My Feelings Can Wait

They've been asking for the truth for so long, and now that the truth has come out, Ji Yuyan is even more sad.Sure enough, there was no severe pain for no reason, and the thing she was most worried about happened.And the source of all Jing Xiu's bad luck comes from her.

"This bracelet was not mentioned in the letter." After reading the letter, Jing Xiu raised his hand to Ji Youyan, frowning slightly, "Yanyan, is the jade the piece of jade I gave you? Why did it change color?" Set off for Nepal A few days ago, Ji Youyan took away the two safety buckles, one red and one white, just in case of emergencies.

There was no blame in her words, only unconcealable worry, Ji Youyan's heart was warm and aching.She stretched out her hand to support Jing Xiu's wrist, and stroked the safety buckle and the black string next to it with her thumb, "It's the piece of jade you gave me."

"When the master's disciple handed over the letter to me, he was entrusted by the master on his deathbed to help perform a spell on this piece of jade." She spoke clearly and calmly: "The jade is soaked in water with a talisman drawn with my blood on it." It has changed color. The hand rope next to it is woven with my hair. The master said, this jade is contaminated with my breath, and if you wear it on your body, it can warm your body and relieve pain."

Jing Xiu's eyes sank, and he asked Ji Youyan: "Will it hurt you?"

Ji Youyan was moved, pulled Jing Xiu into his arms, and coaxed her with a bit of astringent voice: "Silly girl, what harm can it do to me, I just bleed a little bit of blood."

She's putting it lightly, but the truth is, making this bracelet wasn't easy.

Daokong only left two pieces of paper and a motto for them, "Just do good deeds, and self-cultivation is life-cultivation".Daokong's apprentice said that if they met each other by fate, the bracelet should have been the last thing Daokong did for them.But heaven and earth have fate, Ji Youyan spent time on the road to save people, Daokong because of her great wisdom in saving people, lightened the punishment imposed on him by the law of heaven, so he suffered less pain and suffering, and reached bliss early.The two missed it.

They saved his life in the previous life, and now he has given them back.It is good that the karma of the past ends between the three of them.So Daokong didn't teach his apprentice how to make a bracelet, nor did he ask his apprentice to protect Ji Yuyan. He just wrote the method on paper and handed it to Ji Yuyan along with the letter.

If Ji Youyan's heart is sincere enough, and the world is merciful, he will be beautiful as an adult.

Ji Youyan immediately borrowed a Zen room from Dao Kong's apprentice, and tried it alone in the room.Jade changed color because of Ji Youyan's blood, but it wasn't drawn on the talisman randomly as she said.It was a drop of blood from the heart forced out from the fingertips by magic.

The time when the blood flowed from the heart to the fingertips was short and long, Ji Youyan's teeth trembled in pain, but he dared not stop whispering.Scenes of the past flashed before her eyes, and Jing Xiu's face became more and more beautiful in the pain.

The jade in the cup changed color when it touched the blood, Ji Youyan breathed a sigh of relief, and passed out from exhaustion.

This faint lasted for several hours.When she woke up again, she knitted the bracelet, opened the door and went out, and heard Lin Yue tell her that Jing Xiu was very anxious that she could not be contacted.

"Unless necessary in the future, will you wear it close to your body?" Ji Youyan asked gently.

Jing Xiu felt relieved and nodded in agreement.

"Ah Xiu, I'm the one who hurt you again." Ji Yuyan still blamed himself after all.

Jing Xiu leaned in her arms and sighed lowly: "Why do you always say things I don't like to hear?" She straightened up, facing Ji Youyan sideways, and said every word solemnly: "Yanyan, It's not a burden, it's a fulfillment."

She said: "Although it is not controlled by my consciousness, I am glad that I protected you. What is the point of me returning to the world without you alone and unscathed. Even, I should thank you for coming here with me .”

Daokong explained that the monks were merciful. He discovered that Jingxiu's three souls were damaged, and it was rare to live without Ji Yuyan. He moved his heart of compassion and drew a mark on Ji Yuyan's soul.In every future life, this imprint will guide Ji Youyan to find Jing Xiu in the dark.

If they can love each other like they do now after reuniting in each life, Jing Xiu may escape the doom, and even make up for the damage in the rest of the life.His life span was half shorter than his previous life, and it was his punishment for breaking the taboo to draw this mark.

"Life after life is such a beautiful word, isn't it? I have already received extra rewards." Jing Xiu murmured.

She has never paid attention to the afterlife.Are they still they who have changed their skins and experiences?But the reunion in life after life sounds fascinating after all.

Ji Youyan was moved.

"Ah Xiu, I will make you live a long life." She knelt up and kissed Jing Xiu's forehead, and a tear from her eyes burned on Jing Xiu's lips.

"I believe you."

"Life after life." She promised.

Jing Xiu smiled and kissed her teary eyes, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

On the second day, Ji Youyan was free and contacted a friend to inquire about donations to repair the temple and the establishment of a charity foundation. Jing Xiu only knew that she wanted to repair the temple and expressed her willingness to contribute.

Three days later, Ji Changsong underwent surgery, survived the dangerous period, and recovered smoothly.

Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan went in and out of the hospital every day, no matter how cautious they were, they were still captured by passers-by and posted on the Internet.However, in view of the method Jingxiu used to deal with the rumors of Ji Yoo-yeon and the particularity of the incident, this time the media people wisely chose to "be publicized", not to follow up, and to deal with it coldly.

Ji Youyan's father is seriously ill. At this time, they are guessing their feelings with rhythm. Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu can easily clarify, and they can also stand on the commanding heights of morality, causing the public to resent the media people for eating human blood steamed buns.

But Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu considered the position of fans in the future, so they asked Wei Yizhen and Jiang Chun to contact the high-level members of the support club and gave hints, asking them to do a good job in the ideological work of fans, and try to guide organized fans to maintain their scandals. , to ease the wording, leave room for it, and subtly expand the acceptance of fans of both parties if the two are really in a relationship.

After Ji Changsong's situation stabilized, Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu were going back to Beicheng to deal with work.Before leaving, the two went to the hospital to greet Zhong Qingyu and Ji Changsong.Ji Changsong was reading the newspaper and just nodded. Zhong Qingyu routinely told them to pay attention to safety and take good care of their health.

It was almost time, and the two turned around to leave, when Ji Changsong suddenly called Jing Xiu in a correct voice: "Jing Xiu."

This was the first time he called Jing Xiu's name, Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan were stunned, nervous and inexplicable.

He also seemed a little nervous, and took off his reading glasses: "Yanyan doesn't have work arrangements for the Spring Festival, do you have any?"

Jing Xiu shook his head subconsciously.

"Go back to France for the New Year, or spend it with relatives here?" He continued to ask.

Jing Xiu couldn't hear his subtext anymore, it was low EQ, she lied to him by bending the corners of her lips a little: "France is not the new year, I live alone here."

Ji Changsong found the steps, nodded with satisfaction, and invited: "After all, the New Year is deserted alone. If you don't mind, come back with Yanyan." After a pause, he unconsciously opened and closed his glasses and added : "Her mother and I will tell relatives and friends that we have gone to Beicheng this year, and no one will disturb us during the Spring Festival."

Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu glanced at each other, and saw a smile that couldn't be hidden from each other's eyes.

"Okay, then I would like to thank uncle and aunt for their hospitality in advance. Uncle is inconvenient to go out recently, and auntie is busy too, so you don't need to prepare New Year's goods. I will have someone deliver them to my house in a few days."

Zhong Qingyu looked at Ji Changsong teasingly, also a little funny.This stubborn old man, the sun really came out from the west.She declined and said, "No need, you don't need to prepare anything, just bring someone back."

Ji Changsong couldn't keep his face from being watched by Zhong Qingyu, so he put on his reading glasses again, glanced at his watch, and urged stiffly: "Okay, the time is almost up, I won't keep you guys anymore. Let's go."

Ji Youyan couldn't help laughing out loud, and was glared at by Ji Changsong.

"Okay, then uncle and aunt, let's go first." Jing Xiu accepted it as soon as he saw it.

The two restrained themselves and left the ward, and finally showed their joy presumptuously.

"Your father is actually quite cute." In the elevator, Jing Xiu sighed.

Ji Youyan took her hand, interlocked his fingers, and teased: "In the future, it will be your father."

Jing Xiu chuckled softly, and held back Ji Youyan without refuting.

If possible, she also hopes that this justifiable future can come sooner.But there is no rush.Jing Xiu warned himself.

After returning to Beicheng, both of them devoted themselves to busy work.Jing Xiu has to manage the studio and study directing, while Ji Youyan is also busy with the promotion of the upcoming "Trust in the World" TV series and album production in addition to managing the studio, the two cannot see each other every day.

On the first night of Jing Xiu's menstrual period, Ji Youyan was still at the event, and suddenly felt a little stuffy in his heart.What did she think of? After the event, she was immediately covered by the driver and Lin Yue and sent her to Jing Xiu's place.

Sure enough, Jing Xiu felt uncomfortable at night.But because Ji Youyan was beside her, her pain soon eased.Ji Youyan hugged Jing Xiu who had fallen asleep, feeling distressed and at ease.She found that the bracelet seemed to have the omen ability that Dao Kong didn't explain clearly.

Many times, when Jing Xiu felt uncomfortable, she was afraid that she would worry, so she would just bear it by herself.This is very good, Ji Youyan secretly wrote it down, and planned to sort out the rules in the days to come, so that she could spend full time with Jing Xiu during these time periods.

On the 27th of the new year, Ji Youyan returned to Beicheng alone. On the 29th, Jing Xiu landed in the middle city from Beicheng. With a trunk full of gifts, he drove from the expressway back to Ji Youyan's home in Yanzhou.

Contrary to the first visit, this time, not only did Ji Changsong and Zhong Qingyu not let her "fix the water pipes", they didn't even let her beat them.

On the evening of New Year's Eve, three women were preparing the New Year's Eve dinner in the kitchen.

Zhong Qingyu was stewing and frying things at the same time, and asked Ji Yuyan to take the scallops from the freezer. Jing Xiu stood next to the refrigerator, closer, turned around to open the refrigerator, and wanted to help take it out.

Zhong Qingyu was turning over the fried fish in the pan, he saw Jing Xiu's movements from the corner of his eye, and said nervously, "Yanyan, go and get it."

Jing Xiu couldn't figure it out, so he heard Zhong Qingyu's earnest words: "Xiao Jing, Yan Yan said that you are cold. It's cold now, so you should pay more attention and try to avoid touching cold things."

Ji Yuyan hurriedly walked over in two steps, bent down and opened the refrigerated drawer, "Let me do it." She took the scallops, raised her hand and scraped the bridge of Jing Xiu's nose: "Ah Xiu, my mother is entering the role of mother-in-law, and I start to feel distressed Daughter-in-law."

Jing Xiu was so teased that his ears turned red, but Zhong Qingyu took the opportunity to pick up the words, jokingly said: "I have entered the role, when will you officially enter the role? I heard that the new law will announce the results on Valentine's Day. Isn't the media all Guessing that the announcement on this date should be a good result.”

She sighed: "I think it's not easy for Xiaojing to come here now, it's too hard to go around."

Although the object has changed gender, the urging marriage will still not be absent.Ji Yuyan was a little helpless. She knew that Jing Xiu had no such plan at present, and she was afraid of Jing Xiu's embarrassment, so she went back to Zhong Qingyu by herself first: "Our profession is quite special, and the public influence is relatively large, so there are many things to consider."

"Auntie, we're thinking about it, but it's just not the right time yet." Jing Xiu's eyelashes drooped, widening Qingyu's heart.

Ji Youyan is actually not sure when Jing Xiu thinks the right time is.Although she desperately hopes to have an identity, so that she can appear openly by her side every time Jing Xiu needs her.But the disclosure is a matter between two people, now Jing Xiu still has concerns, she doesn't want Jing Xiu to be reluctant in the slightest, so she is willing to wait for Jing Xiu to really make preparations.

Zhong Qingyu stopped by: "It's okay, as long as you have your own plans in mind. Hey, I forgot to ask, does Xiaojing eat coriander?"

"Don't eat." Ji Youyan cooperated and changed the subject.

For the New Year's Eve dinner, it was the third time for the four of them to eat at the same table like this. They were not as cautious as the previous two times, and they were getting better and better. They ate deliciously and happily.

Yanzhou has a tradition of setting off firecrackers at zero o'clock. Ji Changsong's body can't stay up all night, so after watching half of the Spring Festival Gala, he went back to his room to rest, leaving Ji Yuyan and Jing Xiu to deal with Zhong Qingyu pointing at a certain star from time to time. Whether they recognize each other or not, they watched the whole process.

As it was approaching twelve o'clock, Zhong Qingyu went downstairs with a small firecracker, ready to set off at the designated place in the community.

Holding time, before Jing Xiu could react, Ji Youyan turned sideways and covered Jing Xiu's ears.

The next moment, the deafening sound of fireworks and firecrackers resounded throughout the world.

Jing Xiu was stunned, with a smile in his eyes, and turned to face Ji Yuyan, reaching out his hand to cover Ji Yuyan's ears as well.

It lasted for about 2 minutes, the sound of firecrackers and fireworks stopped one after another, and the surroundings became quiet again.

Ji Youyan slipped his hands from Jing Xiu's ears, and changed into a gesture of holding Jing Xiu's cheeks.Her throat moved, and she couldn't help leaning forward to kiss Jing Xiu: "Ah Xiu, this is the first time since I was 20 that I really spent the New Year at home."

This is the first year she spent with Jing Xiu after she turned 20.Last year she also celebrated the New Year here, but at that time there was no Jing Xiu around.A home is not a complete home.

Jing Xiu understood the meaning of her words.

She kissed Ji Youyan back, and said softly: "Then I thank you for allowing me to have a home for the New Year in far away China."

The author has something to say: I am coming~

Ji Wang and Jing Miao are completely locked, the master lost the key.

The first Lily Awards, congratulations to the master for nominating the best supporting actor award.