My Feelings Can Wait

Ji Youyan touched the panda in the photo lightly, as if touching Jing Xiu's fiery heart.She sat down next to the panda doll, hugged Xiong Huo's neck tightly, and suddenly smiled and wet her eyes, feeling sad.

In the last life, not only did she forget about Jing Xiu, she also betrayed her.After the news of her death spread, what kind of mood did Jing Xiu use to come to her side regardless of everything?After she turned into a pile of loess, can Ah Xiu completely let go of her and start a new life?

Ji Youyan didn't dare to think deeply, didn't dare to think carefully, her heart hurt like a big hole.

The phone vibrated violently, it was Wei Yizhen calling.

Ji Youyan sniffed, and picked up his mood to answer the phone.

"Miss Wei?" Her voice was hoarse.

Wei Yizhen rang the alarm bell and asked politely, "Where are you now?"

"At the hotel."

"one person?"

Ji Youyan laughed and said, "Yes, what are you thinking, Sister Wei? Ah Xiu sent me back, I still have a night scene to shoot in the middle of the night."

Wei Yi was really relieved, "She's still trustworthy." When Jing Xiu greeted her, he promised that he would just have a meal with Ji Yuyan, that she would not delay her work, and that she would not go back to the hotel with her to make a scene full of trouble. Know.

Ji Youyan buried her face in the panda's soft fur, "But I hope she will be less trustworthy."

Wei Yizhen got goosebumps all over his body: "Stop, you can save the sweet words to Jing Xiu, I just want to eat glutinous rice balls today, not dog food."

Ji Youyan laughed out loud, and after laughing, she seriously informed Wei Yizhen, "Sister Wei, Ah Xiu agreed to be with me."

"En." Wei Yizhen was not surprised at all.

"The period of working with Sister Wei is the happiest time in my career. I very much hope to continue to cooperate with Sister Wei." Despite his reluctance, Ji Youyan communicated with Wei Yizhen frankly: "But Sister Wei , In the future, I may not deliberately avoid suspicion with Jing Xiu, and the company’s media public relations pressure will be greater. If there is a suitable opportunity in the future, if Jing Xiu is willing, I will also consider marrying her publicly.”

In the previous life, the same-sex civil union bill narrowly passed the same-sex civil unions vote next year.It is a pity that after the bill was passed, the transparent ceiling and the prejudice of the public still exist, and there are only a handful of stars in the entertainment circle who dare to openly marry the same sex.

"Sister Wei, you have your own ambitions in this circle, and I may fall behind at any time and fail to reach the position you expect, Sister Wei. So you can start thinking about the renewal of the contract in advance, Sister Wei. No matter what the result is, I can accept it, and I also thank Sister Wei for your care during this time." The contract she and Wei Yizhen signed at the time was a two-way "1+N" model.

Suddenly talking about such a heavy matter, and notifying her so long in advance, Wei Yizhen didn't know whether to call Ji Youyan stupid or kind. "Why did you tell me so early? Aren't you afraid that I won't be able to help you arrange the next work after I have other thoughts?"

Ji Youyan said trustingly: "I believe in your professionalism, Sister Wei. Moreover, I hope that you will have enough time to think about it, Sister Wei."

She said: "I don't want to wrong Ah Xiu, but I also don't want to wrong you, Sister Wei."

Wei Yi had mixed feelings in his heart, both appreciative and pity. "What about yourself? Are you not wronged?"

Judging from the current general environment, she dare not say that she is far away. Within ten years, the publicity of Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu will definitely have a huge impact on her acting career.And if there is no this relationship, Ji Youyan will continue to operate according to the current momentum, and it may not be impossible to reach the top of the pyramid.

"I'm not wronged to be with her." Ji Youyan looked at the photo on his knee and said happily.

Wei Yizhen sighed heavily.She promised: "I understand. No matter what, don't worry, as long as I'm still your manager for a day, I will do my duty for the day."

Ji Youyan said gently, "Of course I'm relieved."

After he broke the boat, although he was a little uneasy, Ji Youyan felt much more relaxed.This is what she should really explain to herself, Jing Xiu and Wei Yi.

In the last life, she was too late, but in this life, she will never be in a bad mood again.

She sent a WeChat message to Jing Xiu and asked concerned: "A Xiu, have you arrived at the hotel yet?"

Jing Xiu was still in the car, and lied to her: "Well, I'm here." Afraid of affecting Ji Youyan, she didn't stay in Xicheng at all, and even the ticket she bought didn't fly directly to Xicheng.She got off the plane next door to Xicheng, and then took seven hours of driving to Xicheng, and now she is returning the same way.

"I saw the gift. The little panda followed you all over Nepal, does that mean you put me in your heart and travel with me?"

Jing Xiu curled up his fingers and forcibly changed the subject: "Shouldn't you go to sleep?"

Ji Youyan laughed, and teased Jing Xiu with several raised eyebrows.She understood Jing Xiu's unspoken love from the bottom of her heart, and she didn't force Jing Xiu to answer her, "Well, I'm going to sleep. I want to sleep with the panda in my arms."

"Like holding you."

Jing Xiu showed a slight smile, which was obviously very useful, but she still said firmly: "You don't need to tell me."

"No, I not only want to tell you, I also want to tell you what position to sleep together." Ji Youyan teased.

After she finished speaking, she disappeared for a while, and Jing Xiu guessed that she might have really gone to take a photo or draw a picture to tell her what position she was in.

Sure enough, a few minutes later, Ji Yuyan came back: "Look, it's like this." She attached a photo.

In the photo, Ji Youyan and the panda are sleeping on the same pillow.She is hugging the panda intimately, her posture is ambiguous.Ji Yuyan pressed the panda's upper limbs on the panda's head, and on both arms was the black ribbon that Ji Yuyan took away.

Ji Youyan tied up the panda's arms.

? ? ? !

Jing Xiu looked back at the sentence "It's like holding you" posted by Ji Youyan, and suddenly understood Ji Youyan's hint, showing shame.

"Are you a pervert?" Jing Xiu asked Ji You angrily.

Ji Youyan could almost imagine Jing Xiu's expression when she said this. She squeezed the panda's hand and said happily, "I'm only perverted to you."

Jing Xiu was ashamed and funny.She pretended not to understand the hint, and retorted: "What does it have to do with me?"

"You're obviously perverted to the panda." She saw that it was already early morning, and Ji Youyan continued to be poor, and told her: "Go to sleep, do you want to have the same dark circles as the cat next to your pillow?"

Ji Youyan and the shot panda looked at each other, looking at the innocent dark circles of the panda's eyes, he was inexplicably poked into a smile.She said a few more words to Jing Xiu, and obediently went to take a shower and go to sleep.

Jing Xiu ended the conversation, looked at the photo of Ji Youyan sleeping with a panda in his arms for a long time, and saved it on his mobile phone.She closed her eyes and leaned against the back of the seat, clasping her right hand on the paper ring on her left ring finger, feeling sweet and painful in her heart.

The past cannot be chased, but the future...will it be just a big dream.In such a dream-like sense of happiness, her long-lost anxiety strikes again, so much so that she even hopes that the severe pain will come again, which can prove that all this is the present she really prayed for.

After returning to Beicheng, as soon as Yao Xiao received her, she told her ambiguously: "Ms. Jing, Mr. Ji asked me to bring you a gift. You left in a hurry. I didn't have time to convey it. I put it in the living room for you."

Jing Xiu's eyes seemed to contain a clear spring, and there was unconcealable joy in his expression.She responded in a low voice, and when she got home and saw the gift, she didn't care about the hard work, and immediately opened it to check.

In the first box is a box of eternal red roses in the shape of a heart.Roses are delicate and gorgeous, warm as fire, and it is one of the hottest brands in China. The brand concept is: only give one person in a lifetime.

Next to the rose box is a heavy gift box.There is a stack of neatly arranged notebooks inside the gift box, and on top of the notebook is a small and cute square box-shaped object.

Before Jing Xiu figured out what it was, the square box suddenly moved, and it was the sound of printing.

Jing Xiu was both surprised and delighted, watching the note slowly poking his head out of the machine.

"02-1520 08:[-]

Everything about me belongs to you, past, present and future.

Ji Yoo Yeon"

Jing Xiu couldn't believe it, she subconsciously opened the top notebook, and as she guessed, this stack of notebooks was the one she had seen in the video - Ji Yuyan's diary from childhood to before leaving home.

Jing Xiu's heart was hit all of a sudden.She clutched the small printer to her chest, thinking devoutly, if it was a dream, then let her sleep for a long time.

With that printer, Jing Xiu's new day is started by the weather forecast and dressing reminder sent to her by Ji Youyan on time.The first time he woke up, seeing the note passed by the bed, Jing Xiu could feel at ease and joy from the bottom of his heart.Jing Xiu put away every good morning message preciously.

After resting for two days, Jing Xiu devoted himself to the study of the drama "Thunder". "Thunder" is a drama that combines elements of Peking Opera, set in China at the beginning of the [-]th century, and the heroine played by Jing Xiu is a fictional Kunsheng with extraordinary talent.She had longed for half her life to be loved and protected, and she endured humiliation for love. She was trapped in a deep house compound, but she still couldn't keep the love she thought she had.When the mountains and rivers were broken, she was abandoned by her escaped husband and forced to stand on her own. She sang back to Peking Opera, slowly awakening her independence and femininity, and became a thunderbolt piercing the dark sky.

The duration of Peking Opera performances in dramas is not long, but Jing Xiu had little exposure to Peking Opera in the past, so it is not easy to sing a short section of Peking Opera well.In fact, this drama is more suitable for talented actors to take over the role, but when the director inadvertently chatted with Jing Xiu about this project, Jing Xiu showed strong interest and the director changed his mind.Considering Jing Xiu's sincerity, as well as Jing Xiu's fame and charisma, the drama finally decided that Jing Xiu would play the role.

Jing Xiu continued this drama, firstly, in order to return to the performance itself, and use external forces to sink his heart and hone himself, and secondly, he also felt that this drama was very meaningful, combining drama and Peking opera, promoting the quintessence of the country and promoting drama, killing two birds with one stone.

If you don't do it, you don't do it. If you want to do it, you must do your best.I spared more than half a year's schedule for this drama Jingxiu, paid homage to the master, put in a lot of effort, and studied in class every day, practicing basic skills, improving my voice...practice listening more, and learn from the beginning steadily.

Ji Youyan videos with her every night, hearing her tired and hoarse voice makes her feel distressed, but Jing Xiu enjoys it.

But no matter how busy the day is, Jing Xiu insists on writing a letter to Ji Changsong every week, asking his subordinates who live next door to Ji Changsong and Zhong Qingyu to take care of them to co-author VIP tickets for various cultural and sports activities in Yanzhou, and quietly throw them into Ji's house in the gate.

In mid-March, his subordinates suddenly sent her a text message.

"Professor Ji asked me to convey to you that he wants to see you."

The author has something to say: The panda is trembling: woo woo woo, the little panda is only [-] years old, and his innocence was taken away by sister Ji when he was young...

Sister Ji panicked and covered the panda: Hey!Too much drama!

Teacher Jing condemned: Abnormal.

Miss Ji is dry.