My Feelings Can Wait

A calm and gentle sentence, but it seems to have the ability to destroy the dead, easily tearing Ji Yuyan's heart and lungs.She looked at the lyrics and burst into tears.

She always thought that Jing Xiu was someone she didn't deserve, but she didn't dare to think that such an unbearable self was actually Jing Xiu's dream.

Seeing Jing Xiu standing higher and higher, she felt uneasy and felt that Jing Xiu seemed to become an existence out of her reach, but she forgot that when Jing Xiu wanted to introduce her to her parents, she jokingly said to herself, "I'm so happy." No idea, will your parents want to break my legs, and want to marry their precious daughter home when they have nothing?" Zeng said softly, you don't need anything.

I love you, is your greatest confidence.

Since when did she forget that Jing Xiu loves her so much, and loves her who has nothing.Jing Xiu never used those external names to measure her. From the beginning to the end, she used them to measure herself, and even, to measure Jing Xiu's love for her.She has been trapped in self-ashamedness for too long, so that she has forgotten that her Jing Xiu is not the invulnerable queen in the eyes of outsiders, but also just a little girl who will cry in her arms.

Ji Yuyan bit her lip, clasped the back of her hand, exerted great force, and restrained her sobbing bit by bit.

Sniffing, she unlocked the phone screen again, clicked into the conversation window between her and Jing Xiu, and saw the cursor flickering.

Her guilt and self-blame made her feel that she was no longer worthy to say the word "love" to Jing Xiu, but she still trembled her fingertips and typed word by word, telling Jing Xiu her heart: "It's too light to say I'm sorry." But apart from it, I don't know how to express my guilt, distress, and regret."

"Sorry, I was wrong."

She was afraid that Jing Xiu would think that she was shameless, uninterested, and even spurned herself.But she was still cheeky and mustered up the courage to ask Jing Xiu.

"Can you give me another chance, give me a little more time, and let you get to know me again?"

Whether she deserves it or not, this answer should be told by Jing Xiu, not fans, not the media, and not herself.This is a new life, and she didn't really realize it until now.

As ordinary as she is, Jing Xiu once regarded her as a treasure.What right does she have to belittle herself and feel sorry for herself.

She didn't know if Jing Xiu was asleep, she told herself that as long as Jing Xiu didn't reject her, even if Jing Xiu didn't reply to her, she would find the courage to never turn back from it.

Happier than she imagined, Jing Xiu replied her.

It's an inexplicable "sleep."

Ji Youyan pressed the phone to his heart, smiling through tears.It wasn't the categorical "I don't want to" in the "restart" that time, she was content.

She stretched out her five fingers, and the gentleness when Jing Xiu wiped it for her just now appeared in front of her eyes, and her heart grew hot.

"Good night, sweet dream." Her subordinates replied to Jing Xiu softly, eyes like water.

If Jing Xiu waited silently and she couldn't understand, then she really didn't deserve to be reborn as a human being.

She turned off the light, lay down, tossed and turned, half asleep and half awake, dreaming all night was Jing Xiu.This time, in the dream, she was standing on the top of the snow-capped mountain. When the mountain collapsed and the ground cracked, Jing Xiu hugged her and fell with her with a smile.

In the early morning of the second day, Ji Youyan woke up early and went to the lounge on the fourth floor to practice guitar again.When returning to the room, Jing Xiu had already woken up, and was sitting at the dining table with Yao Xiao having breakfast.

Seeing Ji Youyan come in, Jing Xiu looked at her with the same expression as usual.The two of them tacitly agreed that they had no intention of bringing up what happened last night.

Lin Yue followed the dining car into the door, and when she saw Ji Yuyan, she was surprised and said, "Miss Ji, did you not sleep well last night? Why do your eyes seem a little swollen?"

Ji Youyan secretly glanced at Jing Xiu, and perfunctorily said to Lin Yue, "Maybe, it was a bit cold last night."

"You turned off the electric heater and opened the window, how could it not be cold." Lin Yue insisted on it, looked at Ji Youyan, and said worriedly: "Sister Kai must put on thicker makeup today, otherwise today This episode is on the air, Sister Ji, you are probably going to be on the hot search."

Ji Youyan really wanted to cover Lin Yue's mouth with a big steamed bun.

Yao Xiao was pulled up to save the snowman in the middle of the night, and after a lot of thinking, he guessed what might have happened between the two of them.She wisely said, "Mr. Ji, you just came in from the outside. Did you go for morning exercise today?"

Ji Youyan breathed a sigh of relief, and cooperated: "No, I went to the fourth floor to practice guitar for a while."

Jing Xiu's hand holding the knife and fork paused imperceptibly.

Yao Xiao was surprised and said: "Sister Ji, are you still practicing guitar and doing morning lessons? I thought you had completely let go."

Ji Youyan sneered: "No, I just picked it up again recently, and my hands gave birth to a lot. Sure enough, it's all proficiency in work and industriousness in play."

"It's okay. If you have solid basic skills, you will be back to normal soon." Yao Xiao comforted.

"If given the chance, do you still want to sing?" Jing Xiu asked suddenly.

Ji Youyan looked at Jing Xiu in surprise, and Jing Xiu looked at her quietly with a calm expression.She couldn't figure out the meaning of Jing Xiu's words for a moment, she dimmed her eyes, and followed her heart to say: "Think about it."

How could you not want to.She can't forget how she learned to play the piano under her father's ruler, she can't forget how lonely and brave she left home, and she can't forget Jing Xiu's tender gaze every time she listens to her play and sing.Music has given her countless pains, but it still makes her yearn for the happiness it brings her.

Even though she can no longer live with it, she still loves it.

It seemed that it was just a random question. When Jing Xiu heard the answer, he closed his long eyelashes, noncommittal, moved the knife and fork again, and cut off a small piece of sandwich.

Ji Yuyan didn't care either.She lowered her head and carefully divided the sandwich on her dinner plate into small pieces that were easy to fork without leaking the interlayer, and pushed it to Jing Xiu: "Let me help you."

Jing Xiu's eyes fluttered.After two seconds of silence, she replied: "No, thank you." After speaking, seeing Lin Yue's sympathetic eyes for Ji Yuyan, she put down the knife and fork, and gave Ji Yuyan a step: "I'm almost full."

Ji Youyan regretted it, worrying whether his attentiveness made Jing Xiu not eat well.

Yao Xiao eased the atmosphere and said, "Mr. Ji, would you mind splitting the two yuan with me? I'm getting a little hungry."

"Sister Xiaoxiao, you told me last night that you want to lose weight." Lin Yue cooperated with the gag, shedding tears for Ji Yuyan.

She finally knew why Sister Ji ordered the exact same sandwich as Mr. Jing for the first time in the morning.The atmosphere is too ambiguous and strange. Is there really something going on between these two? !

After Jing Xiu got up and left, Ji Youyan asked Yao Xiao worriedly: "Is Teacher Jing really finished eating?"

Yao Xiao raised her glasses and said hesitantly, "Maybe?" Sister Jing obviously didn't want to accept Teacher Ji's overtures, and she didn't want to embarrass her.

She touched the things in her pocket and guessed that the two of them should have made progress.Fearing that Ji Youyan might misunderstand Jing Xiu's thoughts, she changed the subject and said, "Mr. Ji, I'll give you something."

"Ok?"

Yao Xiao took out an ointment and handed it to Ji Youyan: "Mr. Jing told me to bring it up for you." She looked at Ji Youyan's red right hand, and explained: "It may be useful in preventing and treating chilblain."

Ji Youyan smiled for a moment.She clutched the cold ointment tightly, as if she could touch Jing Xiu's warm heart.

"Xiaoxiao, let me ask you, does Teacher Jing have a schedule the day after tomorrow?" Ji Youyan asked anxiously.

Yao Xiao raised her eyebrows, and immediately guessed what Ji Yuyan was thinking.The day after tomorrow is Jing Xiu's birthday in the lunar calendar.

Jing Xiu's father is French and her mother is Chinese, and her mother always celebrates her birthday in the lunar calendar.But to the outside world, Jing Xiu always celebrates the Gregorian calendar birthday.Therefore, after being with Ji Youyan, this day belongs to Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu alone.

"After recording this afternoon, Teacher Jing, as the new image ambassador of DX, will attend its press conference and will be back at noon the day after tomorrow." Yao Xiao gave Ji Yuyan the green light.

Ji Youyan's eyes lit up, and he smiled and thanked Yao Xiao.

Sure enough, as soon as the recording in the afternoon ended, Jing Xiu left Lingzhou with ease.After Jing Xiu left, the restaurant belonged to Ji Youyan alone.

She searched for recipes on the Internet, and asked Lin Yue to go to the food and beverage department to ask for ingredients the next day. She made three cakes a day. From the very beginning, they were scorched so black that they could not be seen until they were soft and delicious at the end.

Lin Yue witnessed the whole process of her cooking, and couldn't help questioning: "Sister Ji, haven't you always said that you are a good cook?"

Ji Youyan touched the butter, and said indifferently: "My cooking skills are very good, but only for Chinese food."

Jing Xiu used to love Chinese food very much. After cooking for Jing Xiu for the first time, she saw Jing Xiu's cute and pleasant appearance, so she made up her mind to study Chinese food.

Lin Yue was dubious, Ji Youyan smeared a handful of cream on her face in feigned anger, and Lin Yue screamed.

Amidst the laughter, Ji Youyan's eyes gradually drifted away, nostalgic and lost, and said: "Mr. Jing is very good at western food."

Lin Yue paused for wiping her face, but stopped talking.Yesterday, doubts about Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu's situation came to his lips, but he dared not ask rashly.

Ji Yuyan didn't notice it.She ordered: "Go and borrow a tripod from the camera for me."

"Sister Ji, what do you want to shoot?"

Ji Yuyan smiled and said, "You will know tomorrow, so go."

Lin Yue blinked ambiguously, and went without saying anything.She thought that Ji Yuyan just wanted to record a birthday wish for Jing Xiu or something.

She never expected that the next day, she found out what Ji Youyan had recorded on Hot Search.

Stepping on the zero hour of Jingxiu's birthday, Ji Youyan posted a Weibo!