My Feelings Can Wait

From the hot tea and cake when they met, to the words and cooperation on the wine table, to the stomach medicine now, the intersection with Jing Xiu today passed through Ji Yuyan's mind like a revolving lantern.Maybe she was thinking too much, maybe Jing Xiu just pursued the usual kindness.But Ji Youyan still felt that there seemed to be a hot current overflowing from his heart and flowing all over his limbs.

There was an uncontrollable smile on her face, but her eyes were a little hot.The impulse and emotion in her mind surged, urging her to grab the box at the side, and strode out of the room.

When he really stood at the door of Jing Xiu's room and raised his hand to knock on the door, Ji Youyan woke up again.

But this time, the longing was too strong, and she could no longer suppress it rationally.

She gritted her teeth, no longer giving herself time to look forward and backward, raised her hand and tapped twice gently and carefully.

Unexpectedly, Jing Xiu responded much faster than she expected.Almost in the next second, the door was opened half a person's width by the owner, and Jing Xiu's face like a white wall appeared in the shadowy light and shadow.

"What's the matter?" Jing Xiu frowned, and said lightly.

Ji Youyan seldom saw Jing Xiu showing such an impatient look towards him before, but he was stung by her attitude several times today, and was at a loss for a while.In front of people, she can already pretend to be a glib orator, but standing in front of Jing Xiu, as long as she looks at her, she will be beaten back to her original form - back to that clumsy and dull mute.

She shook her hand unconsciously, feeling the box held between her five fingers, and finally remembered the purpose of her trip.

"The meeting was too hasty just now, so I didn't have time to give you the prepared meeting gift." Ji Youyan laughed, not piercing Jing Xiu's kindness in delivering the medicine just now.

She opened the box, revealed the bracelet inside, handed it to Jing Xiu, and said softly, "I insisted on adding a little red between the eyebrows, Slyvia didn't understand it, and argued with me for a long time, but I think you should I will like it." Slyvia is the French designer that Jing Xiu likes, and Jing Xiu took her to visit when they traveled to France together before, and they had a good friendship.

The moment Jing Xiu saw the bracelet in the box clearly, he tightened his five fingers on the doorknob, and there was a flash of astonishment, confusion and pain in his eyes that couldn't be concealed.

Ji Youyan saw it clearly, thinking that Jing Xiu didn't like it, and couldn't help but feel his heart hanging in his throat.

The stalemate seemed to last only a few seconds, and it seemed to be as long as centuries.

"I like it very much." Jing Xiu finally opened the door a little wider, and took the box with his hand.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but Ji Youyan felt that Jing Xiu looked down at the bracelet for a while, and then raised his eyes to look at himself, his eyes seemed to be tinged with warmth.

"I have no presents for you." She told me calmly.

Ji Yuyan immediately raised her brows and said softly: "It doesn't matter. You like this gift, it is the best gift for me." After a pause, she half laughed at herself: "Besides, thank you tonight, Thanks to your light, I can stand here with my whole body."

Due to her family education, the word "thank you" is just common to Ji Youyan, and she expresses it habitually, both to herself and outsiders.But Jing Xiu didn't know what came to mind from this sentence, but in an instant, Ji Youyan saw her expression turn cold, and the coolness in her eyes was even worse than before.

"So, shouldn't there be a gift of thanks?" Jing Xiu clenched the box in his hand, lowered his snow-white neck, and said coldly.

Ji Youyan was startled, and said in a low voice: "No..."

"Heh." The voice was so soft that it was almost inaudible, like a sneer, but it was muffled.Jing Xiu raised his head, moved the hand holding the box in the direction of Ji Yuyan, and then suddenly stopped and retracted it.

After a long while, she moved her eyes away, her gaze fell on the darkness behind Ji Yuyan, and she said without emotion: "Then thank you for the meeting gift, is there anything else?"

How could Ji Youyan not understand such an impolite chasing away.Ji Youyan felt intuitively that she stepped on the thunder, but she panicked, and she didn't know what she should say at this moment.

"Wait..." Seeing Jing Xiu taking a step back and preparing to close the door, Ji Youyan subconsciously stopped her.

Jing Xiu paused as she wished.

She blocked the light, and under the dim light, Ji Youyan felt that Jing Xiu's face was ambiguous, as if it was very cold, and seemed to have something unclear.

After taking a bath, Ji Youyan cleared his mind for a moment, and once again became chaotic like drunk.Finally, she remembered something, squinted her eyes, and said seriously: "I just read the script. In the mentor show segment arranged by the director team at the beginning, you need to perform an action scene in "Baye". But, your body How can you do such a big move again, it's too risky."

Two years ago, when Jingxiu was filming the movie "Disparity", due to the mistakes of the working group, an accident occurred. contusion.The doctor said bluntly with regret that Jing Xiu, who is rare in the new generation in recent years and has an amazing image of Wudan, will never be able to participate in action movies.

It's strange that in the previous life's mentor show, Jing Xiu did not perform this segment.This made Ji Youyan very uneasy, always worried that something happened during the rehearsal and changed it.

Ji Youyan's caring and gentle voice pressed on Jing Xiu's heart, it was warm, but it was full of uncontrollable pain.

She closed her eyes, and those days of pain and fear seemed like yesterday.It hurts everywhere, the body hurts, and the heart hurts too.The moment she fell, she thought she was going to die, and wanted to see Ji Yuyan; after the catastrophe, the moment she woke up, she was in pain and fear, and wanted to see Ji Yuyan.

She needs Ji Youyan so desperately, but where is Ji Youyan.

Late concern is like a quilt in summer and a fan in winter—superfluous and ridiculous.

Jing Xiu folded his arms around his chest, took a step to the side, and leaned half against the door.The light flowed out following her movements, and Ji Youyan could see Jing Xiu's face clearly.

Eyes like ice skates, eyebrows with frost.

"What does it have to do with you?" Jing Xiu's lips even curved slightly.

A short question without emotional ups and downs, but like a sharp arrow, pierced straight into Ji Yuyan's heart with a bitter cold.

Ji Youyan's face turned pale, he opened his mouth to speak, but stopped talking.Her eyes were full of sadness, and she explained in embarrassment: "A Xiu, I... I'm just worried about you. Talk to Director Chen, he will understand, we don't need to take risks, right?"

"We?" Jing Xiu repeated the word, lowered his head and smiled softly, the emotion in his eyes became lighter, "What identity are you using to say this now? Colleague? Friend?"

"Or... oh, kind ex?"

At the end of the sentence, there was a faint hoarseness and slight trembling, which was hidden under her aggressive aura.Ji Youyan didn't notice, she was clamoring with all her heart, no, neither...

She doesn't want to be her colleague, she doesn't want to be her friend, and she doesn't want to be her ex.

But when she opened her mouth, she couldn't make a sound.She is really nothing now...

Jing Xiu seemed unwilling to entangle with her any longer.She stood up straight, obviously ready to close the door.

In the panic, Ji Yuyan subconsciously chose: "Friend, Ah Xiu, can we still be friends?" She comforted herself, first to ease the relationship, first to find an identity that can justifiably care about her, other things can be done step by step, she There is still time.

She has no confidence now, no confidence that the words "I want to start over with you" from her ex, who has failed Jing Xiu a lot and has not been in contact with her for two years, won't make Jing Xiu even more disgusted if she says it out of her own mouth.

However, the answer is clearly not much better.

Jing Xiu curled up her thin lips, as if she heard a very funny joke, her eyes became moist from laughing.After laughing, she sighed and said with emotion: "Teacher Ji is always forgetful. I can turn my head and forget everything I have said. Or..." She paused for a while and didn't continue , and then said: "No."

"Don't insult me, and don't insult yourself." She frowned solemnly.

This time, after she finished speaking, she closed the door without hesitation, leaving Ji Yuyan alone in the darkness and silence.

insult?Ji Youyan looked at the ruthless door panel, and couldn't react for a while.

What did she say?Ji Youyan stepped on floating steps, and returned to his room in a daze.

In the dark bedroom, the flashing blue reminder light of the bedside mobile phone is particularly obvious.Ji Youyan rubbed his temples, suppressed all the thoughts in his heart, and walked quickly to the bed.

It was a reminder from the WeChat message - Ruan Ningwei added her.

Ji Youyan passed by casually, then lifted the thin quilt and lay half down on the bed, closing his eyes and resting his mind.

The phone in his hand vibrated suddenly, and Ji Yuyan raised his hand and clicked it away. It was Ruan Ningwei who greeted her with an emoji, and explained: "Sister Ji, good evening, sorry to bother you. Mr. Tao asked me to add you of."

What to do with her?it goes without saying.

The script she got today, now every student has also got it, and they are starting to prepare.

In the first episode of the program, 99 students will perform solo performances of 1-3 minutes, and the instructor will rate them for the first time based on their performances.The later ratings are based on the popularity of off-site fans voting.The later competitions are all co-acting. When students choose co-actors, they will be selected in order of rank and popularity from high to low.Obviously, the higher the popularity, the higher the autonomy, and it is easier for a strong alliance to shine. Naturally, the popular ones are more willing to co-star with the popular players to create topics.It is obviously difficult for those with low levels to come back.

A good start is half the battle.The importance of the first grade is obvious.

Ruan Ningwei is obviously not the first, let alone the only one, to rely on the resources at hand to gain an advantage in this show.And few of those who can be selected into this program have no relationship with each other.More or less, the relationship is close or not.

There are human interactions in everything, and there are hidden rules everywhere.

Fortunately, Ji Youyan didn't hate Ruan Ningwei. Even after Ruan Ningwei committed suicide in her last life, she still admired and pitied this "empty lady".This made her feel that the matter of Kai Xiaozao pointing out Ruan Ningwei became relatively less annoying.

What's more, in the later stage, the instructors also have to choose the students they want to guide for guidance. Naturally, Ruan Ningwei will be guided by her, so let's treat it as an early guidance.Ji Yooyan comforted himself in a self-deceiving way.

She couldn't open her eyes and tell lies to help others on key reviews like some colleagues, so Ruan Ningwei mainly relied on herself.After thinking about it for a while, Ji Youyan helped Ruan Ningwei choose and slightly modified a script that was easy to handle and easy to manage.

Do not seek success, but seek no fault.

Ruan Ningwei was a little surprised when she heard the choice, but she accepted it without any objection.

The conversation was already about to end, Ji Yuyan glanced at the panda pillow next to his pillow, and suddenly decided to trouble Ruan Ningwei: "Ning Wei, can I trouble you to make a detour to my house when you come over tomorrow and bring me something?" ?”

Ruan Ningwei responded one by one with a good temper.

After the confession, the night was already dark.Ji Yuyan turned off the lights and prepared to rest.Obviously after a whole day of running around and exhausting, her body was so sleepy that she was dying, but her mind was running like a wild horse full of energy, so that she couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

Tossing and turning, in a daze, when he was about to fall asleep, Ji Youyan sat up suddenly, and fished a precious reed from the endless river and sea.

She understood what Jing Xiu was saying.

Back then, when they chatted about their relationship views, they said to themselves, "Those who have been in contact with each other can't be friends after they break up. Unless they haven't really loved before." At that time, Jing Xiu thought so deeply.

Ji Youyan leaned against the back of the bed, reflecting on herself, she was the one who made a slip of the tongue.

However, who wants to be friends if they can be lovers.

The author has something to say: Teacher Jing's heart: I'm angry!Return the bracelet to you too!

Stretch out chicly, no, I'm a bit reluctant o(╥﹏╥)o

Sister Ji: quack quack!cute! (*?▽?*)