[Comprehensive] Escape from shame is useless

It was rare for Akashi Masomi to get home from get off work on time, and when he opened the door, he saw a person who shouldn't be here at this time.

"Ah, welcome back, Uncle Zhengchen."

The brown-haired girl wore an apron, poked her head from the kitchen, saw him, and ran up to him.

I also forgot to put down the spatula in my hand.

"En." He handed the coat to the servant and asked seriously, "Why are you here?"

The maid next to him grabbed her coat subconsciously, thinking that he must be angry.Ms. Jasmine also ran here without saying a word. Would the master think that she is not polite and is giving orders to evict guests?What should I do, why didn't Master Seijuro come out together, if the master loses his temper, wouldn't Miss Jasmine be——

But Jasmine also couldn't get the kind of terrifying aura that made his legs weak. She never thought about it, and never considered the deep meaning of his words.

Because it's likely that there really isn't a metaphor.

When Uncle Zhengchen talked to her, Zhengjun, and Aunt Shizhi, he rarely used that kind of complicated words.Basically, it means that one is one, and two is two, and you don't need to think about some messy things.

Of course, Zhengjun disagrees with her on this.

Because of this, the relationship between their father and son is not good...

Akashi, who was one size smaller, had just come out when he heard the movement in the entrance, and before he had time to say anything, Jasmine also waved the spatula in his hand, and saluted Akashi, who was one size bigger, imitating his deep expression say:

"Report to Uncle Zhengchen, I quarreled with my parents, and now I am at home! Please take me in for a while or I will sleep on the street!"

"..." You are quite happy to run away from home.

"Father, I have already talked to Uncle Yaren on the phone. They agreed that Jasmine would also stay here overnight, and they also said that they would come to visit tomorrow." Mistaking his father's silence as a sign of disapproval, he walked over quickly and stood beside Jasmine.

Zhengchen didn't say anything more, just nodded coldly and walked past the two of them to the study.

"It will be ready to eat in 5 minutes, I made a tempura today - oh my shrimp!"

She ran back to the kitchen in a flash.

That appearance was not much different from usual, with the same thick nerves, the same turmoil, and the same vitality.

She was a completely different person from the one I saw at school for the first time.

"I don't want to be locked up in the hospital, I don't want to take medicine, I don't want to give up my violin..."

Such emptiness and despair, such paleness and fragility, seemed to be broken in the next second, full of cracks.

She held on to him tightly, holding on to him every step of the way, holding on to her everything, holding on to all her hopes.

"Don't be afraid, with me here, no one can take you away."

There is no way to continue the meeting, no way to go back to class, and no way to have the time to do everything else.He put down all the affairs waiting to be dealt with at hand, and decided to take her home first.

After stepping into Akashi's house and handing the violin to her again.

She recovers, she "comes to life," as if the suffocating thing that just happened was someone else's fantasy.Even after practicing the piano for a while, he expressed on a whim that he would be in charge of today's dinner in return for taking him in, just like when he lived with Yuno.

Is she who is lively and cheerful now real, or is she the one who is about to collapse just now?

"...Jun, Zhengjun! What are you thinking, ignore me for a long time."

At the dinner table, Jasmine also complained dissatisfiedly because she was too concerned about this issue and was so absorbed in her thoughts that she didn't hear her.

"It's nothing."

"Forget it if you don't tell me, stingy."

She glanced at him, didn't go into it, but instead picked up a fried shrimp for him and put it on the plate.After finishing this action, he turned his head to look across the long table in great distress.

"Why does Uncle Zhengchen have to sit so far away? It's not convenient to pick up food." It's not Western food, it's obviously Japanese food today.

He was startled, and reflexively looked at his father's face.But because he was too far away, he could only see a shadow that blocked his expression when he lowered his head.

Father is a person who has strict requirements on etiquette. When he goes out to attend a banquet, he disdains the dissolute behavior of those aristocratic children.Although they wouldn't point it out directly, the unconscious coercion in the conversation still made them breathless.As a result, there were too many times, no matter who came to him, they would behave as if they had just returned from military training, standing like a pine, sitting like a bell, and walking like the wind.

As for Jasmine, although most of the time she was well-mannered and well-mannered, she was still a child with a lot of nerves, not rigorous enough, and often stepped on the line.He often sees his father's strange expression of frowning, as if a storm is going to happen in the next second, but he suppresses it for some reason.

It took time for him to realize that his father seemed to have far more patience and tolerance towards Jasmine than ordinary people.

So she was the second person who dared to play a prank on her father in the past, and now the only one who dared to throw the word "no" in his father's face, and was not afraid of being frozen to death by his air-conditioning.

"Just eat it, don't worry about me."

Sure enough, Zhengchen still didn't show the slightest sign of getting angry at this obviously out-of-bounds dialogue.This always gave him a strange illusion, as if Jasmine was also there, and his father was more like an ordinary elder who loved his children, rather than a leader who only knew how to look at performance.

For this, he could only attribute it to Jasmine's own cuteness.She is so good, no one is willing to bully her.

"Seijuro, come to my study after dinner, I have something to talk to you about."

But his father treated him the same way he treated anyone else.

"Yes, Father." It's no pity, he's used to it.

After closing the door of the study and blocking her soft smile, he turned around and looked in the direction of the desk——

Half of his face is always hidden in a dark place where the light can't reach him. He leans back on the chair with his eyes closed silently. The one who looked at him with condemning eyes was the Akashi Masomi he was more familiar with.

The one who tolerates the child's waywardness and compromises for the child's acting like a baby is just a false phantom.

"Do you know what you're doing, Seijuro?"

He had just finished talking with Heimu Yaren, and he knew the ins and outs of the matter.Unlike them who thought their daughter really just ran away from home and went to hide at a friend's house, Zhengchen understood the seriousness of this matter because he knew exactly what his son had done back then.

"I know, I'm using my method to protect her." He replied calmly.

"I have warned you many times, your thinking is wrong." Zhengchen sat up straight, facing him, folded his hands on the table, and continued, "What she needs now is hospital treatment, and there is no more. The extra time has allowed you to delay like this."

"You mean, do you want me to turn a blind eye to her plea for help? Do you want me to watch them send her to the hospital, cut off her only hope, and torture her until she is out of shape?" He frowned slightly, A series of rhetorical questions were directly given.

"That's not torture, it's healing."

On this point, they never seem to be able to agree.Zheng Chen took the trouble to emphasize it again: "For Jasmine, what is really important is her life, not music. Seijuro, you were young back then, so you don't have to understand. But now you are almost 15 years old, Do you want to continue to be stubborn? The biggest mistake you made back then was to let your immature idea really become her creed, and you deprived her of the right to choose another life. "

"This is also her own choice, the future she wants." He never forced her, never forcibly influenced her thoughts.He held out his hand and she took it.Akashi Seijuro and Kuroki Jasmine have always been advancing and retreating together, and they chose this path together.

"Aren't you the one who instilled this idea in her when she was mentally weak?!"

"You don't understand, you don't understand, you don't understand how important this matter is to her."

instill?He's never done anything like this.

From the very beginning, Jasmine herself thought so.She just didn't say it, she was too sensible, kept everything in her heart, tortured herself to be riddled with holes, but she could still smile to those who worried about her.But her heart has already begun to die. She doesn't want to break up and build up, and establish other "connections".

All she wants is her violin.

"I just heard her voice and responded to her expectations. She chose me, and I will stick to it for her!"

In that incident, she was the one who was hurt, the one who suffered criticism, the one who was forced to apologize, and the one who wanted to give up music.

Why?

She did nothing wrong!Why should she retreat again and again?Does it have to be that she has nothing before these disgusting adults are willing to let her go?

He doesn't allow it, he absolutely doesn't allow this to happen!

Even if it's just for this spirit, it is absolutely impossible for him to admit that he did something wrong back then!

What's more, if he also gave up now, what would Jasmine do?

"You don't understand what it means to be a pillar of a person! You can't keep the promise you made to her at all. Let go before she completely collapses, Seijuro, this is my advice to you, you can't bear it." up!"

"Thank you for your advice, Father, but I won't let go, ever."

He bowed to his father, turned and left.

"Seijuro."

He stopped at the door, waiting for the second half of Zhengchen's words.

"This sentence, you will tell her parents tomorrow."

"I know." You don't need to say it.

The door of the study closed behind him, even he still felt relieved.

He knew in his heart that his father's last words did not agree with him, but meant to discuss it tomorrow.He wants him to admit the wrong things he did in front of Jasmine's parents, ask for their forgiveness, and best help them persuade Jasmine to go to the hospital.

But this is not possible.

Walking through the hall on the first floor to the second floor, the sound of the piano can be heard faintly from the right.He quickened his pace and opened the door to the penultimate room without permission.

The violin stopped abruptly.

Jasmine also took Qin off her shoulders, turned around and smiled at him.

"Zhengjun, have you guys finished talking? Today is pretty——wow!"

As the door lock closed again, Akashi hugged her tightly.He rushed over so violently that she took three steps back to lean against the wall before she could stand still. She even dropped one of her slippers and stepped on the carpet.

"What, hey, what's the matter, what happened?"

【You are wrong, Seijuro. 】

Not only his father warned him so, but even his mother said so.

[You are still young, Ah Zheng, and you don’t understand what it means to be a pillar of a person. 】

No one agrees with his decision.

Everyone thought he couldn't do it.

He tried, tried to push her out, tried to let her meet more people and build more relationships.Because of the blessing of the gods, there are many people around her.But she still personally cut off the ties that tried to go further, ignored all the obstacles that tried to hinder her, and finally walked back to him on her own initiative.No matter how far away he is, no matter how much he restrains his desire to hug her, even if he stops still, she will still ignore everything around her and throw herself into his arms regardless.

He lost, lost to her.He couldn't push her away, and he couldn't bear to push her away so many times.

So even if the agreement back then was really a mistake, even if the whole world would not support his decision now——

Even so, he didn't want to let go!

Akashi turned his head and kissed her ear.

"Ah! Don't, don't..." Feeling his teeth gently biting down on her cartilage, lightly brushing the fluff around her ears with his tongue, and finally wrapping his earlobe in his mouth, Jasmine could only feel her blood rushing up, My legs were so weak that I couldn't stand up.

"I, I'm still holding the piano, in case I fall—oh!"

Before he could finish his words, his mouth was blocked.

Akashi put one arm around her waist, leaned on the wall next to her with the other, bent his head to kiss her.

Lips and teeth meet, breath intertwined, and the turbulent emotion drowns reason in an instant.

In the end, Qin only lasted for a few seconds before slipping from her hand and colliding with the carpet with a soft muffled sound. Neither of the two people who were caught up in passion noticed this movement.On the contrary, it was Jasmine who, after her hands were completely freed, took the initiative to wrap her arms around his neck, standing on tiptoes to deepen the kiss.

It wasn't until both of them stopped panting that Jasmine came back to her senses, she broke free from his arms immediately, and looked at the piano that fell on the ground.

"It's not broken, is it?" Just picked it up and looked at it for two seconds, when the person behind hugged her waist.

"If it's broken, it's broken, just buy another one. And..." Akashi put his chin on her shoulder, and looked over her shoulder to look at the piano, with obvious dissatisfaction in his tone: "Will you hold it again?" Let it go, it's going to fall again."

"Ah?" Before she could realize the meaning of his words, he grabbed her shoulders and turned around, pushed down, and Jasmine sat down on the piano bench.The piano in his hand was suddenly taken away, and he watched it draw a trajectory in mid-air from the corner of his eye, and made a not-so-light impact sound with the piano cover behind him.

Why is Zhengjun not gentle when he treats his Qin?

"Jasmine too," Akashi knelt beside the stool with his left leg close to her thigh, half bent down, and held her face with both hands, "concentrate."

The thin and thick kiss enveloped it again.

Once again, the fluttering rationality left a little bit of confusion at the end——

Zhengjun, are you jealous of the violin?

Before going to bed that night, Akashi still couldn't hold back, and stopped her when she came to say good night.

"Jasmine too, your parents will come over tomorrow, when the time comes—"

"Well, I understand." She interrupted him and smiled softly at him, "I believe in Zhengjun, you won't hand me over."

"After tomorrow, there will be no chance to regret it." He emphasized it seriously, "Jasmine, even if you are tired and want to give up, I will never give up. Do you really understand? "

"Really, I won't give up! No matter what happens, I won't give up!" She puffed up her cheeks, wearing this light brown plush pajamas, she was as cute as a rodent.

"Even if I force you to do something you don't want to do, even if I make you sad, don't you change your mind?" He felt that he was really an asshole, and he couldn't hear anything other than affirmation when he made such a request at this time Answer, but he still asked.

"No, I will be angry!" Unexpectedly, Jasmine did not play her cards according to common sense, and really gave him a negative answer.

Jasmine couldn't be happier to see Akashi's unresponsive expression.

"Afterwards, you have to apologize to me and explain the situation to me. If you can make me happy, it's not that I can't forgive you at all. Anyway, it depends on your performance~"

Only then did he realize that he had been tricked by Jasmine just now, and shook his head a little amusedly but also with a headache.

"Are you not afraid that I will sell you?"

"Don't be afraid, you will buy it back." She hugged his neck tightly and kissed his cheek, "So before I don't want you, remember to buy me back as soon as possible. Zheng Jun, I'm very lonely, It's easy to get kidnapped."

"How easy is it?" Akashi grabbed her waist, stopping her from trying to run after all the tricks.

"Uh... a lollipop?" Feeling his hand gently pressing on her waist, the hair all over her body exploded.

"That's really too easy. To be on the safe side, don't sell it." The faint orange fragrance on her body was mixed with the same shower gel fragrance as his own. The smell that disturbed the ability to judge by smell made him a little dizzy.

"you are mine."

"I'm your violinist."

I am your violinist.

For some reason, when I heard this sentence again after a few months, I felt an indescribable tingling sensation.

Jasmine also ran away a few steps while he was in a daze, and put her cold hand on the left side of his neck to cool down.Just now Zhengjun's breath kept spraying there, making her itchy and uncomfortable, always feeling that he would bite on it in the next second, which made her terrified.

"Good night, Mr. Zheng."

"Good night."

The two doors were closed one after another, and the two leaned behind the door at the same time, one lowered his head silently, and the other looked up at the sky shyly.

Today, I failed to muster up the courage to confess to Zhengjun and tell him that I like you.When tomorrow is over, I must say it!

Does she still, only take him as an audience for the violin?Was she kissing only because he was her pillar?But she's not just his violinist...

At the same time, the study on the first floor.

Zhengchen looked at Shiori's photo, sitting under a bright light, but his body was covered with a shadow that couldn't be shaken off.

【That child may become our family's daughter in the future. 】

Shiori, it's too early for Seijuro now...

He can't bear such a heavy responsibility.

The author has something to say: the sugar got into my brain, and I almost lost my writing.

I spent too much time trying to hold it, sorry for the late update orz

Why did Zheng Chen treat Jasmine so well?

1. Jasmine is just that good, she deserves it, and she doesn't accept rebuttals.

2. She is Shizhi's default daughter-in-law, and he loves the house and Wu.

3. She is a girl, so she doesn't need to be educated in imperial studies like Ah Zheng, so she can act like a baby.