your own safety, you should leave Keep him away."

"It's also..." Xue Fanyuan felt that what he said made sense: "Then I'll think about it myself first."

Tao Wangyan looked at the ever-changing white clouds outside the window, frowned and closed his eyes: "I never thought Xu Shanmu was a bad person, but why can't he be nicer to others?"

Xue Fanyuan looked at his confused eyebrows, then turned to look at the same sky: "Maybe... it was on purpose."

He could vaguely feel that those alienations were done on purpose.

In another room, there was also a typhoon warning. He Zhi was wearing headphones and didn't know what he was looking at, with a smile on his face, and a little laughter came out from time to time.

Based on Yue Chengen's understanding of He Zhi, this guy should immediately jump up and force him to come to school when he saw the admission notice, but he was unexpectedly so calm all of a sudden.

"Shall we go to eat together?" He Zhi took off his earphones and asked, "There is a newly opened pickled fish on the street. After eating, you can go to work directly, and I will come back to school."

"it is good."

In the restaurant, He Zhi was washing the dishes, looked up at Yue Chengen's puzzled gaze, grinned with cunning and stubbornness: "Are you thinking why I don't pester you as usual?"

"What did Xu Qingzhou and Xu Shanmu tell you?"

"How could you guess the two of them?" He Zhixiao handed over the porcelain bowl in his hand: "There are so many people in our school?"

"Including me, there are a total of twelve people. The most sensible thing is that the two of them and Zheng Nanguan, Zheng Nanguan has a very lenient temper. He won't take the initiative to talk to you and teach you. Except for the two of them, I can't think of anyone else."

He Zhi wisely asked back: "Then do you think this is better? Or is it better?"

"It's all good. You are also very good." Yue Chengen's nose was filled with the warm smell of food, and he leaned on the chair lazily: "There is nothing wrong with you."

"Will you stay?" He Zhi was still the same He Zhi, no matter how much he could bear it, he couldn't help his instinct: "This is a very good opportunity. It's not bad to be a singer, but a producer. You don't have to show your face, and you don't have to..."

"I know." Yue Chengen nodded: "I know, so I will think about it carefully, and when I think about it, I will tell you."

Seeing a whole new change in his whole person, He Zhi was stunned for a moment, and then said happily: "A genius is a genius. At first I thought he was just asking you to get better for a short time, but now it seems...you seem to be really It's slowly getting better."

Yue Chengen regained the ease and gentleness that he hadn't seen for many years.

Going to the stall, Ruo Jinghong and Xu Qingzhou greeted him politely.

"Didn't you two go to see the musical instrument this afternoon? How did you see it?"

"It's either too bad or too expensive." Xu Qingzhou patted the table and sighed: "It's not easy to buy."

Ruo Jinghong chewed on the oden and said: "We plan to go to see it tomorrow. We only saw half a block today."

"I do know a musical instrument store. The products are good and cheap. The boss is also a connoisseur. I'll give you the address later." Yue Chengen thought of his broken guitar, and said hesitantly: "If it's convenient for you, go and see it." look."

"Oh? If you know someone, then it's easy to handle." Just as Xu Qingzhou was about to ask for the address, Ruo Jinghong poked his head out first: "Then you go with us tomorrow, we don't know the way to find the way How long will it take to find it?"

"You are a road idiot, Qingzhou is not a road idiot, and the store is easy to find, so I won't go." Yue Chengen kept working, and kept talking to the two people over there.

"I..." Someone was anxious, raised his eyes and retorted extremely fast: "When did I become insane? Who told you that I was insane? Do they have evidence? I just took the wrong way once, Whoever said it, you tell me. Now it is a society ruled by law and they want to talk about evidence...I..."

Xu Qingzhou couldn't help laughing, poked a fish ball with his chopsticks and stuffed it into his mouth: "Calm down, calm down. You are not a Lu Chi, you are not a Lu Chi."

The man smoothed out his fur like a cat, lowered his head and chewed the ball in his mouth angrily: "It must be Huang Chuanhui and Xue Fanyuan who are restless. I will tear them apart when I get back."

"I'll help you take it apart, I'll help you take it apart, you calm down first, eat and eat."

The guests at the surrounding tables all turned their heads and snickered.

Xu Qingzhou smiled and shook her head helplessly.

Chu Yun heard the sparse laughter from the stall from afar, and asked as soon as he entered the door: "I heard you laughing from afar, what are you laughing at?"

"Jinghong said that he is not a road idiot."

When Chu Yun heard the word Lu Chi, he immediately understood what they were laughing at, and couldn't help laughing: "Whether he is Lu Chi, hasn't he figured it out himself? We all know it."

"..."

Seeing the people around him lingering on the edge of fried hair, Xu Qingzhou fed another fish egg again and again, raised his head and said, "Be merciful, he is really angry and you still have to coax him."

"How do you know?" Chu Yun laughed loudly: "How did you know that we were going to coax him?" With Yue Chengen's laughter in his ears, Chu Yun turned his head in surprise: "You know too?"

"The first thing to do when you enter school is to listen to the people in your class talk about how people are in the world." Xu Qingzhou smiled and fed another fish ball to the person who was staring at him: "The most interesting thing I heard was from this old man."

After Yue Chengen put the food in the pot, he folded his arms and leaned on the side: "I heard that you laughed at him and made him angry. Nine people took turns coaxing him to buy him something? It took three days to coax him. Is it true or not? When He Zhi told me it was exaggerated. Is it true?"

Chu Yun shook his head: "It's true, but... it's more than three days."

Xu Qingzhou turned his head and looked over: "Look, how kind are you to everyone? Don't be so angry."

"I'm just a joke in your eyes."

"Who said that, you are obviously the mascot."

There was laughter.

Ruo Jinghong went to another store to buy some nutritious soup, and then followed Xu Qingzhou back to school.

The past few days seemed to be a harbinger of cooling down. The wind at night was full of humidity, and the boy's brows and eyes were gently caressed by the wind, and every inch of him was calm.

"I thought you would ask Yue Chengen about what you left behind." Ruo Jinghong jumped two steps in front of him, stepped on his shadow on the ground, and stubbornly raised his eyes to meet the person, his eyes were as crystal as water, flickering. Yan Liuli: "Why didn't you ask?"

"I plan to ask him tomorrow, since you asked him to go to see the musical instrument together."

"Oh, so you meant to ask." He nodded, "Do you think he will stay?"

"I don't know." Xu Qingzhou answered honestly, jumped forward to step on his own shadow, but couldn't step on it: "If you know, there is no need to ask."

"I think he will stay." If Jinghong spoke so swearingly for the first time, even Xu Qingzhou was puzzled by it. Xu Qingzhou would relax himself when he was with the young man who was as beautiful as a begonia in front of him, he asked with a smile : "Why do you think so?"

"desire."

"Oh?"

"He has a great desire for the stage. When he stands on the stage, there is light in his eyes. He is not a person who will give up on the stage. I think he is quite ambitious, especially on the stage. During the midterm exam, I saw Here it is, gut feeling, gut feeling."

"Um……"

Ruo Jinghong shrugged, turned to look at the orange light in front of him: "Okay, okay, I just like to say these inexplicable things, I'm not very smart, I'm stupid all day long. Didn't you also say that I look Is it stupid and cute?"

"That's a compliment to you."

"It doesn't matter." He jumped a step: "My mother said that stupid people have stupid blessings, and there is nothing wrong with me being stupid."

"Jinghong."

"Ok?"

"It's my birthday, and I want...to ask you for a birthday present?"

Ruo Jinghong turned around, smiled and rolled his eyes: "Fresh, you are the first one to ask me for a gift. What do you want? This fairy will definitely satisfy you."

"Then I would like to thank Fairy Jinghong." He stepped forward and put his arms around the boy's neck, and said with a smile, "Give me a dance, I want to see you dancing in full costume. I've seen you perform it completely."

"Okay. Then I'll dance for you on your birthday."

Xu Qingzhou shook her head: "It's not my birthday."

"Ah?" He was confused: "Didn't you ask me for a birthday present? Why didn't you dance on your birthday?"

"I participated in a professional competition. The prizes for the first, second and third place are pretty good. No.1 has a very generous bonus and can get in touch with big companies. But those are not important. When I win the first place, You can dance for me as a reward, okay?"

"Are you so special that you want to dance as a gift?"

Xu Qingzhou looked at him without speaking.

He wants someone who can share his joy, someone who can appreciate his loneliness and hard work in a high position. Compared with Xu Shanmu who understands everything, a pure child like Ruo Jinghong can make him truly believe in him. treat.

He will rejoice for his joys and grieve for his sorrows.

Because we fear from the bottom of our hearts that we are not worthy of being loved, we are alone, but it is because of being alone that makes us think that we are not worthy of being loved.One day, you don't know when, you'll hit the road.One day, you don't know when, you will meet him (her).You will be loved because for the first time in your life you are truly not alone.You will choose not to be alone anymore. 】——"Island Bookstore"

In fact, being alone is a choice.