My Feelings Can Wait

Ji Yuyan stroked the small creases between her eyebrows, "It's not what you think, I'm fine." She looked away for a moment, and comforted Jing Xiu: "Can I talk to you in detail at night?"

Jing Xiu touched Bai Yu with his fingertips, and forced a "hmm".

"Fortunate to have you." Ji Youyan grabbed the catkin she was pressing on the white jade, held it in the palm of her hand, and diverted her attention: "Without you these days, my mother will feel so uncomfortable all by herself, hard work is you."

Jing Xiu looked at her bloodshot eyes, suppressed his worries, and pretended to sigh relaxedly: "You seem to be working harder."

Ji Yoo was puzzled.

"Dark, thin, and haggard." Jing Xiu's tone seemed to be disgusted.

Ji Yuyan blinked and blinked, pretending to be aggrieved. Before she could explain herself, Jing Xiu had already calmed down and coaxed her: "Did you not sleep well? Just sleep for a while, it will take half an hour to get to the hospital."

Ji Youyan frowned, and leaned her head delicately on Jing Xiu's shoulder.Jing Xiu took advantage of the situation and adjusted his sitting posture to make Ji Yuyan lean more comfortably.

The down jacket she wears has a hat, and the fluff on the hat is soft and warm.

Just like Jing Xiu.Ji Youyan was trapped in the familiar fragrance, and finally found the long-lost peace of mind.Her body was very tired, but her brain was very clear-headed. She couldn't fall asleep, so she leaned on Jing Xiu's shoulder, chatted with Jing Xiu about Ji Changsong's condition, and asked Zhong Qingyu if he was embarrassing her.

Jing Xiu cared about her about Xue Beng, and Ji Youyan was afraid that she would be worried, so he deliberately described it plainly.

"The car passed through most of the canyon. The road ahead was too rough. The local guide suggested walking there, so all five of us got out of the car. In fact, the distance is not very far. If it goes well, it will arrive in an hour. I didn't expect to leave. About 10 minutes later, we suddenly heard a loud noise from the top of the mountain, followed by the screams of the local tour guide. Before we realized what he was doing, we looked back at him and saw white snow like a flood not far behind him. poured down from the sky."

For the rest of his life after the catastrophe, Ji Youyan is not without fear. "Ice balls hit us, we ran in the opposite direction, and we could hear the sound of layers of snow falling behind us. When we stopped, everyone who had no time to hide was buried alive by the snow." .”

"We could see some people's shoes, hands, and bags were exposed to the snow, struggling. The avalanche seemed to have stopped, and people from other countries were shouting for help. We came back to our senses and rushed forward. We went up to rescue. Before the rescue team came, we had no tools, so we used our hands to plan layers of thick snow.”

Her hand should have been injured at that time.Jing Xiu was startled when she heard that, she moved her shoulders to signal Ji Youyan to get up.Ji Youyan sat up straight with interest, and heard Jing Xiu call her name in a calm voice: "Ji Youyan."

"It's so dangerous, you still insist on going forward?" Jing Xiu's face was very serious.

Ji Yuyan bit her lip, lowered her head and said, "But even so, I didn't have time to see him for the last time."

Jing Xiu's heart trembled.Of course she knew why Ji Yuyan ignored the danger, but compared to those unknown possibilities, what she wanted more was Ji Yuyan's certainty of safety.

She said in a slow tone: "Promise me, don't make an example. Don't put yourself in such a danger next time."

Ji Youyan said "um", as if thinking of something, with deep eyes, he said solemnly: "There will be no next time, I promise you."

For the sake of Jingxiu, she will also take care of herself.

Because I had greeted the hospital in advance, the car drove directly to the door of the inpatient department. Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu, wearing hats and masks, got out of the car one after the other, and quickly walked towards the elevator in the building.

After Ji Changsong stabilized, Jing Xiu asked the hospital for a single advanced ward in advance to facilitate Zhong Qingyu's rest and Ji Changsong's transfer out of the ICU.

In the ward, Zhong Qingyu had been waiting for a long time. Seeing Ji Youyan push the door and enter, he was safe and sound. After hearing that the avalanche had happened, his heart really fell.She cared a few words about Ji Youyan's life outside, and disliked her for being ashamed, as if she had gone to Africa, and then accompanied Ji Youyan to the attending doctor's office with Jing Xiu to learn about Ji Changsong's situation.

What the doctor said was the same as what he explained to her on Jingxiu Road. It has stabilized for the time being, but if the operation is delayed, as Ji Changsong gets older, the situation may get worse in the future, and it will be more difficult to have surgery.Therefore, if you want to have surgery, you should do it as soon as possible.Of course, any surgery is risky, not to mention Ji Changsong has diabetes and other problems.

Ji Youyan weighed it over and over again, and was inclined to have an operation, but the matter was so important that she didn't dare to make a decision right away.

After I came out, it was nearly 03:30, which was the opening time for the hospital's ICU to visit.When visiting, only two family members can enter at a time. Jing Xiu knew the rules and said that she was waiting outside, while Ji Youyan and Zhong Qingyu went in to visit.

In the ICU, Ji Changsong has been taken off the ventilator and can speak independently.Seeing Ji Yuyan, he just looked up and down a few times, his voice was weak, but his tone was always calm: "It's dark, do you often run outside?"

Ji Youyan nodded, before he could speak, Ji Changsong asked again: "I heard from your mother that you are looking for someone, did you find that person?"

Ji Youyan didn't know how to answer, so he just said vaguely, "It's sort of."

"That's good." Ji Changsong affirmed.

Ji Youyan frowned, and asked Ji Changsong straight to the point: "Dad, what do you think about the operation? I heard from my mother that you meant to do it? Didn't you want to do it before?"

"Sooner or later, you will be stabbed. Escape is not the way." Ji Changsong said calmly.

Ji Youyan was at a loss for words for a moment, Ji Changsong lowered his eyelids, remained silent for a few seconds, and explained: "I was worried about something before."

"Yanyan, I just want to tell you one thing. In case of any accident during the operation, you take good care of your mother. She is easier to get along with than me, she has a knife mouth and a bean curd heart..."

As if explaining the funeral, Ji Changsong spoke calmly, but Ji Yuyan's nose was sour. "Mom, you can take care of yourself, I can't take care of it alone." She rarely showed a willful attitude like a little girl.

Ji Changsong took a fixed look, and let out a soft laugh from his nasal cavity. "Are you alone?" He glanced sideways at Jing Xiu who was standing quietly outside the glass window, then changed the subject and said, "She's fine, she's worked hard for her these two days, I can see that it's true to you Take care."

Ji Youyan's eyes followed him and landed on Jing Xiu.Jing Xiu noticed it, and knew that he was not talking about something bad, so he showed a shallow smile.

She went in with Zhong Qingyu to see Ji Changsong's.At that time, Ji Changsong was still wearing a ventilator and could not speak, but when Jing Xiu told him not to worry about Zhong Qingyu, she would take care of her, Ji Changsong looked at her for a long time, made a hoarse whining sound, and nodded to her.At that moment, Jing Xiu felt his heart burning.

She knew that they had finally accepted her, the Ji Yuyan who loved her.In fact, she has never cared much about other people's opinions, but Ji Changsong and Yu Zhong Qingyu's recognition of her is very important.

She was glad that Yan Yan could finally be freed from this shackles and was free.

Ji Changsong withdrew his gaze, and said earnestly: "I have nothing to worry about now. Since you have identified her yourself, neither your mother nor I can control you, so the rest of the road should be easy. Don't make me and your mother feel that now Your recognition is indulgence."

He didn't want to have surgery before that, was it because he was worried about himself?Ji Yuyan looked at his serious face as usual, his throat was astringent, and his eye sockets were sour.

"We'll have a good time, you can supervise." She sniffed and joked with a nasal voice.

A smile flashed across Ji Changsong's eyes, noncommittal.

After leaving the ICU, the three of them went to the attending doctor's office to confirm the operation time and various things to pay attention to.Back in the ward, Ji Youyan answered Wei Yizhen's call to deal with some work matters.Jing Xiu watched Zhong Qingyu and Lin Yue chatting about things in Bhutan and Nepal.

After Ji Youyan finished making the phone call, Zhong Qingyu urged Ji Youyan to take Jing Xiu and Lin Yue back to eat and rest.She can see the blood in Ji Yuyan's eyes and the bruises in Lin Yue's eyes.

Ji Youyan couldn't hold back her, and he had something to say to Jing Xiu alone, so he agreed, and made an appointment with Zhong Qingyu to come and accompany her at ten o'clock in the evening.

The three of them left the hospital and got into the car. Lin Yue looked back at Jing Xiu from time to time, hesitating to speak.

Jing Xiu was puzzled: "What's wrong?"

"Mr. Jing, didn't Miss Yao Xiao come with you?" Lin Yue hesitated.

Ji Youyan answered the conversation with great interest: "What does it have to do with you whether you come or not?"

"It's been a long time since I saw her, I miss her." Lin Yue replied in a low voice, and after answering, she found Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu staring at her, with meaningful smiles on their faces.

Lin Yue panicked, trying to cover up: "It's the kind of miss that ordinary friends have."

"Did any of us say that we are not missing ordinary friends?" The word "ordinary friends" was bitten down by Jing Xiu, full of teasing.

"Xiaoxiao is preparing dinner, and you can see it when you go back." After she finished speaking, she said seriously: "I originally wanted to let you and Xiaoxiao sleep in the guest room these few days, but from this point of view, it is not right for Xiaoxiao to sleep with you. Not unsafe."

Lin Yue blushed until her neck, "Mr. Jing, you and Sister Ji have failed!" She repeatedly denied: "I don't, it's not what you think, I'm just... just..." He hesitated, but in the end she couldn't say no down.

Ji Youyan kindly rescued her, "Okay, I won't tease you. You know in your own heart whether you have such thoughts."

Lin Yue lowered her head and did not deny it.

"If you really want to think about it, you have to think about what it means. Also, Yao Xiao seems to be very straight, so you have to be prepared." Ji Youyan became more serious, fearing that she would get hurt, so he vaccinated her first.

Lin Yue gave a soft "hmm".

Seeing that she was not in a high mood, Ji Youyan changed his tone and encouraged her: "You will get the moon first if you are close to the water, you should have many opportunities in the future, grasp it yourself."

Jing Xiu caught the meaning in her words, looked at her with raised eyebrows, Ji Youyan tilted his head, and said with a smile: "I'm not leaving, and the focus of my next work is also in Beicheng, Mr. Jing, you are ready to receive a sticky Are you ready?"

Jing Xiu's eyes were rippling, don't ignore her at first, but the unreserved curvature of her lips betrayed her good mood at the moment.

When they got home, Yao Xiao had just prepared the meal, and the four of them ate dinner together. Then Yao Xiao sent the meal to the hospital. Lin Yue and Ji Youyan took a shower and went back to their rooms to catch up on sleep.

When Jing Xiu came out of the shower, Ji Youyan was still sitting on the bed, looking down at the book in his hand, as if lost in thought.

Jing Xiu lifted the quilt and went to bed, and asked her casually, "What are you looking at? Are you not sleepy?"

Ji Yuyan came back to his senses, forced a smile, but the smile didn't reach his eyes: "Ah Xiu, I have something to show you."

"what?"

"Because the person who gave the clue said that the master was seriously ill, so I was afraid of missing it, and insisted on going there as soon as possible. But it's not as good as God, and the time was delayed by an avalanche on the way. It was more than half an hour away, so I missed it." As she spoke, she took out a page of letter paper from the book and handed it to Jing Xiu, "Master knew we were looking for him, so he left this letter for us."

Jing Xiu felt like she was suppressing something in her tone.She was startled, reached out to take the letter paper, glanced at more than a dozen lines.

In the letter, Dao Kong seemed to know what they were confused about, and explained in a concise manner the reason why Jing Xiu would be in pain from time to time in the middle of the night.

It was because of an accident when Jing Xiu went back in time in her previous life——Ji Youyan's soul body entered the battle with her.Jing Xiu entered the battle with a physical body, and Ji Youyan's soul body was too weak to pass through, but Jing Xiu's soul consciousness unconsciously sensed the existence of Ji Youyan, and divided the essence to protect Ji Youyan, using the body of one body Resisting the heavenly punishment of the two of them caused his three souls to become unstable, and his essence could not return to the cage.

The three souls are damaged, and the coldness enters the bones, so they will be induced and magnified the disease and pain in the body at the moment when the Yin Qi in the world is at its peak.Only when Ji Youyan touches her body and souls are connected, Jing Xiu's three souls are complete.Unless the three souls have repaired their own body over a long period of time, if Ji Youyan's company is not available to repair her damage in each life, Jing Xiu will be doomed.

Dao Kong said that Ji Youyan was Jing Xiu's luck and Jing Xiu's medicine.

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There are about two chapters to finish, let me think about how to finish it better.