[Comprehensive] Escape from shame is useless

[I came here specially from Tokyo today, just to kick the hall. 】

Didn't realize it at all.

【You must go back with me immediately, if you stay here any longer, your path will become more and more crooked. 】

Never considered that possibility.

[The hair is too long, it's in the way, it's time to cut it. 】

Miu is not in the capacity of a minister.

【You... just don't want to go back to Diguang with me? 】

Nor was he talking to her as a friend.

【This is an adventure story that will last a lifetime, Jasmine too, come with me~】

But -

It's not like this, it shouldn't be like this.

In my memory, no matter who mentions Miu Kanai, the word tennis cannot be avoided.Not because she has nothing but tennis, but because she is a tennis fanatic.

I don’t wear over-the-shoulder hair for the convenience of playing. The magazine I read every day is Sports Weekly. My favorite actor made his debut in a tennis-related movie. I follow on Twitter all the top tennis players from all over the world...even though I don’t want to Admittedly, in fact, he is the same as Jasmine in his heart, a person who "as long as you like tennis, we are good friends".

In contrast, she lacks interest in anything that has nothing to do with tennis.

I have no pursuit of beautiful skirts, but I am very picky about the styles of every sportswear manufacturer.

She never cared about gossip. Last year, her front desk eloped and disappeared with a girl so big that she didn't know about it.However, he knows the signature skills and personal characteristics of every slightly famous tennis player.

I don't know the skills of makeup, I don't understand the meaning of skin care, I can't tell the color of lipstick, I can't tell the difference between wearing or not wearing contact lenses.What's more, you stand in front of her with a different hair color, and she doesn't respond to it.But she can see through the opponent's ball path with just one glance. No matter how complicated you use to disguise, she can go straight to the point and kill with one blow.

If she was born for music, it would not be an exaggeration to say that Miu was born for tennis.

"Why did you all start playing tennis?"

That was before the finals last year, because waiting for the competition to start was too boring, and Yukino Akie, who was still a first-year rookie, asked this on a whim.

She remembered Meiyu's answer like this: "From the previous life."

That was one of the rare jokes she made when she was unsmiling.

Later, she asked because she was curious, but Meiyu couldn't be bothered by her, so she admitted helplessly: "It's just because I forgot."

"Forgot what? Since when?"

She was silent for a long while, showing a wry smile:

"No, I just forgot how I lived without tennis."

Although it was an endless sentence, Jasmine immediately understood what she meant, because she also had the same confusion.

She also can't remember what she was doing every day before learning the violin.Whether he was playing with his parents, or climbing trees to dig out bird nests like other children, or something else, he had no impression at all.She was obviously past the age when she could remember things, but her memory before that was still very vague, as if separated by an invisible layer of fog, she couldn't figure it out.

It seems that an invisible hand cut a fault in the long river of life, separating the self before learning the piano from the present self.

According to Yuno, for her, learning the piano is an important divergence point in her life.It belongs to the kind of plot point that must be focused on if the world line needs to be changed.Although I don't know what the world line, plot point, etc. mean, but this is the key to change her life, and I still understand it.

So it's the same for Miwa.

Just like the violin is to her, tennis is so important to her.

【You are everything in my tennis career! 】

But Meiyu suddenly equated herself with tennis.

No, even put her status above tennis.

It's like when she wakes up one morning and suddenly finds that there is someone more important than her piano, so important that without him, she can't even play music anymore.

Uh, wait, it seems, it seems that there is such a person for her...

No no no, the situation is different!

Miwa wasn't her, she was sane and said she needed a support to keep playing tennis—

It's simply a fantasy.

But such an incredible thing happened inexplicably before her eyes, which caught her by surprise.

"black wood?"

Ichinose's voice brought her back to consciousness, and Jasmine also looked up in a daze.

"Do you want ginger in your beef rice?" the waiter asked again with a smile on his pen.

"Ah, yes, please."

This is a restaurant near the competition venue, and a group of people are having lunch here.The match between Lihaida and Teiko was not over, but because the match between Jasmine and Jinjing took too much time, the organizer decided to move the rest of the match to two o'clock in the afternoon.

Although there are a lot of questions I want to ask Jasmine, but she always loses her mind after saying a few words, and she looks so preoccupied that everyone can't talk at all.When the ordered dishes finally came to the table, the people from Diguang happened to push open the door of this store.

The atmosphere became deadlocked instantly.

"Senior Jasmine, you have also come to this store." Xueran greeted with a smile, but that was all there was, and she didn't mean to rush over directly as usual.

"Yeah." Jasmine also nodded, and asked along the way, "Do you want to eat together?"

"No need." Nazuka waved his hands listlessly, "You still have to eat well for lunch."

What do you mean by that?What about eating with them?

Because the score was temporarily ahead, Sha Luo, who had a raised nose, reflexively wanted to go back when he heard this, but Hong Jiang, who was stuffed into his mouth by her sister before he could speak, choked for a long time and couldn't breathe.

Jasmine also waited for a while, but she didn't see the doorbell ringing again, so she asked puzzledly:

"Where's Miha?"

"The minister said she has no appetite, so she won't eat." Xueran replied pitifully.

After Jasmine thoroughly digested the meaning of this sentence, she stood up and greeted the waiter.

"Hello, please add another serving of beef rice, don't add more seaweed, and get me a takeaway box."

On the way to find Jinjing, she met members of the men's net club who were also looking for a lunch spot nearby.

"Kuroki, when will we fight again!" Sanada came up with a set of invitations, without even a transition.

"Uh, ah, ok, ok..."

"Xianichiro, you scared her."

"Sorry." He pressed the brim of his hat in embarrassment.

Although Jasmine didn't quite understand the situation, but because she was worried about Miu, she chatted casually and left.

"Akaya still can't get through the phone?"

"No, it's probably out of battery." Marui spread his hands, "What should we do? Shall we go find it separately?"

"No need, it's agreed to gather under the big clock in the square, so he won't be able to..."

Everyone thought of a guy who had lost his way to Tokyo, and their faces turned black.

"Let's go find it."

"Um……"

When Jasmine also found Jin Jing, she was buying coffee at a window.As soon as Jasmine heard their conversation, she immediately leaned in and interjected without any explanation: "Last time you drank coffee on an empty stomach and hurt all night, do you want to do it again?"

Jin Jing glanced at her, turned around silently, and sat down on the chair next to her.

Knowing that for her, this attitude is almost equivalent to acquiescence, Jasmine also said to the clerk confidently:

"No latte, please replace it with hot milk."

After she pushed the milk and the freshly packed lunch in front of Jinjing, she finally spoke.

"Haven't you already won, and you still care about what I do?"

"Lunch." She took a bite of the meal as a matter of course.

"...I have no appetite." Jin Jing still stubbornly refused with a sullen face.

"Oh, it's okay, then just watch me eat." Jasmine also blinked indifferently, "I have an appetite."

Jin Jing felt aggrieved.The game was lost, the momentum was lost, and even tennis and the future with Jasmine were lost together.Now she just wanted to lick the wound by herself, and Jasmine was actually unwilling to let her go.

"What the hell are you-"

"Don't talk about food, don't talk about sleeping. I don't want to talk about complicated things when I eat. You don't have to eat the meal I brought you, but don't delay me from eating. I don't like to be hungry."

There are too many flaws in this sentence, Jin Jing held back for a long time but still couldn't hold back: "What are you doing today..." Can't think of a particularly suitable description, the style of painting is not right?

"Oh, because I am the winner today. My words are absolute and correct."

Damn, how can Zhengjun's words be so embarrassing? Seeing that he usually speaks so calmly and confidently, why can't I!What should I do? Am I blushing? I have to hold on! I can't be cowardly at this time!

Seemingly stable like an old dog, she was in a panic. In order to cover up her face that might have been exposed, Jasmine cleverly picked up her lunch box and tried her best to eat.How can there be such a calm and calm boss demeanor in that appearance, like a beggar who has been hungry for eight lifetimes and has never had a full meal.

Fortunately, the current Jinjing was already a phoenix whose feathers had been plucked, and he couldn't hold his head up in front of Jasmine, and he didn't have the energy to make such a detailed observation.Although Jasmine herself thinks it is nonsense, she is a staunch supporter of the phrase "the winner is the truth", and now she only feels that she has run on herself speechlessly.

So, I completely lost my face, and started to eat obediently instead.

Regarding this result, Jasmine also felt more complicated, and had the urge to sigh that she couldn't restrain.

After finishing her lunch and throwing the box into the trash can, Jasmine also turned around and saw Jin Jing silently following behind her.She was so well-behaved that she didn't look like the high-spirited her at all, but like a prisoner of war waiting to be punished.

This is not the Kanai Miu she knows, absolutely not!

There was a rage in my heart that I couldn't vent, and I really wanted to find something to smash that baby's face!But no, this is not good for the next communication.While taking a deep breath, she walked to the beautiful fountain pool, hoping to use the beautiful scenery to soothe her emotions.But the usually useful method failed this time, and the anxiety still did not ease at all.

"Miyu, you've had enough! Isn't it just that you lost a game, why do you show such a hopeless expression?"

In the end, this sentence still blurted out, and I couldn't stop it.

She took a step closer, raised her head and looked into her eyes and asked, "Is it so difficult for you to accept losing to me? Look at you now, what do you look like?!"

"no……"

"If you lose this time, win it back next time. When did you become such a weak person who can't accept defeat?"

"no……"

"Or what, are you going to tell me you're giving up tennis? Just because of something bigger?"

"It's not like that! You don't understand at all!"

"Then just say that I understand!" Jasmine also clenched her fists and clenched her teeth, forcing herself not to stop because of Meiyu's pain.But in the end, there was still no way to be so cruel, and the words trembled uncontrollably.

"If you can even give up tennis, is there anything else you can't say to me?"

She shook her head blankly.

"I don't have that qualification anymore. It doesn't matter if I continue playing tennis or something else..."

She also struggled for a long time, after discovering that.But no matter how hard you try, you can't forget, divert your attention, or focus on tennis.

When she came to her senses, she had already opened Jasmine's email address, and the cursor stopped behind "I miss you so much".By the time she realized it, she had been staring at the photo of the two of them on the computer for half an hour.After Jasmine's back disappeared from her sight, she realized that she should have been in Tokyo standing on the land of Kanagawa, and the viewing time of the movie she was supposed to watch had already passed.

Time and time again, she had to admit that she couldn't escape.

Her feelings for Jasmine also deteriorated.

Once I was honest with my feelings, all the things I thought I could not care about changed all of a sudden.

She used to think that she would be free and easy, that love was her own business, and Jasmine didn't need to know about it.But at the end of the day, it was discovered that this was just wishful thinking and self-deception.

Wanted her around, wanted to hug her, wanted to kiss her, wanted to see her all the time.

I don't want her to smile at others, I don't want her to share happiness with other people, but those things have nothing to do with me.

So while she was using "Jasmine's future and future" as an excuse to decide the outcome in a game with her, she also made a gamble for herself in her heart.

One side is her everything, and the other side is Jasmine.

If she wins, then on the day Jasmine returns to Diguang, she will confess everything and ask her to forgive her selfishness.It doesn't matter if she doesn't forgive her, anyway, there will be enough time afterwards.As long as Jasmine stayed by her side, she could always wait for an understanding.

I never considered the possibility of losing, perhaps because I was afraid of such a future, so I never made any assumptions.

But the reality is always so cruel.

She can't say anything now.

On the other side of the small park, Kirihara, who had lost his way to the end of the world just to buy a drink, just turned around, and saw the senior he was looking forward to at a glance.When he thought that he would be able to return to the organization soon, he was very happy, and when he raised his hand and was about to call someone——

Jasmine also yelled suddenly, stopping his footsteps.

"Too cunning!"

She lowered her head, not wanting to look at Jin Jing's face anymore.

"Before you used the banner of 'for my own good', you did it so righteously, but now you put on a victim's face, it's too cunning! It's obvious that you added a definition to this game without authorization, and put my I gambled in the future, and never asked me whether I agreed or not. If I lose now, do I want to pretend that nothing happened? Self-satisfaction should be enough!"

"You know--"

"Yes, that's right, I know everything, including what you want to say, what you don't want to say, what you dare to say, what you don't dare to say, I know everything! Miha Kanai, if you don't say it, I'll tell it for you. "

"Do you think that now that I have surpassed you, you have lost your place in my heart, and are no longer the peak that I must cross, so it is meaningless for you to continue playing, because my eyes are no longer Wouldn't you look at a defeated general?"

She acquiesced.

"Do you think that you lost to me, so you are not qualified to communicate with me on an equal basis, so no matter what you say, I won't care?"

Jasmine also grabbed her by the collar, pulled her off, and asked:

"Do you think that you are inferior now, so you are not qualified to confess to me that you actually like me?"

The light in Jinjing's eyes suddenly lit up, and soon went out again.

"Wake up, Miha Kanai, I've never been everything to you!"

After saying this, Jasmine also tiptoed, hugged her neck and kissed her.

Jin Jing's originally noisy voice fell silent in an instant.She suddenly discovered that at this moment, she could hear the sound of water from the fountain close at hand, she could hear the sound of white doves fluttering behind her, she could see the water in Jasmine's eyes, and she could feel the slightly hot Positive.

That's weird, why, never noticed it before?

After the kiss was over, Jinjing still maintained a shocked and stiff posture, and Jasmine smiled as if she had let go of some burden.

"Do you remember, I asked you why you said you started playing tennis in your previous life. You said that, 'because you forgot how you lived without tennis'. It must be the same now of."

"What are you talking about?" Her words made Jin Jing very uneasy, with a strange premonition, a premonition that something important was about to be lost!

"Because after you fell in love with me, you forgot how you lived before, so you fell into this hopeless mood." So, as long as you break free from this feeling, you will return to the original Meiyu.

Jin Jing's consciousness had already begun to blur, and in the midst of the dizzy spinning, only the familiar voice sounded softly in his ears:

"I'm sorry, Meiyu, although I'm very happy to be liked by you, but I really still... like the energetic you more."

When Jinjing woke up again, Jasmine smiled softly as soon as he opened his eyes.

"Good morning Miha, did you sleep well?"

She sat up in a daze, looking at the small fountain in front of her, a little bit unable to recover.

"Why did I fall asleep?"

"Probably because I am too tired from the game, I tend to get sleepy just after lunch."

There are no loopholes in the rhetoric, after all, she has never played such a hard game.

"I haven't congratulated you yet, I finally broke through and it's seamless."

"It's just the right time and place." Jasmine also shook her head, "I can be sure because I have entered once, and it will never be possible again. In comparison, Meiyu's future is more likely."

"Why do you say that?"

"Because what you put in will never be there again." The key to the seamlessness of this battle is her desire to save Mei Yu.Now that she is fine, she will never have this chance again.

After all, she really has no obsession with winning or losing.

"You really don't think about entering career.com, what a waste."

"Hehe..." No matter when, Meiyu is really obsessed with this point.

"Don't laugh, I'm serious."

"Okay, okay, I don't laugh. Regarding this matter, I actually want to report to you—"

After telling Miu all about the past and her decision, she finally let go.After leaving her blessings and encouragement for the afternoon game, she turned and left chicly, returning to her teammates.

And Jasmine, after seeing Yuno, threw herself into her arms regardless of other people's eyes.

"I did it..." So tired, even more tired than the game this morning.

"Thank you, Jasmine."

"Yuno, why do you say that after being addicted to one thing, people forget their life without it?"

"Probably... because the days after having such a thing are too happy."

happiness……

Meiyu, are these days happy for you?

The author has something to say: Kirihara who has witnessed everything: the gate to the new world? ? ?

The computer was disconnected instantly after coding... Finally, I went to the mobile phone, but I didn’t expect that the doc file in the mobile phone could not be copied to Jinjiang’s APP for some reason. I was so anxious!

Fortunately, my good Jiyou Mihuajiang came to the rescue!Mihua Jiang is an angel!