Loved by old men

Shen Yan just chased him out and wanted to reason with Yin Shijian, but when he heard the news, he stopped walking and his mind was buzzing.

"What did you say?!"

Dean Lin looked back, and someone grabbed his shoulders.

Shen Yan looked a little dazed, "Dean Lin..."

Yin Shijian pulled him away and persuaded him, "I'll go find Yin Yu and go home, you can go and accompany him."

It's the last chance, he doesn't want his senior brother to leave any regrets, and live in self-blame and guilt in the future.

Shen Yan didn't listen, his lips trembled, unable to speak a word.

Yin Shijian frowned and sighed: "Brother, there is no chance."

"I don't see him, he's not good, I don't see him." Shen Yan suddenly became tough, sitting on the stone pier beside him, with a stern face, he didn't know why he was angry.

Yin Shijian still wanted to find his wife and son, so he gave Dean Lin a wink when he saw him like this, and then drove away in a hurry.

As soon as he left the nursing home, he called Yin Yu.

At this time, Yin Yu was with Qi Le in a convenience store outside. The location of the nursing home was relatively remote, and there were no shops for miles around. This was the only convenience store on the road.

"Yin Yu, Shen Yan is sick now, I don't want you to understand him, but it's your father you want to see." Qi Le held a Coke and sat with him on a chair outside the convenience store.

The two chased each other all the way, and they were both tired from running.

"Why should I scold him?" Yin Yu sweated profusely from his forehead as he ran, and beads of sweat still remained on his neck.

"He didn't scold you either. The reason is very complicated, and I don't know it very well. Your father needs to explain it to you."

Qi Le was telling the truth, he really didn't know the past, but judging from Shen Yan's attitude, the other party seemed to think that Yin Yu's brother's illness was related to Yin Yu.

Yin Yu was still about to talk back, when the phone in his pocket rang suddenly.

It belonged to his father.

Looking at his expression, Qi Le guessed who the caller was, "Pick it up, I must have something to tell you."

"Why should I pick it up?"

Yin Yu hung up the phone and sat beside Qi Le with a cold face.

Just as Qi Le was about to ask him a few words, his cell phone rang.

"Where are you?"

Qi Le reported the address truthfully, and Yin Yu who stood beside him stood up and was about to leave, he quickly stopped him, "What are you doing, be obedient, sit down!"

"Why should I listen to you." Although he said so, he didn't move.

Listening to their conversation, Yin Shijian thought it was a quarrel, so he coaxed Qi Le a few words, but was interrupted by Qi Le, "I'm fine, what happened to you so nervous?"

"My brother, I can't do it anymore." Yin Shijian said cryptically, stepping on the gas pedal to accelerate.

Qi Le was stunned for a moment, until the end of the phone call, he was still in a daze.

Seeing that something was wrong with him, Yin Yu cautiously probed, "Hey, don't act for me."

"Yin Yu." Qi Le's tone was very light, "Wait for your dad to pick you up later, be good, okay?"

"I'm good, good ass!"

"Your biological father is dying soon."

Qi Le lowered his head, wondering what would happen to Shen Yan now.

Hearing what he said, Yin Yu put away all the anxiety on his face, and sat in the chair silently.

When Yin Shijian came to pick them up, the two of them still maintained the same sitting posture and expression.

On the way back to the nursing home, Yin Yu kept staring out of the car window with his face full of thoughts.

Blood relationship is a very strange existence.

He thought he was indifferent.

After all, it was just a person he had never seen before, but now he was so stuffy that he couldn't breathe.

Arriving at the nursing home, as soon as Qi Le stepped into Yin Shichen's nursing home, he clearly felt the difference in the atmosphere.

Even more depressing than yesterday.

There were doctors coming and going at the door of the nursing room, and Shen Yan stood outside, seeing them and his group with no expression on his face.

Yin Yu had been scolded by him before, and when he saw him frowning here, he pouted angrily and remained silent.

Dean Lin came out of the room with a solemn tone, "He's awake."

It is undoubtedly good news for people who have not woken up for more than ten years to suddenly wake up, but no one present is happy.

They knew that this awakening was just a flashback.

Accompanied by Yin Shijian, Yin Yu entered the room, and when he saw the person on the hospital bed, he stopped in his tracks.

"Dad, I..."

Yin Shijian knew that he wanted to run away, so he pulled him in forcefully.

"Brother, I brought him." He said and pressed his son on the chair.

The elder brother turned his head slowly, his eyes seemed to be invisible, and he stretched out his hand tremblingly, Yin Yu grabbed it subconsciously.

The man laughed, with a face full of bones and no flesh, and the smile was a little scary.

Yin Shijian patted his son on the back and said in a low voice, "Just call Dad."

Facing the strange biological father, Yin Yu was a little cautious, holding his father's hand in silence.

It's not that he doesn't want to shout, he can't.

His throat seemed to be strangled by a hand, sealing all his voice in his throat.

Seeing that he was silent, Yin Shijian didn't urge him, but patted him on the shoulder and walked out, leaving them father and son to get along.

Seeing the old man come out, Qi Le rushed to meet him, "How's it going?"

Yin Shijian shook his head, "Let them be alone for a while first."

After speaking, he looked at Shen Yan who was not far away.

Shen Yan is still unwilling to see Yin Shichen.

Qi Le followed his gaze and couldn't help but sigh deeply, "He's struggling."

When a lover is dying of illness, no one can meditate.

Shen Yan has been reluctant to see Yin Shichen since nine years ago, but now that he has heard the news of his critical illness, his mood is more complicated than theirs.

He once thought that he would go see Yin Shichen when he woke up, but now that the other party wakes up and will leave forever, so he doesn't want to see him.

He is afraid.

I am afraid that after seeing this side, I will not be able to see you again in the future.

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In the nursing room, Yin Yu held his father's hand, trying to speak to ease the atmosphere, "Then what...that is, I'm doing fine."

His mouth was stupid, and he didn't know what to say when he opened his mouth.

Father couldn't speak, couldn't respond to him, but just stared at him.

Those empty eyes looked a little scary, but Yin Yu inexplicably saw a kind of emotion that he had never seen since he was a child.

He lowered his eyes and looked at his father's hand, which was very white with plaques on the skin, like the hand of an old man. If his father hadn't told him that this was a twin brother who was the same age as his father, he would never believe that the person in front of him was the same as his father. Dad is the same age.

The nursing room was very quiet, only the beeping of the instruments, and the hurried footsteps of nurses outside the room from time to time.

Yin Yu clenched his father's thin hand tightly, feeling a trace of grief inexplicably in his heart.

He thought it was just a simple meeting, and he wouldn't feel much about his biological father, whom he had never met since childhood.

But now he is really heartbroken.

Twitching pain, as if someone was grabbing his heart, clenched it tightly, let it go, and then clenched it again, giving him a breath and at the same time seemed to want his life.

According to the rules, Yin Yu's visiting time was only 10 minutes. He stayed in the nursing room for 10 minutes. Before Dean Lin came in, he saw the person on the hospital bed and his mouth moved.

"What do you want to say?" Yin Yu couldn't help leaning forward, putting his ear close to his mouth.

"... Yan... Gu... Take care..." Yin Shichen opened his mouth, and the sound he made was very strange.

"Taking care of Yan?" Yin Yu assembled his words, saw him blink, and knew that he had guessed right.

"...You... You have to take...Yan...Brother Yan..."

"Let me take care of Brother Yan?" Yin Yu didn't know how he translated it. Seeing him blink again, he felt very uncomfortable.

If his guess is correct, Brother Yan should be the Shen Yan that Qi Le said, that is, the one who scolded him.

"See, I want to see..."

Yin Shijian was still talking when Dean Lin happened to come in, and immediately walked out when he heard the voice, directly passing Yin Shijian and Qi Le, and walked in front of Shen Yan.

"Mr. Shen, Mr. Yin wants to see you."

Shen Yan was taken aback, and Qi Le and Yin Shijian were also taken aback.

Yin Yu also came out at this time, and shouted to his father, "Who is Shen Yan?"

He knows who it is, but he doesn't want to talk to someone who has scolded him.

Shen Yan turned back immediately, as if he didn't believe it, "He wants to see me?"

Yin Yu nodded, but really didn't speak again.

Shen Yan pursed his lips, "No see."

Yin Yu frowned, "He wants to see you."

"I have the right not to be seen."

Shen Yan was very firm, and did not go back to his residence after speaking.

Yin Yu lost his temper and rushed forward to grab the man's wrist and pull it back, "I don't know what relationship you have with him, and I don't want to know, but he is dying now!"

Shen Yan was still struggling, but Yin Yu's last words made him give up struggling completely.

He has been escaping from reality all the time, he doesn't want to see Yin Shichen, but he can still think about it, and he can no longer lie to himself when he meets Yin Shichen.

But now he is completely powerless to resist in the face of reality.

Yin Yu is a young man, even if one hand is injured, he can still pull someone to the nursing room with one hand. Yin Shijian and Qi Le were afraid that his rough hands and feet would hurt Shen Yan, so they had to protect him from behind.

Who would have thought that Yin Yu would give them a vicious look, "It's none of your business, it's their business!"

Just as Yin Shijian wanted to talk about him, Qi Le took his hand, signaling him not to speak at this time.

Shen Yan was pulled into the nursing room right under the eyes of several people.

Standing in the room filled with the smell of medicine, Shen Yan frowned. Seeing the familiar and unfamiliar person on the hospital bed, he couldn't help but startled, and didn't dare to move forward.

Nine years, he has not seen Yin Shichen for nine years.

Back then, he couldn't stand the torment of waiting, so he resolutely chose to escape, using the excuse of "that person has a mission" and "that person will come back soon after a mission" every day to avoid facing this fact.

However, now he has to face reality.

The person on the hospital bed is much older and can no longer see his original appearance.

Shen Yan combed his hair suddenly, and nervously asked Yin Yu beside him, "Is my hair messed up?"

Yin Yu glanced at it, stretched out his hand and combed the raised place with his fingers, and said with a rare gentle tone, "It's not messy, it looks good."

Shen Yan was still worried, "Where are my clothes?"

Yin Yu carefully checked for him, "No problem."

"Really?" Shen Yan brushed her long hair, frowned and asked in a low voice, "Will he not like my long hair?"

He kept this hair for nine years.

I also cut it during the period, but every time I cut it, I didn't cut it very short.

Because Yin Shichen once said when he confessed, "Girls with long hair reaching their waists are so pretty, but I want to see you as a boy. You must be prettier than them."

Yin Shichen's personality is very old-fashioned, he can't speak sweet words, he looks like wood, and that is the only sweet talk.

Yin Yu saw that he had changed too quickly, and it was actually a little hard to accept in his heart, but when he thought that it was because of the person on the hospital bed, he felt relieved all of a sudden.

"Do you have a rubber band?" he asked.

Shen Yan quickly took off the rubber band on his wrist and gave it to Yin Yu. Naturally, all the traces of self-harm on it were noticed by Yin Yu, but he didn't ask, and asked Shen Yan to turn around and help him tie up his hair.

It is very troublesome to tie someone's hair, Yin Yu has never done it before, and he was worried that he would accidentally hurt Shen Yan, so he kept asking if it would hurt.

The latter always answered that it didn't hurt, and then stared straight at the person on the hospital bed, the light in his eyes dimmed a bit.

After finally helping someone tie their hair, Yin Yu's injured wrist was aching, but he didn't pay attention, and nodded to Shen Yan with satisfaction, "It's ok, it won't be loose like this."

Shen Yan put on a smiling face, unlike the gloominess when we first met, now he seems like an energetic teenager in adolescence.

Yin Yu glanced at the person on the hospital bed, and suddenly understood the relationship between the two.

Shen Yan touched his face, "My face won't get old, will it? Is the skin not tight? I'm worried that he won't recognize me."

Yin Yu felt extremely uncomfortable, "No, I...my dad will recognize you."

Hearing his address, Shen Yan was startled, his smile was suppressed, and he murmured: "Yes, you are so old...how can I not grow old?"

Yin Yu suddenly didn't know how to answer, but Shen Yan suddenly smiled, "Forget it, it doesn't matter if you don't recognize me, anyway, I'm almost forgetting what he looks like."

He was smiling, but the smile didn't reach his eyes.

Yin Yu didn't answer, and walked to the hospital bed first.

Shen Yan followed behind him with a smiling face. When he saw the face of the person on the bed clearly, his heart seemed to be tightly clenched by a hand, and the pain made him have to open his mouth to breathe heavily.

Yin Yu was taken aback by him, and quickly helped him to sit on the chair.

Shen Yan stared at the person on the hospital bed, his teeth chattering, "...Achen, I'm here to see you."

Yin Shichen was very excited, he seemed to want to get up, but due to physical reasons, he could only struggle fearlessly.

Yin Yu held him down and coaxed softly, "Dad, he's not leaving."