12 years after graduation, I want to get married

I folded the clothes and put them in the closet, and read the rest of the novel.

I didn't see Bai Jin today.I was asleep when he set off, and he had not yet appeared to me when the rest of the crew came back noisily.

Could it be that in order to refuse my request, Bai Jin...

No, no, he obviously prepared a lot of excuses and threw one at me every day, how could it be.

I leaned against the wall next to the entrance and waited for a while, then put on my coat and sneaked into the elevator with a guilty conscience to reach the 16th floor.

Uneasy, I checked the selection of the genetic chain outside the door, and gently pushed the door open.

Bai Jin probably never thought that someone would break in easily. He was being treated by the treatment device with his upper body naked. The heat dissipation gear of the device was running rapidly, but it still couldn't cover the blood seeping from the gel medicine.

There were still some uncleaned blood and dust on his face, his blue eyes were bloodshot, and his face was covered with cold sweat.

I closed the door calmly, walked around the messy documents and objects under my feet, and walked to his side.

"Why—" His voice was unbearably hoarse.

"Are you injured?" I interrupted him, decisively raised his chin to examine carefully, without intending to control my hand strength - roughly broke his cheek and wiped off the dried black blood and dirt.

Bai Jin hissed.

I turned a deaf ear to this, picked up a pile of unopened and unopened medicine boxes on the table, and read the doctor's instructions carefully with the crystal lamp above my head.

There are too few lights in his place, and it is neither ventilated nor spacious. I just stood there for a while and felt oppressed and stuffy.

What a bad place, I don't want to come.Will not come in the future.

"Used 09 and CX? Is there a half-needle-half injection method?" I checked his treatment steps critically, and reset the expected data and speed of the treatment device. "...You usually sleep here? Is it because of me that you can't go back to bed and sleep." At least I imagined that he slept on the bed.

This makes me how to occupy his bed to sleep with peace of mind in the future.

Bai Jin looked at me without blinking.How dare he show an aggrieved expression!

"Is your shoulder okay?"

"No, Gu Chengyan - um."

I held back the anger and worry that was bubbling in my heart, put my hands on his shoulders, and when Bai Jin didn't move, I bent down/body and licked and bit his lips viciously.

Dry and cold.

until moist and warm.

Suddenly I shivered like an electric shock and pushed him away, licked my lip that was bitten by Bai Jin, and glared at the next offender.

"Aren't you angry anymore?"

"I—" I think I can't do anything with Bai Jin, he loves me, but he always hides something from me.Is it because my weakness and helplessness made him forget when he saw me again?I must have a good talk with Bai Jin and tell him that I am one of the most independent and strong guides.I will reflect on it in the future and behave more appropriately in front of Bai Jin.

"Why did you bandage the wound yourself, isn't there a surgeon in the medical area?"

"Today, we encountered Zhizhe's human-like revenge. It is a type of weapon that has never been seen before. The medical area is full. In addition, we lost two crew members."

"Does such a dangerous situation happen every time?" I think I need to look at the potions on Bai Jin's table again. Are there too many soothing and tranquilizers used?Does he have an interest in collecting pill boxes?

"It's okay... almost, at least Ke Yinliang didn't dare to come. When he entrusted me with the task of passing away forever, he might not have meant to try it out.... What's wrong with you?" Bai Jin panicked He quickly untied the fixing strap of the therapeutic device and grabbed my hand.

I sat on the table and pushed the empty medicine box to the ground, looking down at the scar on Baijin's jaw.

"..." I, I, I——"Bai Jin, lie down and let me see your spiritual world."

I must give him a treatment today.

His wounds have been oozing blood, and the scar on his jaw has been unable to heal for a long time. These are all caused by too many ingredients that mainly inhibit sedation in the medicine prescribed by the pharmacist.

"Gu Chengyan—" Bai Jin wanted to reject me again.

I told him I was extremely calm now, I just wanted to check his mental state, neither to go too deep, nor to shave his head and force him to bond with me.

I am exaggerating.I did not mean to torture my lover with words.

"Gu Chengyan." He read my name several times, then sighed, and put my trembling hand on his forehead.He was sweating all the time, and the greasy, sticky and cold touch almost crushed my tough mask.

"Let me tell you a story..."

Bai Jin told me what happened after he went home to see his grandmother at the age of 20 and his mental problems.

I moved my lips, competing for positions in my mind with countless words I wanted to say, and finally let out an unimportant sentence: "Are you going to tell me this story that day?"

"No. You were never wrong... Now I decided to tell you about the Calamity Whale."

I put my hand on Bai Jin's forehead, I sat higher than him, he held my hand on his forehead, he sat lower than me.

I don't think I deserve Bai Jin to look up at me like this, my hands can't give him light.My life is too simple, and this simplicity was obtained by stepping on the backs of my parents before, but now I maintain it by sucking Bai Jin's life.

He said he would not fully bond with me for my safety.

"Even if I die after a few decades, you will not be troubled by the consciousness of burial. The life of a sentinel needs a guide. Fortunately, the life of a guide does not need a sentinel. Without the combination, without the effect of the genes of the sentinel, I also Will always love you."

My eyes moved randomly between the scattered medicine boxes and the bloodstains on Bai Jin's body that gradually smeared into a map. I didn't want to listen to Bai Jin's confession anymore. He said it too seriously, and I was not worth it.

I fixed the therapy device again, held his hand against my forehead, and begged him in a low voice for the last time:

"I want to see your spiritual world, it's just on the outer layer, nothing will happen, okay Bai Jin? You said I've seen your spiritual body, is that eyeball, I don't think I'm unlucky because of it—— I choked up, and made up incoherently, "I, I thought it was very lucky to see you again——I didn't, I told you, I was dying of high fever at the age of 11, and I was dying of high fever, the bald dean ——I have always been unlucky, meeting you is my luckiest—haha, there is not a very clichéd saying, 'I used up all my luck when I met you'... I promise you, I will never take any chances Let's die to see your spiritual body."

I actually keep my promises more than Bai Jin.I always walk the talk.

He was moved by my trustworthiness, hesitation and rare fragility appeared in his bloodshot and cloudy eyes.

……

"it is good."

I almost hugged him.

This would overwhelm his wounds.no.no.

Bai Jin swept away his solemn expression, and begged me with a smile: "There is no professional auxiliary equipment, Doctor Gu, please be gentle."

I nodded frantically and said yes, "Don't worry, I have been improving my ability as a guide for 12 years."

An hour later, I want to pour a bucket of cold water on me at this time.

Bai Jin, Bai Jin, ever since he saw me, he planned to be a liar.

He is the most cunning and hateful person I have ever met.