Go to my home and do your homework

At midnight, the entire dormitory building was in a deep sleep.

Afraid of disturbing other people's sleep, Qu Liaoyuan trotted down from the steps, and said to Song Ye in a low voice: "The dormitory teacher has yelled at me several times, saying that someone secretly smokes in the corridor at night. Was it you the first few times? what happened?"

Song Ye said: "I can't sleep, what's wrong with you? You still go to the bathroom in the middle of the night, do you have kidney deficiency?"

"...I can't sleep either." Qu Liaoyuan felt that the matter was not that simple. Seeing that Song Ye was holding his right hand tightly, and there seemed to be something in his hand, he asked, "What are you holding in your hand?"

"It's nothing." Song Ye wanted to put his fist directly into his school uniform pocket.

Qu Liaoyuan grabbed his arm and forcibly opened his hand, trying to see what he was holding.

It's a lighter, a dog-shaped lighter.Last year I went to Wen Cong's house to play, and Song Ye asked Wen Cong for it.

Qu Liaoyuan wondered: "What's there to hide here? Can't you show it to me?"

Song Ye stuffed the lighter back into his pocket and said, "Go back to sleep."

He was going up the steps.

Qu Liaoyuan quickly grabbed him and said, "Wait, wait a minute."

"What else are you going to do?" Song Ye said with a look of surrender, "Okay, my brother didn't buy the cigarettes. I didn't waste money. I went to a restaurant for dinner during the Chinese New Year. Your dad forgot to take the left half of the pack. My brother put it away. It was someone else who secretly smoked in the corridor a few days ago, this is the first time for my brother, really."

Qu Liaoyuan still held him tight, and said, "Then, why can't you sleep? Are you unhappy? I'll see you have something to do at night, and you won't tell me if I ask you. If you have something to tell me, hide it." What are you doing?"

"It's all right," Song Ye smiled, and said, "Brother is just too nervous about studying, and the mental pressure is a bit high."

Qu Liaoyuan didn't believe it at all, Song Ye was not a character who would be nervous about the exam, there must be something else.

Song Ye said softly: "Is there still no class tomorrow? Go back to sleep and be obedient, okay?"

"You just think it's useless to talk to me." Qu Liaoyuan let go of his hand, stood at the bottom of the steps and looked at Song Ye, his tone and expression were somewhat depressed.

Song Ye had no choice but to stop, and said, "Brother didn't mean that, don't think too much about it."

"I don't think too much. I don't understand anything. If you don't tell me, I won't be able to guess it," Qu Liaoyuan said. "But if you don't tell me, I will never understand. You want me to never understand." Do you understand what you are thinking? Didn't we agree that we have to face and solve things together? I am in trouble, so why not you? You can't always treat me as a child just because you know a lot. He's an adult too."

Song Ye pursed his lips, and looked at him with a look that Qu Liaoyuan didn't understand.

The voice-activated light above the head went out, leaving only the tail of the dim orange light in the corridor sweeping here.

"I know, you are an adult now." Song Ye said.

Qu Liaoyuan was at a loss by these words, did Song Ye agree with him?Or are you denying him?

Song Ye said: "Maybe I'm not."

Qu Liaoyuan asked suspiciously, "What... what's wrong with you?"

Song Ye sighed in the dim light, and said, "Qu'er, I didn't tell you what was on my mind. It's not that I didn't want to, but I didn't know how to tell you."

Qu Liaoyuan: "..."

Or is it for volunteering?Song Ye obviously didn't like it, he was encouraging and supporting him against his will, and then he was sad and sad, unable to sleep in the middle of the night, hiding here to smoke secretly, and using that puppy lighter.

Qu Liaoyuan felt overwhelmed for a while, the joy and satisfaction of his determination to pursue his dreams was greatly reduced at this moment, if he really had to choose between ideals and love...

He gritted his teeth hard, and said to Song Ye: "It's because of my volunteering, right? You don't like me going to the police academy, so I... I won't go, don't be unhappy."

He has only just summoned up the courage to pursue himself, and the future is still unknown. Compared with this unknown item, what should be cherished is what he already has.Song Ye is willing and able to understand his desire to pursue his dream. With this rare point alone, he shouldn't let his soulmate be sad anymore.

"I love you." He added.

"Brother loves you too, but not..." Song Ye was surprised and helpless, and said, "Brother is really not for this."

"Then what are you doing?" Qu Liaoyuan said in disbelief, "Don't be afraid that I'll be unhappy, if you have an idea, just say it, we'll be together for decades, are you just starting to cover up your own thoughts now? ? No, we can't do this."

Song Ye thought for a while, then turned around and sat down on the steps, looking up at Qu Liaoyuan in front of him.

The eyes of the two have adapted to the weak light here, and they can see each other's appearance clearly.

Qu Liaoyuan stood there with doubt and confusion on his face.

Song Ye said: "I didn't lie to you. I promised you a long time ago that I would not lie to you. You can find the path you want to go. Brother is really happy for you."

Qu Liaoyuan said: "Are you so happy that you can't sleep? Stop lying."

"Brother is thinking about other things." Song Ye signaled him to come over, and said, "Sit next to me, or you will talk too loudly, and the lights will turn on again in a while."

Qu Liaoyuan awkwardly came over, sat next to him, reached into his pocket, and found the lighter.

Song Ye turned his head to look at him and said, "Don't mess around."

Qu Liaoyuan shook his head while looking at the ground, and said: "Smoking is not good, you still smoke so much. I was wrong, I was too self-willed, I am a child, don't be unhappy, I will listen to you."

"Are you coaxing the children?" Song Ye said, "This tone is the same as you coaxing the children of Brother Yang's family."

Qu Liaoyuan: "..."

Song Ye said: "It's really for other things. It has nothing to do with your wanting to go to the police academy. It's just a little bit, but it's definitely not about asking you to do multiple-choice questions again. It's... I have multiple-choice questions to do. gone."

"What is it?" Qu Liaoyuan was suddenly a little nervous, he felt that Song Ye was not trying to perfuse him, but really wanted to tell him something serious and serious.

Song Ye said: "You still remember, I told you, my dad said I'm worthless, remember?"

"Remember." Qu Liaoyuan said, "Don't listen to Uncle Song. If you are worthless, there are no promising people. You will go to Tsinghua University, which is better than the university he went to. How can you be worthless?"

His hand was still in Song Ye's pocket, and Song Ye raised his hand to hold his pocket, held his hand through the fabric, and said, "My multiple choice question is whether to take Tsinghua University or apply to Hong Kong University."

Qu Liaoyuan: "??? What Hong Kong University?"

Song Yedao: "My dad suggested that I apply to the University of Hong Kong, hoping that I can study there."

"Ah?! Does that count as going abroad?" Qu Liaoyuan was shocked and at a loss when he heard about mainland students applying to study in Hong Kong universities for the first time, and said, "No, Hong Kong has returned to the motherland... why did Uncle Song suggest you go there? Side? HKU is better than Tsinghua?”

"It's not necessarily good, each has its own advantages. He wanted me to go there because..." Song Ye couldn't continue.

Qu Liaoyuan was stunned for a moment, then said, "He wants you to stay away from me, doesn't he?"

Song Ye: "..."

Qu Liaoyuan took his hand out of Song Ye's pocket, and also took out the lighter. He opened his hand and looked at it. The puppy was yellow, with its ears standing up, sticking out its tongue as if laughing, with a yellow back. Hairy, short legs.

He asked, "What kind of dog is this? I don't think I've seen it before."

Song Ye said: "Ke Ji."

Qu Liaoyuan said: "Very cute."

Song Ye: "...Are you going to cry?"

"No." Qu Liaoyuan doesn't like to cry, and he doesn't want to cry now, he just put back the sourness in his eyes, and said, "You still said that Uncle Song likes me, you just lied to me."

"No, he made this suggestion not because he doesn't like you." Song Ye said.

Qu Liaoyuan said, "I don't understand."

Song Ye said: "I didn't understand it at first, but I suddenly understood it today."

Qu Liaoyuan: "...I don't understand."

"At Director Zhao's place today, you figured out what you want. I'm happy for you." Song Ye decided to share his unspeakable feelings with him. Although it was a bit difficult, he said it out, "For myself I'm sad, but it's not because you chose the path I don't want you to go, it's because I suddenly realized that what my dad said was right, I regard love...or, I regard you as everything in my life, I hope You listen to me, go to Peking University as I said, study business administration, I have thought about what we will do in the future and what kind of life we ​​will live, and I take it for granted."

Qu Liaoyuan said in confusion: "I...you are not wrong, I am too capricious, I didn't listen to you, you are all for my own good."

"No, not all." Song Ye said, "As soon as you have your own ideas, I want to force you to listen to me. Even when you make new friends, I can't accept it. I don't like you getting close to others. This is even more so now, you have hobbies and ideals, and you have the courage to make sacrifices to realize them.”

Qu Liaoyuan misunderstood what he meant, and hurriedly said: "I don't have to sacrifice anything, you just need to say that you don't want me to go, and I'll let it go, I'm serious. Brother, I love you."

"Brother loves you too." Song Ye came to hold his hand again, squeezed it tightly, and said, "Brother learned something today. You are braver and more mature than before. You will definitely be able to do what you want to do well. Before I'm always narrow-minded and jealous, I want to control this and that, not because your hobbies and friends are bad, and today it's not because your ideals are bad, it's because..."

Qu Liaoyuan was clenched by him, his heart was in his throat, and he had a premonition that he was going to say something terrible.

Song Ye said: "It's because my brother doesn't have one."

Qu Liaoyuan: "..."

Song Ye seemed afraid that he might not understand, so he added: "My brother has nothing but you."

The dormitory teacher finally caught the student who secretly smoked, and he caught them both.

"What's the matter with you two?" She also just got up from the bed, with her coat on and her hair loose, she lowered her voice and asked the two boys, "It's fine to smoke secretly, such a big boy, why are you still crying?"

Song Ye: "...the review pressure is too great."

"Teacher, it has nothing to do with my brother." Qu Liaoyuan stood beside him with red eyes and said, "I was smoking secretly. Look, the lighter is still here."

He showed the dormitory teacher the lighter.

Dorm supervisor: "Before the exam, there is a lot of pressure. I understand that it happens every year. It's really... go back to sleep, it's almost here."

Song Ye nodded, and pulled Qu Liaoyuan to leave.

Qu Liaoyuan turned around and asked others uneasy: "Will you sue our class teacher? I am the one who smokes, I belong to 402, and my name is Qu..."

Song Ye quickly covered his mouth.

"Let's go, I don't know you two yet?"