My Feelings Can Wait

When there is work, Ji Youyan always wakes up early and sets aside half an hour because of the need for makeup and other preparations.Because he remembered that he might have the opportunity to have breakfast with Jing Xiu when he got up early the next day, so when he fell asleep at night, Ji Youyan deliberately set the alarm clock half an hour earlier.

The alarm clock rang as scheduled, but Ji Youyan was still dreaming.Because she slept late and slept restlessly, when she was woken up, her whole mind was in a daze.She grumbled, her whole body resisting getting up.But when you close your eyes, the name Jingxiu suddenly falls like a stone into a calm lake, and ripples ripple after wave without sound.

Ji Youyan's mind became clear all of a sudden, he sat up immediately, turned over and got out of bed.

She put on a coat and went into the bathroom to wash up. After combing for a while, she couldn't wait to open the door and go out.

It was quiet outside, on the sofa, Lin Yue was recuperating with her head up and her eyes closed.Through the window with the curtains drawn, you can see that it is still early outside, with a faint morning light and a gentle breeze.

Hearing the movement, Lin Yue looked at the source of the sound, grinned and said, "Sister Ji, it's so early, didn't you sleep well?"

Ji Yuyan frowned unconsciously, approached a little closer and lowered his voice, "Be quiet, don't disturb Teacher Jing."

Lin Yue stuck out her tongue mischievously, and replied with a smile: "I know, but Teacher Jing has already gone out."

Ji Yuyan's body froze suddenly, and he subconsciously looked towards Jingxiu's room door - the door was tightly closed, and it was impossible to tell whether there was anyone inside.The light in her eyes gradually dimmed, and she murmured: "It's so early..."

"Well, Teacher Jing happened to be out when I came up, and I was also surprised at the time. Teacher Jing said that she was not jet-lagged, so she went to the gym for a run as a morning exercise. It's been a while." After Lin Yue finished speaking, she hugged her Ask Ji You for instructions on the clothes placed beside him: "Sister Kai arranged it for me to send it up last night, can you take a look at it, Miss Ji?"

In the past in Dingfeng, Ji Youyan had only one assistant by his side, and the rest were shared with other artists.After signing with Ran Wen, Tao Xingruo lavishly assigned her a team that was well-served.In her previous life, she worked with that team for three years, and they complemented each other perfectly. Coincidentally, in this life, she signed the contract a year earlier, and Tao Xingruo assigned her the same team members.Sister Kai, a dressmaker and hair stylist, was still unknown at that time, and it was unknown where Tao Xingruo dug up this gold.

Ji Youyan withdrew his mind a little, glanced at it, and nodded in agreement.

"Sis Ji, since you're awake, I'll go down and look at the dishes, and then I'll inform the hotel that the food will be delivered." Lin Yue put the clothes on Ji Yuyan's bed, saw that the kettle was empty, and helped Ji Yuyan pour water to boil. He added as if talking to himself: "Sister Xiaohua can also prepare." Xiaohua is a makeup artist.

Ji Yuyan gave a soft "hmm", his eyes fell on the white mist rising from the kettle, a little lost in thought...

There is a gym in the suite, so why bother going out?It's... after what happened last night, don't you want to meet yourself again?

The water in the kettle began to heat up to boiling point, making a splashing sound.

Ji Youyan thought of Jingxiu's resolute "no" last night, and his heart was chilled to freezing point amidst the sound of boiling.

Shouldn't she have a little self-knowledge as an ex?A qualified predecessor should feel as if he is dead.

However, she will always think of that dreamlike past life, Jing Xiu's sad and nostalgic kiss in the mourning hall, which fell on her ice coffin, as if it could burn her soul...

No, she didn't seem very happy when you died.Ji Yuyan looked at himself in the mirror, bit his lower lip tightly, and forced a smile to cheer himself up.

It wasn't until Ji Yuyan finished his breakfast that Jing Xiu brought Yao Xiao back together.

Ji Youyan hurried out of the restaurant when he heard the door opening, but still only saw the back of Jing Xiu slamming the door neatly and Yao Xiao's slightly embarrassed smile.

She waited and waited, but she didn't wait until Jing Xiu came out of the shower and went to the practice room together.Lin Yue reminded her to go to the dressing room to put on makeup, and Ji Youyan had to leave.

Lin Yue went out early to help her press the elevator, and Ji Youyan walked behind her.

Before leaving, Ji Youyan still turned around, took a business card from his bag and handed it to Yao Xiao, helplessly and gently said: "Ms. Jing has an old injury, I am a little worried. What if something goes wrong during the rehearsal?" , can you talk to me if it is convenient?"

Yao Xiao didn't expect Ji Yuyan to come out this way, looked at her in surprise, and was taken aback for a while.After seeing the complete concern and tenderness in Ji Yuyan's eyes, Yao Xiao adjusted his glasses, sighed inwardly, and took Ji Yuyan's business card.

No matter how much Ji Youyan has changed in the past few years, she still believes that Ji Youyan is different from others after all—her care and tenderness for Jing Xiu are not fake.It's just that there are too many mistakes and helplessness in life.

"Don't worry, I will pay attention." Yao Xiao replied cautiously.Did not say will notify, also did not say not to notify.

Ji Youyan understood Yao Xiao's embarrassment, accepted Yao Xiao's little kindness, and smiled back at her: "I know, actually..." Her smile was tinged with loneliness, but her words were generous and sincere: "Actually, in In terms of taking care of her, you have always done better than me. I just don't say that I can't make myself feel at ease. "

"Isn't it a lot of things?" She laughed at herself.

Ji Youyan said it gracefully, Yao Xiao rubbed the business card between his fingers, and for a while didn't know how to answer properly.She caught a glimpse of Ji Yuyan's sadness hidden under the laughter, licked her lips, and couldn't help answering the question: "Sister Ji, you went to bed very late yesterday, didn't you? Sister Jing went out to exercise because she was afraid of waking you up."

Ji Youyan's movement of turning around stopped suddenly.

"Is that so..." After two seconds of silence, her almost whispering voice sounded softly.

The tone of voice was calm, but Yao Xiao saw that the corners of Ji Yuyan's lips were raised up uncontrollably on the face that was facing her sideways.

Anyone can tell which of her smiles are really happy.

"Sister Ji, the elevator went down again before waiting for you..." Lin Yue didn't wait for Ji Yuyan to appear for a long time, and turned back again.Seeing Ji Youyan's rare, genuinely bright smile, Lin Yue stuttered.

"What's wrong? Sister Ji... Are you so happy?"

Ji Youyan flicked the curly hair next to his ear, lowered his head to hide his smile, showing a little coquettishness.Soon, she turned her head to look at Yao Xiao, and said briskly, "Yueyue, I will learn more from your elder sister Yao in the future."

"Huh?" Lin Yue didn't know why.

Ji Youyan nodded to Yao Xiao and said, "Xiaoxiao, thank you. Then I'll go first."

Yao Xiao rubbed her nose in embarrassment and nodded.

Ji Yuyan turned around, put one hand in his pocket, and patted Lin Yue on the shoulder with the other, and made fun of Lin Yue as he walked out: "Learn from your elder sister Yao, how to look at problems from different angles."

Lin Yue looked at Ji Youyan, and then at Yao Xiao when she brought him to the door, with great doubts on her small face: "???" What kind of charade.

Yao Xiao looked at their backs and sighed, wondering if she was talking too much.

The practice rooms of the four instructors are separated, one for each person, arranged in sequence along the elevator entrance.The entire floor is divided into many rooms, and each room is not very large, which is convenient for later use as a practice room for students, for some students to practice after returning to the dormitory.

When Ji Youyan arrived, an instructor and several staff members were already waiting in the practice room, as well as an actress who was playing with her—the traffic floret, Yang Anran, who had just entered the circle for two or three years.

The opening scene of the mentor show arranged by the director was her role when she participated in film and television shooting for the first time many years ago.The background is the entertainment industry, and the scene is the story of Su Shuang, who, as a poor, beautiful, and excellent acting heroine, dismisses the difficulties of the hypocritical female lead at the beginning of her career, retorts, and defends her dream.

Even though several years have passed, when Ji Youyan saw the script yesterday, thinking of his previous performance, he still couldn't help but feel a chill all over his body, and goosebumps fell all over the floor.

That year, all the main characters in this show were newcomers under Dingfeng, handsome men and beautiful women, Su Shuang was included in the plot, and the three views were fairly positive. After the broadcast, she became popular unexpectedly, which also made her officially go to the traffic route.But one day many years later, the host of an interview reviewed her journey along the way, and played a clip of it. Ji Youyan looked at himself staring and crying on the screen, blushing and sitting on pins and needles.

I don't know if I should thank the director for giving her a chance to prove that she is different from the past.With her current acting skills, it's easy to perform this segment again, without any difficulty.

So for the rehearsal, Ji Youyan is at ease. In addition to thinking about her performance, she also considerately suppressed her aura, and from time to time she raised a point or two for Yang Anran, who has no acting skills.

Compared with the ease of her role, Jing Xiu's script is much more difficult.

She was performing an action scene in "Baye". She had to use a spear to fight with the actors who took part in the show, and then she looked down at her defeated opponent and said the sentence that was regarded as a classic at the time, "In this world, who said that only men compete?" Got it? Since you have no objection, please bear in mind from now on that what is said to be done by men, women can also be done!"

Although live performances pay more attention to the overall performance, the requirements for martial arts movements are not too strict.Compared with others, the difficulty is obvious.

What's more, Jing Xiu's back and hands have old injuries...

During the rest period of a few minutes, Ji Youyan's thoughts kept on Jing Xiu, full of worries.

She was worried that Jing Xiu was too stubborn, even if she felt uncomfortable during the rehearsal, she would just grit her teeth and persevere, and she was even more worried that Teacher Wu Zhi and Yao Xiao would not be able to find out in time and stop if there was any reluctance.

Just as he was worrying blindly, there was a loud sound of a stack of chairs overturning suddenly from outside.

Ji Youyan's heart suddenly "thumped".

In the next second, the voice she was most afraid of sounded: "Sister Jing!" There were exclamations one after another.

Yang Anran also heard the sound.She put down the mineral water in her mouth, and wanted to ask Ji Yuyan if she wanted to go over to see what happened, but she turned around and found that there was Ji Yuyan beside her.

"Sister Ji..." Her final voice was suppressed by Ji Youyan's messy footsteps and the rude door opening.

The author has something to say: Ji Youyan: Did Ah Xiu go out because she didn’t want to see me?woo woo woo

Yao Xiao: Sister Ji, are you stupid? Don’t you even know that I love you?

Jing Xiu became angry from embarrassment: Xiaoxiao, you are not allowed to speak!

Yesterday, crystal_nqy said a sentence in the cute comment, which I think is very good.Share it with everyone:

The two people who used to care about will eventually part ways. The bottom line is that every time they quarreled and reconciled after the cold war, they never talked about their knots and resentments.Even if they reconcile, they will only live in peace for a while, and soon after that, they will quarrel and fight again because of the same problem, and the cycle will start again.

How can we expect the feeling of regaining what we lost to last forever?

I really feel the same way.

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