Loved by old men

Shen Yan put his hand on the back of Yin Shichen's hand, pretended to be calm and said to Yin Yu, "Go out."

His tone was very flat, which made people inexplicably flustered.

Yin Yu frowned, "I'm looking at you."

Shen Yan stopped talking, he felt his palms itch.

It was Yin Shichen who scratched lightly with his fingertips.

"Let me stay with him for a while." Shen Yan lowered his eyes and clenched that hand.

Yin Yu wanted to say something more, but seeing his father slowly shaking his head on the hospital bed, he closed his mouth and left the nursing room.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Shen Yan's eyes turned red.

"Are you blaming me?" He suppressed his voice, trying not to tremble, "I haven't seen you for a long time."

The person on the hospital bed would not answer him, but just stared at him, with a little more tenderness in those empty eyes.

"I've been thinking about it lately, you've hurt me so badly."

Shen Yan paused, took a deep breath and said, "It's been more than ten years, I can't remember how long... Because of you, I have been in this nursing home for so long, but you never wake up."

Yin Shichen moved his fingers and opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something.

Shen Yan knew what he meant, shook his head, and lied to him: "I'm doing fine, you don't have to worry."

For ten years, he has been doing well.

No worries about food and clothing, no competition with others, no worries in plain life.But it's just that there is less fun in life, a little more thinking, and a little bit of unwillingness.

"It's a surprise that I didn't become a singer." Shen Yan leaned forward, put his face in front of Yin Shichen, and smiled at him, "Look, do I have more wrinkles?"

Yin Shichen opened his mouth, but he didn't say a word for a long time.

Shen Yan feigned anger, "You will be a fool for the rest of your life! Won't you coax me? I shouldn't be coaxed by you for so many years?"

As he spoke, tears suddenly fell.

Yin Shichen was visibly nervous, his hands hanging on the bed were trembling, but he couldn't say anything with his mouth open.

"Don't move." Shen Yan closed his eyes forcefully, tears rolled down and fell on the back of Yin Shichen's hand.

"...Yan, brother Yan..." Yin Shichen grabbed his hand with the last bit of strength.

Shen Yan stared blankly, then suddenly smiled.

"Hey baby."

With such familiar titles and responses, they seem to have returned to more than ten years ago.

At that time, Shen Yan was Yin Shichen's senior, three years older than Yin Shichen.

When we first met, Yin Shichen called him Shige, but later he just called him brother.

After being together, Shen Yan sometimes liked to tease him, and every time he called him brother, he would say baby, and whenever he saw Yin Shichen's ears turning red, he would enjoy himself for a long time.

But now, Yin Shichen won't look shy anymore.

Shen Yan rubbed the back of the man's hand, and said softly: "I said you are rough, you still don't believe it, your hands are so old, fortunately it's not winter, otherwise you will crack again, and then you will bleed and die again. Shout out to me."

He was chattering, very much like his husband's little wife, Yin Shichen just looked at him, as if he was relieved, and seemed to be relieved, he held the corner of his mouth and smiled hard.

Shen Yan saw it, and lightly patted the back of Yin Shichen's hand, "What are you laughing at, do you think I'm nagging?"

Yin Shichen subconsciously opened his mouth to explain.

Shen Yan immediately rushed to say: "Shut up, I won't change it."

The reason they quarreled in the past was very boring. Sometimes it was Shen Yan who nagged Yin Shichen, and sometimes it was Yin Shichen who couldn't speak and Shen Yan was angry. .

"This time, I won't give in." Shen Yan lay beside his hospital bed, "You are the one who failed me."

Yin Shichen tried to raise his hand, but his movements were very slow.

Shen Yan closed his eyes, hiding the emotions in his eyes, "Achen, can you kiss me?"

The man didn't respond to him, and the nursing room was eerily quiet.

Shen Yan couldn't help sighing, "Forget it, I'll kiss you."

As soon as the words fell, a hand was put on the head.

Shen Yan was startled.

"...I...I, Brother Yan..." Yin Shichen's voice was very soft, trying to speak coherent sentences, but all failed.

The instruments in the room kept beeping, overshadowing Yin Shichen's weak voice. Shen Yan blinked his wide-eyed eyes twice weakly, pulled away his hand that was placed on top of his head, and stood up and sat on the chair.

"Brother Yan..." Yin Shichen spoke sharply, and suddenly smiled at him, which made Shen Yan panic.

He knew it was just a flashback.

Yin Shichen seemed to have regained his strength suddenly, and reached out to grab Shen Yan's hand on the bed, softly condensing it in the bottom of his eyes.

"Brother Yan, I kept you waiting."

Shen Yan's eyes turned red.

"let's break up."

When Yin Shichen said this, his eyes were full of distress.

"It doesn't matter." Shen Yan clenched the corners of his lips, "You said we were together, and you said we broke up. Where do you put me?"

"First." Yin Shichen replied.

Shen Yan shook off his hand, covering his face and choking, "I can afford to wait."

"Hey, don't wait."

Shen Yan didn't know that this would be the last sentence of Yin Shichen's life, if he knew, he would never meet him.

When the instrument made a piercing sound, the nursing room fell into silence, followed by the sound of chaotic footsteps.

Shen Yan couldn't hear anything.

He watched Yin Shichen close his eyes and die, the nurse came in and separated him, and the doctor examined Yin Shichen, his mind went blank.

Yin Shichen left him and this world.

Shen Yan was dragged by others in a daze, obviously he was still talking to Yin Shichen last second, obviously he was also ready.

But Yin Shichen left so suddenly.

When Qi Le saw Dean Lin suddenly barging in, his heart skipped a beat, and even Yin Shijian's expression became serious.

Yin Yu suddenly took a deep breath, and then asked, "Should I go in?"

It was Yin Shijian who asked this question.

The latter shook his head, Yin Yu pursed his lips and stood aside.

When Shen Yan came out, there was no expression on his face, and no emotions could be seen.

"Brother..." Yin Shijian hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing.

Shen Yan ignored him, walked past them to his room, humming an unknown tune.

Yin Shijian heard it familiar, and remembered the origin of the song, "It was composed by the senior brother himself, and it was a coming-of-age gift for my brother."

At that time, Shen Yan and Yin Shichen hadn't known each other for long, and it was actually Shen Yan who was chasing him, but Yin Shichen confessed to him first. At that time, Shen Yan used all means to chase Yin Shichen.

This song was composed and composed by Shen Yan himself, and he sang it himself.

Yin Shijian actually didn't know Shen Yan at that time, the reason why he knew this was because Shen Yan flirted with him back then.

That song, the tune is obviously very cheerful, but now it is a little more sad.

Dean Lin came out and announced that the rescue was futile, with tears in his eyes.

Yin Shichen's funeral was held very quickly and in a hurry.

Shen Yan didn't cry or make noise during the period, and was so quiet that it made people panic.

After the funeral, Yin Yu helped him back into the car, and he broke away, "I don't need it."

Yin Yu was a little embarrassed.

Yin Shijian protected his son behind him, frowned and called out "Senior Brother".

Shen Yan got into the car by himself, and after a long silence, he said, "A Jian, help me find a house."

His tone was very calm, and there was no wave in his eyes.

Yin Shijian didn't ask him the reason, he agreed and took him back to Yin's house first.

In Yin's house, Qi Le obeyed Yin Shijian's order and had someone clean up a room for Shen Yan to live in temporarily.

"Brother, you live here for a few days, and I'll tell you when I find a house." Yin Shijian was worried that something might happen to him, so he could only use this method temporarily.

Shen Yan didn't have any comments, nodded and went upstairs.

As his own son, Yin Yu had also been busy at the funeral for most of the day, and now his face was full of tiredness. When he saw Shen Yan going upstairs, he followed Shen Yan up.

Seeing that both of them were not quite right, Qi Le frowned worriedly and asked, "Are they all right?"

Yin Shijian squeezed the space between his eyebrows, "It doesn't look like it's all right."

"Ah? Then what should we do?" Qi Le was more nervous than him.

Yin Shijian bent down and lay on his back, rubbing his face against his neck, "Baby, why don't you worry about me..."

"Don't make trouble." Qi Le pushed his head away and couldn't help educating him, "What time is it now?"

"I'm really tired."

What Yin Shijian said was the truth.

He prepared the entire funeral, not only to take care of Shen Yan, but also to take care of his son. He had been highly concentrated for a long time. Now that he relaxes, he is more tired than if he stayed up late and worked overtime for a week.

Qi Le also felt sorry for him, and raised his hand to rub his head, "Go to sleep, you haven't slept well in the past few days."

"Then you sleep with me for a while." Yin Shijian rarely acted like a baby.

Qi Le followed his tricks, tilted his head and kissed his face, "Go to sleep, I'm sleepy too."

Yin Shijian rewarded him with a kiss and said, "So good."

Sleeping now is just a nap, and the nap time is not long.

Qi Le woke up after sleeping for half an hour, with a pair of arms tightly hugging her waist.

He broke it a few times, and the man's hand became tighter and tighter.

"Where do you want to go?" Yin Shijian just woke up, his voice was hoarse and sexy, it sounded so good that it made your legs go limp.

Qi Le immediately lay obediently in his arms, and turned to look at him after a while.

The man had already fallen asleep again, and there were faint dark circles under his eyes.

Qi Le stretched out his hand and touched it carefully, "Are you too tired?"

After Yin Shichen passed away, Yin Shijian has been busy all the time. Even Yin Yu asked for leave from school to take care of Shen Yan at home.

As far as he knew, the reason why Yin Yu treated Shen Yan uncharacteristically was because of Yin Shichen.

He didn't know what the father and son talked about, but he seemed to see that Yin Yu had grown up a lot all of a sudden.

Now Yin Yu is not as impulsive and irritable as before, and is a little more forbearing.

Someone knocked lightly on the door, interrupting Qi Le's thoughts.

He just wanted to get up to see who it was, Yin Shijian got up before him and walked to the door.

The person standing outside the door was Yin Yu, with a flustered expression, "Dad, something happened to Uncle Shen."