【Double Black】As You Like It

They rushed into the wheat field, this time they could be regarded as throwing people away, but they couldn't relax, so after driving for several miles, Zhong Yuanzhong also parked the car in the wheat field, turned his head and looked at the people next to him , issued a very shocked voice of doubt.

But Osamu Dazai leaned his head on the co-pilot's seat, and covered his poor forehead with his hand. Although the skin did not bleed, it did become red and swollen. He closed his eyes and rested his mind. The other arm casually Hanging on the outside of the car window, the whole person exudes this kind of aura of "don't suffer from me". Even in the middle of the night, you can see that the other party is in a bad mood. Osamu Dazai felt pain, so he coughed unnaturally, stretched out his hand and shook the other person's shoulder.

"Ah... that..." The words in his mouth were turned over and over, but there was no movement. Osamu Dazai still maintained that movement, with an air of 'I'm not well right now, so don't touch me'.

In the end, he broke the jar, grabbed the steering wheel and said to the Alfa Romeo license plate sign, I didn't mean it!

Dazai Osamu over there raised his eyelids and looked at this side, and squeezed out a hum from his nasal cavity, which made Zhongyuan Zhong very angry, but when he turned his head and looked at the poor forehead of this man, he was discouraged and held back.

"It can't be my fault, who made you say that suddenly."

"Yes, blame me."

Dazai Osamu said so leisurely, and blocked all the words he wanted to say later.There was no quarrel or nonsense, and there was no refutation. Even if he admitted it in the wheat field in the silent late night, it made Nakahara Nakaya feel uncomfortable all over.

This is not the attitude that Osamu Dazai should have. He knew clearly in his heart that this person was just playing with his lust, putting on a show, and playing tricks.But he knew it in his heart, but he still found it very troublesome. Putting his elbows on the steering wheel and covering his face, Zhong Yuanzhong also said in a low voice.

"I'll be more careful next time I step on the gas pedal."

"Humph."

"There will be a shout when you turn the turntable."

"Oh."

"I'll give you a signal before drifting."

"Ah."

"If you continue like this, I'll knock your nose crooked?"

After hearing this, Osamu Dazai couldn't do it anymore, he just collapsed on the position like a puddle of liquid, turned his face sideways and looked at him with faint eyes.That gaze seemed to be looking at a heartless man, a poor lover, a stinky scumbag, and a big villain, and finally began to squeeze tears from his tearful eyes. After squeezing for a long time, he didn't squeeze out a few drops. Looking at Zhongyuan Zhong, he felt tired and flustered. .

"Okay, if you can't squeeze it out, don't squeeze it out."

"I'm so sad that I can't hold back the tears."

"Tell me, what do you want to do?"

"I was hurt because of you! You don't even care about me?"

"I care, do you care about me?"

"Perfunctory!"

"Otherwise? Hush and warm you, rub your shoulders and beat your legs?"

Nakahara Nakahara also whitened the other person and turned his head, only to find Osamu Dazai blinking his eyes and looking at him expectantly, he pushed the person's face away with a toothache, and continued to drive the car as soon as he turned the car key .

"Don't daydream!"

"It's dark now, how could it be a daydream?"

"I see that you are in good spirits now."

"Ah - I can't do it, I'm hurt."

"If you don't want to act well, stop pretending, disgusting people."

"I think it looks like it?"

Holding his breath, he said after a while that he didn't want to give his eyes to someone who is useful.

It was actually quite difficult to see the direction of the car in the endless wheat fields, and it was all up to Osamu Dazai to identify it. During this process, they started chatting nonsense, and they chatted and talked about the previous topic.After all, this person asked about his earrings when he was in the bar, so I remembered it now.

"If you want to talk about why you knocked yourself in front, it's because your words are too strange, right?"

"What's so strange? I don't think there is any problem at all?"

"When did I come out, don't you talk nonsense??"

Nakahara Nakata opened his eyes wide and looked at Osamu Dazai as if he was looking at a devil. He even wondered if this was the other party's new way of tricking him, just to make him suffer from bad reputation.

But Osamu Dazai didn't understand. He said that you have all your ears pierced and only one pierced. Are you implying me?

He took a breath, and was so angry that the car could not drive very fast on the wheat field, and because it was a sports car, the chassis was very low. It was difficult to drive in this kind of field with potholes, so the speed was not fast, only slow take your time.

"I hinted at you if I hinted at you?!"

"You don't know anything about your pierced ears? How is that possible—turn left 30 degrees, you're driving the wrong way."

"Who knows what 30 degrees is! - What happened to my pierced ears? What happened next to you?!"

"Are you a person who can pierce your ears? Didn't you still feel sluggish before? Although you have a bad temperament."

"Wait, wait! Who's bad? I'm much better than you, right?? How much is 30 degrees? Hurry up and tell me!"

"You are so stupid, Chuya!" After saying this, Osamu Dazai reached out and grabbed the steering wheel, and turned it 30 degrees as he said, "You don't know what it means to wear an earring?"

"If you say I'm stupid again, I'll really smash your nose!" Zhong Yuan slapped the other party's hand away and started the car again, "This thing is the latest portable earphone! It's for the mission! Otherwise, you'd think I Why do you have your ears pierced!"

Hearing his words, Osamu Dazai blinked at him, then turned into a disappointed dead fish eye, and made a very beating sound that elongated the ending.

"Oh--"

"Oh what! Say something quickly!"

From the rearview mirror that was broken by the bullet and showed spider web cracks, Nakahara also saw Osamu Dazai turned his head and faced the outside of the car window, not knowing what he was looking at.There was silence between the two of them, and the wheat field exuded a fragrance of seedlings, which made the two of them a little sleepy.

But everyone knows that they can't sleep at this time, and they are driving anyway, but the advantage is that there will be no car accidents in this place, so fatigue driving is not a serious problem.

After a while, there was some movement over there.

"Do you know what it means for a man to only have one ear pierced, implying to everyone that he is gay."

This time when Nakahara Chuya stepped on the brakes, Dazai Osamu didn't hit the front of the car with his forehead, but it was him who had a greater impact than this, and he turned his head to look at the people around him almost like a fool, and just wanted to ask Do you have a fucking brain problem, but you got robbed of the conversation first.

"Doesn't Zhong also want to be regarded as gay?"

This question was so stupid that he didn't want to answer it for a moment, but he knew that if he didn't answer, Osamu Dazai would take it as his default, so he said, "Of course I don't want to!"

"Is it 'don't want', or 'can't'?"

"Is there a difference?"

"Then let me use an analogy, Zhong Ye just thinks he shouldn't be gay?"

"You and I have known each other for so long and come to the conclusion that I am gay??"

Osamu Dazai smiled at him, then put his finger on his chin casually and said: "Ah, no, I just think that Chuan has neither liked a woman nor has he liked-no, he liked me, So logically it should be gay, right?"

To be honest, this topic is very sensitive and involves the relationship between two people.After these words were spoken, their atmosphere took a turn for the worse as if they had dropped to freezing point.Zhongyuan Zhongye's ice-blue eyes became particularly clear at this time, but they all knew that the clearer the gemstone, the sharper it would be.

Zhongyuan Zhong didn't quarrel with this person anymore, he took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, and the car didn't start, he put the driver's seat down and half-lyed down, and lifted up the two slender Legs crossed on the steering wheel, smoking a cigarette while looking at the dark wheat field, not talking to Osamu Dazai.

Their atmosphere was really awkward, but neither of them felt that way. He didn't know what Osamu Dazai was thinking, but Chuya Nakahara was really angry now.

Like this kind of thing is not sure, it is inexplicable, it is not something you can have if you want to have it, or give up if you want to give it up.

Just like Nakahara Chuya had other thoughts about Osamu Dazai when he was confused back then, no matter how rationally he refuses, no matter how hysterical he shouts, he can see that there is no bone lying on the ground crying hungry, thirsty and tired When I hurt someone, no matter how angry I was, I calmed down, and I did all the things I didn't want to do anymore.

Regretting this kind of thing is of no use to Nakahara Chuya, so he has never regretted liking this person.After all, I knew Dazai Osamu's personality from the very beginning, I knew that this person was very dark, I knew that this person could not live together, and I also knew that the other party was not the type who could die together.

So from the very beginning, he didn't have any intention of being with Osamu Dazai, he didn't even have a fantasy, because he knew clearly that this was impossible.

No expectations, no disappointments, no needs, no regrets, so Nakahara has no regrets. From the beginning, this is his own business. From liking to disliking, from knowing to not knowing, it has nothing to do with Dazai Osamu dime thing.

Even if someone points it out later, I think that's it. Anyway, the reason for this person's pointing out is not to do anything to him, so I continue to treat the other party with the same attitude as before.There is nothing awkward or uncomfortable. Anyway, the relationship between two people is quite special, and it cannot be judged by normal people's thinking.

But right now, these words of Osamu Dazai made him extremely, extremely, extremely uncomfortable.He didn't know if Osamu Dazai hated homosexuals, he only knew that the other party was heterosexual, the type who normally liked girls.So, to emphasize this point at this time, Zhongyuan Zhong didn't understand what the other party wanted to express and what it meant.

So after he finished smoking the cigarette, he exhaled the last puff of white smoke in his lungs, just stared at the white wheat field outside the windshield under the light of the car roof and said: "If you don't mind, I will return to Japan this time." No more contact."

In fact, they didn't have much contact with each other. Normally, he would not take the initiative to find Osamu Dazai, and this person would never call him unless there was something that could not be resolved.

To put it bluntly, Zhong Wuyan has nothing to do, Xia Yingchun has nothing to do, he understands it very well.

He didn't want to explain at all and didn't need to explain. If he didn't say that sentence, Zhongyuan Zhong would still argue that he is not gay or homosexual, and his sexuality is normal. It is very troublesome not to label him.But after he said it, he felt as if he was discouraged, and he felt bored in his heart. He didn't want to say a word or explain it, just let the fucking Dazai go.

All in all.

boring.

After saying this, Zhong Yuanzhong also put his legs off the steering wheel, turned a car key, and planned to go back on the road, but the person sitting on the other side stretched out his hand at this moment, and grabbed his wrist , In such a defenseless situation, he was directly pulled over and fell into the opponent's arms.

I put my palm on Osamu Dazai's thigh and thought about it, but found that the other party was pressing his neck to prevent him from moving. I didn't know what was wrong with this person for a while, so I called your mother at him. What are you doing? ?

But after a while, Osamu Dazai's cool voice sounded from the top of his head, with no warmth and no emotion, it was a bit uncomfortable to listen to.

"What are you thinking, I haven't said anything yet?"

"Ah? Isn't what you said very clear?"

"Yeah, I made it very clear. Chuya, you like me."

He didn't like Dazai Osamu's overly certain and decisive taste, and he couldn't tell which heartstrings he was playing with, so Nakahara Nakaya swung the opponent away forcefully, and lifted himself from the man's arms.He said, don't get carried away, it's just the past, you just treat me as blind, and you won't be involved in future events.

After speaking, he twitched the corners of his mouth and was about to sit back, but was pulled over again.The two people looked at each other in the dark, silent and deserted wheat field, breath to breath, and could even smell each other's body.

"What on earth are you going to do? It's enough if you are laughing at me?!"

"I didn't mean to laugh at you."

"Then what do you want to do?!"

"Just to make you figure it out."

"What do I not understand?"

"you like me."

Nakahara didn't want to repeat this topic at all, so he grabbed Osamu Dazai by the collar and shouted, yes!I like you!But it was a thing of the past and now I don't like it!How you like to say how to say how to love how to laugh at how to laugh at!Anyway, it's already in the past tense, what do you want to do now? !Are you spreading leaflets in Yokohama? !

After yelling this sentence, he still felt uncomfortable, so he immediately stood up and changed his position in the narrow compartment, kneeling with one knee between the opponent's legs, grabbing the casual tie of the person, and directly lying on his back. The man's neck was pulled up in the air.

"Talk, Osamu Dazai! See if you can do it! I used to be too lazy to cramp. If it weren't for me, would you be able to escape comfortably from the port mafia?! Snatch my snacks, steal my wallet, and swipe my credit card He even blew up my car! I didn’t beat your head to pieces because you were hunted down and killed! I used to be full of bad things and ruined my good deeds. Game, I still can’t beat me, I lay down on the ground and cry out for pain, I’m young and frivolous, I’m blind, I don’t know who is good! If you want to laugh, laugh, if you want to be a joke, tell others! Even at the gate of the organization I don’t care about you pulling up banners and turning on the speakers in the building! Now I’ve had enough of you! Dazai, get out!”

After speaking, he loosened the tie in his hand and wanted to vent all his anger on the car. He planned to press the accelerator pedal and let the pointer hit the bottom, so that he Dazai Osamu could really feel what speed and passion are.

But before he stepped on his foot on this side, the person on the other end rushed over and pressed him directly on the driver's seat.Two big men squeezed into the small sports car compartment and couldn't stretch their legs and feet, overlapping each other. You bumped into my knee and I stuck your arm. In the end, the conflict rose from a quarrel to a physical contact. He wanted to push people from himself It was pushed away, but Osamu Dazai couldn't live and die, and he didn't move when he was pressed on him.

Zhongyuan Zhong also punched the opponent a few times angrily. He didn't use much force but it definitely hurt. He heard the person in front of him grunt a few times and then stopped talking. .

"You don't like it anymore?"

"I don't like it anymore! Get out!"

"Do you not like the past, or do you not like the present?"

"I don't like it anymore!"

But Osamu Dazai stuck his neck and said, "No way!"

"No, what's wrong?!"

"You don't have to like the old ones, but you have to like the ones now!"

"I like you! Have you watched too many TV series at eight o'clock?!"

"Which TV series is better than you?"

Zhong Yuanzhong was really blocked by such embarrassing love words. If it was those little girls who were obsessed with Dazai Osamu's mouth, they would definitely be fascinated, but he wouldn't.He only thinks that this person is really mentally ill.

"Damn it, do you really want to disobey me tonight?? I told you Dazai Osamu, if I beat you, I got out of the car like a chicken. Look at how I will deal with you!"

After finishing speaking, Zhongyuan Zhong also lifted the person from him and threw it aside, intending to open the car door and get out of the car to deal with his mental illness, but the other party rushed over again in the next second, and he was about to turn around to warn the other party, but was grabbed by someone Collar, leaned over and kissed him on the lips.

When the two of them blinked, their eyelashes stuck together, and when their breaths were intertwined, they could even hear their heartbeats, but this kiss was too short, so short that he was pushed away by Osamu Dazai before he could react. Then I saw the terrified expression on this person's face, even a little overwhelmed, shocked to the point of a splitting headache.

He thought to himself that I was fucking shocked by you forcibly kissing you, and the next second Dazai seemed to see a scourge away from him in an instant and stuck himself on the passenger door, gasping for breath, and also He expressed his surprise with extremely exaggerated movements, then opened his eyes wide and stretched out a trembling finger pointing at him, tremblingly said.

"Zhong... Zhongye! Why are you here?! You actually kissed me secretly?! Are you secretly in love with me?!"

"What?????"