[Comprehensive] Escape from shame is useless

On the last school day in September, Jasmine also received a notice from Mr. Moriyama, saying that Xingzuo's school recruitment had started.Because of its relationship with the music professional school, it has to start registration earlier than ordinary high schools.Moriyama had already prepared the registration form first, and was waiting for her to fill it out.

Jasmine also filled in all the information carefully, and handed it back after checking.

"Well, that's it."

"I want to sign up for the General Entrance Examination of the General Department of Star Academy, is it okay, Kuroki?" She confirmed it one last time.

"Yes."

"Okay, then I will hand it in for you. There will be a receipt within three days. If you haven't received it, please remember to tell me, and I will ask you for you."

"Then I will trouble you, Moriyama-sensei."

Bowing again to thank the teacher who has been taking care of her, Jasmine also left the office.The moment the door was closed, I heard the whispered discussions of other teachers.

"I heard that my wife's classmate also enrolled in Xingzuo's general department." "Is it because of Kuroki? Otherwise, with her deviation value, she can go to a better school."

"They have such a good relationship."

Feelings are so good...?

Jasmine also stood blankly in the corridor, and students in twos and threes around her walked past her, seeming to be chatting about some happy topic, laughing again and again.She and Yuno usually walked around the school talking and laughing like this, right?

She vividly remembers her first day at the transfer, leading herself through the building, across the playground, around the boulevard, and the route that sent her to the tennis courts.I also remember the satisfied smile on her face when she passed through the crowd and walked in front of her amidst the flying cherry blossoms.I still remember how firm she was when she held her hand and said she would protect her forever.

I don't know what expression to use to talk to her, I don't know how to face her smiling face, but when I subconsciously avoid the hand she extended, I feel heartbroken for her hurt expression.

She still likes Yuno, the same as before, that feeling hasn't changed a bit.

But obviously nothing has changed, but it seems that we can never go back to the past.

He didn't want to have lunch with Yuno, but he didn't dare to find other friends, for fear that an accident would hurt Yuno's nerves and bring about an unbearable and terrible ending.So eating alone under the cherry tree full of dead leaves, returning books in the library alone, and leaving school alone...

Then I went to the squash court alone.

When she is troubled, she will always use exercise to vent, let herself be so tired that she will let go of her thoughts, and the answer to the question will always come to her eyes naturally.But today, her right hand has not healed enough to play.

The sister of the receptionist repeatedly persuaded her, but she still insisted that she could still play with her left hand, and finally applied for a single room.

But the left hand is not as flexible as the right hand after all.

Throw the ball, hit it, run it, hit it back...

This simple and basic process can still be done.But it is simply impossible to achieve the unparalleled exercise volume of the right hand.

bang, bang, bang...

The slow and boring sound irritated the eardrums one after another, the arm that couldn't move its fingers, the tennis ball that would never appear at the intended landing point, the legs that were forced to chase the ball not out of their own will, and the inability to use The force affects the right hand for balance.

So annoying, so aggrieved, so uncomfortable!

Damn it, why, why can't she be satisfied even here!

She just wants to exercise, she just wants to vent!

Why is it so difficult, why is it so troublesome, why can't it be done!

"what--"

As if venting her anger, she pumped hard, the ball slammed into the upper backboard at a crazy speed, and in her passive disregard——

hit her right forehead.

In an instant, the world was spinning.

After lying on the cold floor in a daze for more than 10 minutes, she finally came to her senses and realized that she was being stupid. Under the concerned gaze of the receptionist, Jasmine left the squash court dejectedly.

But after a few steps, he stopped again.Standing in the center of the intersection, looking at the streets extending in all directions, I fell into confusion.

Don't want to go back to school, don't want to go to the dessert shop, don't want to go to the music store, don't want to go home...

In the past six months, there have been two people in every place and every corner, and all of them are filled with memories.Those who don't want to touch, don't want to recall, want to escape far away——

Where should she go then?

"Hey, guess who I am?"

A large hand descended from the sky with warmth, covering all her vision.In the hazy darkness, it took Jasmine twice as long as usual to regain her senses before she realized the fact that her eyes were covered by someone she knew.

She blinked habitually, and then smelled the banana smell that was still on the man's palm.

This flavor is Aomine-kun's favorite ice cream.

"Qingfeng... Jun?"

"It's really boring to guess right all at once."

Qingfeng didn't notice her absent-mindedness, and Qingfeng, who was shouting meaningless, was already happy in his heart-she guessed it right the first time, which showed that he was special to her.

The hand covering her eyes hadn't been removed for a long time, and Jasmine also raised her hand, wanting to do it herself, but the moment she touched it, she felt that her fingertips were icy cold.Before she had time to make a decision, the hand covering her eyes held hers, and the carefree guy behind picked it up, rubbed it, and breathed a sigh of relief.

"Why are your hands so frozen—" Before you finished speaking, you saw the bandage on the other side, "What's wrong?!"

"...Accident." She subconsciously hid her hands behind her back.

Qingfeng was speechless for a while, squatted down with empty eyes, stretched out his hand, "Show me."

Jasmine also took out her hand with some hesitation, and placed it gently in his palm.That action is like a kitten that has just been raised for a few days, letting it stretch out its claws and cut its nails reluctantly.

"The doctor said it was a minor injury, and it will heal in two days."

Qingfeng looked left and right at the bandaged hand, frowning and nodding from time to time, as if he had come to some terrible conclusion.Anyway, Jasmine didn't believe that this guy could see the result. After all, he was an idiot, so he couldn't have any expectations of his IQ.

"Why are your hands so small?" He asked suspiciously.

"...ah?" What?

"I heard that the size of your hand is about the same size as your heart. Is it okay for your heart to be so small?" As he spoke, he naturally looked at her chest——

Jasmine followed his gaze, and finally stopped in front of her own chest.

After a while, she suddenly realized something.

"Hmph!" Is this your purpose?kick.

"It hurts! What are you doing?!" Hugged his legs and complained.

"Pervert! Gongkoufeng!"

"Why?"

Just when a gust of wind blew past, it lifted Jasmine's bangs, and the big bump on her forehead came into view directly.

Qingfeng widened his eyes and asked, "What's the matter with the bag on the head?"

"The ball hit."

"Do you have such an exciting life every day?"

"I want you to take care of it?!"

Jasmine also pressed her bangs again unhappily, covered her bag, and turned her head to leave.

"I'm serious, you should pay more attention, it's not good to get hurt like this all the time. Girls' bodies are very delicate, and scars don't look good."

You can't talk, can you stop talking!

"Hey, why are you walking faster, wait for me!"

Jasmine also walked in a hurry. In fact, after taking two steps, she realized that she didn't know where to go, so she could only bite the bullet and turn into the small park next to her, and sat down on the swing angrily.Thinking that if that guy said some nonsense again, he would just kick him in the face this time.

After waiting for a while, she found that Qingfeng did not come with her.That's right, no one stipulated that he would still follow her cheekily after being swearing at her, even if he said "wait".

In the end, she was still alone.

An empty little park, an ordinary penguin slide, a sand pile, and a swing on which she sits.Obviously, when I passed by before, I could always see children playing here in twos and threes, but recently it has been very quiet.

"You are also lonely, just like me..."

He took two steps back, and as soon as he dropped his loose legs onto the seat, the swing creaked and swayed.

Speaking of which, Mukai suddenly appeared here and became the little stone that broke the balance between them.All the distress, confusion, helplessness, and anxiety now start from here.

If only I wasn't that curious, if only I didn't know.

This kind of thought surged up irresistibly, causing regret to overwhelm reason and ruin persistence.

Jasmine also stopped the swing, looked down at her own shadow, and asked:

"You said, what should I do?"

Only a cold autumn wind answered her.

"If you escape..."

Leave here, leave Kanagawa, leave Yuno's side.In this way, there will be no more pain, no more sadness, right?

In this way, at least others are safe, right?

"Where should I escape to?"

"Escape? Escape from what?"

A voice so deep that it was hard to imagine that it belonged to a teenager came from behind, and Jasmine also turned her head, and in front of her eyes was a magnified... Bun?

"For me?" He handed it again, and Jasmine also took it with one hand. Feeling the hot temperature, she happily took a bite: "Thank you, it's so warm~"

Qingfeng wanted to sit down on the swing next to her, but found that he was too big and stuck in mid-air, so he could only squat down in front of Jasmine again with a troubled expression on his face.

"So, what were you talking about?"

The smile she had just piled up just like that cooled down.

"...Is that Akashi guy again?" He scratched the back of his head in annoyance.

"No." Jasmine also shook her head, "It's something else."

After deliberating for a long time, she asked not very confidently: "Mr. Qingfeng thinks that in order to protect a person, he should eradicate all possible threats around that person, and even use methods such as killing people... Is this okay?"

"Ah? Why not?" Just a second before Jasmine was also in despair, he gnawed on the steamed bun and added, "—from the manga."

"No, it's a real thing!" Can't help but gasp, it's enough!

"Reality?" Don't scare him, the bun almost fell off!

"How can there be such a reality? Period drama? Who is protected, General? Emperor?"

Wow, to talk about the emperor so casually without honorifics, Aomine-kun is so rude as always, it makes people collapse.

But he made a lot of sense!

Jasmine also jumped up excitedly: "That's right, it's not His Majesty the Emperor, who needs such protection, it's so strange!"

"Well, yes. And then?" He was still puzzled, not sure what Jasmine wanted to do.

"Uh," she sat back on the swing silently, "I had a fight with my friend yesterday because of this matter..."

Qingfeng stood up speechlessly, and rubbed Jasmine's head: "You little brain...what do you think about every day?"

I don't know why, but being stared at by Mr. Aomine with the eyes of looking at rare animals, I feel very stressful in various senses.

She gnawed on the steamed stuffed bun angrily, threw away the wrapping paper, and stood beside him aggressively, complaining:

"What, I'm really worried!"

A mere idiot peak, what's the air?snort!

"Okay, okay, serious. Then you figured it out now?"

She froze for a moment and nodded.

"Isn't that enough?"

Yes, as she always insisted, she was not wrong.Yuno is too radical, Zhengjun is too ruthless, her thoughts are normal, and her three views are not problematic.

But so what?She still can't convince them, can she?

Yuno will continue to act like this, nothing has changed.

She couldn't change Yuno, couldn't convince Zhengjun, and couldn't protect other people around her.It's just that my point of view has been recognized, and it doesn't make any sense at all.

Sure enough, I still had no choice but to escape...

She clenched her fists subconsciously, but spoke in a very light tone.

"Aomine-kun, do you know any places suitable for traveling?"

Yes, run away, go far away.

"Huh?" She kept asking questions that made him bald today!What to do, to be honest, he has never been anywhere other than a school trip!

"Hokkaido, I heard that Hokkaido is good." The ghost knows where it is good, anyway, it seems that someone has heard it.

"Hokkaido... yes, when it comes to traveling, it really is Hokkaido. It seems to be the place where my parents met. When I was young, I always argued to go, but I kept missing opportunities."

Go to a place where you will never see Yuno again, go to a place where no one knows.

"Isn't that better? If you want to go..." He tried to pretend to be nonchalant and suggested, "I can go with you."

"Um……"

I will never see Yuno again...

[I was raised by you, you have to be responsible for me! 】

[If you encounter any danger in the future, I will protect you. 】

【You are my sun. 】

Yuno...

[Yuno, I was reprimanded by Jun Zheng again, blah blah. 】

[Don't tease me! 】

[I like Yuno the most! 】

"Woo..." Tears blurred his vision.

She was still reluctant, reluctant to leave Yuno.

At the thought of going to a place where I would never see her again, my heart ached beyond measure, and I was so sad that I was about to die.

"You, if you don't want me to go with you, don't go, don't, don't cry."

She didn't know what Jasmine was thinking at this moment, she thought it was her little thought that frightened her again, and made Qingfeng anxious.

"No... woo, no..." She shook her head desperately, crying so hard that her voice was intermittent, and she couldn't explain things clearly.

Qingfeng was still trying to comfort her, but after realizing that no matter what he did, Jasmine would cry even harder, so he calmed down and let her cry while holding his clothes.After that overwhelmed emotion passed, another emotion began to ferment in his heart.

The girl I like is crying in front of me, occasionally hiccupping, her long brown hair is messed up everywhere by him, she is as cute as a fluffy animal.The green eyes looked at him pitifully, and blinked a few times from time to time, reminding him of the very comfortable itching when her slender eyelashes swept across his palm when he covered her eyes.

"Jasmine too."

"Ok?"

As soon as he raised his head, there was a magnified handsome face in front of him.Before she could react, a feather-light kiss fell on her lips.

Huh?What just happened?

She slowly raised her hand and touched the corner of her lips, where there was still a warm feeling.She is no stranger to this feeling, it's a kiss...Qingfeng kissed her just now?

Jasmine also: "!!!"

Although he was pushed away, Qingfeng laughed lazily but firmly, as if he had finally unloaded some burden.

"I knew it was useful, don't you cry?"

"You... are you messing with your relatives just for this kind of thing?"

No, not just for this kind of thing. ——The sixth sense is frantically issuing warnings, things are not that simple.

But Qingfeng might be just because of this, after all, it's that idiot peak, it's that erotic peak, maybe he can only think of such a stupid way to die.

Yes, it must be so, it must be so!

Even though she was constantly doing psychological construction, Jasmine was still flustered.She had already discovered that something was going wrong, eroding everything she had planned.And she was helpless, unable to recover.

"Huh? Even if you think about it, you know it's impossible, right?"

Don't, don't, don't talk, she doesn't listen, don't listen!

"Heimu Jasmine too, of course it's because I like you."

It’s over.

The person who has been chatting with her all this time, the person who has always thought that she can become a bosom friend, someone who can be relied on, talked about, and confide in when she is sad, the last haven when she is overwhelmed by Masaru and Yuno——

to disappear.

"Really? Then what do you like about me?"

She still had tears all over her face, and asked the question like a ghost.

"Do you like my face, my height, my chest, my personality, my interests? You obviously don't know anything, don't you? My past, my present, what I'm obsessed with. You don't understand at all I……"

She knew that it was not that Aomine-kun didn't want to answer, it was just that he couldn't answer.

The moment her tall body fell down in front of her, Jasmine's world was left with nothing but gray and white.

"Yes, you never knew me at all. Your so-called feelings are all false. "

Everything is just a prank by the gods.

She knelt down and touched his hair lightly, tears welled up again.

"But, thank you for always being by my side. Thank you, Aomine-kun...I'm sorry, I'm sorry...It's all my fault, it's all my fault..."

The one who awakened Qingfeng was a child who came to play in the small park at some time.Because he lay down and blocked the entrance of the slide, he was woken up by these children.

He still remembered that he had come to apologize to Jasmine Yezi for releasing Jasmine at the Haiyuan Festival, and he also remembered that he bought a steamed bun just now, and the two of them were chatting while eating.

So... what about her?

At this time, on the top floor of the building near the small park, Jasmine also watched Qingfeng wake up, sent her a line but didn't receive a reply, and after calling her but couldn't get through, she walked towards the station in a daze.

Yes, this is the real Aomine Daiki.The person who worried about her safety and was willing to be with her no matter what, didn't exist in the first place.

She also had to make a decision.

As long as she is not around, Yuno will not take his anger out on others because of her.

As long as she is not around, no one will be affected by the blessing of the gods like Qingfeng.

Yes, as long as she is not around, all problems can be solved.

Jasmine also climbed over the protective net and stood on the edge of the rooftop.

To restore the world to the way it should be.

The author has something to say: I actually finished writing today!Incredible!