Go to my home and do your homework
Chapter 122 Isolated Island and Insomnia
This result was within Song Ye's expectation and also beyond his expectation.
He still had a little bit of luck in his heart, and hoped that Qu Liaoyuan could continue to follow the path he planned and walk with him without distraction.
At the same time, he understood that it was Qu Liaoyuan who would make this decision.
After coming out of Director Zhao, the last self-study session in the afternoon has also ended, and it is time for extracurricular activities.
Today's campus news is being broadcast on the campus radio, and it is an unfamiliar newcomer broadcaster.The few high school seniors they knew who worked at the radio station had already quit to concentrate on preparing for the exam.
Outside the gate of the office building is a fountain spraying water. There is a small rockery in the center of the fountain. The school motto written in vermilion handwriting on it is "Learn to be a man and learn to seek knowledge".
The distant setting sun, which was half set, refracted a small rainbow in the fountain.
There was an echo in the corridor of the office building, and Qu Liaoyuan didn't dare to speak. Now that he was in an open space, he asked Song Ye: "Brother, are you unhappy?"
He anxiously observed Song Ye's expression.
Song Ye said: "No, brother is happy for you."
Qu Liaoyuan couldn't see where he was happy, and said, "Don't be ironic."
"Really, you know what you want, brother is really happy for you." Song Ye breathed out and said, "You must have been very happy in the minute you made the decision just now. Do you know that there are many people , I will never experience your happiness in that 1 minute in my whole life."
The moment Qu Liaoyuan was sure that he really wanted to apply for the public security academy, his heart was indeed filled with joy and excitement.
He is discovering himself, knowing himself, and pursuing himself.This happiness is something he has never experienced so far.
Whether a liking can be counted as an ideal, he did not come up with an answer.
But if you like to do something, whether it is ideal or impulsive, the difference is first of all, whether you have done it or not.
Since practice is the only criterion for testing truth, any fact needs practice to verify its authenticity, so why not ideals?
As for everything that might have to be sacrificed for it, including a score that is a lot higher than the admission threshold of the public security academy, the "bright future" in the eyes of others, and the four years or even longer that will be bound by discipline.
What is ideal?Isn't it a person who should not hope to get something through it, but is eager to pay for it, coming from the other side of the world, calling you strongly to reach its other side?
And this other side can only be defined and discovered by oneself.
The only thing that can keep pace with the beauty of ideals is love.
So while Qu Liaoyuan was excited, he still reflexively worried that Song Ye would be unhappy and would be hurt by him.
As Song Ye said, any life decision made by him or Song Ye, and the consequences will be borne and faced by the two of them.
Both of them are "married" people, and they should have more responsibilities than other "single" classmates around them.
Song Ye could feel his happiness at that moment just now, which was enough to double his happiness.
"During this period of time, I hesitated to make a decision. Maybe I didn't understand it at all, or I was too timid and too cowardly." Of course, he couldn't wait to tell Song Ye what he knew, saying, "I don't have enough I have the courage to do what I want, so I am afraid of wolves and tigers and make excuses. I also say that I am reluctant to waste my points, and that I may regret it if I really enter the police academy. In fact, I am afraid and dare not take responsibility for my decisions. .”
Song Ye said: "Then... why are you not afraid all of a sudden?"
Qu Liaoyuan scratched his head and said, "No, I'm not afraid, I'm still a little scared now."
Song Ye: "..."
"However," Qu Liaoyuan took a deep breath and said, "I want to try."
I want to try it.This is a sentence that seems familiar.
The last time Song Ye heard him say that was two years ago.At that time, they were just together, and Qu Liaoyuan was only admitted to the final year of the No. [-] Middle School by taking advantage of the loopholes. With the guidance of Song Ye and the encouragement of love, he made up his mind to face up to the difficulties and try to catch up with Song Ye. In the footsteps of Song Ye, he strives to evolve into a top student who can stand side by side with Song Ye.
In the past two years, due to his poor foundation and failure to develop good study habits over the years, he had to work several times harder than other students in the class to create leaps and bounds in every major exam time and time again. The miracle of progress, from the bottom of the high school entrance ranking, to the top 407, top [-], and top [-] grades, the famous gangster in the [-] factory who was always punished for not doing his homework and listening carefully in elementary and junior high schools. It can impact the performance strength of China's top universities.
It can't be said that it is the cantilever of the head and the awl piercing the thigh, but it is almost the same.Among the hundreds of boys in the entire grade, if one were to ask about their level of hard work, Qu Liaoyuan ranked second, and no one would be ashamed to say that they were number one.
Two years ago he said "want to try", two years later today, he did.
Song Ye's heart was full of intense contradictions. He was happy that Qu Liaoyuan had found his way, but he was also disappointed that this direction ran counter to his hope. In the end, he struggled hard because of the psychological problems manifested by this disappointment. .
Qu Liaoyuan is like a ship about to set sail, but he is like a barren and barren island.
"Just one thing, if I become a policeman after graduating from university, I may not earn much," Qu Liaoyuan said a little ashamedly, "I may not be able to support you."
Song Ye: "..."
Qu Liaoyuan stated: "No matter what job I do, the salary card will still be handed over to you, no more, no less, I will definitely let you take care of it."
"Oh——" Song Ye smiled and said, "I like managing money more, don't I? Then I'll go to study financial accounting, okay?"
Qu Liaoyuan said happily: "You smiled, you finally smiled, you didn't smile just now, I was really afraid you would get angry."
Song Ye said: "Not angry, really."
Seeing that there was indeed a faint smile on his face, Qu Liaoyuan said, "It's good that you're not angry, if you have any thoughts, tell me the truth, we have something to discuss, and don't turn small things into big ones. "
Song Ye said: "Okay. If you enter the police academy at that time, you will regret it again..."
"There is no medicine for regret in this world." Qu Liaoyuan, who made the decision, seemed to have a firmness that he didn't have before, and his tone seemed a little less childish than before. He said, "Xiaoye, I know you love me, so what do you say? Everything is for my own good. But we are going to be 19 soon, I want to be like an adult, make decisions, and then bear the consequences for my own decisions, you should also treat me as an adult, don’t always doubt I."
Song Ye: "...OK."
Qu Liaoyuan jumped over and put his arm around his shoulders, and said happily: "Believe in me, I will be more strict with myself for myself, you, and us. No matter what I study in college, I will study hard. , keep working hard, do you believe me?"
"I believe," Song Ye said in a relaxed and gentle voice, "you will definitely do well."
In the evening self-study, several papers for this preliminary examination were handed out one after another. Just as Song Ye estimated, the scoring standards were obviously too strict, deliberately lowering the scores of No. [-] Middle School students, especially in the Chinese subjective questions and English composition. , There are also several open question types of comprehensive reasoning.
Qu Liaoyuan made a rough calculation. If he still gave his grades normally like the usual exams, his total score would be at least fifteen to twenty points, and his ranking in the city's third year of senior high school would also improve by about nine or ten places. The usual exams are pretty much the same.
He asked Song Ye: "Do you count your normal grades?"
Song Ye nimbly turned the pen with his fingertips, but did not speak.
Qu Liaoyuan felt that he was distracted and didn't hear himself, so he bumped his elbow in confusion, and said, "Hey? What are you thinking?"
"Nothing." Song Ye looked at him and said, "What's wrong?"
Qu Liaoyuan said: "I said, do you count the points? I guess if the points are given normally, you must still have higher scores than the girl who is tied with you. I have seen the previous exams at Lao Cui's, and you are all No. [-] in the city."
"The grading standards for subjective questions are hard to say," Song Ye obviously didn't count at all, and said something perfunctory, and then said, "That female student has always had good grades. I remember her name. In the senior high school entrance examination, she was just like me. My grades are similar, and I heard that she didn't come to the city's No. [-] Middle School because of the high bonus they gave her in the County No. [-] Middle School."
Qu Liaoyuan had also heard about this incident, and he didn't match the name of the person, so he said unprincipledly: "Anyway, no one is as good as you now, you are invincible in our city, and there may not be your opponent in the whole province , Tsinghua Automation saved two places for us last year, even if you only recruit one this year, you can still pass the exam."
Song Ye turned his pen again.
Qu Liaoyuan always felt that there was something strange about him, but he didn't say anything when asked.
After three self-study classes and after school, the two of them went to take a shower together.
The weather is getting warmer today, and it's starting to feel like spring.On the way back to the dormitory from the student bathroom, in several nooks and corners of the campus, there are couples of boys and girls who are in love with each other while hiding.
They walked all the way to the downstairs of the dormitory, but they couldn't find a suitable place. All the corners where people could carry people were occupied by others first.
"These two years of high school and high school are really good!" Senior Qu Liaoyuan was very angry, and said, "Is it possible to study? It's so late and still dating! I'm going to sue and expose them!"
Song Ye: "..."
Finally, in the corridor, taking advantage of the gap when the voice control lights went out, they secretly kissed briefly, and the two went back to the dormitory to sleep.
Half an hour after the lights were turned off, Qu Liaoyuan still hadn't fallen asleep, he suffered from insomnia.
The decision to apply for the police academy was like a stimulant, lingering in his mind, and he thought about it over and over again.
Other students in the dormitory were snoring one after another. Usually, some roommates nagged who was snoring loudly. He even joked with others that it would be fine to use it as a lullaby. I picked up my mobile phone, connected to the Internet and checked, the profile pictures in the QQ friend list are all gray, and even Wen Cong is not online.I don't know how Wen Cong and Jingjing did in the test.
He left a message for Wen Cong, then disconnected the internet again, put down his phone and continued trying to fall asleep.
After ten minutes of hard work, he still failed. Thinking about his college entrance examination application and Song Ye who was only separated by a wall from him, the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't sleep.
It's almost twelve o'clock!It's okay to fall asleep, but the more he can't fall asleep, the more things he has to do, and the water he drank before going to bed reminds him to get up and go to the toilet.
It wasn't cold in the corridor of the dormitory, so he only put on his thermal underwear, opened the door lightly and went out.
After trotting back from the toilet, he smelled smoke when he passed the middle corridor.Some students didn't sleep and smoked secretly in the corridor.This is also a common thing. The auntie of the dormitory has said it several times in the corridor, but she has never caught anyone.
He stood on the steps and glanced into the corridor. The voice control lights were not on. On the dark steps, he could see a boy sitting on the edge of a few steps below, with his back to him. In the name of the school, you can see that a cigarette is being lit in your hand, and the burning cigarette has a little red light.
He hadn't smoked a cigarette for a long time, and he wanted to smoke a little during this sleepless night.
"Student?" He called someone with a suppressed voice, and asked, "Can I borrow a cigarette?"
The boy didn't look back and ignored him.
He was bored, so he had no choice but to leave. When he reached the door of the dormitory, when he was about to push the door, he glanced at 401 next to him, and suddenly found that the door of 401 was ajar, and it was not locked inside.
He paused in front of door 402 for a few seconds, then withdrew his hand to push the door, and turned back.
The boy who had just been sitting on the steps below the corridor smoking a cigarette stood up and was about to go upstairs, but Qu Liaoyuan came back and stood on the top of the steps. He was startled and took half a step back. The light "popped" lightly and turned on, and the light made him squint his eyes.
On the open space at the bottom of the steps, several cigarette butts were thrown.
Qu Liaoyuan's face changed drastically, "Why are you?"
Song Ye under the steps: "..."
Qu Liaoyuan said angrily, "Where did you get the cigarettes? You have private money here?"
He still had a little bit of luck in his heart, and hoped that Qu Liaoyuan could continue to follow the path he planned and walk with him without distraction.
At the same time, he understood that it was Qu Liaoyuan who would make this decision.
After coming out of Director Zhao, the last self-study session in the afternoon has also ended, and it is time for extracurricular activities.
Today's campus news is being broadcast on the campus radio, and it is an unfamiliar newcomer broadcaster.The few high school seniors they knew who worked at the radio station had already quit to concentrate on preparing for the exam.
Outside the gate of the office building is a fountain spraying water. There is a small rockery in the center of the fountain. The school motto written in vermilion handwriting on it is "Learn to be a man and learn to seek knowledge".
The distant setting sun, which was half set, refracted a small rainbow in the fountain.
There was an echo in the corridor of the office building, and Qu Liaoyuan didn't dare to speak. Now that he was in an open space, he asked Song Ye: "Brother, are you unhappy?"
He anxiously observed Song Ye's expression.
Song Ye said: "No, brother is happy for you."
Qu Liaoyuan couldn't see where he was happy, and said, "Don't be ironic."
"Really, you know what you want, brother is really happy for you." Song Ye breathed out and said, "You must have been very happy in the minute you made the decision just now. Do you know that there are many people , I will never experience your happiness in that 1 minute in my whole life."
The moment Qu Liaoyuan was sure that he really wanted to apply for the public security academy, his heart was indeed filled with joy and excitement.
He is discovering himself, knowing himself, and pursuing himself.This happiness is something he has never experienced so far.
Whether a liking can be counted as an ideal, he did not come up with an answer.
But if you like to do something, whether it is ideal or impulsive, the difference is first of all, whether you have done it or not.
Since practice is the only criterion for testing truth, any fact needs practice to verify its authenticity, so why not ideals?
As for everything that might have to be sacrificed for it, including a score that is a lot higher than the admission threshold of the public security academy, the "bright future" in the eyes of others, and the four years or even longer that will be bound by discipline.
What is ideal?Isn't it a person who should not hope to get something through it, but is eager to pay for it, coming from the other side of the world, calling you strongly to reach its other side?
And this other side can only be defined and discovered by oneself.
The only thing that can keep pace with the beauty of ideals is love.
So while Qu Liaoyuan was excited, he still reflexively worried that Song Ye would be unhappy and would be hurt by him.
As Song Ye said, any life decision made by him or Song Ye, and the consequences will be borne and faced by the two of them.
Both of them are "married" people, and they should have more responsibilities than other "single" classmates around them.
Song Ye could feel his happiness at that moment just now, which was enough to double his happiness.
"During this period of time, I hesitated to make a decision. Maybe I didn't understand it at all, or I was too timid and too cowardly." Of course, he couldn't wait to tell Song Ye what he knew, saying, "I don't have enough I have the courage to do what I want, so I am afraid of wolves and tigers and make excuses. I also say that I am reluctant to waste my points, and that I may regret it if I really enter the police academy. In fact, I am afraid and dare not take responsibility for my decisions. .”
Song Ye said: "Then... why are you not afraid all of a sudden?"
Qu Liaoyuan scratched his head and said, "No, I'm not afraid, I'm still a little scared now."
Song Ye: "..."
"However," Qu Liaoyuan took a deep breath and said, "I want to try."
I want to try it.This is a sentence that seems familiar.
The last time Song Ye heard him say that was two years ago.At that time, they were just together, and Qu Liaoyuan was only admitted to the final year of the No. [-] Middle School by taking advantage of the loopholes. With the guidance of Song Ye and the encouragement of love, he made up his mind to face up to the difficulties and try to catch up with Song Ye. In the footsteps of Song Ye, he strives to evolve into a top student who can stand side by side with Song Ye.
In the past two years, due to his poor foundation and failure to develop good study habits over the years, he had to work several times harder than other students in the class to create leaps and bounds in every major exam time and time again. The miracle of progress, from the bottom of the high school entrance ranking, to the top 407, top [-], and top [-] grades, the famous gangster in the [-] factory who was always punished for not doing his homework and listening carefully in elementary and junior high schools. It can impact the performance strength of China's top universities.
It can't be said that it is the cantilever of the head and the awl piercing the thigh, but it is almost the same.Among the hundreds of boys in the entire grade, if one were to ask about their level of hard work, Qu Liaoyuan ranked second, and no one would be ashamed to say that they were number one.
Two years ago he said "want to try", two years later today, he did.
Song Ye's heart was full of intense contradictions. He was happy that Qu Liaoyuan had found his way, but he was also disappointed that this direction ran counter to his hope. In the end, he struggled hard because of the psychological problems manifested by this disappointment. .
Qu Liaoyuan is like a ship about to set sail, but he is like a barren and barren island.
"Just one thing, if I become a policeman after graduating from university, I may not earn much," Qu Liaoyuan said a little ashamedly, "I may not be able to support you."
Song Ye: "..."
Qu Liaoyuan stated: "No matter what job I do, the salary card will still be handed over to you, no more, no less, I will definitely let you take care of it."
"Oh——" Song Ye smiled and said, "I like managing money more, don't I? Then I'll go to study financial accounting, okay?"
Qu Liaoyuan said happily: "You smiled, you finally smiled, you didn't smile just now, I was really afraid you would get angry."
Song Ye said: "Not angry, really."
Seeing that there was indeed a faint smile on his face, Qu Liaoyuan said, "It's good that you're not angry, if you have any thoughts, tell me the truth, we have something to discuss, and don't turn small things into big ones. "
Song Ye said: "Okay. If you enter the police academy at that time, you will regret it again..."
"There is no medicine for regret in this world." Qu Liaoyuan, who made the decision, seemed to have a firmness that he didn't have before, and his tone seemed a little less childish than before. He said, "Xiaoye, I know you love me, so what do you say? Everything is for my own good. But we are going to be 19 soon, I want to be like an adult, make decisions, and then bear the consequences for my own decisions, you should also treat me as an adult, don’t always doubt I."
Song Ye: "...OK."
Qu Liaoyuan jumped over and put his arm around his shoulders, and said happily: "Believe in me, I will be more strict with myself for myself, you, and us. No matter what I study in college, I will study hard. , keep working hard, do you believe me?"
"I believe," Song Ye said in a relaxed and gentle voice, "you will definitely do well."
In the evening self-study, several papers for this preliminary examination were handed out one after another. Just as Song Ye estimated, the scoring standards were obviously too strict, deliberately lowering the scores of No. [-] Middle School students, especially in the Chinese subjective questions and English composition. , There are also several open question types of comprehensive reasoning.
Qu Liaoyuan made a rough calculation. If he still gave his grades normally like the usual exams, his total score would be at least fifteen to twenty points, and his ranking in the city's third year of senior high school would also improve by about nine or ten places. The usual exams are pretty much the same.
He asked Song Ye: "Do you count your normal grades?"
Song Ye nimbly turned the pen with his fingertips, but did not speak.
Qu Liaoyuan felt that he was distracted and didn't hear himself, so he bumped his elbow in confusion, and said, "Hey? What are you thinking?"
"Nothing." Song Ye looked at him and said, "What's wrong?"
Qu Liaoyuan said: "I said, do you count the points? I guess if the points are given normally, you must still have higher scores than the girl who is tied with you. I have seen the previous exams at Lao Cui's, and you are all No. [-] in the city."
"The grading standards for subjective questions are hard to say," Song Ye obviously didn't count at all, and said something perfunctory, and then said, "That female student has always had good grades. I remember her name. In the senior high school entrance examination, she was just like me. My grades are similar, and I heard that she didn't come to the city's No. [-] Middle School because of the high bonus they gave her in the County No. [-] Middle School."
Qu Liaoyuan had also heard about this incident, and he didn't match the name of the person, so he said unprincipledly: "Anyway, no one is as good as you now, you are invincible in our city, and there may not be your opponent in the whole province , Tsinghua Automation saved two places for us last year, even if you only recruit one this year, you can still pass the exam."
Song Ye turned his pen again.
Qu Liaoyuan always felt that there was something strange about him, but he didn't say anything when asked.
After three self-study classes and after school, the two of them went to take a shower together.
The weather is getting warmer today, and it's starting to feel like spring.On the way back to the dormitory from the student bathroom, in several nooks and corners of the campus, there are couples of boys and girls who are in love with each other while hiding.
They walked all the way to the downstairs of the dormitory, but they couldn't find a suitable place. All the corners where people could carry people were occupied by others first.
"These two years of high school and high school are really good!" Senior Qu Liaoyuan was very angry, and said, "Is it possible to study? It's so late and still dating! I'm going to sue and expose them!"
Song Ye: "..."
Finally, in the corridor, taking advantage of the gap when the voice control lights went out, they secretly kissed briefly, and the two went back to the dormitory to sleep.
Half an hour after the lights were turned off, Qu Liaoyuan still hadn't fallen asleep, he suffered from insomnia.
The decision to apply for the police academy was like a stimulant, lingering in his mind, and he thought about it over and over again.
Other students in the dormitory were snoring one after another. Usually, some roommates nagged who was snoring loudly. He even joked with others that it would be fine to use it as a lullaby. I picked up my mobile phone, connected to the Internet and checked, the profile pictures in the QQ friend list are all gray, and even Wen Cong is not online.I don't know how Wen Cong and Jingjing did in the test.
He left a message for Wen Cong, then disconnected the internet again, put down his phone and continued trying to fall asleep.
After ten minutes of hard work, he still failed. Thinking about his college entrance examination application and Song Ye who was only separated by a wall from him, the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't sleep.
It's almost twelve o'clock!It's okay to fall asleep, but the more he can't fall asleep, the more things he has to do, and the water he drank before going to bed reminds him to get up and go to the toilet.
It wasn't cold in the corridor of the dormitory, so he only put on his thermal underwear, opened the door lightly and went out.
After trotting back from the toilet, he smelled smoke when he passed the middle corridor.Some students didn't sleep and smoked secretly in the corridor.This is also a common thing. The auntie of the dormitory has said it several times in the corridor, but she has never caught anyone.
He stood on the steps and glanced into the corridor. The voice control lights were not on. On the dark steps, he could see a boy sitting on the edge of a few steps below, with his back to him. In the name of the school, you can see that a cigarette is being lit in your hand, and the burning cigarette has a little red light.
He hadn't smoked a cigarette for a long time, and he wanted to smoke a little during this sleepless night.
"Student?" He called someone with a suppressed voice, and asked, "Can I borrow a cigarette?"
The boy didn't look back and ignored him.
He was bored, so he had no choice but to leave. When he reached the door of the dormitory, when he was about to push the door, he glanced at 401 next to him, and suddenly found that the door of 401 was ajar, and it was not locked inside.
He paused in front of door 402 for a few seconds, then withdrew his hand to push the door, and turned back.
The boy who had just been sitting on the steps below the corridor smoking a cigarette stood up and was about to go upstairs, but Qu Liaoyuan came back and stood on the top of the steps. He was startled and took half a step back. The light "popped" lightly and turned on, and the light made him squint his eyes.
On the open space at the bottom of the steps, several cigarette butts were thrown.
Qu Liaoyuan's face changed drastically, "Why are you?"
Song Ye under the steps: "..."
Qu Liaoyuan said angrily, "Where did you get the cigarettes? You have private money here?"
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