[Comprehensive] Escape from shame is useless

Two days before the school exam, Jasmine also formally submitted an application for suspension of school to the High School Attached to Lihai University on the grounds of illness.But because of her special condition, she refused to visit other than a few specific people.So on Christmas day, people who didn't know that today was actually Jasmine's birthday, approached Yuno respectively, and handed her the Christmas and visiting gifts they had prepared.

When school time came, it was too much for a small handbag.In the end, she had no choice but to find a big box and asked her classmates to help her carry it into the trunk of the car.

Although they accepted it on Jasmine's behalf with gratitude, most of these items cannot be handed over now.

The doctor specifically told me that the first month of admission is the most important stage.During this period of time, everything at the entrance must be strictly in accordance with the hospital's regulations, and the books and objects that can be read must also be checked in advance to ensure that the first standard is not to stimulate any of her nerves.Similarly, everything related to music must be completely isolated so as not to affect the therapeutic effect.

The so-called treatment can only be carried out by tearing the scar again.Whether it is hypnotherapy or psychological counseling, it is necessary to awaken her horrible memories of "that incident" first.And the medicine is an inhibitor, a nerve stabilizer, in order to let her recall the situation at that time, to maintain that state without getting sick.

But even if she didn't get sick, the repeated treatment process of uncovering the scars still made Jasmine's spirit tortured to the point of dying.Only four days after being admitted to the hospital, she has already been unable to fall asleep all night long, and can only rely on the compulsive effect of sleeping pills to obtain a short rest.

In the past, Jasmine always liked to hide her unhappy things in her heart, and smiled at her pretending to be peaceful, but now she couldn't even maintain the superficial disguise.

When Yuno went to visit, if she was awake, she would grab Yuno's hand and cry and apologize, or keep crying about the pain, but she couldn't tell where it hurt.Most of the time, Yuno could only see a drowsy woman lying on the bed, and only occasionally looked at her weakly with her eyelids open, and Jasmine didn't even have the strength to speak.

Even if it's for medical treatment, this kind of life is really too hard, and she can't bear to watch it.

But it was so uncomfortable, and she never said even a word like "I don't want to be treated, I want to go home".

This child, once he has decided on something, he can really stick to it to this point. It's really terrible perseverance.

As for myself, is there anything I can do?

She can only look at it like this, and it feels very irritating that she can't help anything. She hates herself who is helpless.

The car stopped on the side of the road waiting for the red light, and Yuno sat in the back seat and stared out the window in a daze, when a familiar figure just happened to come into view.

The blonde girl is holding a beautiful bouquet of carnations, walking briskly on the sidewalk beside her in a happy mood.A tabby cat suddenly jumped out of a flower bed by the side of the road, attracting the girl's attention. She subconsciously turned her upper body to chase the cat's figure, but her lower body didn't have time to react, and her left foot slammed into her right foot.A cry—

The girl fell headlong to the floor, and the flowers in her hand fell on the flower bed.

It's really careless, walk carefully when walking, it will be like this when you look around.

Yuno remembered that her little angel had done many such "great feats" before, and sighed speechlessly.She seemed to have landed on her face just now, she fell so badly, she couldn't get up after so long, she must have been very dizzy.

Alas, so when walking—

Wait, no, something is wrong.

Yuno once again cast her eyes on the girl who fell on the ground, stared carefully for three seconds, and finally made sure.

That's right, even if you feel dizzy, you won't be able to keep your whole body completely still and not even move your fingers.Her current appearance is not so much that she fainted from the fall, it is better to say...

"Open the door!"

"But Miss Yuno, the red light will be—"

"Don't talk nonsense and open the door!"

"Yes!"

The moment the driver unlocked the door, Yuno immediately opened the door and ran towards the fallen blonde girl—Miyazono Kaoru.

"Student Gong Yuan, classmate Gong Yuan?" He turned her over and shouted twice, but there was no response, she really passed out.

His forehead was a little red but there was no blood, and there were no visible wounds all over his body. His heartbeat was normal, his breathing was normal, his eyeballs were trembling, but his consciousness had not recovered.

How is this going?

Because of her family background, she has a good ability to distinguish trauma.Just running over in a hurry just worried that Gong Yuan hit the edge of the flower bed when he fell, but in fact he didn't.Then why did she pass out without warning, was it anemia, or... some other old disease?

Although there is no research in medicine, Yuno is deeply convinced that invisible diseases are the most terrifying. Instead of continuing to try to wake up Miyazono, Yuno immediately called the emergency number.While waiting for the ambulance, she used Gongyuan's mobile phone to contact her parents.

The ambulance arrived at the scene quickly, and the medical staff praised Yuno for not rashly moving the patient himself.As soon as several people worked together to carry Miyazono into the car, she barely regained a little consciousness, half-opened her eyes and glanced at Yuno, then passed out again.

That appearance instantly merged with Jasmine's helpless side face, making her feel sore.The footsteps that were going to watch her go to the hospital stopped like this, picked up the carnations that fell on the flower bed, and told the driver to follow behind the ambulance.

An hour later, Gong Yuan's parents arrived at the hospital panting under the rush hour traffic. They were very grateful to Yuno who stayed in the hospital and paid all the expenses in advance.Knowing that she was actually someone his daughter knew, Miyazono's father answered Yuno's question about his daughter's body without reservation.

Multiple sclerosis is a terminal disease that is difficult to cure even with modern medicine.

Miyazono Kaoru has been diagnosed with this disease since she was 10 years old. Although she has been hospitalized for treatment, there is no sign of improvement.There are many symptoms of this disease, but the most difficult to accept for a violinist like her is probably the one that makes people gradually lose control of their limbs.

In fact, Yuno just asked casually out of politeness, who would have heard such a fact.

Why, if it is a test, it is too cruel, right?

It caused Jasmine to have a nervous breakdown, and the music that was regarded as her life became a curse that haunted her life, and she was never able to go on stage again.

Let Miyazono Kaoru suffer from terminal illness, watching helplessly that he can no longer hold the violin or dance the bow.

Why did fate compose such a movement for these music-loving children?

"Excuse me, with Gong Yuan's current health, it's better not to go out alone." If she fell on the side of the road today and was not sent to the hospital in time, the situation would be very dangerous.

"Actually, the doctor said that Xiao Xun..."

There is not much time left.

"So we thought, at least in the last days, let her be free..."

The weeping mother, the gloomy father, and the daughter who yearned for Xingzuo without knowing that her time limit had come.

Like Jasmine, she also loves the violin, and like Jasmine, she is also waiting to enter the temple in her heart, and wants to play with her in high school.She also seems to have said that she wants to have the pianist she has always yearned for accompany her...

There are so many things I want to do, so many dreams I want to realize, but time is not willing to give her enough forgiveness at all.

She couldn't say anything in the end, and at this moment, the words of comfort seemed so weak.

By the time I arrived at the top floor of another hospital with a few presents that could be handed over, the sky had completely darkened.Too much time has been wasted, I probably won't be able to talk to the little angel today and I'm going back.Rare birthday and Christmas, it would be nice to at least say a word of congratulations...

Passing through the empty corridors, joyous Christmas songs could be faintly heard from the distant streets. From a distance, there was a sea of ​​red and green colored lights.Such a lively festival, but they can only lie in the cold hospital, how lonely it must be.

"Ah, Yuno, MerryChristmas!"

The moment the door of the ward was pushed open, the brown-haired girl sitting on the bed raised her head when she heard the movement, and smiled softly at her.The white doll she held in her arms also moved, and the crisp and lovely little girl's voice sounded.

"Merry Christmas!"

"Wow, Xiaoyu is so smart, she learned it so quickly!"

Yuno's heart full of silence was suddenly filled with warm emotions, and her wandering heart found a harbor where she could dock, and her expression softened unconsciously.

After walking a few steps, it became clear that Jasmine was also holding a white plush cat. Her blue peas looked over without blinking, and when she saw that she was paying attention to him, she wagged her tail. It was very cute. .

"This is...?" If its "painting style" was not particularly two-dimensional, it would really be mistaken for a real cat.

"A talking cat." Jasmine also picked it up, and waved the cat's paw towards Yuno, and the pink flesh pads were faintly visible.

Talking cat?

Ah, speaking of it, it seems that there is such a thing.Jasmine also came back from her trip to Yahara last time, because she liked the cat teacher of Natsume's family so much, she once urged Akashi to call Akashi, asking for a "talking cat".

Thinking of this, Yuno cast his eyes on Akashi who was sitting next to him for the first time, and teased:

"You really found her?"

"Well, but at the time I didn't know what she was talking about was actually a monster, so I ordered this." I bought everything, so it's good for her to play first.If she really caught a monster as a pet, Jasmine would be happy if she didn't lose her temper.

"Yuno Yuno, look!" Jasmine also said to the kitten, "Xiaoyu, how is the weather today?"

"It's cloudy and snowy in Tokyo today. The lowest temperature is 3°C and the highest is 9°C. The current outdoor temperature is 6°C and the indoor temperature is 20°C. Remember to dress warmly when you go out." He licked his paws after speaking.

"There's more! Come on, give Yuno a hug."

Yuno took it with a curious face, and found that Xiaoyu was still warm, and the design was quite meticulous.I rubbed it against my face, and it felt like a normal cat, maybe even softer?

About a minute later, Xiaoyu spoke again: "Sister Yuno's heart rate is 1 beats per minute, blood pressure is 62-72, body fat rate is 113%, body temperature is 21°C, skin age is 36.5 years old. Your health is very good, please Keep it up."

"..."

Facing Jasmine's expectant eyes that also begged for praise, Yoshinoguchi praised a few words, then turned to Akashi and muttered softly.

"Hey, isn't this unnecessary function too much?"

As long as the cat can be coquettish and can masturbate, so many additional functions might as well be a bit annoying!

"...It's fine if she likes it." In fact, he also felt that the designer used too much force, and sometimes it didn't seem like a good thing to give too much money.

Yuno didn't know that this cat's instruction manual was as thick as a Japanese-English dictionary, and there were countless inexplicable functions in it.For things like browsing the web with a meat pad, plugging in earphones, etc., he had to lock 80% of the functions before taking them, otherwise what Jasmine is holding now is not a pet cat, but a Terminator .

"Ah, Yuno, you're here too." Tsukihashi, who was going to get medicine from the doctor's office, opened the door and walked in.

"Welcome back, Mother Yuelong." Xiaoyu immediately turned her head and shouted before everyone else.

"Oh, Xiaoyu is so good." She put the medicine on the bedside table, reached out and touched the kitten's head, and said to her daughter, "It's time to drink the medicine, too, Jasmine."

Her smile paused for a second, then took the initiative to take the water glass and downed the pills one by one.I thought it was my birthday and I could chat for a while if I was in good spirits, but I would soon fall asleep after drinking the medicine, what a pity.

"Jasmine too, this is a gift prepared for you by everyone in the school, and some of it is kept at home. I will unpack it when you recover from illness." He brought the handbag over and put it beside the bed, and took out a few things from it .

Jasmine also saw the book written "Lihai University Affiliated Middle School Literary Club" at a glance.

"Yuno, is this...?"

"That's right, it is a brand new book completed under my spiritual guidance - "Winter's Miracle Night."

Uh, your spiritual guide, could it be that the domineering gangster girl fell in love with the sick and weak head of the tennis department...

Flipping through the introduction, it tells the story of the poor Japanese painter Seiichi Yukimura who watered flowers and grass alone on Christmas Eve, and ran into a girl in black who was hunted down by her enemies and jumped into his ward from the balcony.

Kuanghan, it turned out to be true!The head of the Department of Literature is too iron, admiration.

"Yuno, you won." When Yukimura came back from the U17W battle and saw this, he would probably be pissed off.

"Heh, it's better to keep in touch." Who told that guy to use that "Romance of Autumn" to disgust her back then, this is called an eye for an eye! "Just read it as a bedtime story, and you can have a good dream after reading it."

Jasmine also stared at the very romantic cover, saying sorry to Yukimura a hundred times in her heart, and then handed it to Akashi.

"Then Zhengjun read a chapter to me every day before going to bed, okay?" She was really curious, but she couldn't die alone (laughs).

He took the book inexplicably, opened the introduction and glanced at it, and was immediately confused by the introduction.

Akashi Seijuro, for the first time in 15 years, saw a fan CP novel with real people as the object of creation, and the world view was refreshed.

Maybe there was no obvious change in his expression, but no one in the room knew him, and both Jasmine and Yuno noticed his stiffness immediately.Yuno is looking forward to it, looking forward to Akashi's cold and ascetic voice reading the strange lines in the book, such as the phrase "Miss Yuno, please take everything away from me".

Pfft, that scene must be very, very funny.

Well done cherub, this book read by Akashi is amazing!

She was so reluctant to leave, so come and listen to a chapter every day!

"Then start now—"

Before he could finish speaking, the phone rang.Yuno glanced at Jasmine regretfully, walked out of the room to the corridor, and answered Kaoru Miyazono's call.

"Hi, my wife-senpai, I'm Miyazono." On the opposite side, the voice of the blonde girl came faintly, which was completely different from the usual calmness pretending to be normal.

"I heard from my mother that you sent me to the hospital today, thank you very much..."

"You're welcome." Yuno had already sensed the unusual atmosphere on the phone.

"My wife and senior sister already know about it." The nasal voice came out uncontrollably, Gong Yuan sobbed, "Just now I overheard Mom and Dad talking about me, and it's only been less than a year..."

Yuno couldn't answer.

"I'm sorry, I know it's not good to call you at this time, but... I don't know what to do, I don't know who to talk to, I..." She finally couldn't help crying, "I'm so scared, My wife and senior sister, I'm really scared...I don't want to die, woo woo..."

Intermittent crying came from the earpiece along with the whistling wind, and helplessness, despair, and collapsed emotions swept her in like a torrent.The heavy emotion weighed on her chest, Yuno turned around and looked at the other side through the glass.

Jasmine was also hugging Xiaoyu, watching Akashi intently, laughing from time to time because of what he read.At first glance, it seems like nothing has changed.But in fact, half an hour later, Jasmine would also fall into a deep sleep because of the drug. In her sleep, there was a terrifying maze that she could never get out of, a nightmare that had entangled her for many years and could not get rid of.

If this bedtime story really did anything to keep her dreams from being permanently shrouded in darkness—

Turning his eyes to Akashi who was quietly reading, Yuno said to the desperately crying girl on the other end of the receiver:

"Gong Yuan, don't be afraid, I won't let you die."

The reason why you reached out to Jasmine back then, I understand a little... a little bit.

The author has something to say: The source of this cat is "The Disaster of Saiki Kusuo".

In the past, Yuno would never care about other people's life and death, and only had Jasmine in his eyes, but it's different now.