[Comprehensive] Escape from shame is useless

Great dinner as always.

Today is Japanese style, enoki mushroom Japanese tofu, teriyaki chicken drumstick rice, tempura, vegetable salad specially prepared to avoid being too greasy, and finally served with miso soup.Not only the preferences of the two are taken into account, but even the nutritional balance can be considered perfectly when designing the menu.

Yuno, who was originally good at cooking, was impressed by Jasmine's penny-pinching way of cooking, and was willing to retreat behind the scenes and become a pure foodie.However, the two lived together for half a year, and she... gained five catties, which was the result of maintaining high-intensity exercise.

Of course, Yuno is the one who cooks today. After all, the little angel's hand injury hasn't healed yet, so he's only in charge of the menu.

"It's over, I can't get used to my craft..."

After taking a few mouthfuls, Yuno put down her chopsticks and rested her chin in distress.

"Jasmine too, you said that if you don't cook for me in the future, will I not be able to survive?"

"Really?" Jasmine raised her eyebrows slightly, and said in a flat tone, "I think the taste is quite good."

"It's far worse than you." She pouted childishly, "I was raised by you, you have to be responsible for me!"

"Eh?" Jasmine's face flashed a flash of panic, "Then, what should I do?"

"Pfft, what are you doing so nervous? I'm joking." Yuno laughed and picked up the chopsticks again.

"Ah, this, this..."

Sure enough, she was still terrified.

If it were an ordinary Jasmine, when she heard what she said just now, she should have smiled and tapped her forehead affectionately with her finger.Instead of looking at her with those bright and beautiful green eyes full of confusion like now, as if she didn't know how to react.

He shouldn't have told her about it, no matter how softly she begged, she shouldn't have said it.

The world is so filthy that you can't get rid of those nasty things no matter where you go, it must feel bad, right?She understood that even if she was used to seeing filth, she would sometimes find it unbearable. With Jasmine's pure white soul, she would feel so sad that she would want to cry just by seeing it.

She understood that Jasmine also had such a kind heart, so she definitely couldn't bear it.

A pure and beautiful person like her should always live in the sunny courtyard.There are flowers and grass, cute animals, kind classmates and friends, wonderful music, delicious food, beautiful clothes...

If there is no such place, it is up to her to create it.

It's just that those things that should not be dug up during the process should be hidden as before, so as not to stain her eyes anymore.

"Jasmine too, I've decided." Putting down the chopsticks, Yuno said with a smile.

"what?"

"I decided to apply for Xingzuo's general subject with you. We can also be together in high school, are you happy?"

Crack, the chopsticks in Jasmine's hands fell, and they fell to the floor accompanied by a monotonous to annoying rolling sound.

She quickly bent down to hide her out-of-control expression.When he picked up the chopsticks and raised his head again, he finally managed to calm down.Then he carefully considered his words and asked cautiously:

"Didn't you say you can't stand classical music? Why did you suddenly change your mind?"

"Damn it, don't you know?" Yuno held her face in her hands, her light red eyes were obviously tinged with a little darkness but were strangely shining, she raised the corners of her mouth and curved an elegant arc.

"Of course it's to protect you, Jasmine too."

A gust of cold air rushed up from the soles of her feet to her back, and the sticky, slippery cold made her stomach churn violently.Jasmine also covered her mouth with a pale face, pushed away the table and stood up unsteadily.

"Sorry, I'm a little uncomfortable..."

【His hand...was it really you who did it? 】

【Oh, yes.He hurt your hand, I'll let him return it with one hand, is it fair? 】

【Why?Even if he did something wrong, he wouldn't have to use one hand to pay it back, right?It's too hot! 】

【I don't care what others do, but he hurt you, so Jasmine should be punished like this.The same goes for Hiroshi Kawahara. If someone hadn't been a hindrance, I'd have let him know what it means to live or die. 】

So scary, so scary, so scary...

Yuno is scary!

Locking the door of the room, the whole person hid in the corner of the bed, wrapped in a quilt, and hugged the plush bear tightly, but still couldn't stop the trembling of his body.

why?

It's so strange, she is Yuno, her closest friend, her absolute safe haven, how could she be afraid of her?But what is going on with me now?Whether it's fingertips or jaws, the trembling can't stop at all, and almost every pore is howling danger!

Obviously what Yuno said was to protect her, she should feel as happy and happy as before.Obviously, she was still worried about Yuno's academic problems before, but seeing that she chose the same high school as her, she should have jumped into her arms excitedly, and was really happy that the two high schools would not be separated!

She likes Yuno so much that even if she lives together every day, she still wants to hold hands to go to school together, eat delicious snacks together, go shopping together in similar clothes, and take all kinds of strange photo stickers together...

Obviously like it so much——

But now, she was so frightened that she shed tears and couldn't stop it.

Why?Isn't liking a feeling that makes people feel happy?Isn't it a feeling that will make people feel at ease and want to indulge in it forever?Then why does she just want to stay away from her now, and even now she feels very uneasy across a door, and feels heart paralyzed and breathless when she thinks that they are still living under the same roof?

"No, I like Yuno! I like her! I like her!"

As if hypnotizing herself, Jasmine also kept shouting, as if as long as she said these words, as if as long as there was love between them, all rifts could be healed and all crises could be ignored.

"Ugh, Yuno..."

No, it's not like that.

What she wants, what she pursues, is not like this, Yuno...

She wants a peaceful daily life, friendly classmates, a place where she can live peacefully and peacefully, every day is full of happiness, but it cannot be maintained in this way.

If no one wants to smile at her, she smiles at others first.

If she does something wrong and is condemned by others, then she should admit her mistake obediently, so that she will not repeat the same mistake.

If someone misunderstood what she said, explain it to the other person.

If someone hated her, they avoided each other and stayed out of each other's lives for the rest of their lives.

Isn't that what life is supposed to be like?

There are bitterness and sweetness, full of all kinds of mistakes and unstable factors.Some people can hit it off at first sight, some people can let go of their previous suspicions, but some people can only run in the opposite direction and never see each other again.

This is enough, for her, this is really enough.

Ke Yuno will hold everyone's head down, making them have to smile at her.It will require everyone to endure her shortcomings and mistakes, without guessing, talking in private, or even showing disgust.

There are no people who hate her, not because she is really cute, but because they all have no chance to appear in front of her.They were not as lucky as Sayoko Watanabe, who was also rescued by Jasmine due to a coincidence.Just because of a sentence, or a prank that has not been successfully carried out, at a moment she didn't know, she was "transferred".

These are still the ones who haven't caused her any harm, and what about those who have really succeeded?

[A tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye.I want them to pay you back a hundred times and a thousand times for the harm you have suffered. 】

So Mukai Takato lost his left hand, so Kawahara Hiroshi died.

Yuno said that she didn't do it, which doesn't mean that she won't do it, but that she won't let him die so easily.

【You're lying...Yuno, murder or something...】

【I am a member of the underworld, Jasmine too, although we value benevolence and righteousness, we also respect rules.In a sense, we are more just and humane than the police and the law.We actually don't mind what the outside world thinks of us, and we don't care much if ordinary people offend us, but there is a bottom line. 】

【Jasmine too, you are my bottom line.Anything that might hurt you, I will trample to death, not a single one left. 】

She is serious, Yu Nao is serious, she is really capable of killing people...

During the period of her ignorance, it turned out that she had been joking with the lives of the people around her.

Chitose, Yamazaki, Sanada, Yagyu, Kirihara...

And Aomine, Midorima, Kuroko, Wuyue, Miu...

Does it mean that as long as someone takes a wrong step, it will be impossible to be as intact as it is now?

Zhengjun, what about Zhengjun?She often complained about him in front of Yuno, often complained about him, he—

"Sho-kun, did Yuno threaten you with anything?"

As soon as the phone call was made, she threw out such a sentence without beginning or end.

There was silence for two seconds, and asked calmly: "Do you mean 'If you dare to shoot her, I will break your leg'?"

"Uh……?"

"She has only emphasized it once a week ago since we entered middle school. As you can see, my leg is still alive."

ah?She... she didn't know how to react to that.

Jasmine also stayed with her mobile phone for a long time, and finally thought of a possibility, and asked tentatively.

"That... Zhengjun, were you just... kidding me?"

"..."

"Yes, I'm sorry I'm not, I'm actually, I..." Help, no matter how long it takes, she still can't keep up with Zheng Jun's jokes, and she can't react every time!And, it's really not funny at all, it's so cold, so cold!

"What did my wife do again?"

Ah, he changed the subject.

No, that was the question she was going to ask.

"Yuno her..."

Ah, why does it feel like it's not that scary anymore.Is it because of Zheng Jun's joke that wasn't funny at all?

That's right, the Yuno in his words is the Yuno they have known all along, the Yuno she likes.But it was also Yuno who told her just now, "I will trample to death everything that hurts you, and there will be no one left."

Which one is the real one, and which one is the fake?

"She just told me what happened this time. And—"

With a certain expectation that she didn't explain clearly, Jasmine also told Akashi exactly what Yuno told her.

"I'm very confused now and don't know how to get along with her."

"Just do whatever you want, haven't you always done well?" He didn't understand what was the meaning of these words until now, Jasmine also asked.

"But Yuno..." She struggled for a long time, and didn't know what words to use to describe it properly.

"She is always this kind of person, except for you." He said firmly.

"is that so?"

It turned out that I didn't understand Yuno at all.

Yes, she knew that friends didn't have to be completely honest with each other, and that everyone had secrets they didn't want to share.

But this is too...

And Zhengjun obviously knew about it a long time ago, but he didn't tell her.

Why?Because you know she might not be able to accept it?

Really, obviously she was playing cool and said "no matter what you hear is your choice", but in the end she found that their worries were right, she couldn't understand it at all, and couldn't find a way out.

"Zheng-kun, what do you think of what Yuno did... those things?"

She is in a mess now, her inherent three views have been broken, too many messy things have been stirred in, and she can't figure it out.

"Don't mention Hiroshi Kawahara, but only look at Takato Mukai's words. In my opinion, this way of handling it is not wise. From the results, she ruined Takato Mukai's hand. Apart from bringing her the pleasure of revenge, she has nothing to do with you. There is no meaning of compensation. It is precisely because of her reckless behavior and imperfect follow-up that led to Takashi Mukai's counterattack. My wife should be thankful that he is a person who only dares to speak harshly but not to deal harshly, otherwise he would not be here now. It's just a matter of affecting your emotions to such an extent."

"Aha……"

Although Zheng Jun is saying that Yuno's wrongness is correct, and it makes sense as always.But subtly...not what she wanted to hear...?And I don't know if it's an illusion, but I always feel that there is a strange tendency in his words, like——

"Is it okay if the follow-up is dealt with?"

"Yes, in this way, your safety can be guaranteed to the maximum extent."

"...my safety?"

Wait, aren't they talking about Yuno's abnormal behavior, why are they talking about herself again?

"Yes, everything she does should be based on this most basic premise."

"Wait, I'm a bit messed up..."

What Zhengjun meant was that the series of consequences caused by Yuno destroying Mukai's hand would pose a threat to her personal safety, so it was wrong.so--

"For my safety, can I do anything? To destroy someone's hand without legal judgment, and even have the idea of ​​killing someone if necessary. Masamune, don't you think Yuno is terrible? ?”

"Scary?" He repeated the word word by word, as if he couldn't understand why Jasmine would say that suddenly.

"You think she's going to hurt you?"

"……no."

"Then why are you afraid?"

"I'm afraid she will harm other people!" Why doesn't Zhengjun understand? "What if one day she feels that you are sorry for me, have done something that hurt me, and want to kill you?"

The other end of the phone laughed directly, "No."

"What if she loses her mind?"

"In case...she can't touch me."

Jasmine also felt that she was about to be pissed off by this inappropriate talk!

"What about the others? What about the others?"

"If there is such a day, I can only blame those people for being overconfident and disrespectful to you."

She almost didn't come up in one breath, her eyes went dark.

"Actually, you are just like Yuno—" Leng Xue.

Restraining what she blurted out, Jasmine also directly cut off the phone and buried her head in the quilt.

Why……

Why can't even Zheng Jun understand her...

The author has something to say: The three views are so bad that there will be an explosion one day, either today or tomorrow ==

Akashi's jokes are not funny - official setting.

There is a major revision at the end of the last chapter. If you find that the plot is not right, please go back to the previous chapter and start re-reading when Takashi Mukai appears.

I'm stuck, if it goes well, there will be an update tomorrow, if it doesn't go well... maybe the day after tomorrow...