My Feelings Can Wait

Jing Xiu looked sideways at Ji Youyan, his eyes were dark, he hesitated to speak.

Disappointment is not without exception.But Buddhism pays attention to the law of cause and effect, and she is not surprised that Daokong would say such a thing.Although she had hoped to find Dao Kong and ask the cause of the pain from time to time, but if it was something that could not be forced, she did not expect Ji Yuyan to find Dao Kong.

You can't force it, there is a price to force it, she knows it better than anyone else.As it is now, it is better than anything else that Ji Youyan is by her side in peace.This was her original appeal, and the Buddha granted her. If she had to take something away from her, she would do so willingly.

However, she also knew what Ji Yuyan was unhappy these days.If she didn't go this trip, she might be unable to solve her own hurdle.

Jing Xiu turned on the turn signal, turned a corner at the entrance of the alley where he could temporarily stop, and stopped.

"Is Master still in Bhutan?" Jing Xiu asked with a calm expression.

Ji Youyan looked gloomy, shook his head and said: "I don't know. The master seems to avoid it on purpose. Zhuo Lin's friend can't force him to stay. Before I can notify someone to continue tracking him, he has already left without a sound."

Missing this time made Ji Youyan beat his chest and stamp his feet.If it wasn't for the film not being able to walk away, she would have wished to fly over with her wings.

Jing Xiu was thoughtful: "Then is there any news over there now?"

Ji Yuyan said in a low voice: "No. But according to the itinerary he revealed at the debate meeting, he should visit temples in Bhutan and Nepal in the past six months." She regained a little confidence and said firmly: "If you have this direction, be patient, and you will definitely be able to find him."

Jing Xiu was too rational, "Then how long are you going to search for?"

Ji Youyan's nails got stuck in his palm.She bit her lip and looked at Jing Xiu, but didn't answer right away.

Jing Xiu's long eyelashes drooped, and he said realistically: "Yanyan, finding a needle in a haystack is not something that can be achieved with sincerity and hard work. Sometimes, it is a chance."

And chance is the most unpredictable thing.Ji Youyan can't afford to waste his time.

She raised her eyes and stared at Ji Yuyan, with a decision in her heart, and discussed with Ji Yuyan: "You said he will be in Bhutan and Nepal for the past six months. When our movie is finished, there are about three or four months left before the half year. Yan Yan , we will set this time, three months, you go to him, you find the best, it’s okay if you can’t find it, you come back, we live in peace and wait for the next opportunity, okay?”

Seeing Ji Youyan's hesitation, she held Ji Youyan's handbag in her palm and coaxed her: "It's just a little pain, it's okay."

Where is just a little pain?Her pretending to be relaxed made Ji Youyan's chest ache.She held Jing Xiu's hand instead, unable to answer the question.

Jing Xiu's voice became softer: "Besides, I actually thought about it, maybe we were too anxious. When the next year, the time is almost up, we can go to the place where I found him in the last life to find him."

That's what they said, but they all knew in their hearts: rebirth brought about a butterfly effect, and who can be sure that Dao Kong's footprints will still be the ones in the past.

Ji Youyan is afraid that there will be more variables in the past two years. She is afraid that Jing Xiu will not be able to wait for these two years, and that Jing Xiu will have to bear the pain and danger of the last time again.

But Jingxiu sighed and said: "Yanyan, isn't it the most important not to leave regrets? Instead of wasting time on separation and search, we should cherish time and be together well, right?"

This sigh hit Ji Youyan's heart, making her nose sore.She knew that Jing Xiu was right.

She just, just can't be reconciled.

She lowered her head, her black hair blocking her shivering eyes.She lifted Jing Xiu's catkin, and caressed it affectionately under her lips. "I promise you, three months."

As if comforting Jing Xiu, and comforting herself, she whispered: "We will definitely find him."

Jing Xiu's eyes showed softness, he stroked Ji Youyan's fine hair, and echoed her: "Yes, it will."

But if it's price for price, forget it.She prayed secretly in her heart.

The atmosphere was a bit dull, Jing Xiu deliberately eased it up.She seemed to think of something suddenly, and said in a low voice: "In this case, you won't be back for Christmas, will you?"

Ji Youyan was slightly stunned, raised his head to look at Jing Xiu's slightly wrinkled face, tasted the disappointment hidden in her eyes, and felt a bit sour and sweet in her heart.

She cheered up and teased Jingxiu, "Maybe it's not just Christmas, I can't be with you on birthdays, and I can't be with you on New Year's Eve either."

Jing Xiu raised her eyebrows in displeasure, and said in a cold tone, "Why do I think you seem to be quite proud?"

Sensing the danger, Ji Yuyan quickly denied it: "Illusion!" She raised Jing Xiu's hand, and kissed him several times, with sincerity and tenderness: "When I come back, I will give you everything. Ah Xiu, you I'll give you whatever you want."

Jing Xiu was pleased by her, bit her lower lip tightly but couldn't hold back the overflowing smile.She turned her face and looked out of the window. At the end of the road, on both sides of the T-junction, there was an endless stream of cars coming and going.

There are really many people in this world, and you can meet countless people as soon as you turn around.

But, "I just want you."

She couldn't help but confide in her heart.

The sun shines on her body through the leaves. Her side face has the deep and sharp lines unique to mixed races, but her expression is so soft.Ji Youyan was not bathed in the light, but his whole body was warm.

She opened her mouth to respond to some emotional words, Jing Xiu seemed to have recovered, a little embarrassed.Her ears were flushed, she started the car, and changed the subject: "Jiang Chun and I are going to join hands with Xinhu Technology next year to invest in two online dramas as a producer. Jiang Chun sent me a few books. Your TV drama is more interesting." Experience, can you refer to it for me tonight?"

Ji Youyan frowned, answered her words and said, "Okay." After she finished speaking, she teased her again: "Is there any reward for the gang?"

Jing Xiu sneered, and answered her deliberately incomprehensibly: "Send you two bottles of eye drops?"

Ji Youyan: "..."

The corners of Jing Xiu's lips curled up a little, and he murmured: "If you happen to see a role that you want to leave for your newcomers, tell me."

Ji Youyan's studio also signed people, but the main reason is that Wei Yizhen has a wide network. Ji Youyan has gained a reputation in the TV series, and there are many external resources to share, which is different from her studio.

Ji Youyan was stunned for a while, and he was not polite, but just teased: "They are so lucky."

"Ok?"

Ji Youyan said slyly: "Sign me, there is such a generous proprietress."

Jing Xiu glared at her and let out a nice laughing sound.

The atmosphere was relaxed, and Jing Xiu hesitated a little, but still took the opportunity to ask: "The drama has been a bit depressing recently, and I just came back. I want to make an appointment with a familiar consultant tomorrow. Do you want to go with me?"

She spoke naturally, but the whitened fingertips gripping the steering wheel still revealed her nervousness.

Ji Youyan's heart softened, and he stopped being aggressive, and agreed: "Okay, I'll go with you. I also feel that I need to chat recently." The tone was brisk, without the slightest bit of reluctance.

Jing Xiu was slightly stunned, and looked at Ji Youyan with a little surprise.Ji Youyan's eyes were rippling, and she looked at her generously.

There is no shame in showing weakness if vulnerability can be understood.Jing Xiu turned her uneasy nakedness into a kind of reassuring happiness.

A lot of things don't need to be stated bluntly, they are tacit.

There was an undisguised smile on the corner of Jing Xiu's lips.

In mid-October, the sunflowers in the night are in Yingzhou.Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan spent three days relaxing in Yingzhou after they finished their careers. In order to avoid complications, the two split up and left at the airport.Jing Xiu went back to Beicheng to deal with work matters, and Ji Youyan went back to Yanzhou to visit his parents.

Two days later, Ji Youyan set off from Yanzhou and flew to Bhutan via Nepal.

This is a very personal itinerary, but some media have still dug it out.Ji Youyan retreated for the film for a long time, and when all the media were eagerly waiting, she actually retreated again. She went to Bhutan, the Buddhist country, and stayed for more than two months.

This is very fascinating.

The media people who heard the news and some Huadans who had conflicts of interest due to Ji Youyan's rise in status over the past year fished in troubled waters, smeared Ji Youyan at the right time, and guessed everything.The most plausible guess is that Ji Youyan suffered a huge blow during filming, saw through the world, and used Buddha to heal his wounds.This guess deliberately did not specify what kind of blow it was. The more it was spread, the more outrageous it became.

Jing Xiu sneered angrily, and resolutely dealt with all the people behind him.The Lin family is not as good as before, but Jing Xiu, Jiang Chun and Wei Yizhen have been working in the circle for many years, and they also have their own contacts and channels.Some news cannot be suppressed or withdrawn, so use other news to shift the focus and distract everyone.She acted more cautiously than before, but she was not afraid of offending people.

The people behind saw that Jing Xiu was protecting Ji Youyan and acted harshly, so they didn't dare to continue biting Ji Youyan.Jing Xiu asked Jiang Chun and Wei Yizhen to guide the public opinion. Ji Youyan was stamped because the film's stamina was too strong, and Ji Youyan was too involved, so it took time to play. The purpose of going to Bhutan was to relax and seek a peaceful state.

After this statement appeared, fans spontaneously supported it, Ji Yoo-yeon's dedicated personality was consolidated, and the audience became more and more curious about "Sunflower in the Night".The movie became popular before it was released, which saved a lot of publicity costs, and Gu Lingfeng was most pleased with it.

The outside world has wind and rain from time to time, but it has little impact on the two of them.Everything is fine except that Daokong's occasional news always makes people go away with excitement and return with disappointment.

While Jing Xiu was studying film post-production with Gu Lingfeng in Beicheng, he was dealing with various matters in the studio.Ji Yuyan searched for people in Bhutan and Nepal, and changed to an environment far away from the hustle and bustle. Her heart gradually calmed down, and she had new inspirations and insights about the album, about acting, and even about the script that Jing Xiu showed her.

The two of them contact each other every day, and sometimes they can chat until the phone runs out of battery when they are excited, and sometimes they will fall asleep while chatting when they are very tired.Like returning to the time when they first debuted, both of them are full of sincerity, working together for the cause they love and for a better future.

Although separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, their hearts seem to be sleeping peacefully in each other's arms every day.

Until one evening in January, a call from Yanzhou broke the peaceful day.

Zhong Qingyu said helplessly, "Miss Jing, I am Yanyan's mother. Can you get in touch with Yanyan? Yanyan's father said that his heart was uncomfortable when eating, and his hands and lips were trembling. I immediately drove to see him off. When I went to the hospital, he passed out as soon as he entered the emergency department. The doctor said it was a sudden myocardial infarction, and the heart stent surgery suggested before could not be delayed. I wanted to discuss with Yanyan, but I couldn't get in touch with her. She Where the hell are you now?"

Jing Xiu's heart skipped a beat, and his hands and feet felt cold.