My Feelings Can Wait

Ji Yuyan opened the glass door after taking a shower, and came out wrapped in a towel.She deliberately glanced at the screen of the phone, and the scene on the screen was the same as when she just entered - she was reading a book in a serious manner.

Ji Youyan couldn't see the clue, he smirked slyly, and turned off the screen recording calmly.

She finished blowing her hair, climbed into bed, turned on the sound of the phone, then put the phone next to the pillow, lay down and said: "Good night."

Jing Xiu then looked sideways at her.Her throat moved, and she said hoarsely: "Good night."

Ji Youyan turned sideways, put his hands under his face, and stared at the screen reluctantly.

"Close your eyes and go to sleep." Jing Xiu asked in a puzzled manner.

Ji Yuyan laughed lightly.She said "hmm" and closed her eyes obediently.

She was really exhausted, even though her thoughts were still wandering wildly when she closed her eyes, soon after, she really fell into the ignorant darkness...

After a long time, Jing Xiu closed the book that he didn't read a single word in, took out the phone, and stared intently at Ji Youyan's sleeping face.She stretched out her index finger and stroked Ji Youyan's eyebrows and red lips on the screen, and the graceful shadow she just saw appeared in her mind again...

It can't put out the fire, but also stirs it up.Jing Xiu flicked Ji Yuyan's forehead in embarrassment, and then, as if he was afraid that it would really hurt Ji Yuyan, he gently rubbed Ji Yuyan's forehead on the screen.

She got out of bed, went into the glass room, and took another shower.

In the middle of the night, when Ji Youyan woke up when he heard the alarm clock, Jing Xiu had already finished the video with her.

"Leave some electricity." Jing Xiu left a message succinctly.

Ji Youyan laughed, Ah Xiu was always so thoughtful.She remembered something, opened the photo album, and found the screen recording that was specially recorded last night.

In the video, Jing Xiu was really concentrating on reading at the beginning, and then at a certain point, she turned her head to look at the video, and never looked away after that.

Ji Youyan looked at his looming figure in the small video window, and then at Jing Xiu's gradually burning eyes on the big screen, his cheeks became hot involuntarily.

It seems to have returned to the mood when they were still ambiguous and probing.

During the competition that year, Jing Xiu deliberately invited her roommates to take a bath together on the grounds that it would save time for her roommates to queue up to take a bath.She watched Jing Xiu's ears turn red, and she lightly relieved Luo Shang in front of her, she couldn't help but also blushed, her heart beat fast, and finally fled in despair.That night, Jing Xiu was lying beside her pillow, exhaling like blue, knowingly asking "Why are you running?", was she in the same mood as she is now, shy and happy...

The screen recording played until he was about to open the glass door and come out, Jing Xiu blinked twice on the screen before realizing it.She turned her head in a panic, straightened her body and held the book, and pretended to flip through several pages.

Like a child who does bad things for fear of being caught by the teacher.

It's so cute.Ji Yuyan's heart melted when he saw it, and he couldn't help but pull it back and play it again, and again...

Suddenly, a pop-up window popped up at the top of the screen, Ji Youyan clicked on it, and it was Wei Yizhen who asked her: "Yuyan, are you awake?"

Ji Youyan looked at the time, quickly said "Get up", and got out of bed to wash.When she was washing up, she was still thinking about it. If she had time, she must make this screen recording into a GIF animation and keep it as a treasure.

After changing her clothes, she made digested rice paste with a broken machine and put it in an insulated bucket to bring to Ji Changsong, then set off to the hospital with Wei Yizhen.

On the way, Wei Yizhen explained the itinerary to her.Wei Yizhen had to go back to the plane this morning.If there is no accident on Ji Changsong's side, Ji Youyan will be ready to start work.She will go to London to participate in a jewelry brand exhibition in a few days, and then there will be a group of big shots in the southern film industry. Wei Yi really hopes that Ji Youyan can go there with her to socialize, and then there will be the launch conference of "Legend of Yaohua". There was a commercial shooting, and finally the final recording of "The Great Production of All People"...

Ji Youyan rubbed his forehead and responded one by one.According to what she learned from Xing Fantuan, Jing Xiu's schedule during this period is quite full.In fact, she was a little anxious in her heart. After such a calculation, it would take half a month before she could meet Jing Xiu.But in this line of work, being busy and getting together less and leaving more is the normal state of life. She has no choice but to adapt.Fortunately, she and Jing Xiu filmed "Sunflowers in the Night" together later, and they could get along intimately for several months.

Ji Youyan looked at the plum blossoms to quench his thirst.

In the next two days, Ji Changsong recovered well and was transferred to the general ward.The doctor said to stay in the hospital for observation for a week, and if the condition is stable, you can go home to recuperate.

Ji Youyan and Zhong Qingyu go to the hospital in shifts to accompany Ji Changsong almost every day. When the father and daughter get along, they are mostly silent, but they are still peaceful.As if they were afraid of breaking the calm appearance, none of them mentioned the quarrels and conflicts back then.

Zhong Qingyu cared about Ji Youyan's work. If it was inconvenient for her, she could go to work first. Ji Youyan was a little warm-hearted. Does this count as recognition of her career?She told Zhong Qingyu about her future work arrangements, and then found a nurse for Ji Changsong to help Zhong Qingyu share Zhong Qingyu's burden during Ji Changsong's hospitalization after she left.

Colleagues and friends from Ji Changsong's school came to the hospital to visit and chat. Ji Youyan was worried that Ji Changsong didn't want to appear in front of his colleagues, so he left Lin Yue and the nurse to take care of him in the hospital, and consciously went back to find Zhong Qingyu who was preparing dinner.

She was leaving Yanzhou tomorrow afternoon, and now it was rare to have time to be at home with Zhong Qingyu, so she brought the cigarettes, wine, tea and New Year gift boxes that Lin Yue had bought long ago, and asked Zhong Qingyu to take her to thank their neighbors in person.

According to what Zhong Qingyu said, the neighbor couple moved here a few months ago, seeing that the two elderly people live alone, they have been taking good care of them.They were even more helpful to Ji Changsong's first aid and hospitalization this time.

There is only one woman in the neighborhood.When the woman opened the door and saw Ji Youyan, she froze on the spot.Ji Youyan only thought that she recognized that she was a star, and was surprised that she was Ji Changsong's daughter.

She handed over the gift politely and sincerely, thanking them for taking care of the two elderly people all the time, and for helping them on the first aid day.

The neighbor came back to his senses, opened the door wide and invited Ji Youyan to come in and sit down, while evading: "There is no need to be so polite, neighbors should help each other."

She poured hot tea for Ji Yuyan and Zhong Qingyu, and then brought several gift boxes of tonics from the side: "I'm also planning to go to the hospital to see Professor Ji, this is a little thought, to recuperate Professor Ji's body."

Ji Youyan and Zhong Qingyu repeatedly shied away, stood up and said they were going to leave.Entrusted by someone to be loyal, the woman "enthusiastically" chased him out.

The kindness was hard to turn down, so Ji Youyan had no choice but to accept it.Maybe it's because she's seen a lot of the world's cruelty, but she actually has a little doubt in her heart: it's not relative, why are they so kind to their parents?He even used his connections, even the dean called to come forward on the day of the first aid?

Unconsciously, Jing Xiu's face flashed in Ji Youyan's mind.If Jing Xiu was just investigating himself, how could he get the news in the first place?Does that mean that Jing Xiu has left someone to keep an eye on this side?

And... She remembered the call from Yanzhou that she saw on Jingxiu's caller ID that day.

Maybe...Ji Youyan couldn't hold back his emotions, and stopped the woman who was about to walk back: "That...do you know Jing Xiu?"

As soon as the name "Jing Xiu" came out, the woman's expression changed, and Zhong Qingyu's expression also changed.

The question was so sudden that the woman didn't react, and there was no time to hide her panic.Ji Youyan had the answer in his heart.

Ah Xiu is not investigating herself, she still helps her take care of her parents like this...

"Ah, Jing Xiu...I don't..." The woman wanted to say that she didn't know her, but when she was about to say it, she hurriedly changed her words: "Ah, is that actress? I, I know her, but she doesn't know me."

Want to cover up.

Ji Youyan bent his lips, half a smile but not a smile.The woman felt that she had been seen through and slipped away in embarrassment.

Zhong Qingyu probably understood, feeling a little uncomfortable.

Looking at Zhong Qingyu's expression, Ji Youyan guessed that Zhong Qingyu was still sensitive to the relationship between Jing Xiu and himself.She entered the house with Zhong Qingyu, and tentatively explained to Zhong Qingyu: "Mom, they should be brought by Ah Xiu to take care of you and Dad."

"Your father and I are good at hands and feet, no need." Zhong Qingyu said coldly.

Ji Youyan understood Zhong Qingyu's attitude towards his relationship with Jing Xiu.

There was a gloomy look in her eyes, and she broke out: "This time the first aid in the hospital is due to Ah Xiu's use of the relationship, so that the hospital pays so much attention to it, and allocates the best resources to Dad."

Zhong Qingyu wanted to talk back, but her upbringing prevented her from saying the words of crossing the river and tearing down the bridge.Her face was gloomy, and she went back to the kitchen to prepare dinner in silence.Ji Yuyan is leaving tomorrow, and she wants to make a decent meal for Ji Yuyan to practice.

Ji Youyan sighed and followed in to fight.

Zhong Qingyu used the rice cooker, and remembered that this rice cooker was also recommended by the woman next door after hearing her complain that the original rice cooker was not working well.

terribly upset.

"Hasn't there been no movement for a year or two? Didn't they break up?" Zhong Qingyu asked abruptly while cutting vegetables.

Ji Youyan did not expect that Zhong Qingyu had been paying attention.She bit her lip and said, "I didn't do well before, which made her sad. Now I'm back together." She completed the progress without blushing.

"It has to be her?"

"It must be her." Zhong Qingyu's heart was filled with Ji You's earnest listening.

I used to think that this daughter was just obedient and obedient since she was a child, and suppressed for a long time, so the rebellious period broke out late, and she would turn back if she was pushed or frightened.But in these years of stalemate where no one is willing to give in, Zhong Qingyu has already understood what kind of temper Ji Youyan really has.

She took a long breath and said heavily: "Anyway, you won't listen to what we say. I can't interfere with your life. I just hope that you don't mention this name or this matter with your father during this period of time." .”

Ji Youyan opened his mouth to argue.

"Your father is in such a state now that he can't bear it." Zhong Qingyu said wearily.

Compared with the past, the mother's attitude is already relaxed.If you still can't accept each other, then being able to respect each other is also a good start.

Ji Youyan clenched his fists and acquiesced.Take your time, you can't eat hot tofu in a hurry, she warned herself.

On the second day, Ji Youyan flew to London to participate in the brand jewelry exhibition that day and the brand fashion show the next day. On the same day, Jing Xiu was invited to fly to Canada to attend the opening ceremony and awards ceremony of the film festival.With a five-hour time difference, Ji Youyan couldn't find a convenient call time for both of them, so Ji Youyan had to send a voice message to Jing Xiu.Fortunately, every time Jing Xiu saw it, he would reply her voice message.Ji Youyan listened to Jing Xiu's voice message repeatedly before going to bed, feeling that he had overcome the jet lag and slept soundly!

After returning from London, Ji Youyan went to Gangcheng and accompanied Wei Yizhen to the boss's dinner.Jet lagged and drunk, she fell asleep in the hotel for the rest of the day.After waking up, she and Lin Yue had a late lunch, preparing to travel to the next city to attend the launch conference of "Legend of Yaohua" on the second night.

On the way to the airport, she swiped her phone boredly, and suddenly saw a new post from Jing Xiu's circle of friends. It was a few screenshots - NetEase Cloud's annual listening song report and a page of currently playing songs.

In the screenshot, the first one formulaically reads: This year, you have 108 days. After 12 o'clock in the evening, you are still immersed in the world of music, and you can't sleep at night, accompanied by music.

The second one is: This "the end of the world" is the oldest song you have ever heard.

The third one is: July 07st, you slept very late on this day, and you were still accompanied by music at 21:03. At that moment, you were listening to "Yong".

July 7st is Ji Yoo-yeon's birthday.

Ji Yuyan's heart trembled.She paused for several seconds before continuing to swipe to the right.

The screen shot of the song that Jing Xiu was listening to came into view - the title of the song was "Suddenly Thinking of You".

It was as if something had slammed into the softest part of Ji Youyan's heart, the valve of missing was opened, and it was menacing, and it couldn't be calmed down anymore...

Ah Xiu, do you miss her?

She also thought about her very much, thinking that she had to repeat Jing Xiu's voice every night to stop her impulse.

She couldn't bear it anymore, scratching her heart with her claws, it was sore and painful.But she remembered what she promised Wei Yizhen to communicate with, and first asked Wei Yizhen for his opinion: "Sister Wei, can I go back to Lingzhou first? Go to Beicheng tomorrow morning, and the press conference will not be delayed."

Wei Yizhen's voice replied to her, first with a sigh, and then with a compromise: "If you are not afraid of getting tired, I will do whatever you want."

Ji Youyan's heart soared all of a sudden, and he turned his head to tell Lin Yue overjoyed.

"Yueyue, book the nearest ticket. Go back to Lingzhou."

The author has something to say: Lingzhou Airport

Yao Xiao: Mr. Jing, are you posting on Moments?

Jing Xiu quickly closed the Moments page, and said calmly: No.

Yao Xiao was suspicious, she just saw that Mr. Jing seemed to be stopping to post on Moments page.

Quietly open the circle of friends to confirm, well, Teacher Jing did not post on the circle of friends.

Jing Xiu's ears were red and hot.