My Feelings Can Wait

Even through the thick clothes, Ji Youyan still felt that the heat from Jing Xiu's body penetrated into his skin so vividly and scorchingly.

Every pore seemed to be rejoicing, and even the cold air became warm and eager.

She was in his arms, so fit, Ji Yuyan's nose was so satisfied.

After the breakup, the sense of lack that had plagued her for a long time, the bleeding hole was finally perfectly filled.She had longed for such a complete feeling for too long.

In her previous life, she relied on alcohol to paralyze herself, so that she could relive her old dreams in a drowsy fantasy.

Ji Youyan involuntarily tightened his arms around Jing Xiu's waist.

"Ah Xiu, am I dreaming?" She murmured.

Jing Xiu's body trembled imperceptibly with her breathing, her whole body was stiff and her legs were limp.She didn't hug Ji Youyan back, her right hand was naturally hanging down, and she pinched the pulp of the finger with her nails, and the pain came violently.

Not a dream.She answered Ji Yuyan from the bottom of her heart, and she also answered herself.

She didn't push herself away, and was willing to hug her so meekly, Ji Yuyan already felt satisfied.Like a big golden retriever whose hair has been smoothed out, she comfortably buried her face in the fluff of Jing Xiu's coat and hat, rubbed against each other, and said softly, "Happy."

Jing Xiu's brows and eyes softened: "Are you at ease?" Her voice was very soft, but her body relaxed a little.

Ji Youyan was afraid that Jing Xiu would let her go, so he pushed forward and said: "It will take a while."

Jing Xiu couldn't see through her thoughts, there was a faint curvature on the corner of her lips.She indulged Ji Yuyan's acting like a baby, and said in a calm manner: "Now that I know it, I'm afraid? What happened just now?"

Ji Yuyan said euphemistically: "Actually, I don't know what's going on. I was changing my shoes just now, and I heard crying outside, so I opened the door and went out to have a look. Then I saw Gu Zinan showing his body from Xiao Die's room in disheveled clothes. Die dragged her back again. I couldn't see it anymore, so I went over to negotiate, but Xiao Die refused to let her go, and even uttered wild words, trying to drag me in, and we started fighting."

Jing Xiu was startled when he heard that.

She thought of Xiao Die's crazy look holding Ji Yuyan just now, she was afraid and angry, and her tone was not very good: "You really don't know? If I didn't guess wrong, you recognized it from the beginning, and Xiao Die The person who went back to the room together was Gu Zinan. Since Gu Zinan voluntarily followed Xiao Die back to the room, don't you know what will happen if you go in?"

On the way, Xiao Die had already made a move, and Gu Zinan's acquiescence was obvious.There are many such things in the circle, and she can piece together a rough idea if she thinks about it.

She knew that she shouldn't blame Gu Zinan, Gu Zinan reined in the precipice and was also a victim.But thinking that Ji Yuyan was almost in danger with her, she couldn't control her anger.

Ji Youyan wanted to help Gu Zinan cover up something, but when Jing Xiu exposed it, he let out an embarrassed "uh". "Ah Xiu, no matter how you say it, it's wrong to force people. I can't do nothing."

"Aren't you afraid? Today's incident, in the final analysis, no matter whether you can rescue Gu Zinan or not, you will put yourself on it. Although he can't cover the sky with one hand, if he wants to retaliate against you, it is enough to make you a few stumbling blocks." You’ve fallen head over heels.” No matter in this circle or in this society, most people are refined egoists. It’s the way of the so-called “smart people” to behave wisely and keep themselves safe.

If it was Liang Zhen, Su Lihang, or even Chen Desheng, they would probably just pretend not to hear about this matter.

"Of course I'm scared." Ji Youyan smiled bitterly: "But I couldn't think too much at the time, so I just wanted to help her. I don't know what will happen if I help her, but if I don't help her, my conscience may be broken for the rest of my life." It's going to be difficult. Ah Xiu, if you found out first, you would definitely help her, wouldn't you?"

Jing Xiu sighed.She felt sorry for Ji Youyan's foolish bravery, but she had to admit that from the beginning, she was attracted to herself by virtue of such qualities.

She was not willing to blame Ji Yuyan anymore, and said in a calm tone: "I didn't mean it was wrong for you to help her. But next time, don't be so impulsive."

"At least, you can rely on others more."

This time Ji Youyan was very good, and asked with a smile: "For example, you?" His tone was soft and provocative.

Jing Xiu unconsciously moved her lips. Just as she was about to reply, there was a sudden sound of card swiping outside the door, and then the door was slowly pushed open...

Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan glanced at each other, they both bounced off subconsciously, and stood side by side.

Holding an ice pack and hot eggs, Yao Xiao leaned out from the crack of the door, caught Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu's flashing figures with sharp eyes, and froze on the spot.

It's not the right time.Yao Xiao wanted to die.

The atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.

"What are you doing standing up?" Jing Xiu reacted first, sat on the sofa to ease the embarrassment, and greeted calmly.

Ji Yuyan also sat down and waved at Yao Xiao calmly. "Xiaoxiao hasn't slept yet?"

They are all acting.Yao Xiao slandered.She went in and put the ice pack and hot eggs on the coffee table, and replied, "Well, Teacher Jing asked me to bring the things up." She asked curiously, "What do you want these for?"

Jing Xiu didn't intend to tell more people about Gu Zinan's privacy, but said vaguely: "It's useful." She changed the subject and said, "Xiaoxiao, help me book a ticket back to Beicheng tomorrow."

Yao Xiao turned the page wisely and said, "Did Sister Jiang arrange a new itinerary?"

"No, it's a private trip." Seeing Ji Youyan also showing a curious look, Jing Xiu explained, "Go to visit my grandfather."

"Oh, yes, I see." Yao Xiao said briskly.

After Yao Xiao left, Ji Youyan asked Jing Xiu worriedly: "Is it because of tonight's business?" She was referring to the fact that Jing Xiu went back to see his grandfather on purpose.

Jing Xiu looked up at Ji Youyan, and asked without emotion: "Do you mind if I intervene in this matter?"

Ji Youyan argued: "No, I just think that I am causing you trouble."

Jing Xiu said lightly, "What if I don't find it troublesome?"

Ji Youyan opened his mouth, but stopped talking.

Here it comes again, doubts arose in Jing Xiu's heart.Did Ji Yuyan's change really change? "I'm not helping you with this matter, I'm helping myself." She lowered her long eyelashes and said in a low voice: "I asked Zhao Yi to beat him up, and it will be very troublesome if I don't solve it. How do you solve it here? Contact your agent and Tao yourself, and I will not interfere."

The worry lingering in Ji Yuyan's throat was blocked by her again.

She is not afraid to trouble Jing Xiu, but she is afraid that Jing Xiu's family will find her troublesome.Ji Youyan was sad.

Jing Xiu took a deep breath, got up and went back to the room to get alcohol and band-aids for Ji Yuyan.

"Mr. Ji..." Gu Zinan came out of the shower, clutching his trouser legs with both hands, and called timidly.

Ji Youyan looked into the distance, and was shocked by the swollen five finger marks on her face.

"It's too heavy a hand."

She stepped forward quickly, pulled Gu Zinan to sit next to her, frowned and said: "What about him? Did you look at it in the shower? Are you sure you don't want to go to the hospital?"

There are bruises from being punched and kicked, and... bruises from being pinched during foreplay.Gu Zinan was ashamed and ashamed to be cared by Ji Youyan so much, "It's okay, no need. What about you, Mr. Ji? Are you hurt anywhere?"

"I'm fine." She stretched out her wrist to show Gu Zinan, and comforted her, "I've been pinched right here. Teacher Jing gave me medicine."

Jing Xiu came out with alcohol, and added after hearing the words: "There are still feet."

Ji Youyan looked down, only to find that there were still broken skin on her feet.

Patronizing and being nervous about others, she didn't know where she was hurt, Jing Xiu felt a little sour.

"I called my personal doctor here, and you all have to check it out in detail when you arrive." She handed the alcohol and band-aids to Ji Yuyan, and then handed the ice pack and hot eggs to Gu Zinan: "Just look at the application."

"Thank you, Teacher Jing." Gu Zinan thanked in a low voice.

Seeing that she was in a much better state, Jing Xiu asked her peacefully, "Do you mind if I ask you about tonight? Of course, if you don't want to, you don't have to. However, if you need me to help you deal with the aftermath, I will I hope you can communicate with me."

Gu Zinan was so flattered that tears gradually welled up in his eyes.Jing Xiu was willing to help her... She thought that Jing Xiu didn't like her, and would even look down on her.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry, Teacher Jing." She apologized in a nasal tone.

Jing Xiu is inexplicable.

"I...at night, no, you criticized me during the recording during the day. In the last episode, you criticized Jiajia, and Jiajia was eliminated. I panicked all of a sudden today..." She was very confused, and her words It was also very confusing, but Jing Xiu understood what she meant.

"I'm a mentor. It's my job to criticize and guide you. I don't treat people right." Jing Xiu frowned.

"That's right, Zi Nan, you're thinking too much. Among the remaining contestants on this stage, how many have never been criticized by Teacher Jing?" Ji Youyan spoke for Jing Xiu.

"I know, I know I was wrong." Gu Zinan said with tears in his voice, "Mr. Jing, Mr. Ji, I am... Xiao Die helped me speak today. After the show, he came to me to show his affection and promised me It will definitely help me get into the circle. I think about Zhang Weiye, Ruan Ningwei, and Mr. Jing, your criticism of me. I feel flustered. I just feel that this show is not fair at all. .I've waited so long for this opportunity, I convinced myself that it's just a sleep, it's not a big deal, I thought I could do it... as long as I sleep, I can have everything..."

Her voice became weaker and weaker, until she was almost sobbing. "But I finally found out that I couldn't pass my own test, I couldn't pass..."

It was almost exactly the same as what they had guessed.

Ji Youyan has also experienced such a temptation, so she doesn't understand, but also understands Gu Zinan's choice.She kept the bottom line, but Gu Zinan didn't.But sometimes, some things may just be a mistake.

She patted Gu Zinan on the back, comforting her silently, and worried about Jing Xiu's reaction for her.

The weak side of human nature, she has always been... ashamed to expose it in front of Jing Xiu.

She was afraid that Jing Xiu would not be able to accept it.

But Jing Xiu was more tolerant than she thought.She just lowered her eyes and agreed: "Zi Nan, I understand you, so I can help you this time."

"However, if you make a mistake once, you should remember the lesson. Next time, there will be such a temptation, can you keep your heart?"

Gu Zinan nodded like pounding garlic.

Jing Xiu smiled, which was rare and gentle.

Looking at her smile, Ji Yuyan felt wet in his heart.

"Zi Nan, I don't know if I am qualified to say this to you, but I hope that after this incident, you can figure out what you want most." Ji Youyan said in a low voice.

"Choice itself is not right or wrong, but regret is wrong."

She stared at Jing Xiu, her eyes were watery and she confessed, "Because of regret, the price is too great."

cost?

Jing Xiu shook his head for a moment, the fine, bone-piercing pain from last night seemed to haunt his heart again.